*lalala*

aloha.
back to update again.=)
well.today wanna say one HAPPY BRITHDAY to moi aunt first.
hahax.wow.time pasts so fast.
later on 12th is moi cousin de birthday liao le.
tsk tsk.
time runs away is real fast neh!=)
hahax.lol.
okay.let's say bout the past two days plus today ba.

erm.saturday.
stay at home de whole day.even though many friends asked me out.
like go suntac.orchard.see SYF and watch movie.
but all i also rejected.
cuz JUS LAZY TO GO OUT!!!
hahax.

lolx.well.wat bout yesterday?sunday!
erm.met jolie out to complete the school homework.
well.i did complete it all.but jolie she didn't.
we met out at 1 plus and started to have our lunch first.
we have our lunch while we sat down and chit chat.=)
half way through.we met guixin and amanda.
so they sat down next to us.and started to talk too.erm.they were waitin for their friends.
when lirong reached.they left.
after tat around 4plus.jolie left.infact i left too.but with ah bu and daddy.
they came to look for me to talk bout some stuffs.
but end up don't seem to telling me anything.
but instant they made me confused!
real confused!!=)
erm.after tat.we met out yan rong and shu shu.
well.ah bu.de qns u asked me right!
really made me more confuse.de feelings seem to be back le.
ah bu!all ur fault hahax.jkd jkd!
after tat around 10.30pm.we sent ah bu home first.den later shu shu and i sent daddy.den later shu shu acc me wait for bus.
and when i got on the bus.he real good de!
still call me.but anyway.he call me also no need money de.=X
so it made no different.lolx.

hahax.today!
today is xiao yi de birthday.
so wanna wish her a HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
and today also ah bu de first day of working at raffles.de dunno where.
hahax.
so wish tat everything is going smoothly.=)
erm.today only went to chong pang and have moi lunch wid janette.cheryl.jenny and kevin.
had source chicken rice.[is it like tat?.not too sure neh.]
erm.today im jus a little high~
den ppl say im very happy.say i got stead.
diaox.
no la!!later me high say i got stead den me very down say i weird.
like tat how?!!!
okay la.end here le.tata`

*.CarrotOrange.*

hi.
i know tat it's kinda of stupid to come online and update two times a day.
but really.feels really bad.

haix.
suddenly feels that people around me don't really seems to be full-up by happiness.
haix.
like my cousin in france.
till now.he's still in coma.
really wish tat he will wake up one day.soon!!
as his family members are really worry for him.

Cousin Fran?ois.faster wake up.
ur family members are really worry for u.
u have slept for a long long long long time.
pls.jus wake up for a while.open ur eyes and take a look at them.
ur parents won't bear to see u always closing ur eyes sleeping down there.
PLS.JUS WAKE UP.
everyone is waiting for u.
u have already sleep for a few years le.
why can't u jus wake up!

haix.really wish tat u will wake up soon.
even though i have already forget how u looks like.
as the last time i get to see u was in the photo of u and ur family members when u are in a small age.
haix.
really wish tat u will get well soon.
and also.
since i have came back from cambodia.
i kept hearing friends around me.somethings like this:
"i broke up wid....." haix.really felt sad.but i now can only send u a few phrase tat's it.
it wasn't a bad idea to stop the relationship now as.the longger the both of u being together.
the deeper the hurt will be.so why not stop it now and forget bout him or her.
start a fresh.=))

i also heard people telling me:
"i have a stead now.and he's/she's...." im really felt happy for u guys.=))
so to all the people out there.who having stead now.
have to take good care of them okay.=))lurve each other.as it's hard to be couple.understand?apprecicate each other.
boys have to always be de one letting the gals wor.=))

i supposed i will end here ba.
but before i end.i will upload pictures.
me look so idiot here.but tat's my mum.=)my sister and my dad.=))my younger sister.

well.it's seems like my laptop de blogger got problems agian.=X
so i will upload the others agian ba.

***school reopen cum pictures***

hihi.

finally im back again.

today is 1st day of july.=))

school also reopen le.

met BA le.but he's still de same.

made no different.still very de ai shuai.=X

hahax.im so bad.

jus came back from sec3 outdoor adventure & health education camp at MOE Changi coast adventure centre.[by camelot]

http://www.camelotsg.com

here's de webbie.

erm.den let me start with the two days in school first ba.

first day.

get to meet jiaqi and sukma le.

den i started to talk talk talk talk.and had a sudden feels tat im really very talkative neh.

hahax.

second day.

same ba.jus tat.haix.

stupid things have been happening.

me dun wanna get into de things le.=((

stupid of her thinking tat kind of stupid things.nvm.forget bout it.

later me dunno why den get another enermy.[is it spell like tat?]

after school.sukma and me went to buy stuffs for camp next day.

around 6plus went to meet jolie at northpoint.

on the way there.met jian hui.

i met out jolie was to ask her to acc me to go and get one shoe bag.=))

$26.25 dollars.nike.purple-pink?

third day!camp started!

firstly.we went to de hall and met POLAR.

and also some more instructors.like:

*huifen[grp6.our group instructor!**Clap**]

*din[grp7 instructor.and also grp6-11 de IC]

*wan thai.[grp1-3.dunno which grp de instructor.but he's also.the grp1-5 IC]

*egg[grp8 instructor]

still got many more.but i dun remember who are they[i mean de name belong to who.]but i can name out de instructors name.

*boy[grp7 instructor]

*diana[not too sure which grp.]

*azie

*azmi

*shafiq

*faizal

*zul

*zee

*lena

*salman

*taufik

these are de other instructors' name.i suppose tat there will be even more but i dunno their names.

okay.im in grp6 and my grp instructor is hui fen!**Clap**

she's a instructor tat like to crap lame jokes.hahax

and also very fun.nice to be with.

im also same grp wid boss[xuewen].yuan kai.weide and simin.

of course there's more ppl.but lazy to list it out.

erm.so our first event will be ice breaking activities.[have lot of fun.]

after tat is recess time.after tat we went to change into PE shirt.

and had flag design(group banner making)/goal setting.

we gals do de group banner making and the boys do the goal setting.

our group banner was real colourful!lolx

after tat we were transfer to changi coast adventure centre!

my bunk is in bunkC.

after tat we have our lunch.quite nice.=)

ohya.our buddy grp was with yuling's grp which is group 7!=))instructor din and boy.

after having lunch we have our first event which is Challenge Ropes Course.

wow.really very scary!!!it's high neh.

after tat was de Knots & Lashing/Raft Building.

it's was fun and our group was been praise by our school teacher as they says tat it was hard to see a group to get together and started to do the things together.at the same thing and knowing wat to do.=))im so happy to hear bout it neh!!!=))and de event was real nice neh.

when we can get inside the sea.=))

after the event we went to shower.

and after showering.we have our dinner.it was not tat bad too neh.=))

after tat we have the sing-a-long session.we have learnt alot of different kinds of clap and the instructors was really jokers!

after tat we have our night trust walk.quite fun too.=))

grp6-11 gets to shower first and after tat we had our group debrief first den have our supper.

wow.it's real cooling over there.even though there will always an aircraft every 15minutes.

during night time the sky was real nice.and u can see lots of stars.

really!=))

but when it came to sleeping haha.kinda of hard le.cuz u will be distrubed by the aircraft.

hahax.but to me hai hao neh.jus tat first night real hot.hahax.

and early in de morning at 4.30am there's ppl shouting.

SEMBAWANG OI!

oh moi gosh!!so early le!!idiot lor.

second day in camp.we had morning exercise at 7am.haha.quite fun neh.

after tat we have our breakfast.if im not wrong.our grp were supposed to do de cleaning.=)

after tat we have our sea kayaking!!!cool~~

nice neh.but half way through.my partner.kristen almost got her ashma attract.so i have to get back to de shore wid her.truthly saying!

i really never regreted tat i have to get back too neh.

cuz i think it worth le.

after all a life is more important than other things ma.=)we can do it de other time ar.

wat for have to regret of it neh.=)

after tat we went to shower.after tat we have de campfire preparation.

hahax.quite stupid neh.

we kept dancing chicken things.but FUN!!=))

after that we have out lunch.and have the rock wall climbing.i didn't do it.as my stomach pain.

after tat we have out general stations!!quite fun neh!!=))we as a whole group have to be together.=))

after tat we have abseiling and zip line.our group gals get to do the zip line first.

it was real nice neh!!=))after tat is abseiling.okay.when it was my turn.i cried like hell neh!!!

den de instructor very de ke lian cuz he needs to console me and also mid time have to help to wide off moi tears.

quite fun too.it wasn't tat scary at all.=))

after tat we have our dinner and after tat it was our final campfire preparation.

and after tat is our GRAND CAMPFIRE!!!=))

but de weather was like.wanna rain dun wanna rain.but in the end we still have our camp fire!!!=))

we get to perform all our stuffs!quite fun!!=))

after tat we have out group debrief first den we have our supper and after tat shower.

hai.shower room really suck.cuz hai.dun wanna say le.after tat we have to slp wid our hair wet.

and been forced to.as de instructors told us tat we do our things at first but quietly but end up we didn't so they have to force us lor.de second night.

well.de second night was more cooling and i slept till 5.45am.

quite late too la.=))

so again we have our morning exercise but we have some kind of "fighting"things and after tat we have our breakfast.den pack up after tat is area cleaning.

our group have to clean up de bunkA.C and D.

after tat we have our camp debrief again.after tat we went home.

really very sad neh.

me and yuling cried out le.

cuz will miss them de ma.=((

haix.

wish tat can have another camp again with them.=))

okay end de camp stuffs.

uploading de pictures.=X

3e1'o6[combined humanities teacher last day.]

erzi and me.happy 15th birthday.
this one clearer ba.=))
er zi and mr gwee.[~sotong~]
didi and er zi.
jason.tinguan.vincent
me and yuling.

me in cambodia.[first day]

daddy.taken by me.=))

erm.i think next time den continue ba.
tata`

aloha.
im back from cambodia le.

now im still carrying de heart of missing.
but of course.
the one im missing.
is moi papa.mama.and sister!!
missing like hell!=((
but dun dare to cry!=X

haix.
life seems to be very boring for me now.
cuz i don't really know wat i can do.
youtube.cancel away most of the show that i wanted to watch.
BORED!
and school reopens soon!!im not scared bout school reopens.
but what really frighten me was SEC3 CAMPING!!

erm.okay.
got to talk bout wat i have been doing in cambodia.
well.didn't really did something there.
jus watching television programes and television programes.
no more.

yesterday night at 11.25p.m.
reached singapore safely.=X
btw want to tell de ppl who don't know about how long it took to get to singapore from cambodia was 2hours.
and the time different between the two countries is 1 hour.
so it means that de fight flys at 8.25p.m.[of course.it will be the time in cambodia.]
it also equal to the time in singapore was 9.25p.m.

yesterday night.
i came back with jenny.janice.kevin.kristen and her sister.
on the plane.i sat wid janice and kevin.while kristen and her sis were sitting behind us.
what bout jenny?
she sat with her other cambodia friends.at de row 27.
ohya.i sat at de row 2.so it's quite far apart.

when we have arrived in singapore at the time of 11.25p.m.[we=janice.kevin and me]
we thought of waiting for jenny.but how we know that it took us even longer later on.
as there was another flight departure singapore at the same time.
if im not wrong.it was the china flight?
not too sure too.
yea.then when we about reached the departure area.[which from the level2.looking down onto level1]
first reaction we gave each other was.
"OH MOI GOSH!SO MANY PEOPLE!"
as u can see the departure area was flood with loads of ppl!!!
we will have to wait to hell man.

at first we planned to join kristen and her sister at one side.but end up we didn't.
as we don't dare to do so.as she also take time to line-up ar.
in the end.jenny went wid her inside the row.as we need er yi to help us bring some stuffs back to her house first.[becuz xiao yi wasn't in singapore too.she's with uncle david in thailand.holiday too.was equal to no one picking us up home and we have to take cab home.]

so janice.kevin and i went to line-up at the resident side[which is singapore].
and here something bad happened.in fact is something made de three of us very angry about.
there's a china uncle behind us.[but he's holding onto singapore passport.]
and we had a conversation with him.here the conversation:
CHINA UNCLE: hey.u guys are not supposed to be lineing up here as you guys are not holding on to singapore passport.as here is de line for de singapore passport ONLY.
[but in fact.we are all holding onto the singapore STUDENT PASS okay?idiot uncle.]
WE: erm.but we are holding on the student pass and WE DID TRY BEFORE.
[we still said in a polite way.]
CHINA UNCLE: okay.but here really only for singapore passport only.

he walked away to join in the other line.and we also dun really bother bout wat he said.
here's de part where it really made us full with anger!!!
when it about to reaches our turn.the china uncle came in and jump into our line.
when it reaches our turn.we went there.and this idiot china uncle started to shout this:
CHINA UNCLE: HEY.THEY CUT MY LINE.THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE MY TURN!
DE PERSON WHO IS AT THE COUNTER: erm.sorry.can u wait for a while.
[and she started to do de things out]
CHINA UNCLE: HEY.ISN'T UNFAIR FOR US.THEY ARE NOT HOLDING ON TO SINGAPORE PASSPORT BUT YET THEY ARE ABLE TO BE IN THIS LINE.HEY.CALL UR OFFICER HERE!I WANT TO TALK TO HIM.
COUNTER: erm. Mr. [forget de name] .can u come here for a while.
OFFICER: yesh,sir?may i help u?
CHINA UNCLE: HEY.IS IT FAIR TO DE PPL WHO IS HOLDING ON TO SINGAPORE PASSPORT?THEY ARE NOT HOLDING ONTO SINGAPORE PASSPORT.YET THEY CAN BE IN THE LINE.THEY EVEN CUT INTO MY LINE.IS IT FAIR?
COUNTER: did u guys cut his Q?
[while de officer and de idiot china uncle continue to talk.]
WE: is he de one who cuts our Q.he was actually behind us.
[we only said two lines.as we were too angry wid it.]

while de officer and idiot china uncle continue to talk.we walked away faster!
as we were so angry wid that idiot china uncle!

after tat we went to pick up with our stuffs.
and went out and Q in the line to wait for our turn for TAXI.
it was a very long long Q.
de four of us.took 2 cabs in total as we have too much stuffs le.hard to share one.

after half an hour of de ride.we reached home safely.
we started to unpack the stuffs we had.
okay.i supposed i will end here.as de anger in me is back again.

jus wanna wish tat.
J**** and R**** will be able to be together no matter wat.
have to take care wor.=))
all de best to u both.

erm.pictures i took.hai.next time when i came to update i will post up de.=))
and also together wid the other time during moi er zi de birthday de pic!

.*.xCarrotOrangex.*.

yox.
here to update wor.
currently now in cambodia.
erm.3rd day in cam.
not too bad la.

finishing all moi holiday assignment soon.
just left wid the poa assignment.
it seems to be a little toughter than wat i really thought of.
haix.sian diaox.
all poa stuffs have forgotten.

kinda of miss moi laptop.=X
as.
NO YOUTUBE IN CAMBODIA.
as i didn't bring moi laptop back.
even i did.i also can't watch it too.
cuz no internet ma.
haix.
sad.
wish tat it will be next sat soon.
haix.

SCHOOL REOPEN SOON!!!
OH MOI GOSH!!
dun really wanna get back to de school.
but i do can see BA.
wow.bout 3weeks didn't see him le.
dunno how's he goin on.
but at least i got chat wid him.
lolx.

yea.
have to really pull up moi encouragment to ask moi dad and mum whether i can go stream moi hair!!
hahax.

yea.i supposed i will end here le ba.

in cambodia.no show at all.
sian diaox.
but i watch "the promise" le.
not a bad show.but kinda of a story of immagination.[did i spell wrongly?]
wish tat i didnt.
end here.

all de best to de u guys.[ppl in singapore.]
take care and do complete ur holiday assignment wor.

*.CarrotOrange.*
cambodia.PPH

***tinguan's birthday***

alo!!
today is an exciting day.
cuz is moi er zi de birthday!!=))

so wanna wish him a happy 15th birthday.
may all his wishes will come truth.
in this 15 years old de year.have to be more mature.
have to know how to take good care of urself.
dun always wanna ur ah bu wo.come worry for u wor.=))

hahax.
and also.FASTER FIND ONE DAUGHTER-IN-LAW.
hahax.well.
jus try ur best la.
finding one truth love is difficult.
so jiayou.
man man lai.
and also.ur bet on japan had lost.tsk tsk.
dun be sad wor.have to be happy.=))
wish tat jus now wat we did for u.u will be touch and won't forget bout it.
okay.end de words tat i wanna say to er zi le.

erm.
jus now went out wid:
[#1]tinguan(er zi aka BIRTHDAY BOY)
[#2]jason
[#3]vincent
[#4]yuling

yea.we went to orchard.
erm.today i wore de shoe tat i brought not long ago.
oh moi gosh!!
so pain neh.
now moi leg got de shuai....erm dunno how to spell.
look so ugly!!
erm.me now scared le!=X

okay.first stop.
went to the SHAW.
erm.we caught a movie called "benchwarmers".
a nice and lame show.
but yet nice and funny la!
hahax.
through out the whole show.
de own cinema was like.reactions la.
"eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee" or "hahahahahahahahahahahahaha".
of course most is "hahahahahahaha"
cuz it's a funny movie.so u got to go and catch it.=))

ohya.got to thx yuling.cuz she brought 5 free tickets.
xiexie.=))

yea.before de show starts which is 1635.
we went to have our lunch first.
i didnt have any as i have eaten moi lunch earlier.=))
after lunch.we went to shop around in the SHAW.
as now is GREAT SINGAPORE SALE??
not too sure na.=))

second stop.heeren.
we went to take neoprint.
after taking neoprint which is 1900.
erm.we were thinking of where to have our dinner.
as er zi said tat today is his b'day so he's goin to treat us.
we took quite a long time to think of an venue.

after a long long time of thinking.
we decided to go back to northpoint to have our dinner.
erm.forget the name.but it's at de B1.near to de foodcourt.
er zi treated us.
it costs him bout $$63[round up].
thx!
and after meal.me and xiao pang ran to buy one chocolate cake for tinguan.
at first is supposed to be a surprise but end up.it doesn't seem to be one.=X

we cut him de cake at around de cheers there.[opp yishun mrt]
erm.we have the cake there and we even called blur sotong down.
VIP ma?not too sure too.=X

after all tat.we left wid two pieces of cake.
at first we wanted to throw it on b'day boy de face but end up failed.
no one seems to want the cakes.
or blur sotong came out wid de idea of playing de code game.

erm.we went lots of round.
and i don't even know the timing.=X
paisa.
so i dunno how late it was!!
i have to apologize to the others.

i supposed i will end here.Pictures tml den upload.
cuz it will take time.=))
lazy to do it now.

***happy***

aloha!!!
im back again.
erm.
im so happy now!
cuz me had download de tian wai fei xian de songs le!!!
so happy.
im jumpin into de clouds.=))
nono is flying into de clouds.
hahax.

erm.one news.
im goin back this coming thursday.
so got to miss me wor.and will be back by next week friday.
can considered as sat la.
cuz i will reached singapore at 2330 so it made no different.=))

ohya.over here i have to apologize to de ppl who had ask me what time is moi flight this coming thursday.
sorry i wouldn't say out de timing.=))
do forgive me wor.
but anyway.
mi myself don't even know wat time.
however.if i knoe de timing le.i will not say too.
cuz don't wanna "ma fan" ppl to send me off.
last year de experiment made me dont wanna again.
yet last year de.im still very happy and surprise.=))
but this year mi don't wanna le.
jus want a "have a good holiday and do enjoy urself".

erm.still got wat to say neh.
ohya.moi blog had change moi blog tagboard.=))
have to thx to jian hui.cuz of his help.

and also.if u wanna tag moi blog.
do press "R" to refresh.=))
which is between up and down.

okay.end here le.tata`

***change blogskin***

yox.
im back!
hahax.wow.nice ma?moi new blogskin!
moi love it lots man.
AI QING MO FA SHI!!!
MING DAO.
QIAO QIAO.
SHAO WEI.
XIAO JIE.
YURONG.
JACKY.

wish tat u guys will like it too.do give comments wor.=))
i will appreciate lots!!

hahax.
paisa.now getting mad wid de shows.
have to thx one imp ppl!
SIHUI!!!
xie xie ni for helping me wid de blog and sorry for de trouble too.=))

erm.it's been a long long long long time since de last time i came to post.
hahax.paisa.
so now here to update u guys wid de news.

erm firstly.
since de start of de school june holidays i have been watching youtube everyday.
hahax.so sometimes u chat wid me chat till half way i might not reply.
tat's one of de reason.=))
heex.paisa.

wat show i had finish watching.
1.tian wai fei xian[hu ge & lin yi cheng]
2.love contract[lin yi cheng & mike he]
3.one litre of tears[not too sure.but it's a show based on a truth story in life.so have to go and watch wor.**touching**]
4.ai qing mo fa shi[not yet finish.waiting for de eps]

erm.den forget le.have to really go and think hard.
hahax.i supposed like tat only ba.

okay.me got to start saying wat happened on 080606.thursday.
as wat i remember is on tat day ba.
hahax.
okay.tat day i supposed i will never forget it.and of course.i supposed.
moi daddy and shu shu also will not forget de ba.
not too sure too.cuz.
on tat day.
me called ah bubu out.and she asked me to call more ppl out.
so i called daddy.yixiang and shu shu.
however.ah bubu reached de place we meet first.
den im was late.cuz of de idiot weather.
hahax.lolx.paisa.ah bubu im late.
however.de boys were more late.
let us girls to wait for 1 and 1/2 hours.oh moi gosh.
so me and ah bubu started to call them 'gong gong'.
hahax.

okay.stop all moi craps.
de main thing is tat.
SHU SHU.U ARE SO LUCKY.
cuz u are de first one to let me bite!!!hahax.
i told him on tat day.
cuz of one watermelon juice i bite him.lolx.
stupid ba.it's a long long story.
but he also answered me wid.
U ARE ALSO VERY LUCKY.
"cuz u are de first one to be able to bite me."
lolx.but me here wanna apologize to him.sorry shu shu!!!

den daddy.sorry tat i have scratched u.
paisa!!!wish tat u will be fine now.=X

one good news!
on 070606.wednesday night.
de first time to chat wid him.=))
so happy neh.even though is only a few lines but im still happy wid it.
heex.

090606.friday.
lirong's birthday.so wanna wish him a.happy 17th birthday.=))
went to city hall de Funan centre.to go to de challager storeage?dun remembered.
to go and find moi laptop de batt.cuz it got spoilt!!sian diao.
me and moi cousin didn't find it.
but we went to chinatown to go and take stuffs tat moi parents wanna me to take.
ohya.when we were waiting for bus at de bus stop.[at city hall]
we saw de japan queen.erm.not me la.me only saw de car.but moi cousin saw her in de car.
she even wave to her.=))
wow.cool.den got onto de bus and go and get de stuffs.
after tat.went to shop and brought lots of things.me la.of course.
a pair of shoe.swimming costume and one 3/4 short.
while moi cousin brought a 3/4 short only.[de same one wid moi.but different colour]
instead of using $100 to buy moi batt.me spent it.=X

100606.saturday.today.
midnight got de first world cup football match.
im only manage to watch de first match which is Germany VS CRC?dunno wat country.
didn't hear before de.
and Germany won!=))
im so happy.[even though i didn't buy.but moi uncle david very sad.cuz he lost.]
erm.went to do project.
but in de end didn't do.maths project,i mean.
haix.sian diao.cuz preya wasn't there me and theresa don't know wat to do.
and de both of us kept calling people up but in de end everyone also dunno wat to do.
diaox.
after tat went to library to borrow books to go back cambodia to read.
erm.after tat went to chong pang and cut hair.
i will be posting up de hair i cut.but i supposed tat after i wash moi hair.moi hair will turn to be very ugly!!!=((
Before cuting.

after cuting hair.*short*short*[do give me comments.nice not?!!n does it made any differents?]

***sianzation***

yox.
finally back to update le.=))

erm.felt tat im so powerful.
cuz from each day come update den three days later then come update.
den back to each day update.
den now bout 10 days didn't come update le.
hahax.lolx.
i knew it's kinda of cold.but try getting used wid it.=))
haha.cuz karen not lame enough not karen le.=X
hahax.lolx.

and btw.seems like de blogger got changes neh.
hahax.paisa.really didn't come update for a LONG LONG TIME.
say till this 'long long time'reminds me bout de singapore idol.
'NONG NONG AGO'.lolx.

erm.have to get normal back first.
okay.let me think.
last paper for me was on 15may.
den dunno wat le.
nvm.jus continue wid moi crap ba.=X
wish u guys dun mind.=))

erm.it's seems like lots of things really got chaotic le.
i mean moi life.
i can't really go and understand wat's goin on.
it's seems like.a war had been occur around me.
[dun get de wrong meaning, is relationship war.]
haix.i also dunno how to say.

chaos.chaos.chaos.
tat's de only word i could say now.=((
but somehow in moi heart.
there's loads of unhappiness.
but there's is loads of happiness too.
hahax.dun get wat im trying to say right?
well.i dun really understand too.
haha.lolx.

unhappiness.i dun really wanna say out la.
cuz somehow.these unhappiness.i rather keep it at somewhere is very hard to search for ba.=X
erm.u guys can say tat this is an act of running away from the matter.
but i rather not to say out.
cuz i felt tat if i said out.it will bring harm to me and also tat person.

erm.from all these incident.i really dunno who to believe.
who is de rights and who is de wrongs.
but now i also have changes in moi attitude to ppl.
or should i say is.attitudes toward to moi friends around me ba.
when u have difficulties the time.and u need someone.u can come find me.
but i neither go towards u and ask u loads of qns nor console u.
now i would only staying at one side and jus silently support u.
give u all moi trust.**wish tat u won't break moi simple mindset and drive me crazy**
[i supposed tat no one wanna see de way i got real crazy ba.]

and also.wanna tell someone.
i ready gave u loads of chances.dun said tat i didn't.
but for each chance i gave to u.
u hurt me once.and tat's wasn't a bad thing.
but something worst.
is tat.u took it for grant.
which really made me felt more hurt.=((
nvm.

let's say bout.
tat guy ba.still haven't even talk to **** ******.
haix.dunno how to.
dun have de gut to go towards.haix.
only giving up moi steps.
nvm.it's seems so impossible.

and also wanna thx someone.
thx for being there for me.
even though u are always de first to go back home/away.
but yet im happy and glad.
tat u are there for me.=))supporting me.
i felt so happy!!!
xiexie ni.=))really appreciate u.
now i would let u go le.i dun wanna force u to do things u wouldn't wanna do.=))

wow.it's really a very long entire.=X
hahax.okay la.i supposed i will end here.
nono.
wait!!!

this coming monday.O LEVEL CHINESE le.
even though can retake.
but i still wanna wish ja loung.lirong.**** ***** n his friends good luck!!!
all de best.=))

and also.june holidays start le!!!
so wanna wish everyone happy june holidays.except for hahax.
**** ***** and his friends le.got to jiayou!!
o level lei!!

okay.end here le.tata`

*__kaiRen

***happy***

yox.
iim back neh.hahax.
i supposed tat u guys goin to say me lame lei if i told u guy why ii came to update.
hahax.
de reson is tat.
me jus wanna upload de pictures and deleted them off moi laptop.
moi laptop like kanna virus!!!=((
de idiot norton antivirus 2005.like so lousy.
can detant till but CANNOT DELETED IT OFF.

wao lao.like tat also can.so lousy.
okay la.me will upload de pic le wor.=)) one very beautiful de flower.lolx.is qixin called xiangyong buy den he called us to help him buy.hai.long story.erm.it's for qixin mother la. idiot steven.hahax.very stupid right?take wid de flower.hahax.it's ah bubu and moi idea.=X he didn't know tat im posting online neh.=))this view of cake very nice right?hahax.wanna eat?lolx.erm.it's moi daddy yesterday de birthday cake.paisa.no $$$.=(( hahax.daddy wid his present tat me and ah bubu gave him de.i knoe it's kinda of girl-ly but yet it's kinda of cute ma.de bear looks like him.=XX[i said nth]hahax.lolx.erm.kinda of C.C neh.=XX hahax.cannot say like tat la.he's moi daddy!!

muhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.took tis pic when he's playing wid one can?dunno la.hahax.so bai chi de steven.=XX opsh.i said something??nopex.i didn't.

okay.i supposed i can end here lei=))

tata`

***sianzationg***

yox.da jia hor ar.
tell u guys one good new!!!!
I HAVE TAKEN ALL MOI MID-YEAR EXAMINATIONS LE!!!
SO HAPPY LE!!!=))

erm.jus reached home bout 1 hour ago.
hahax.
cuz after straight after skool.went to choose present for daddii.
haix.broke le!!!
wallet $$$$ fly away from miie!!!=((
erm.ah bubu also brought one cake for hiim.
no $$$ de both of us.so no choice but to buy one small cake which is enough for him de.=))

den later went to look for yiting.
to go and get daddii de biirthday present.

erm.after tat.stay at blk 319 de downside de chair there talk talk.
okay.today de FIRST time met MOI DIDI.XAVIER!!!
hahax.very de ke ai neh!!!=))

hahax.erm after tat went to yishun.okay.
didi went home first.den ask him to bring one t-shirt for me.
cuz can't wanna me to wear de SSS uniform at SO LATE time ba.
hahax.
erm.kinda of sian.cuz daddii kept playing wid in de arcade.
den me and ah bubu.down there sian sian de lor.-_-zZzZ

erm.den went to eat dinner.
yixiang came and join us.
erm.allover.the boys ate and went home together.
the 3boys went to daddii house.
cuz wanna help qi xin to do her report.

erm.i will end here le.tata`

-'kai-Ren'-

wait!!!upload pictures.=))
think next time den upload ba.de thing like siao le!
hahax.

an act stands a meaning.
*kiss on the ear---------------------"i'm horny"
*kiss on the cheek------------------"we're friends"
*kiss on the hand-------------------"i adore you"
*kiss on the neck--------------------"we belong together"
*kiss on the shoulder---------------"i want you"
*kiss on the lips----------------------"i love you" or "i want you"
*holding hands-----------------------"we can learn to love each other"
*a wink---------------------------------"Let's get it on"
*slap on the butt---------------------"thats mine"
*playing with the ear----------------"i can't live without you"
*holding on tight---------------------"don't let go"
*looking into each other's eyes---"let's get romantic"
*playing with hair on head---------"tell me you love me"
*arms around the waist ------------"i love you too much to let go"
*laughing while kissing--------------"i am completley comfortable w/you"
-=advice=-
***if you're kissing someone.close youreyes.it's not nice to stare.***
if you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in love...

hahax.i know it's lame la.
to post this kind of things.
but erm.jus post as an entry to let u guys know more ma.=X

yox.
finally im back after one week of examinations.
hahax.
well.erm.nth special really have happened.
erm.let me slowly say ba.
okay.

saturday.o6.o5.o6
erm.didn't really go out ba.
forget liao lei.

sunday.o7.o5.o6
erm.yea didn't go out also.=))

monday.o8.o5.o6
poa mid year paper.
oh my gosh.
it's real hard.
hahax.
den at 2plus met jolie and lirong out to study.
erm.kinda of weird at first.
cuz after all first time meetin him ma.hahax.
and even took a neoprint.a very stupid de.=XX

tuesday.09.05.06
social studies and e maths paper1.
oh my gosh.
making me nuts lei.
so hard!!!=((
for sure score badly for moi mid year de.=((

wednesday.10.05.06
erm.got science paper and a maths paper1.
oh my.
science wao lao.dont really know wat de heck they talking bout.hahax.
den a maths.
oh my.last qns so difficult lei!!
hai.die liao die liao.

thursday.11.05.06
erm.yesterday ar.
got history paper.
haiyo.de night before yesterday.
read history till going nuts lei!!!
den about 12 plus.
shu shu called and ask me to wanna go out not.
den me ask them to go watch movie lor.
cuz me also looking for ppl to watch movie ma.=))
then mi manage to find two person.which is steven and shushu.

erm.watch poseidon.hahax.very nice!!=))
erm.it's a 1 and 1/2 hour movie.
after call ah bu come meet us.=))
erm.den we went to one block downside to play soccer.
hahax.very lame i know.
well.erm.after tat go eat lor.after eating.
we went to one of de carpark which is near to my old house de.hahax.
cuz rainning ma.den later at 4B like tat.steven found something.den later he go throw onto someone's car.
oh my gosh!!!
directly dropped onto de car front le!!!
thinking whether de ppl inside okay ma.
erm.think end here lei.

tata`

pick the month (number) you were born
1----i shot a
2----i gave a lap dance to
3----i smacked
4----i sang to
5----i fell in love with
6----i murdered
7----i gave my number to
8----i humped
9----i choked on
10---i bitch slapped
11---i had sex with
12---i ate a

Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a homeless guy
2-------your mom
3-------a banana
4-------a fork
5-------a mexican
6-------a gangster
7-------a condom
8-------an ipod
9-------a stuffed animal
10-------a goat
11-------my dog
12-------my dad
13-------the computer
14-------my science teacher
15-------my neighbor
16-------myself
17-------a jones soda
18-------a llama
19-------a poser
20-------my best friends boyfriend
21-------a permenant marker
22-------a policeman
23-------a ninja
24-------a baseball bat
25-------my pshyciatrist
26-------my brother
27-------my sister
28-------a football player
29-------a dvd player
30-------a pickle
31-------my cell phone

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White------Because i was high.
Black-------Because I was drunk.
Pink--------Because im a homosexual.
Red---------Because the voices told me to.
Blue--------Because i cant control myself.
Green------Because I hate myself.
Purple------Because Im naked.
Gray--------Because thats how i roll.
Yellow------Because someone offered me1,000,000 dollars
Orange----Because i hate my family.
Other-------Because that's how I roll.
none------because im sexy and i do what i want

i know very de stupid.hahax.

" what happens when guys make girls jealous"
A boy and a girl, the best of friends.
From elementary to high school from beginning to end.
Through all those years their friendship grew.
They both felt the same, but neither knew.
Each waking moment since the day they met.
They both loved each other sunrise to sunset.
He was all she had in her terrible life.
He was the one who kept her from her knife.
She was his angel, she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while.
Then one day things went terribly wrong.
The nextf ew weeks were like a very sad song.
He made her jealous on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied.
He played with jealousy like it was a game.
Little did he know.
Things would never be the same.
His plan was working but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go, the damage he would do.
One night she broke down, feeling very alone.
Just her and the blade, no one else home.
She dialed his number, he answered,
"Hello"
She told him she loved him and hung up the phone.
He raced to her house just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood, her heart had no rate.
Beside her was anote, in it her confession.
Her love for this boy, her only obsession.
As he read the note, he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife, that night they both died.
She was found in his arms,both of them dead.
Under her note his handwriting said:
"I loved her so, she never knew. All this time I loved her too."
*________________*
a very touching story right?
haix.got to learn how to appreciate de one u loved around u.
do not think tat it would be a fun game to go and hurt someone who loved u.
let them jealous.
if u have any problems between each other.jus speak out.
don't keep it to urself.

***sad day***

yox.
here to update le wor.=))
well.yesterday got my first mid year exam paper.=))
which is english paper1 and also chinese paper2.
well.wat i can say bout the paper is.
sure die!!!
cuz so difficult!!
really rather go and beng the idiot door!!

today second day of mid year exam.
erm.got our chinese paper1 and english paper2.
well.de same remark for it ba.
sure die!!!
cuz real difficult.haha.sounds like repeating hor.=XX

after tat met ersao.went to eat at ah mei cafe.hahax.have a good talk wid her.know wat's her decision lei.erm.got to take care.i will be here for u de na.=))lurve ya always.after eatting,she came to my house and play com.maple.=))

erm.today also mr sotong gwee.the leader of the sotong family la.
hahax.
last day in sembawang secondary skool!!!
oh my!!!
will miss him lots one lor.cuz after all 2months been taught by him.
even though sometimes dun understands his explaination.
but still can say tat.he's good lor!!!
haix.sad.and SIANZATION IS STARTING SOON!!!!
cuz if mr gwee went off.then IS MS LOW TAKING US!!!
huh?then will be real boring one lor.
the way she taught.ZzZzZzZ.
no one can talk somemore!!!=((

erm.wat i can say is tat.all the best to u lei.mr gwee.
will miss u de.still remember i told u before tat u are the first teacher tat i dare to chat online freely lei.hahax.
got to take care in ur new school wor.=))
dun wry u will forever our leader sotong.=X
end this post wid some pictures.

sukma.jiaqi.mr gwee.jolie.

sukma.jiaqi.mr gwee.jolie.karen.sotong family.taken by miss fong.xiexie.=))

ersao.at my house.using my handphone take de.=))

**ZZZZ**

sorry for not updatiin my blog for so long.=))
so here to update.=))

Saturday.29.04.06
it's my er sao de birthday.so wish u happy belated birthday.=))
hm.went out wid my outside family to go and eat steamboat.=))
got one new gan didi.
very cute!lurve him lots.
okay.firstly.we went to marina sqare.
at there.my daddy and mummy played a trick on me.
haha.but really felt very surprise and happy.
thx daddy for the zhu zhuII!!!but i told u tat it's different from the preious zhu zhuI.
cuz this zhuzhuII is given by u and mummy.very touch.=))
at the marina square.ah ma[ivy] brought a Tshirt for her brother.which is my new gan didi.
then she also went shopping for her own clothes.and also ah gong de birthday present.
haha.erm.after tat went to eat steamboat at marina bay.with off course.my family members.
hahax.really had lots of fun.lets take one part.where ah ma wanna pass the continue to ah bu.
to go and get more hot water.ah ma forgotten tat it's made of metal and pass to ah bu lei.
then ah bu didn't get notice.haha.so the continue dropped as it hurt my ah bubu.
ke lian de ni.let me show u the pic.

haha.kinda of red right?meanwhile.they also break up one of the plate.=))very de li hai.

another one is the prawn.ah bubu took a box of prawn.and we took it out and wanting to cook it.

hm.supposed to throw in the middle which is the area of soup de.but i told ah bu one thing.let's put it on the bbq place.cuz to put on top to watch how it die.=))

haha.then she gave me a very funny look.but not only me agreed.almost all agreed.haha.

okay then the first prawn when came out is still alive!!!oh my gosh.and when we up it on the bbq place.it suddenly jump up.and scare all of us.erm.i supposed is only the gals.

then later we went home.on the w

then we all scream like hell sia.hahax.but yea.we still did have lots of fun and the food is delicious.

even though only gan didi.daddy mummy and me really go and eat la.ah ma and ah bu like dun have the feeling of eating.

ay home we accompany ivy and didi to the traffic light and then sent my mummy back home.=))then later daddy and ah bu send me home.tat's de end on sat lei ba.

Sunday.300406.

went out wid jie loung to study at sun plaza.at there met blueadidas and blacknike.=))sukma must be very jealous.haha.jkd only.relax.

Monday.010506.

it's labour day.hm.went to study at sun plaza again.but wid different person.which is with my ah bubu.haha.didn't really done wid any of my homework.cuz heart not there.=))

Tuesday.020506.

which is yesterday.erm.nth much really happened.but we got our physic test on chapter4.5 and 6.very hard lei!sotong still said tat if u study u will be able to score.but wat i think is tat.even how we study also can't score cuz real hard man.teacher we not pure sci la.

Wednesday.030506.

which is today.firstly wanna.wish blueadidas HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY lei!!=))unable to wish u face to face.haha.so jus wish u in my blog entire hao lei.hahax.well.may all ur dreams come truth, this year o'level will score well.=))erm.got chemistry test on chapter5 and 6.after skool got back physic test.hm.jus passed.hai hao.didn't fail.okay la.i will end here.bye.

all the best to all pupils who are having exams nowadays!!!all the best to ya na.=))got to relax urself na.dun later gone mad.=XXXtouch wood ar!!!hahax.jkd only.sayoonara.=))hahax.very stupid ba.she took me and i took her.i told her tat i deleted it.but sorry.aini.i didn't!hahax.=Xshhhh.dun tell her.=))later take copper come running after me.=XXX

took it from ah bubu de hp.=))

taken by ah bubu.=))nice hor?rainbow.my birthday cake given by my ah bubu.this year de.hm.kinda of long lei.but just received it not long ago.=)) my ah bubu.taken secretly.but end up she knows bout it.=))the condo tat i'm staying at.=))

sukma's bag keychain.=))the sunset i took from my cousin room.nice right?the shy is purple-red.can't take out the effect much.sky taken on today.in skool during school period.=))the sky and tree near to ex-laopa de house.taken when waiting for bus.at bus stop.sunset again.

is he cute?haha.look very blur.cuz when he smile i took then turn out he didn't smile!didi denzyl?is it spell like tat.not too sure.hahax.=))