***happy***

arloha..
updating blog entire again=))
well..
today got the speech day rehearsal...
kinda of fun n bored..
bored cuz nth much to do..as for me la..but other was like very busy..but yet i dun really know wat are they busy wid lei..=XX
fun cuz when we were rehearsaling during prize-giving..
some of the prize winners de reaction was real funny..u can laugh till ur teeths drop=XXX
haha..better don't say anything much..later me be killed=XXX
well..friday have to report in the hall by 1.30p.m.
wondering..who can acc me go eat moi luch=XXX
haha..well..all de prize winners remember to report at 3p.m. wor..
then de prize winners who have parade de thing..have to report at 2.45p.m. who..
remember..
well...
got one big news!!!!
heex=))
i had chong all moi disc finish le..yesterday..=((
no more vcd can watch lei!!!!
but also..cuz of this show..me failed moi a maths test=((
okay..end here..=))

***happii***sianzation***

arlo..
finally i'm back to update moi blog..haha..
well..there's also nth to say much..
jus wanna say tat..
I HAD JUST CHANGE DE BLOGSKIN OF MOI!!!!=))
AND DE SONG TOO!!!!=))
heex..so happy..
well..this few days kept chongin vcd..
hm..not this few days la..is frm saturday night till yesterday 6pm..
it total..chong le..17disc!!!!=))so happy!!!!
the show very de funny and sweet!!!!!!!!!=))
well..kinda of stupid of miie..having de disc since last year dec..
then this few days den come and watch..heex=))
i know i'm very de li hai la..=))
hm..this few weeks..since skool reopen..in fact is since de last week of term1..
i kept fallen slp during maths lesson...!!!!=((
hai..sianx..
okay la..i think i got to have de habit of sleeping early nowadays..
but most of the time..end up can't go and sleep..cuz too miss *** lei!!!=((
kinda of long didn't see *** liao lei..=((sad..and tired...ZzZzZ

****updated****

yoxxx...
me finally came to update lei..
hai..me dun wanna ppl to lie to me..but yet..yst..me lie to....................
hai..wish tat u will forgive mie...
i know it's moi fault..but yet...hai...i rather u forever dun know bout it..
me dun wanna see u sad lei..so i lied to u...
okay la..dun say lei..
well..ah bubu ar...
not tat i wanna say u lei..
dun think too much lei...
got things got to say...
do keep ur negative mindset away frm u lei..
cuz having negative mindset will only made u more sad..more stress...
it will only bring harm to urself..well..it doesn't only bring harm to u..
but also harm to ur friends around u..i know..u dun wish to see ur friends to get hurt..
so u got to keep all ur negative mindset away...
no one can help u to keep ur negative mindset away..is u, urself can do it only...
but we as friends...we are all stopping to think..but we can't do much too..as wat i had said..
only u, urself can control ur own mindset..no one can..if u have the willing heart to control ur mindset..u for sure will win this war de..=))wish u understands wat i'm talking bout...

hai..sometimes..u got to put a bet down on ur life..dun becuz of something blocking u..then u don't go and do it..ur life is in ur hand..whether u want to bet or don't bet it..even in the end u will lost it..but yet u know tat u have tired before..and tis will not cuz u to hou hui ar..

do trust people around u...exp is ur loves one..if u even can't have the believe or trust in him or her..why do u still say tat u loves him/her???
to me..i think u can't even have the right to go and luv ppl...
hai..lazy to continue lei...

well...i learn something after the whole week of holiday...
i now then i really come and think bout it...
well...lying to ppl..even though is wrong..but sometimes..u lied cuz u doesn't want to see the person u lied to be sad..but..when he/she knows bout it...he/she will be very angry...hai...
really very de 'ma fan'!!!!hai...forget it...

well...me will update moi birthday tat time take de pic lei...

moi birthday cake...=))given by moi guardian..xiiexiieniixiiaoyii=))

mie n meiimeii corzette..this is spell like tat ba..=))

miie n papa=))

gals rock!!!=))

miie n moii cake=))

given by jenny

given by kristen=))

given by ah huy.jieluang.jenny.=))

***happy***

yoxxx..
finally come update moi blog le wor...
heex...well..start moi entires frm 10.03.05
-FRIDAY-
got back moi result..report book..
hm..quite happy wid moi results ba..=))
then go do project after skool..well..as usually i'm late again..heex..paisa..
-SATURDAY-
heex..actually met out...ah bubu..xiang yong..yixiang..shuling..jiawei..xavier..
but end up..onli ah bubu..yixiang n me..
hai..dun say lei..then later went to watch movie in orchard..shaggy dog..=))
nice wor..after tat go eat dinner..[deef noodle]nice lei..=))
then later went to causeway point to look for ah ma..heex..then later shu shu come lei..
i'm so touch lei..but no tears lei..haha..they brought one cake for me..really very happy!!!
then went to one of the HDB flat the playground to cut cake=))
really very touch!!!heex..then after cut cake we sent ah ma home..then later take cab..
me reached home first then later ah bubu..shu shu n didi..went off..
-SUNDAY-
hm..where i went..well..didn't really go out in afternoon..went to eat..at northpoint ar..something like tat ba..if i'm not wrong..
yea!!!i went to northpoint to eat..cuz me brought medicine ma..heex..
then come home slp..cuz de day before me slept at 12 plus lei..walking here and there..really very the tired..but yet really have fun la..=))
at night went to sell ice-cream..base blk in yishun..well..earn 30$$$ me and jenny..good le ba..
then later went to eat dinner and supper at chong pang..well..really very full..heex...
-MONDAY-
met out steven to eat lunch during noon..[jenny meet him out..not me]
then later wanna go find ah bubu de..but end up she come back sembawang to look for us..haha..[us is daddi.shu shu n mi]
then later went to causeway point wanna meet ah ma de..but end up..when jus reached causeway point..one call came..
'ello..'me answer.
'xiao mei ar. wo shi papa ar. i reached singapore lei. on the way to ur house.'dad said.
ARGH!!!!mad liao..dunno why suddenly have a very strong de feeling of scare..=((
dunno why..heex..at first i really very scare tat dad coming..hai..but now think back..
moi dad really treated me very good lei!!!cuz moi dad jus come down to singapore jus cuz of moi birthday lei!!!xiexie ni papa..
moi cambodia de house de business very busy lei..but yet he came down..really felt tat i'm so lucky to have such a good family!!!=))

well..me down here wanna thx lots of moi friends..xiie xiie nii men de birthday wish..=))i'm really felt very touch..=))expecially moi family members n god-family members..=))
felt so bless!!!

***getting more and more idiot!!!!***treated as if a fool***

yoxxx
me back lei..
sian diao...
everything also me...
i'm not a toy to u lor..
when u need me then treat me good..act as if u treat me like very good friends..
go and die la...
fuck off moi life..
u thought wat???
just treat me good then me will do all the things for u ar..
come on la..stop dreaming..
even i do so..is i'm giving u chances lor...
kao bei so much..
forget it...

well..today LAST DAY OF TERM1!!!!=))
so happy but sooooo many HOMEWORK!!!!
almost each subject is having homework lei..beside chemistry la..haha..
chemistry actually got homework de..but i didn't really go and remind teacher bout de WS..heex...
hai..sian ar..
suddenly feels tat hard to find someone in this world is trust worthy...
hai..why this world so suck??
everyone around me..some feels like i wanna protect them..but they themselves dun wanna..love themselves..
wao lao..feels like killing them!!!!
okay la..dun say lei!!!!
argh!!!ah bubu..xiang yong!!!didi.!!!can someone tell me where are we going tml?!!!?!!!?!!!
sian diao...
me wanna take money de lei!!!!if u dun tell me where to go den me hard to take money..ming bai ma?!!!!?!!!!
sian diao...okay la..end here...bye bye!!!

***fuckoff***

hey!!!stop acting as an idiot!!!spreading unnecessary rumours..if u really wanna to spread it..okay..i can't stop it..but dun i can start to spread ur rumours lor..u better watch out lor..actin as a fool infront of me is no use de okay?!!!?!!!stop it..acting fool doesn't made u better..or more friends will come to you..but only left u one by one..even now ur 'good friends' haven't start to leave u..but dun wry..one day u will know wat the tease of losting friends lor..spreading unnecessary rumours fun ar??enjoying ar???if u thinks tat it's fun then go on continue to spread whose idiot rumours which is untruth!!!!come on la..be more realistic can???being in this real world but yet don't wanna be realistic..mad ar..or can i say..there's no brain in ur skull???if there's really no brain..i can understand..well..u are jus not worth me to treat u as a friend..or even a person who i will hate but instead u are someone who i need to spend out moi love to u..a heart tat is whole will 'tong qing'...cuz u are jus an animal..wait wait wait..u can't even be an animal cuz animal at least got brain to think..but u don't have one..even u having a brain u don't even use it..cuz u don't use it before start to talk..come on la..making a fool out of urself..and u are jus attracting those u know...'diague' mosquito..ppl attracts bee to love them..but u don't..u are attracting 'diague'mosquito to hate u..treating u these kind of ppl doesnt have to good de..come on wor..is first u started to treat me bad..and don't even blame de fault tat i'm treating u back twice..u better watch out lor..and WATCH WHAT COMING OUT OF UR BLOODY MOUTH LOR..ONE DAY U WILL FEEL REGRET JUS BECUZ OF UR TAT MOUTH!!!!

***tired***

yoxx..karen came back lei..haha
dots..lame diao..
okay..nevermind..sorry tat i didn't come and update for so long lei..
cuz no time ar..[no time is a lie..cuz got time go play maple..then dun wanna update blog..=XXX]
haha..okay la..me came to update cuz..mi and ahbubu had make a promise..both also have to update..
well..update what..
me wanna say sorry to her..cuz...........................
ah bubu called me to pay her for de food first..
cuz she help me pay for de drink lei ma...then she not enough cash..
den call me pay first..but how i know..when de aunty came to serve the food..
me still tell aunty tat she's paying..then tat time..me blur liao..
haha..haiya..hard to describe..onli when u are there then u will know how funny is it..
heex..
yesterday when to northpoint to eat lunch wid moi cousins..
then go meet xiang yong..xiang yong ar!!!u gal or boi..get ready longger than gals!!
haiyo..wait u till siao..den later go meet him go causeway..cuz wanna buy moi beloved didi de present lor..sian diao..BROKE LEI LA!!!!xiexie xiang yong wor..for willing to trade in too..
then later ah bubu came..then we went back to sembawang to watch 'final destination3'..
heex..very disgusting!!!eeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..but kinda of nice..i mean overall show..
then after tat..go down to B1 talk talk..
then later go meet daddy out..then go eat dinner..cuz hungry..so go blk 313..me called carrotcake..tat's when the joke started..while we eating..xiang yong[uncle] came and continue the joke again..ZzZzZzz..all laugh at me!!!!i really dunno ma..=((
haha...then later when to the fitness coner there and play..play till 10 like tat..when to sunplaza de 7eleven to buy something to drink..me go and mix..100plus and coke..it turn out to be kinda of weird..but yet nice!!!heex..
then later moi ah bubu.daddy.uncle send me home..acc me walk home..haha..kinda of fun!!!
ohya..forget one part..daddy xin ku ni lei..have to wear moi de white colour slipery and walk around..heex..sorry!!!wish it didn't hurt ur beautiful leg wor!!!later mummy come scold me..heex..
thx to ah bubu. daddy and uncle for acc me for the day..really have lots of fun..=))
okay la..end here..=))

***stess!!!***

i wanna moi full heart to be back...
just like how uncle had help me to edit..
from a broken heart with lots of holes..till now de...
full heart even though there's holes..but not alot...
broken heart back to full heart is already good lei...
me now so 'fan'...me really can't take it lei!!!me wanna scold out...
but to where???at where???
sorry if this few days i throw moi temple on anyone...
sorry...expecially satish...cuz me kept scolding u today ar...
argh!!!mi now so trouble!!!stress!!!
common test finish lei...yet i'm so stress!!!can i jus find one building and just jump down hao lei...
really very the tired le lor!!!=((

finally done with moi tat english project le!!!
goodie!!!thx to sukma.satish.weide..
weide ar...dunno whether have to thx not...today lied to us!!!
tml he's getting frm me lei!!!
well...today nth also...
cross country...morning meet alex.aloysious.jolie.jin feng.sukma to go to de place together..
we took sukma dad's lorry!!!heex...
we down there like playing roller-coaster..cuz we kept screaming..cuz of what lei?
cuz..sukma's dad...like to sudden break..then he likes to steed somemore...oh moi gosh!!!
when he sudden break...me and jolie jus go towards aloysious and he go and hit de lorry front..haha..paissa lei...
end here lei...bb

***wishes***

yoxxx..me back lei...
heex...well..come here update also nth to do too...haha...
where got nth to do?!!!got lor!!!study!!!!
oh my!!!going mad lei!!!!
hai...
heart kept running away!!!haha...
what i mean was that i can't concentrate in moi study la...haha...
okay..sorry for being mad...
today is lirong de birthday!!!
today also michael de birthday!!!
but lirong is 15th while michael is 21!!!
last night can't say much...so now say!!!
okay...moi wishing to lirong la..
lirong!!!
tis year 15 years old le!!got to know how to take good care of urself lei!!!
got to be more obedient wor!!!towards ur parents...
teacher...all na...and more dong shi!!!
heex...wish that tis year all de wishes u wanna will be granted!!!
this year de result will be more better than last year!!!is much more wor!!!jiayou!!!
and off course!!!friends forever!!!
okay la...end the blessing me wanna give u..
well...michael...don't really thinks tat u can see it...but wish so lor...
haha...well...michael...how did i get to know u ar...haha...
remember le...through de first time i sell ice-cream!!!heex...
well...here to give moi blessing to u ar..
well...wish u tat in this year of 21years old...
u and ur gf will be more and more en ai!!!even u don't have one yet but at least...
find ur truth love na!!!heex...and this year ur results will be much more better than before!!!
good luck to u in everything!!!and also..happy to know u...heex...
all the best!!!end here...heex...
will...me down here also wanna wish that moi da ge..in australia!!!
u will get be more and more joyful in ur university life and FIND ONE DA SAO FOR ME LE LA!!!
haha...okok...well...all the best to u..in ur university life..and don't stress up urself too much wor..
cuz see u stress...ur beloved meimei also more stress!!!okay la...end here...

yoxxx..allo...
haha..me going to be doing english project siao liao..heex..
well...jus change this blog the skin ar!!!nice ma???
haha...well..while changin the skin..me down here watching vcd!!!
hai..sian ar..me now so sian ar!!!
ohya..me here to update moi blog lei!!!
didi!!!don't scold me le wor!!!
and happy birthday lirong!!!
haha..well..me really nth to say...but only...
happy!!!cuz me see so many happiness things happening around me!!
me also feel happy lei!!!heex...
okay la...me think mi stop here lei!!!
and common test jus tis coming monday...dunno whether ke yi pass ma...
sian diao!!!!
okay la...end here..bye bye..
and good luck to everyone!!!heex...
and LEMON TEA COOL FOREVER!!!!
LOVE YA!!!!HEEX..

***sick***

yoxxx...jus came back from sun plaza...
today didn't go to school...cuz sick...truly saying...not only me fallen sick...
even both my guardian.their children.ah huy and jenny also fallen sick lei...
jenny now having high fever...haiyo..
but yet today she went to school...
dunno why suddenly the whole house fallen a sick...
today morning actually get ready all stuffs..ready to go school...but how i know when i wake up...backbone there is real pain...and stomach too...then head feels very dizzy...
shower finish lei...actually want to tie hair de...but end up me fainted...and fall onto moi bed...
then no choose to stay at home...cuz really can't walk le...
like 8 plus go see doctor with moi guardian..wow..wait very long lei..mi down there really very de xing gu..the doctor said tat we all got stomach flu...
hai...sian diao...tml still have to go to school...cuz doctor only gave me one day mc...
today mdm sem also didnt go school..sian diao lor..haha...jus now met out jolie and jiaqi..then alex n nicholas came along..then later yixiang also came along lei..down there eat...really can't eat..cuz no wei kuo...ZzzZzz
today saw bernice..suddenly walk to me and say hi to me..wow scare me..haha..choi bu la de..heex..
met lots of ppl de lei..hai..sian ar..ohya..today morning actually met jin feng de..to go school copy but end up i didn't turn up..well..tat er ge also very de wei da la hor...6.45 den reached..so no one own anything lor...heex..end here..

***sianzation***

yoxxx
that's deziree pierce of work for moi...the class t-shirt..
nice ba???heex
xiie xiie nii wor..;-)
just change moi blogskin...
truthly saying..nth much to say lei..
me just nth to do...heex...
well then say bout last night ba...
hm...last night...watch tv...the channel u de..wow...
handsome guys and beautiful ladies...haha...
so loving lor...heex..^_^
while watching..didi called me..then talk to him lor..then later he got second call...
so i just hang up...and wait ba..while watching the show...
later me call jolie to talk...cuz too sian...then moi 'good' guardian..
go and switch off the lights of moi...then very dark...
so kinda of scary so me call jolie to talk...then how i know...
only a few minutes..moi didi call me to call the silver the phone..to conference...
really have lots of fun...cuz alots of ppl down there..about 6...then xy kept quarreling with jw..
haiyo...okay la...end here..bye..*_*

***sian***

me on the phone..with moi beloved didi..then the jenny come and take moi pic..
haiyo...
me now so lonely...
hai...feels tat everyone is having their own problems..
comparing moi problems and their..my is jus like a piece of shit...
then everyone is like...hard to share problems with...cuz scare they will think too much moi problems to their problems...
or scare they might get too worry for me...or scare that i will disturb till them...
hai...really dunno who to talk to when i'm sad..
i really don't want to be their sadness..
hai...really very the sad...
want to scream also cannot!!!!
hai...end here lei...bye...

***sadness***

this blogskin hao ma???
haha...
me now so sian lei...
yesterday night just went to watch 49days..very nice lei!!!heex...
must xiexie steven and yixiang wor...for treating me and jenny to watch na...
haha...not really very scary...cuz me and jenny kept closing our eyes ma...then when the scary things want to appear lei...the both of us scream like mad...haha...like if only we in the cinema...heex...
hai...every weekdays so good...but weekends sucks lor...
me like every saturday and sunday wake up at 7 plus..no matter waht..then will reminds me about that time...sian diao...
me don't wanna lai...
the feelings is suck lor...but who can i say to??
sian lei!!!!
okay lai...me think i will end lei lai...bye...

***heex***

yoXxx...me back again...heex
lazy to go and study..haha..so come update moi entire..heex...
today so sian lei...~sIaNzaTiOn~
haha...hm...got one part i can't forget...is during CLD lesson...
today..mdm sem gave us each a copy of an article about a guy called..Roger Kool...he's an radio host...i think some of u might know...but i bet is de people like 20plus like that then know him ba..heex...
he's blind...since the aged of 5...just because of eye cancer!!![so pity him lei]
this causes the kids in the school dislike him..as that time..his family is also facing money problems...so he doesn't have much pocket money...
very poor thing right???
after a few years...he comes across as someone who has never allowed his handicap to beat him down..he only tells himself one thing..and that's...
"know what you can do, what you want to do and go out and get it."
and this causes him to have the ambition of being the host of the radio!!!
i lean that we should do all the best we can give in something u wanna do most and never let go even u faces some difficulties...
okay la...i think i will end here...bye...

***v-day***

zZzZzZz...i wanna sleep la...really very tired...but yet can't go and slp cuz of moi wet hair..ZzZzZ..really very tired na...
after one whole day of selling flowers on the somerset road..ZzZzZz..really wanna sleep lai...
haiyo..sian ar...
firstly...wish everyone a HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!!!
today...sell roses to alot of ppl...different kinds of couples orh...haha...
eg. bois who are very romantic..bois who are very straight forward..bois who are very the IDIOT!!!!die die also don't want to buy for the gal..even thought the gal wanna!!!!haiyo...can't take it...
hard to sell roses lei..exp on valentine day..cuz roses very ex!!!but yet lots of ppl brought..cuz for the sake of his gf...they can spend lots of money de wor...haha...
felt so happy for the couples lei...heex...today i even saw couples quarrelling...and also...before goin to somerset...saw one gal cried lei...a guy ran very fast..jus to console the gal from stoppin crying..haiyo...valentine day..can see this kind of things happened..very sad lei...=(
ohya...wanna thx...snip3r[marcus] from buying one roses and gave it to me wor...and also wanna thx the guy who had make a flower out of the balloon...heex..xiexie wor...
and wanna thx moi two dears for giving the me presents wor..heex..love it lots!!!
before i leave..to moi gan di ar..[steven]boi ar..always be more zi dong wor..don't wait till the gal wanna reached home lei...then said that u wanna send her home la...haiyo..me wanna help him to say sorry to the gal ar..i think the gal will know who is the gal lei ba...haha...
okay la...really wanna sleep lei..end here..

just wanna wish couples to be together forever...
whose who are single...jus like me...will get one soon!!!heex

argh!!!!!!!!!u break the promise u given me!!!!!!!!!!
i hate u!!!!!!!!and this is forever!!!!!!!!!!
don't even want me to forgive u lei!!!!!!!!!!!!i really hate u!!!!!!!!!!
i hate u to the core!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!go and die ba!!!!!!!!!!die le me more happy!!!!!!!!!!

feel that there is no one there for me!!!!all moi bestfriends were like...
whenever i need u guys!!!!i can't contact till anyone!!!!!!!!!!!
really really really very tired...tired of everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is there any wall for me to go and knock on????
i'm really very tired lei....
what life am i havin now????
i don't want to get to another me.......i hate the other side of me...can anyone help me out????
out of the darkness...really don't know what myself really want!!!!!
tired and headache lei!!!!!
i don't want the other side of me coming out!!!!!
i don't want my own whole eyes is full of hatred!!!!i don't want...pls...help me to get out of this...
i really want to get to australia!!!!mama...i really very regret that time i rejected to get to australia...!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to forget everything...i really want!!!come on car...just any car...come and knock me down!!!!jiayou!!!come ba...i don't mind!!!!!!!!!!!
this is the only way i can feels much more better and the other side of me will not come out!!!i can ease all the bad memories that i don't want again!!!!!!!!!!!!!come ba...
car...come and knock me down!!!!

yoxxx...ni men hao...i'm back again lei..heex
today like going back to same place like that...
morning tuition...argh...today can only have english lesson while the a amaths lesson will be push back to this coming friday..as today the stuffs are helding a important meeting...for the o levels...
so me and jiaqi straight after the tuition.we went to go and have our breakfast...in fact is i'm the one who want to eat...cuz too hungry...
after a heavy breakfast..we got onto the bus167 to get to sun plaza as i wanted to go and lent some books from the library..[wow..out of the sudden.karen become so guai]
after the borrowing of books...we went to mac.as kaven is working there.so we as friends go and buy food to eat and sit there do nth..oh my..suai suai saw classmate..
then later we went to causeway..actually want to go and see which present we can get to our ****but in the end up.we down there shop for our things and buy the things we want...haha..then we decided to go and take neoprint when suddenly qi the mama called and ask to meet her at sun plaza..so we end up going back to sun plaza..after our lunch.jiaqi they all went off.so me end up so lonely.but yet manage to meet steven and his friend in sunplaza so went off together..wait for yixiang so long..
we went to watch memoirs of geisha..down there so noisy..end up been scolded by someone..shit him lor..we not that loud at all lor..but yet sorry..for disturbing the show..
after the show..look for toliet till mad..cuz level3.2.1 all the girl toliet all full up!!!oh my gosh!!!end up went to b1 de..haha..so empty!!!!cool!!!
think i will end here le...bye..

***v-day special***

yoxxx...back again lei...
firstly wanna congrate to winston that he got the first again for the o level the 5na...
well done!!!even thought ur language are not very strong but at least the other subjects are real good lor!!!keep up the good work wor!!!jiayou!!!wish u will get into the poly u like and also the course u want to get in!!!
secondly, want to thanks the POA trainers who were screaming to teach us...cuz we were to noise...haha...and also thanks for the great game u had introduce to us to play!!!really rox!!!
i feel that...the sec4 de trainer...is a good looking guy...cuz face look so ke ai!!!!argh!!!haha...but not my cup of tea...is much more elder than me...haha..
thirdly, i'm going to bandrupt lei...haha...cuz i have to buy valentine present for the two darlings...nono...is four darlings...haha...lolx...
forthly, no more milk tea lei!!!yeah!!!!!!!!!!cool!!!!!!!!!!!!
cool till i can't take it lei!!!!haha...heex..=D
i think like that lei...end here...bye...

---vaLentinE day---
'fLowEr pOwer [roses]'
*peach-----desire,appreciation,admiration
*pink--light-elegance,gracefulness,icy,perfect happiness--dard-thankfulness
*white-----innocence,purity,truth. can also signify happy love n friendship
*coral------enthusiasm,fascination
*yellow-----once used to convey jealousy. now symbolises joy and gladness,friendship and freedom
*red--------i love you
'nO. oF RosEs'
*1---devoted to you or love at first sight
*2---deeply in love
*3---i love you
*12--declaration of love
*24--thinking of you every hour of the day

***craps again***

yoxxx...me came back lei...
hai...xin si le...ren ye si le..
hai...what to do now???
should i consider thinking about going to australia again???
or should i continue to study in singapore till '0'level???
hai...sian...really very trouble...

if i divide my life into 3parts...first is family...friends and love...
i had already got 2/3 is full up...why do i still need to think about love relationship??haha...
being single i think i have more time to be with my friends..and family...
which is a good thing...haha..then somemore i can keep looking for shuai ge...and mei nu...don't get the wrong meaning of looking at mei nu wor...haha...i'm not a las...but i will tell someone that i'm a las...wish that the idiot will really believe lor...
hai..sian diao...tomorrow got poa test..dun really go and take out the book and study lei...cuz me don't really understand...haha...okay lai...mi have to get ready to fail it with colourful marks...haha...jkd only...
ohya...thx for saying that i'm attitude ar...i will attitude to u only...cuz i just...hai...don't know how to say...
hey...ppl out there...don't drink milk tea...as milk tea is sucks!!!and if u drink milk tea..u will get poison...remember!!!!
ohya...today moi gor went to enroll for university...don't know can go in ma...if cannot go in ar...me going to chop my head down and let him sit liao...so just wishing him a good luck and don't let me feels disappointed!!!
okay...end here...