today i wanna share with u guys another touching story or should i say is a good lesson.
this is wat i had receive from my friend.

Title: We all know or knew someone like this!!
One day, when I was a freshman in high school. I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school.
His name was Kyle.
It looked like he was carrying all of his books.
I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He mu! st really be a nerd."
I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.
As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him.
They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt.
His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him.
He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes.
My heart went out to him.
So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around looking for his glasses and I saw a tear in his eye.
As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives."
He looked at me and said, "Hey thanks!"
There was a big smile on his face.
It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude.
I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived.
As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen him before.
He said he had gone to private school before now.
I would have never hung out with a private school kid before.
We talked all the way home, and I carried some of his books.
He turned out to be a pretty cool kid.
I asked him if he wanted to play a little football with my friends.
He said yes.
We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked him, and my friends thought the same of him.
Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books again.
I stopped him and said, "Boy, you are gonna really build some serious muscles with this pile of books everyday!"
He just laughed and handed me half the books.
Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best friends.
When we were seniors, we began to thinkabout college.
Kyle decided on Georgetown, and Iwas going to Duke.
I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a problem.
He was going to be a doctor, and I was going for business on a football scholarship.
Kyle was valedictorian of our class.
I teased him all the time about being a nerd.
He had to prepare a speech for graduation.
I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak Graduation day, I saw Kyle.
He looked great.
He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school.
He filled out and actually looked good in glasses.
He had more dates than I had and all the girls loved him.
Boy, sometimes I was jealous.!
Today was one of those days.
I could see that he was nervous about his speech.
So, I smacked him on the back and said, "Hey, big guy, you'll be great!"
He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and smiled.
"! Thanks," he said.
As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began "Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through those tough years. Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach...but mostly your friends... I am here to tell all of you that being afriend to someone is the best gift you can give them. I am going to tell you a story."
I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the story of the first day we met.
He had planned to kill himself over the weekend.
He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to do it later and was carrying his stuff home.
He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile.
"Thankfully, I was saved. My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable."
I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told us all about his weakest moment.
I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile.
Not until that moment did I realize it's depth.
Never underestimate the power of your actions.
With one small gesture you can change a person's life.
For better or for worse.

it teaches me tat.
do everything at the real time and real way.
whenever u start to say a thing.think bout the other's feelings and their thoughts.
ALWAYS made urself into their shoes.if u were him/her wat will u feels?if she said such a thing to u?
u will be upset and disappointed too.so why not.jus take things all clearly!!!!
i love saying this phrase:
i give a damn care to say all this is becuz i treated u as my real friend and sister.if i don't treat u as one i won't be down there talking bout it or telling u about it.i would have jus let u go down there and embarrass urself out there.
if only u are my real friends i would say all this.if u are not i won't even give a damn care bout it.
so wish tat u two will understand!
okay ba.i will end here le.tata`

*.CarrotOrange.*

aLoha.
im back again today!
today is LIM XIANG YONG's 15th birthday and today was also the Band Fiesta!
so i will be goin later!!!
wid alex and ah bu!!!
okay now i have to give XY de birthday speech:
yox.my shu shu or is my sister?lolx.
today's ur birthday!so wish u a HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY FIRST!!!
wanna apologize of not giving u birthday present but next year for sure will have the!cuz next year me last year in singapore le ma.so have to give de!
paisa for this year wor.heex.
may all ur dreams come truth okay?and also u said tat u will quite smoking de ar.so really have to do so!!!lolx.
and also!!!!don't think too much le.u will get a new one soon!!!=))
think tat's all.
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well.i will be saying wat happened yesterday?
i met ah bu out!!!to go and catch the show: the Pirates Of The Carribean: Dean Man's Chest.
quite a nice show!!!=))
yesterday night i reached home at 12plus,midnight so also equal to today very early morning.lolx.
we went to celebrate XY's birthday.at first we thought of givin him a surprise but end up.dots.
i have no comments.well.we went to buy "tiger beer" to drink.
i don't really like to drink "tiger beer" as i thinks tat it's very de bitter.
so wat i did was to drink it a little and the rest let the both of them to finish it.lolx.i know im real bad.hahax. [de both was=ah bu and xy]
well.the both of them was like real drunk!!!esp XY was drunk till he can't even stand up and walk a distance!!!lolx.
starting their face was real red and a little while later.their eyes were real red too.lolx.
erm.around 12.steven came.but it's the time for ah bu and i to get back home.
so when ah bu reached her block.we say bye-bye to her.lolx.
and me?hahax.the two guys accompany me to wait for the taxi as i wanna take cab home.
it cost me around 5dollars plus.erm.the taxi fare really goes up.this time round goes up by 1dollars plus!!lolx.
well.i got to end here le.cuz im real hungry!!!and now i wanna go and eat my instant noodle le!!=))
tata`

*.CarrotOrange.*

aloha.im back again to update after the entry of yesterday's Sand and Stone.lolx.
well.i did really wish tat the entry really will brighten some of u.in anyways like how the teachers made up de affort to prepare worksheets for us and even continue teaching while the whole class about to get chao~!
lolx.maybe i decribe to a very far way.but it was the fact right?[tat's wat mr gwee said.in my tagboard.lolx]
well.today a full of expression day!!
why do i decribe today as a full of expression day?
lolx.the answer will be:
today i have gone angry and ignore!
i have gone really disappointed and upset.
i have gone totally feeling being betray![this should go under yesterday night.=X]
i felt so happy and gone mad instant!!!
lolx.well.later i will update wat had happened.
today morning.
erm.went pass Sembawang MRT and met Geraldine and accompany her to wait for her beloved boyfriend-->Nicholas.
when he's finally here.i felt so "xian mu" cuz the both of them were real close~!~!
but i can consider myself quite lucky as i was able to met Sihui and boss[Xuewen] at mac!!lolx.
so i said bye to Geraldine and Nicholas and ran towards mac happily!!=))
erm.have a talk with Sihui and Xuewen while waiting for Xuewen's junior-->well.sorry.i forgotten her name.STM~!can't blame.
at 0709am Boss's junior finally here!!and we leave mac.said bye to Sihui and walk towards school.
after reaching school.de first thing i do was to run inside the toliet as my short was real long and it can be seems even with my skirst covering it.
after goin to toliet.i went back to my seat at parade square.
however the moment my bottom touches the floor of the parade square.i found out tat i haven't go and get my stuffs-->which is my books for the periods before recess.
so my first reaction was.standing up quitely and ran towards the locker!!lolx.
ohya.one thing tat i really have to say was:
THIS WAS THE FIRST DAY IM HAVING FRIDAY LESSON SINCE THE SCHOOL REOPEN~!~!lolx.haha.
well.it was becuz the first week-->in camp.second week-->fallen sick.=))
so today is the third week!!!and finally i can have my friday lesson.
well.friday lessons seem to be quite boring as i can't met BA at all~!~!~!lolx.
when im having the first lesson which is Combine Humanities-->history at Mr.Trevor class.
i received an sms which says tat:
Da jie!!! BA was late for school~!~!
lolx.i supposed u guys will know who was de one who sms me le ba.haha.
erm.after recess.he very poor thing.but i would say too much wat happened as i wasn't there.
lolx.today.Miss Low wasn't in school.so after recess our class 3e1 Combine Sci-->physic stays in the hall.and also 5a2.
and the teacher who relieving our class seems to be very fierce or should i say is dislike us as we were real noise and bad.ohya.i exchange bag with Jiaqi after recess.so means tat she took my bag to her next lesson which is maths.
after school.i exchange Jiaqi's bag with erzi and he was really looks like a Sissy Boy!!!lolx.
erm.after lunch.Jiaqi.Sukma and i went to SP to shop while waiting for the time to go past as we were having Science Club after tat.which we have to go to zhang de pri school.
erm. ZHANG DE PRI SCHOOL.
when we were on the way there.we was kind of get lost with the ways.lolx.but at last we got there.
ohya.only girls went to the green club thingket as OUR CLUB NO BOYS!!!lolx.
we went there and see the gardens they have.it was real beautiful!!as there's alot of different plants and flowers.
and even their toliets were real nice and beautiful.
eg.the boys toliet!-->it was decorated with pictures of the animals while the girls toliet!-->was decorated with the pictures of fairy tales!!!and i like it alot!!!it was real adorable!!!i love it!!!
i didn't take the pictures of the toliets!!!wasted!!!
lolx.but i do have other pictures.so i might update later or maybe the other day as i have to do somethings on it first.see whether i have the time.lolx.
erm.over there i seem alot of very ~cUtE~ boys and girls!!!i felt like pitching them on the face!!!!argh!!!lolx.
erm.i do really learn something which is-->bird nest ferns cannot be grown under strong sunlight.
~LamE~i know.but wat to do.haha.tat's all i have remembered!!STM ma.lolx.
ohya.in ZhangDe Pri School there's a conner where is the ~StomP~it was real cool neh~!~!~!lolx.
before we leave!Sukma.Miss Carol and i did a interview.oh my gosh!!i don't know why am i talking so much!!!and the teacher over there almost asked me to do a even longger interview.lolx.but of course it was a joke.cuz i won't want it!!it was so scary and very de "malu"!!!
ohya.i really wanna say something!!!
i had already open the door for and waitin for u to take one step in.
but u don't wanna come in and even take revenge on me.wat do u think u doing?!!!
do u find it fun?!!!i can tell u this is tat! it's not fun!!!
this is to two person!
i have already tried my very best.and u two jus don't wanna to take it.
im already pushin myself towards u both but yet u both pushing me backwards again.
nevermind i don't give it a darm!!!if u wan.jus fuck off my life!!
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ohya.im so happy!!!!!!and gone crazy jus now!!!lolx.
i got his blog add le!!!!!!!finally!!!!!!if like tat i would be able to understand him more!!!
lolx.well.i will end here.really hungry.so IM HEADING TOWARDS MY DINNER!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
do enjoy ur meals.ohya.tml im meeting jolie for a swim in the morning in my condo!!!
really look forwards to it!!!weeeeeeeeeee.~JOLIE~do u look forwards too.lolx.later WK kill me ar.lolx
tata`
*.CarrotOrange.*

PICTURES!!!in Zhang De Primary School!!!quite alot!!!

.heal forest of the elves.

erm.i will upload pictures till here ba.tml or the next time when im back to update the come and upload de other few more.=))

*.CarrotOrange.*

***sand and stone***

yox.
actually now im goin for a swim and now im in my swimming costom!
but yet i still wanted to update this entry first as i found tat it's a very meaningful thing to share with the friends around me.
so i decided to update it on my blog as i knew tat not everyone will read this kind of forwards message.so why not i jus update it.so ppl who came into my blog can see it.
here it goes!

Sand and Stone
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT.
DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY THEY HAD ANARGUMENT AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONEIN THE FACE.
THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND:
TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.
THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS,WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH.
THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.
AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING,HE WROTE ON A STONE:
TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.

THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIENDASKED HIM,
"AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW,YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?"
THE OTHER FRIEND REPLIED,
"WHEN SOMEONE HURTS USWE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY.BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US,WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT."

LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.
THEY SAY IT TAKES A MINUTE TO FIND A SPECIAL PERSON, AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM, A DAY TO LOVE THEM, BUT THEN AN ENTIRE LIFE TO FORGET THEM.

so why not everyone of us start to appreciate the friends/family members we have now?

*.CarrotOrange.*

yox.
back to update le.=))
tis few days didn't really have any much happened.
jus tat he's not been online lor.
in ****** can only secretly see him.don't dare to face him.
not don't dare la.is not change!lolx.
well.maybe i might give up soon.
i also not too sure.[jus tat.the kind of feeling is back again.]
how!!!haix.
well.me really tired le!!!tired!!!
sianx.erm.my sickness!!!haven't recover yet!!!
still headache whenever it reaches at night time.not too sure too.
my cousin asked me to go and see doctor.but i no $$$~
lolx.
erm.okay la.don't say this kind of idiot stuffs le.
let's say bout sometime meaningful!!!
well.i don't think i have neh!!
lolx.erm.today!!!
jiaqi didn't come to school as she'll ill cuz kanna my virus!!!lolx.
so she met us out after school in sun plaze.
sukma went off first as she is really very hungry!!!
so it turned out to be me mysefl and jolie eating!!!
after lunch.me and jiaqi went for shopping at aries!!!
lolx.both 0f us brought de same star ring while i get rubber band.one more mood ring and safty-pin!!!lolx.
alot hor~~~haha.
i still remember there's an incidents whereby jiaqi took a ring and put onto her finger and it can't be remove.
poor jiaqi have to remove it on her own.
after tat also nth big happened.
thinks end here lei!!!

*.CarrotOrange.*

***goin to be a hard day for me***

ello.
back to update again.=))
early in the morning come and update le.
i know very de weird.as i haven't get to enjoy the day.
hahax.but im here to update about the show: ~RE-CYCLE~
erm.it's a nice show.
the main actness is name Tin-Yin and the little who join her in the journey of getting back to the real world is called Tin-Ru.[it actually tin-yin's child.]
erm.i dun say much le.
kinda of scary at the middle part.i was been scared till i jump up from moi seat.=X
haha.tat's de truth.[tat's what xinhui also says bout after the show.]
erm.ohya.still till xinhui.really sorry neh.
for bringin her along.den like made u very de piss off?[dunno how to spell.sorry for it as moi english is really poor.]
ohya.back to the movie. ~RE-CYCLE~
starting part very sian.as per-normal[as all the movie is like tat de ma.]
around ending part.very touching.as tin-ru told tin-yin tat she's her child.
the one she had aborted.=(([jenny and i cried.]
but ending part which is the very last part.very lame.***hard to understand***
erm.think tat's all le ba.
ohya.end up only jenny.xinhui and me went to watch the ~RE-CYCLE~
tata`
do go and caught the movie wor.
kinda of nice!~!~!~!

*.CarrotOrange.*

it seems to be a long day to me.

aloha.
im back again.to update moi entry.=))
erm.today early in the morning wake up at 7plus.
0720 ba.hahax.
why so early neh?
cuz have to accomonay jenny to go and do her student pass.
as she lost it on de air-plane ba.not too sure.
yesterday afternoon accompany her to go to police station.
don't worry i didn't do anything wrong!nor her!
we went there to report that she had lost her student pass and wanted to make a new one.
erm.today morning at the time of 9a.m.we got into the shutter bus of our condo.
and set off to yishun mrt to get to lavander as we need to get to ICA building.
erm.went there before le.remember that time janette and i accompany jianhui go there to get something for his mum.
we went up to level 4 and my first reaction is: WOW!!!
do u know why?
well.it was becuz the Q was really long!!!
it was longger than what i expected!!!the Q was from the first of the area till goin inside the area where is the toliet then the Q continue to the lift?dunno neh.haha.
it was real long lor!!!but it was kind of lucky as the Q was quite fast.
after passing the stuffs to the staff there.we set off to bugis.
we went to shop at the so call"market"whereby everything sold will be cheaper than outside.
actually it solds all the fake stuffs.=X
i brought 3 pairs of angle socks.for 10dollars
while jenny brought a pair of style socks ar?cost her 12dollars.
[i think don't worth it neh.cuz it look so simple!!]
erm.after that went inside the bugis street.
over there i got moi new bag!!!
it was the square brand.then it was white in colour.
i got it for 30sin'dollars.actual price is 35sin'dollar.
so is discount 5 dollars la.quite good le ba.
after tat we went to have our lunch at the bugis street's food court?not too sure.
after having our lunch we went on our shopping.
erm.i brought ear sticks ear-rings too.
3ear-rings for 5dollars.quite cheap ma.=))
while jenny got a pump short which is 18dollars[also not worth it]
and one sunglasses not tat bad.which is 10dollars.
i think so le ba.
voice still a little awful la.but hai hao.btw.now den i knoe why am i so drowsy after eating medicine le.cuz of de idiot cough-mixture!!!
ohya.later might be goin to watch re-cycle.
wid ah bubu.jenny.yong?dunno.hahax.
at 5.30.

ohya.i really need to explain one thing.
which is.BA and me.
erm.both of us not have "FATE" is jus tat.
it jus happened at the same period.
he's also sick ar.tat's all i know.den this few days he didn't come online means tat he is poison=X
touch wood ar!!!
hahax.cuz he drank 16 or 18cups of water neh!!!alot right?
and scientist said tat if one person drink 4bottle of water in one hour the person will be poison.
so he might have.=X
touch wood.wish so it will not.
erm.even though i really also wish tat it's a "FATE" la.but don't dare to think too much.
later think too much de chances of getting upset is also high.hahax.
well.me towards him?no feeling ba.jus say say only ba?dunno.
***heart no one***but only moi family members***and moi cousin***
wake up soon!!!
end here.

*.CarrotOrange.*

***Sick***

aloha.
im back again today.
lolx.
today didn't go school cuz.
im sick.den i also dun wanna spread moi virus to the other friends of my.
so wat to do.keep myself away from moi friends.
didn't go to school.
i supposed i miss out alot of things ba.
exp for a maths.i dunno wat has mdm sem taught today.
sian diao.
erm.me after school went to look for jiaqi they all.take taxi.cuz me tat time very dizzy.=((
erm.today BA also didn't go to school.
he's having cough.flu and slight fever.=))
how did i know bout it.hahax.
cuz mi yesterday night chat wid him.
this time quite long wor.=))***happy***
hahax.dots.
jus being lame.
well.wish tat he will get well soon.
and also wanna wish myself to get well soon.
cuz i hate getting sick!!!
today after eating medicine for sure wanna slp de.
but i notice something.
tat's after i have eaten medicine my hand will shake.
also dunno why.
haix.dun tell me im really old.lolx!!!!!
erm.last night 10 only i dose off.into moi ~lala~land~.
hahax.
so today morning 5 plus woke up.
not really tat early.is jus tat i started to open my eyes.and sms ppl.
lolx!!!!
hahax.erm.think like tat only le ba.=))
wish tat moi sickness will get better.and moi hand so shaking!!de mor u shake how am i goin to do moi homework??!!!

aloha.
im back again.
currently sick~~~
headache.jus now after school went to see doctor.
it cost me 36dollars neh!
oh moi gosh.
tml i dun think im goin to school not neh.not too sure wor.
wanna go but still have de feelinf of dun wanna go.
haix.sianx.
but now i supposed i would choose not to go cuz later past the virus to all moi classmate not i die le ma.
so dun go better.=))
erm.yesterday night.wanna help linmin to do his blog de.but end up.
making a mess out of it.
so have to redo everything.help him change his blogskin.
have to thx LIRONG* helping to find de skin wor.=))
sianzation.
well.today not tat bad too.cuz i in total i saw BA for bout 3 times le~!~!
***happy***
ohya.really wanna say.this thing!
i dun have stead and moi stead is not de milk tea la~~!!!!!!
end here.

yox.
back to update le.
hahax.
said tat tml will come update de.but end up didn't cuz yesterday after school was kinda of busy wid lots of things.
like.calling jolie to acc me to go to sembawang shop to buy fruits.
after tat went to chong pang to meet jenny to acc her to cut her hair.
den later went to have a swim wid jenny n janice.
erm.wat fruits did i get yesterday?
*bananna.
*apple
*starfruits.
think like tat only ba.
cost me 3dollars plus.=))
jenny went to cut her hair at chong pang.dun really know the price of it.
quite weird looking la but to de teenages.it's called "cool" or even "style".
after tat went to have a swim.
yesterday.jarren also have his swimming lesson.
while denyzl and mei mei went down to play the swimming pool water.
xiao yi was there too.
[btw.monday wasn't xiao yi's birthday.we all made de wrong guess.but it's still nice la.cuz we brought her a cake and gave her a surprise!!]
we took mei mei into de swimming pool to play too.
den later jaren joined in.
but he doesn't bear to leave the swimming pool so he cried LOUDLY!!!
after tat we have a swim for bout 10 more minutes.
fun part begin:me and janice push jenny back into the pool.hahax.[when we have came up la.=P]
erm.have lots of fun.after tat we went home and have our bath.
after bath felt so refresh but headache.
last night almost gonna fever but end up didn't.=))

erm.today.
haix.lazy to say la.nth much to say.
jus wanna say tat.today during P.E[physical education]we had alot of fun.
as we play street-soccer.=))den everyone was like running after one ball.=))
***fun***some of us even say de camp song while playing soccer.lolx.
after school.me acc jiaqi to go and see doctor.cuz of her hand-ache.
later on.we went around de block at chong pang to look for tuition centre.
erm.quite a lot.but seems to be that it had been close up long ago.=X
ohya.next monday.sembawang sec every class will start at 9am.=))
think i will end here le.

to someone:
wei.if u really dislike me jus say hao ma?
come towards me.
dun need to keep giving me attitude.
and seems to be very kind to me when u need me.
and STOP ACTING INNOCENT.
u don't fit to do so okay?!!!
really angry lor.kept giving attitude.

*.CarrotOrange.*
cousin.wake.up.soon.

*lalala*

aloha.
back to update again.=)
well.today wanna say one HAPPY BRITHDAY to moi aunt first.
hahax.wow.time pasts so fast.
later on 12th is moi cousin de birthday liao le.
tsk tsk.
time runs away is real fast neh!=)
hahax.lol.
okay.let's say bout the past two days plus today ba.

erm.saturday.
stay at home de whole day.even though many friends asked me out.
like go suntac.orchard.see SYF and watch movie.
but all i also rejected.
cuz JUS LAZY TO GO OUT!!!
hahax.

lolx.well.wat bout yesterday?sunday!
erm.met jolie out to complete the school homework.
well.i did complete it all.but jolie she didn't.
we met out at 1 plus and started to have our lunch first.
we have our lunch while we sat down and chit chat.=)
half way through.we met guixin and amanda.
so they sat down next to us.and started to talk too.erm.they were waitin for their friends.
when lirong reached.they left.
after tat around 4plus.jolie left.infact i left too.but with ah bu and daddy.
they came to look for me to talk bout some stuffs.
but end up don't seem to telling me anything.
but instant they made me confused!
real confused!!=)
erm.after tat.we met out yan rong and shu shu.
well.ah bu.de qns u asked me right!
really made me more confuse.de feelings seem to be back le.
ah bu!all ur fault hahax.jkd jkd!
after tat around 10.30pm.we sent ah bu home first.den later shu shu and i sent daddy.den later shu shu acc me wait for bus.
and when i got on the bus.he real good de!
still call me.but anyway.he call me also no need money de.=X
so it made no different.lolx.

hahax.today!
today is xiao yi de birthday.
so wanna wish her a HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
and today also ah bu de first day of working at raffles.de dunno where.
hahax.
so wish tat everything is going smoothly.=)
erm.today only went to chong pang and have moi lunch wid janette.cheryl.jenny and kevin.
had source chicken rice.[is it like tat?.not too sure neh.]
erm.today im jus a little high~
den ppl say im very happy.say i got stead.
diaox.
no la!!later me high say i got stead den me very down say i weird.
like tat how?!!!
okay la.end here le.tata`

*.CarrotOrange.*

hi.
i know tat it's kinda of stupid to come online and update two times a day.
but really.feels really bad.

haix.
suddenly feels that people around me don't really seems to be full-up by happiness.
haix.
like my cousin in france.
till now.he's still in coma.
really wish tat he will wake up one day.soon!!
as his family members are really worry for him.

Cousin Fran?ois.faster wake up.
ur family members are really worry for u.
u have slept for a long long long long time.
pls.jus wake up for a while.open ur eyes and take a look at them.
ur parents won't bear to see u always closing ur eyes sleeping down there.
PLS.JUS WAKE UP.
everyone is waiting for u.
u have already sleep for a few years le.
why can't u jus wake up!

haix.really wish tat u will wake up soon.
even though i have already forget how u looks like.
as the last time i get to see u was in the photo of u and ur family members when u are in a small age.
haix.
really wish tat u will get well soon.
and also.
since i have came back from cambodia.
i kept hearing friends around me.somethings like this:
"i broke up wid....." haix.really felt sad.but i now can only send u a few phrase tat's it.
it wasn't a bad idea to stop the relationship now as.the longger the both of u being together.
the deeper the hurt will be.so why not stop it now and forget bout him or her.
start a fresh.=))

i also heard people telling me:
"i have a stead now.and he's/she's...." im really felt happy for u guys.=))
so to all the people out there.who having stead now.
have to take good care of them okay.=))lurve each other.as it's hard to be couple.understand?apprecicate each other.
boys have to always be de one letting the gals wor.=))

i supposed i will end here ba.
but before i end.i will upload pictures.
me look so idiot here.but tat's my mum.=)my sister and my dad.=))my younger sister.

well.it's seems like my laptop de blogger got problems agian.=X
so i will upload the others agian ba.

***school reopen cum pictures***

hihi.

finally im back again.

today is 1st day of july.=))

school also reopen le.

met BA le.but he's still de same.

made no different.still very de ai shuai.=X

hahax.im so bad.

jus came back from sec3 outdoor adventure & health education camp at MOE Changi coast adventure centre.[by camelot]

http://www.camelotsg.com

here's de webbie.

erm.den let me start with the two days in school first ba.

first day.

get to meet jiaqi and sukma le.

den i started to talk talk talk talk.and had a sudden feels tat im really very talkative neh.

hahax.

second day.

same ba.jus tat.haix.

stupid things have been happening.

me dun wanna get into de things le.=((

stupid of her thinking tat kind of stupid things.nvm.forget bout it.

later me dunno why den get another enermy.[is it spell like tat?]

after school.sukma and me went to buy stuffs for camp next day.

around 6plus went to meet jolie at northpoint.

on the way there.met jian hui.

i met out jolie was to ask her to acc me to go and get one shoe bag.=))

$26.25 dollars.nike.purple-pink?

third day!camp started!

firstly.we went to de hall and met POLAR.

and also some more instructors.like:

*huifen[grp6.our group instructor!**Clap**]

*din[grp7 instructor.and also grp6-11 de IC]

*wan thai.[grp1-3.dunno which grp de instructor.but he's also.the grp1-5 IC]

*egg[grp8 instructor]

still got many more.but i dun remember who are they[i mean de name belong to who.]but i can name out de instructors name.

*boy[grp7 instructor]

*diana[not too sure which grp.]

*azie

*azmi

*shafiq

*faizal

*zul

*zee

*lena

*salman

*taufik

these are de other instructors' name.i suppose tat there will be even more but i dunno their names.

okay.im in grp6 and my grp instructor is hui fen!**Clap**

she's a instructor tat like to crap lame jokes.hahax

and also very fun.nice to be with.

im also same grp wid boss[xuewen].yuan kai.weide and simin.

of course there's more ppl.but lazy to list it out.

erm.so our first event will be ice breaking activities.[have lot of fun.]

after tat is recess time.after tat we went to change into PE shirt.

and had flag design(group banner making)/goal setting.

we gals do de group banner making and the boys do the goal setting.

our group banner was real colourful!lolx

after tat we were transfer to changi coast adventure centre!

my bunk is in bunkC.

after tat we have our lunch.quite nice.=)

ohya.our buddy grp was with yuling's grp which is group 7!=))instructor din and boy.

after having lunch we have our first event which is Challenge Ropes Course.

wow.really very scary!!!it's high neh.

after tat was de Knots & Lashing/Raft Building.

it's was fun and our group was been praise by our school teacher as they says tat it was hard to see a group to get together and started to do the things together.at the same thing and knowing wat to do.=))im so happy to hear bout it neh!!!=))and de event was real nice neh.

when we can get inside the sea.=))

after the event we went to shower.

and after showering.we have our dinner.it was not tat bad too neh.=))

after tat we have the sing-a-long session.we have learnt alot of different kinds of clap and the instructors was really jokers!

after tat we have our night trust walk.quite fun too.=))

grp6-11 gets to shower first and after tat we had our group debrief first den have our supper.

wow.it's real cooling over there.even though there will always an aircraft every 15minutes.

during night time the sky was real nice.and u can see lots of stars.

really!=))

but when it came to sleeping haha.kinda of hard le.cuz u will be distrubed by the aircraft.

hahax.but to me hai hao neh.jus tat first night real hot.hahax.

and early in de morning at 4.30am there's ppl shouting.

SEMBAWANG OI!

oh moi gosh!!so early le!!idiot lor.

second day in camp.we had morning exercise at 7am.haha.quite fun neh.

after tat we have our breakfast.if im not wrong.our grp were supposed to do de cleaning.=)

after tat we have our sea kayaking!!!cool~~

nice neh.but half way through.my partner.kristen almost got her ashma attract.so i have to get back to de shore wid her.truthly saying!

i really never regreted tat i have to get back too neh.

cuz i think it worth le.

after all a life is more important than other things ma.=)we can do it de other time ar.

wat for have to regret of it neh.=)

after tat we went to shower.after tat we have de campfire preparation.

hahax.quite stupid neh.

we kept dancing chicken things.but FUN!!=))

after that we have out lunch.and have the rock wall climbing.i didn't do it.as my stomach pain.

after tat we have out general stations!!quite fun neh!!=))we as a whole group have to be together.=))

after tat we have abseiling and zip line.our group gals get to do the zip line first.

it was real nice neh!!=))after tat is abseiling.okay.when it was my turn.i cried like hell neh!!!

den de instructor very de ke lian cuz he needs to console me and also mid time have to help to wide off moi tears.

quite fun too.it wasn't tat scary at all.=))

after tat we have our dinner and after tat it was our final campfire preparation.

and after tat is our GRAND CAMPFIRE!!!=))

but de weather was like.wanna rain dun wanna rain.but in the end we still have our camp fire!!!=))

we get to perform all our stuffs!quite fun!!=))

after tat we have out group debrief first den we have our supper and after tat shower.

hai.shower room really suck.cuz hai.dun wanna say le.after tat we have to slp wid our hair wet.

and been forced to.as de instructors told us tat we do our things at first but quietly but end up we didn't so they have to force us lor.de second night.

well.de second night was more cooling and i slept till 5.45am.

quite late too la.=))

so again we have our morning exercise but we have some kind of "fighting"things and after tat we have our breakfast.den pack up after tat is area cleaning.

our group have to clean up de bunkA.C and D.

after tat we have our camp debrief again.after tat we went home.

really very sad neh.

me and yuling cried out le.

cuz will miss them de ma.=((

haix.

wish tat can have another camp again with them.=))

okay end de camp stuffs.

uploading de pictures.=X

3e1'o6[combined humanities teacher last day.]

erzi and me.happy 15th birthday.
this one clearer ba.=))
er zi and mr gwee.[~sotong~]
didi and er zi.
jason.tinguan.vincent
me and yuling.

me in cambodia.[first day]

daddy.taken by me.=))

erm.i think next time den continue ba.
tata`

aloha.
im back from cambodia le.

now im still carrying de heart of missing.
but of course.
the one im missing.
is moi papa.mama.and sister!!
missing like hell!=((
but dun dare to cry!=X

haix.
life seems to be very boring for me now.
cuz i don't really know wat i can do.
youtube.cancel away most of the show that i wanted to watch.
BORED!
and school reopens soon!!im not scared bout school reopens.
but what really frighten me was SEC3 CAMPING!!

erm.okay.
got to talk bout wat i have been doing in cambodia.
well.didn't really did something there.
jus watching television programes and television programes.
no more.

yesterday night at 11.25p.m.
reached singapore safely.=X
btw want to tell de ppl who don't know about how long it took to get to singapore from cambodia was 2hours.
and the time different between the two countries is 1 hour.
so it means that de fight flys at 8.25p.m.[of course.it will be the time in cambodia.]
it also equal to the time in singapore was 9.25p.m.

yesterday night.
i came back with jenny.janice.kevin.kristen and her sister.
on the plane.i sat wid janice and kevin.while kristen and her sis were sitting behind us.
what bout jenny?
she sat with her other cambodia friends.at de row 27.
ohya.i sat at de row 2.so it's quite far apart.

when we have arrived in singapore at the time of 11.25p.m.[we=janice.kevin and me]
we thought of waiting for jenny.but how we know that it took us even longer later on.
as there was another flight departure singapore at the same time.
if im not wrong.it was the china flight?
not too sure too.
yea.then when we about reached the departure area.[which from the level2.looking down onto level1]
first reaction we gave each other was.
"OH MOI GOSH!SO MANY PEOPLE!"
as u can see the departure area was flood with loads of ppl!!!
we will have to wait to hell man.

at first we planned to join kristen and her sister at one side.but end up we didn't.
as we don't dare to do so.as she also take time to line-up ar.
in the end.jenny went wid her inside the row.as we need er yi to help us bring some stuffs back to her house first.[becuz xiao yi wasn't in singapore too.she's with uncle david in thailand.holiday too.was equal to no one picking us up home and we have to take cab home.]

so janice.kevin and i went to line-up at the resident side[which is singapore].
and here something bad happened.in fact is something made de three of us very angry about.
there's a china uncle behind us.[but he's holding onto singapore passport.]
and we had a conversation with him.here the conversation:
CHINA UNCLE: hey.u guys are not supposed to be lineing up here as you guys are not holding on to singapore passport.as here is de line for de singapore passport ONLY.
[but in fact.we are all holding onto the singapore STUDENT PASS okay?idiot uncle.]
WE: erm.but we are holding on the student pass and WE DID TRY BEFORE.
[we still said in a polite way.]
CHINA UNCLE: okay.but here really only for singapore passport only.

he walked away to join in the other line.and we also dun really bother bout wat he said.
here's de part where it really made us full with anger!!!
when it about to reaches our turn.the china uncle came in and jump into our line.
when it reaches our turn.we went there.and this idiot china uncle started to shout this:
CHINA UNCLE: HEY.THEY CUT MY LINE.THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE MY TURN!
DE PERSON WHO IS AT THE COUNTER: erm.sorry.can u wait for a while.
[and she started to do de things out]
CHINA UNCLE: HEY.ISN'T UNFAIR FOR US.THEY ARE NOT HOLDING ON TO SINGAPORE PASSPORT BUT YET THEY ARE ABLE TO BE IN THIS LINE.HEY.CALL UR OFFICER HERE!I WANT TO TALK TO HIM.
COUNTER: erm. Mr. [forget de name] .can u come here for a while.
OFFICER: yesh,sir?may i help u?
CHINA UNCLE: HEY.IS IT FAIR TO DE PPL WHO IS HOLDING ON TO SINGAPORE PASSPORT?THEY ARE NOT HOLDING ONTO SINGAPORE PASSPORT.YET THEY CAN BE IN THE LINE.THEY EVEN CUT INTO MY LINE.IS IT FAIR?
COUNTER: did u guys cut his Q?
[while de officer and de idiot china uncle continue to talk.]
WE: is he de one who cuts our Q.he was actually behind us.
[we only said two lines.as we were too angry wid it.]

while de officer and idiot china uncle continue to talk.we walked away faster!
as we were so angry wid that idiot china uncle!

after tat we went to pick up with our stuffs.
and went out and Q in the line to wait for our turn for TAXI.
it was a very long long Q.
de four of us.took 2 cabs in total as we have too much stuffs le.hard to share one.

after half an hour of de ride.we reached home safely.
we started to unpack the stuffs we had.
okay.i supposed i will end here.as de anger in me is back again.

jus wanna wish tat.
J**** and R**** will be able to be together no matter wat.
have to take care wor.=))
all de best to u both.

erm.pictures i took.hai.next time when i came to update i will post up de.=))
and also together wid the other time during moi er zi de birthday de pic!

.*.xCarrotOrangex.*.

yox.
here to update wor.
currently now in cambodia.
erm.3rd day in cam.
not too bad la.

finishing all moi holiday assignment soon.
just left wid the poa assignment.
it seems to be a little toughter than wat i really thought of.
haix.sian diaox.
all poa stuffs have forgotten.

kinda of miss moi laptop.=X
as.
NO YOUTUBE IN CAMBODIA.
as i didn't bring moi laptop back.
even i did.i also can't watch it too.
cuz no internet ma.
haix.
sad.
wish tat it will be next sat soon.
haix.

SCHOOL REOPEN SOON!!!
OH MOI GOSH!!
dun really wanna get back to de school.
but i do can see BA.
wow.bout 3weeks didn't see him le.
dunno how's he goin on.
but at least i got chat wid him.
lolx.

yea.
have to really pull up moi encouragment to ask moi dad and mum whether i can go stream moi hair!!
hahax.

yea.i supposed i will end here le ba.

in cambodia.no show at all.
sian diaox.
but i watch "the promise" le.
not a bad show.but kinda of a story of immagination.[did i spell wrongly?]
wish tat i didnt.
end here.

all de best to de u guys.[ppl in singapore.]
take care and do complete ur holiday assignment wor.

*.CarrotOrange.*
cambodia.PPH

***tinguan's birthday***

alo!!
today is an exciting day.
cuz is moi er zi de birthday!!=))

so wanna wish him a happy 15th birthday.
may all his wishes will come truth.
in this 15 years old de year.have to be more mature.
have to know how to take good care of urself.
dun always wanna ur ah bu wo.come worry for u wor.=))

hahax.
and also.FASTER FIND ONE DAUGHTER-IN-LAW.
hahax.well.
jus try ur best la.
finding one truth love is difficult.
so jiayou.
man man lai.
and also.ur bet on japan had lost.tsk tsk.
dun be sad wor.have to be happy.=))
wish tat jus now wat we did for u.u will be touch and won't forget bout it.
okay.end de words tat i wanna say to er zi le.

erm.
jus now went out wid:
[#1]tinguan(er zi aka BIRTHDAY BOY)
[#2]jason
[#3]vincent
[#4]yuling

yea.we went to orchard.
erm.today i wore de shoe tat i brought not long ago.
oh moi gosh!!
so pain neh.
now moi leg got de shuai....erm dunno how to spell.
look so ugly!!
erm.me now scared le!=X

okay.first stop.
went to the SHAW.
erm.we caught a movie called "benchwarmers".
a nice and lame show.
but yet nice and funny la!
hahax.
through out the whole show.
de own cinema was like.reactions la.
"eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee" or "hahahahahahahahahahahahaha".
of course most is "hahahahahahaha"
cuz it's a funny movie.so u got to go and catch it.=))

ohya.got to thx yuling.cuz she brought 5 free tickets.
xiexie.=))

yea.before de show starts which is 1635.
we went to have our lunch first.
i didnt have any as i have eaten moi lunch earlier.=))
after lunch.we went to shop around in the SHAW.
as now is GREAT SINGAPORE SALE??
not too sure na.=))

second stop.heeren.
we went to take neoprint.
after taking neoprint which is 1900.
erm.we were thinking of where to have our dinner.
as er zi said tat today is his b'day so he's goin to treat us.
we took quite a long time to think of an venue.

after a long long time of thinking.
we decided to go back to northpoint to have our dinner.
erm.forget the name.but it's at de B1.near to de foodcourt.
er zi treated us.
it costs him bout $$63[round up].
thx!
and after meal.me and xiao pang ran to buy one chocolate cake for tinguan.
at first is supposed to be a surprise but end up.it doesn't seem to be one.=X

we cut him de cake at around de cheers there.[opp yishun mrt]
erm.we have the cake there and we even called blur sotong down.
VIP ma?not too sure too.=X

after all tat.we left wid two pieces of cake.
at first we wanted to throw it on b'day boy de face but end up failed.
no one seems to want the cakes.
or blur sotong came out wid de idea of playing de code game.

erm.we went lots of round.
and i don't even know the timing.=X
paisa.
so i dunno how late it was!!
i have to apologize to the others.

i supposed i will end here.Pictures tml den upload.
cuz it will take time.=))
lazy to do it now.

***happy***

aloha!!!
im back again.
erm.
im so happy now!
cuz me had download de tian wai fei xian de songs le!!!
so happy.
im jumpin into de clouds.=))
nono is flying into de clouds.
hahax.

erm.one news.
im goin back this coming thursday.
so got to miss me wor.and will be back by next week friday.
can considered as sat la.
cuz i will reached singapore at 2330 so it made no different.=))

ohya.over here i have to apologize to de ppl who had ask me what time is moi flight this coming thursday.
sorry i wouldn't say out de timing.=))
do forgive me wor.
but anyway.
mi myself don't even know wat time.
however.if i knoe de timing le.i will not say too.
cuz don't wanna "ma fan" ppl to send me off.
last year de experiment made me dont wanna again.
yet last year de.im still very happy and surprise.=))
but this year mi don't wanna le.
jus want a "have a good holiday and do enjoy urself".

erm.still got wat to say neh.
ohya.moi blog had change moi blog tagboard.=))
have to thx to jian hui.cuz of his help.

and also.if u wanna tag moi blog.
do press "R" to refresh.=))
which is between up and down.

okay.end here le.tata`

***change blogskin***

yox.
im back!
hahax.wow.nice ma?moi new blogskin!
moi love it lots man.
AI QING MO FA SHI!!!
MING DAO.
QIAO QIAO.
SHAO WEI.
XIAO JIE.
YURONG.
JACKY.

wish tat u guys will like it too.do give comments wor.=))
i will appreciate lots!!

hahax.
paisa.now getting mad wid de shows.
have to thx one imp ppl!
SIHUI!!!
xie xie ni for helping me wid de blog and sorry for de trouble too.=))

erm.it's been a long long long long time since de last time i came to post.
hahax.paisa.
so now here to update u guys wid de news.

erm firstly.
since de start of de school june holidays i have been watching youtube everyday.
hahax.so sometimes u chat wid me chat till half way i might not reply.
tat's one of de reason.=))
heex.paisa.

wat show i had finish watching.
1.tian wai fei xian[hu ge & lin yi cheng]
2.love contract[lin yi cheng & mike he]
3.one litre of tears[not too sure.but it's a show based on a truth story in life.so have to go and watch wor.**touching**]
4.ai qing mo fa shi[not yet finish.waiting for de eps]

erm.den forget le.have to really go and think hard.
hahax.i supposed like tat only ba.

okay.me got to start saying wat happened on 080606.thursday.
as wat i remember is on tat day ba.
hahax.
okay.tat day i supposed i will never forget it.and of course.i supposed.
moi daddy and shu shu also will not forget de ba.
not too sure too.cuz.
on tat day.
me called ah bubu out.and she asked me to call more ppl out.
so i called daddy.yixiang and shu shu.
however.ah bubu reached de place we meet first.
den im was late.cuz of de idiot weather.
hahax.lolx.paisa.ah bubu im late.
however.de boys were more late.
let us girls to wait for 1 and 1/2 hours.oh moi gosh.
so me and ah bubu started to call them 'gong gong'.
hahax.

okay.stop all moi craps.
de main thing is tat.
SHU SHU.U ARE SO LUCKY.
cuz u are de first one to let me bite!!!hahax.
i told him on tat day.
cuz of one watermelon juice i bite him.lolx.
stupid ba.it's a long long story.
but he also answered me wid.
U ARE ALSO VERY LUCKY.
"cuz u are de first one to be able to bite me."
lolx.but me here wanna apologize to him.sorry shu shu!!!

den daddy.sorry tat i have scratched u.
paisa!!!wish tat u will be fine now.=X

one good news!
on 070606.wednesday night.
de first time to chat wid him.=))
so happy neh.even though is only a few lines but im still happy wid it.
heex.

090606.friday.
lirong's birthday.so wanna wish him a.happy 17th birthday.=))
went to city hall de Funan centre.to go to de challager storeage?dun remembered.
to go and find moi laptop de batt.cuz it got spoilt!!sian diao.
me and moi cousin didn't find it.
but we went to chinatown to go and take stuffs tat moi parents wanna me to take.
ohya.when we were waiting for bus at de bus stop.[at city hall]
we saw de japan queen.erm.not me la.me only saw de car.but moi cousin saw her in de car.
she even wave to her.=))
wow.cool.den got onto de bus and go and get de stuffs.
after tat.went to shop and brought lots of things.me la.of course.
a pair of shoe.swimming costume and one 3/4 short.
while moi cousin brought a 3/4 short only.[de same one wid moi.but different colour]
instead of using $100 to buy moi batt.me spent it.=X

100606.saturday.today.
midnight got de first world cup football match.
im only manage to watch de first match which is Germany VS CRC?dunno wat country.
didn't hear before de.
and Germany won!=))
im so happy.[even though i didn't buy.but moi uncle david very sad.cuz he lost.]
erm.went to do project.
but in de end didn't do.maths project,i mean.
haix.sian diao.cuz preya wasn't there me and theresa don't know wat to do.
and de both of us kept calling people up but in de end everyone also dunno wat to do.
diaox.
after tat went to library to borrow books to go back cambodia to read.
erm.after tat went to chong pang and cut hair.
i will be posting up de hair i cut.but i supposed tat after i wash moi hair.moi hair will turn to be very ugly!!!=((
Before cuting.

after cuting hair.*short*short*[do give me comments.nice not?!!n does it made any differents?]