***thursday***it's school holiday~

The 7th day of School Holidays yet i have not completed my holiday assignments.

During afternoon,i met Xinhui out at sun plaza as i was planning to get somethings from Wenny.
however, she could not make it, she said she would bring it to sembawang shopping centre where Xin Hui and I were studying.

to my surprise, i saw BA.
i happened to see him in Burger King when i was outside the shopping centre.
he kept looking at me as if i owned him a large sum of money like that.
on the other hand, i was looking at him with puzzle.

as i am quite slow, at that moment,i couldnt figure out who was that particular person.
when i was sure that he was the one, in my heart, i wished that he would say hi to me or at least wave his heavy hand to me.
but to my disappointment, he had no response.

i believe he must be as slow as me in terms of thinking.lols.
competible right.
at least this can make me feel better.lols.

i was studying in KFC while he was in Burger King.
occasionally, i would look out to see wat was happening on the other side.
his side view was cool and he was smiling away as naive as a baby.
he was studying his best subject but that was my worst subject.
hope he could give me tuition.
hah..but it seems to be so impossible.

when i was about to go for my toilet break, he came out, but i didn't get to see him.
isn't it sad?
it has been long since we saw or chat with each other.
i miss the time alot.
i mean the tiger time.lols.

haiz.i dont know whether i'll still be able to see him after he has graduated.
although i long to see him even after this year, i cant be as selfish as to wish him fail his o'level right.
i cant bring myself to resort to do this.
hais.i'm in a dilema now

today, i did my A maths homework and to my utter dismay, i was unable to solve many problemsomes.however, i got rescued by a heroine.haha..kidding la..she is just my friend.as i was doing the a maths, i became less confidence in my maths.it was suppose to be my best subject but it has proven to be wrong here.hais.

tml, my housemates and i are going for family outing. so cool right? it only involves teenagers,no adult.envy of our lifes.
there are many things all of u dont know about living independently.
our days are ofen full of excitements..
whenever we go out, we'll go in big group..
we often attract many attentions as there are some places whereby ppl would go with family but here we are not.

some times, we would go down and sit near to the swimming pool in the middle of the night to chit chat..
we enjoy listening to our laughters in the silent night and at the same time watching the beautiful sky..
other times, we would quarrel with one another but we forgive and forget.
are u aware that as u quarrel, u would slowly understand one another more.
i am aware of that..we know one another inside out.no secrets..haha.

i really cant wait for tml's outing..
we're going sentosa beach, then marina south to eat steamboat.there are 9 of us(a very huge group right).

YEA!!it has been quite a long time since we last go out in such a big group.we'll pinic there---play cards--heart attack..haha..
last night we also played this game..
there's an unforgettable game played last night too..

the game is like this---those who lose had to do some stupid things and got captured in the photo..so hilarious and comical..
whenever i'm down, i'll see all this scene.
i'm sure it will bring my spirits up..haha..i think i have to stop here or all of u would grow bored.

*.CarrotOrange.*

yesterday was a real tiring day,however i think tat it's worth!!!!

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY NU ER!

Jasmine.Junhui.Jonathan.Kelly.Meenyi.Wenny and i went to East Coast Park to celebrate NU ER's birthday!!!
it was fun.we went there to ride bike but not for the birthday girl as she does not know how to ride one.therefore she picked up skating instead.lols.

it was real tough for her at the beginning but hopefully she did improve~
isn't tat a good thing to cheer for her?=)
3claps for Kelly!
**clap**clap**clap**

nowaday it seems to be tough for me to update one entry in my blog as i have to take note alot of things exp my english~

really hope tat my english lang will improve a little after my daily blogging~
and also~i have to pick up english story books to read too~
as now i started to read chinese小说as i start to love reading it.

please do not try asking me why do i like reading it~well.my answer will be:
im not too sure too~jus like reading it.my favourite is LOVE 小说.lols

Kelly Ong,my elder daughter?lols.
may all ur wishes will come truth~
your studies will get more and more better~
try to get a guy who ur heart really loves soon~okay?
and lastly.hope u did like yesterday celebration at East Coast Park~

i will end off now.pictures?maybe in the next post.=))

*.CarrotOrange.*

***goong***你…我是傻瓜

歌曲: 你…我是傻瓜
歌手: 宫--野蛮王妃

Give Me A Little Try
na ma bu a yo so jo，ne ga a po bu a so jo
我很傻，我是个傻瓜
po e he do ne jo jo and jo to li kis nu na jo
现在后悔莫及了 无法挽回了
ku die pus of so yo ,na do a gu i so yo
以后都见不到你 其实我都知道！
na ge cho man ji mo den so yo ,cho man mi en he yo
都是我的错 真的很抱歉
ku den ne gu a ji mu de jo no mu o li so go jo
当时没能说出来 我真的很傻
i zi wa so li lo ke e te fu miu，na yo sa bi la yo
如今我才后悔 请你原谅我
tan xi nu na mu ba bo wi mi da
你和我都很傻
te do xi de mu ne
就因为那渺小的自尊
mi ji do tan ku li yo me ,man ge ji go hi jo
在迷恋当中一天天荒废
tan xi nu na mu ba bo wi mi da
你我都很傻
ad sa lan an gi an，
ha do jo an po po mu lo gu man ni jo
因为还爱着对方 我一整天痛哭着
ku de do na do mu du ba bo sa lan
你我都像傻瓜一样
ko lo ji ma la yo,ta xi se ga ge ba yo
别这样 请你再考虑一下
wu li o de ke yo gi ga ji him de wa nu de
到这个地步也不容易
ta xi so ga ge ba yo，hu e han s go e yo
请你再考虑一下 不然你会后悔的
ne gan cho man jo mu dan so yo，cho man mi e an yo
我知道我错了 真的很抱歉
ku den ne gi a ji mo de jo，no mu o li so go jo
当时没能说出来 我真的很傻
hi ji wa fo li lo ke e te ku miu na yo sa bi lo yo
如今我才后悔 请你原谅我
tan xi nu na mu ba bo wi mi da
你我都很傻
te do xi de mu ne
就因为那渺小的自尊
mi ji do tan ku li yo me ,man ge ji go hi jo
在迷恋当中一天天荒废
tan xi nu na mu ba bo wi mi da
你我都很傻
ad sa lan an gi an，ha do jo an po po mu lo gu man ni jo
因为还爱着对方 我一整天痛哭着
ku de do na do mu du ba bo sa lan
你我都像傻瓜一样
ku de e bu xi de la so ga ,to lo sa la s wo bo o so yo
mo ji jia la do,su lu ma xiu do n
u mu ma ni lo jo
tan xi nu na mu ba bo wi mi da
你我都很傻
te do xi de mu ne
就因为那渺小的自尊
mi ji do tan ku li yo me ,man ge ji go hi jo
在迷恋当中一天天荒废
tan xi nu na mu ba bo wi mi da
你我都很傻
ad sa lan an gi an，ha do jo an po po mu lo gu man ni jo
因为还爱着对方 我一整天痛哭着
ku de do na do mu du ba bo sa lan
你我都像傻瓜一样
i zi ko yi sa man ga ji ji ma yo

***KELLY'S BIRTHDAY***

up so late in the dark night.
not in bed but looking out of the window.
i saw the moon and *you.
wondering wat *you doing.
are *you sleeping?

seems like im really bored to death.lols.
i was so bored tat i start this kind of silly and idiot things.

my mind wasn't fill up wid *him but jus filled up wid tomorrow stuffs.
im getting more and more excited.
wonder wat will we be doing down there?beside riding bike.wat can we do?
play balls?looking out for handsome guys and pretty gals?lols.
will Kelly like the present we getting for her?wish tat she will like it.=)

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY MY GAL~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.HAPPY BIRTHDAY.HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
TO YOU.

sounds like a crap after another crap.
tired yet lazy to go to bed.lols.
i really do sounds like a werido right?lols.

but im real sleepy~
i supposed im really tired.
im off to bed now.=)

sleep tight.and good night.

*.CarrotOrange.*

**sadness**

Yesterday, my aunt came to read my blog entry.lols.

after reading my blog entry, she kept saying tat im using broken english.lols.
tat made her dun understand a thing and my blog was real bored as i was telling ppl bout my daily life.lols.

fine~so from now on.i supposed i will not update any of my daily life but something special.
things tat is from the very bottom of my heart.=)
but of course sometimes i would update daily life.as tat will be the day tat i won't want to forget in my life.=)

Just now i saw *his nick.lols.he changed it again.
looking at *his nick made me felt worried for *him.
wondering whether he's fine?whether he's sad/disappointed?

well.i showed Sotong *his nick.well he told me tat.
it might be a song title or even lyrics.
i really wanted to believe in what Sotong said, but the nick just seems to be so truth tat i won't believe in wat he said.=(

Saturday morning i went to read one of *his classmate blog.
he injured his leg again.
wish tat he will be recover soon.=)

can't really wait for monday to reach.
as WE ARE GOING TO EAST COAST PARK to celebrate Kelly's birthday.
well.we will be riding bike over there.if im not wrong.
*~wish tat it would be fun~*

a letter to *HER.[HXH]
sorry for not being there for u when u really needs a friend's love.
in the past or in fact till now.whenever im down u will always be there for me but i couldn't do anything to return u.sorry.
Don't think too much le.ur Dad didn't mean it.
no parents in this world will treat their own child like tat.
ur parents love u from the very bottom of their hearts.
Jus tat they don't know how to review it to u.=)
smile more!=)

*.CarrotOrange.*

Aloha~

today was a real nice and cooling day.
Jolie.wat wasted neh!!!hope tat u were there too as it was real fun!!!lols.

morning wake up at 9plus and went shower.
while waiting for the time to reach the time im meet Sotong and Jiaqi, i had my breakfast.watch MTVs.lols.

when the clock's hand reaches the meeting time.i set off to my distination.which is Woodlands MRT station.
manage to take the same train as Jiaqi.

when we reached Causeway Point we went up to the level 4 which is the Seoul Garden[at first we planed to treat Sotong to eat Seoul Garden de.but end up Jiaqi's sore throat.therefore have to make another wise choice.lols.]

Before Sotong reached, Jiaqi and i went to MiniToons to go and get a present for him as TODAY IS TEACHERS' DAY.lols.we brought him a....erm.not too sure wat's it.
but it stands for Love de wor.
Sotong~see the both of us so good!!!=))wish tat u will be able to meet till ur truth love soon wor!=))

we end up eating swensen.it was full house.lols.
therefore we have to wait.
****happy waiting***
i ordered one plate of Chicken Baked Rice while Jiaqi and Sotong ordered the same disc which is Salmon 'N' Mushroom Baked Rice.
while we were waiting we started to crap alot of stupid and lame jokes.lols.

Chicken Baked Rice was nice not too sure Salmon 'N' Mushroom Baked Rice is nice.
i think it will be nice.=))
a few minutes after ordering the food, my Chicken Baked Rice is here!!!lols.

even we were eating.we were crapping non-stop.lols
so i start eatting first.=)while Jiaqi Salmon 'N' Mushroom Baked Rice was here when i was 1/4 way or 1/2 way through my rice.lols.
however Sotong's Salmon 'N' Mushroom Baked Rice wasn't here yet.even when i was like goin to finish my Baked rice.lols.

i reminded him this:
Sotong~are u sure tat u said 2 Salmon 'N' Mushroom Baked Rice?and she did took down the right one.lols.
this moment.Sotong rise his hand and called one of the waiter here and ask whether his Salmon 'N' Mushroom Baked Rice is ready.
Sad to say tat.the waiter did taken down the wrong order.lols.
***poor sotong***

When his Baked rice is here.he also called the deserts too.
Jiaqi and i ordered Topless 5 while Sotong ordered..[forgotten wat he really ordered.lols]
Sotong's desert seems to be nice while Topless 5 wasn't that nice.as WE DIDN'T GIVEN THE CHANCE TO CHOOSE THE TOPPINGS WE WANNA!!!lols.

ohya there's a part whereby we were waiting.Sotong was like kept asking different kinds of waiter for 'water' for 5times.lols.
however.none of the waiter came till the 5th time.hahas.poor him.lols.

ohya.while we were having our deserts.i saw him*!!!his bad view.
*he's wearing black T-shirt today.lols.he was with one of his friend.lols.

After we finish our deserts.[erm.Jiaqi and i didn't finished it up as the topping wasn't nice!lols.]
Sotong today paid for the meal!
lols.thanks Sotong.but how can u pay???
should be Jiaqi and i pay de ar.why did u do it?!!!
today teachers' day neh!!!nvm.next time when it's ur birthday.muhahaha.for sure u will get it!!*=))
well.thanks for the treat today anyway.=))

After the payment.we accompany Sotong to go and get his 'goodfriend' birthday present.lols.really a little weird wor.lols.
he's so good lor.brought her a diamond which is 0.05kcal??dunno.lols.
oh my gosh!!it was like S$180+++.[wow u are in deep a rich guy.lols]

After getting his 'goodfriend' birthday present.we went to Mos as Ms.Karen asked him to help her get 2burgers.lols.
waited for her burgers for a few minutes and after tat Sotong went off.while Jiaqi and i went on our Window Shopping.
[anyway.Sotong and Jiaqi was like keep lookin out as they hoped to see *him.lols.too bad.he wasn't there anymore.lols.]

Jiaqi and i each brought a pouch.lols.which costs S$1.90.quite cheap right?heex.

after buyin the present we got into bus856 to go home.lols.
quite a long journey tat i fallen a sleep in the bus.lols.
gonna thanks Jiaqi for waking me up.lols.if not i would be sleeping all the way till Yishun Intercharge.lols.

end here.really enjoyed today!=))

*.CarrotOrange.*

***teachers' delications***

Second entry for the day.lols.this entry is actually to write delications to the teachers.=)i know tat they wouldn't be able to see it but jus a wish to them*.=)
So here i go.....

Mdm Sem, 3e1 class form teacher;Amaths teacher;Emaths teacher.
thx for teaching us A and Emaths. u are in deep a good class form teacher.
can see tat u are trying very hard to open our hearts to u. but mdm sem tell u one thing!
u did it.to me u already let me know how u really like.i mean ATTITUDE* lols.
a good teacher to believe in.trust in.=)

Mrs Chua, 3e1 class english teacher.
even though u have not yet come back to teach us for the past few months but yet i sill wanna delicate to u.
as u are able to let us understand english more.=)
wish tat u will come back and teach us next year.gonna take care as i heard tat u are falling ill in bed.

Mr Trevor, 3e1 class combine humanities teacher.
one of the subject lesson tat i every monday.wednesday and friday wishing to go.as ur home-room was Air-conditioner de.lols.
u are a joker in every lesson during combine humanities.well.sometimes i did fall a sleep as i was really tired and AIR-CON neh.lols.
u can make lesson very interesting and comforable to listen but sometimes u can make the lesson bored.lols.
but overall u are a good humanities teacher.know u since sec2.as u teaches us geography.=)and lastly, ur wife is real pretty!!!gonna appreciate her neh!!!

Ms Tan, 3e1 class chinese teacher.
zhen lao shi!bu yao shen qi le!sorry for wat we did tat day.sorry sorry sorry!!!!!
angry will get old very easily wor.lols.
gonna take care neh.and like to go into ur chinese lesson as u are very easily goin de.jus like our friends.
but cuz of very easily goin.we just use to go overboard.lols.

Ms Ding, 3e1 combine science;chemistry teacher.
thanks for teaching me science chem.even though my chemistry is tat kind of jus pass.but IM REALLY TRYING MY BEST.=) thx for teaching us slowly and guiding us slowly.=)

Ms Low, 3e1 combine science;physic teacher.
thanks for teaching me science phy!im really trying my best to use my common sense in learning it.lols.science really need common sense so now IM TRAINING IT!!lols.

Mrs Lau, 3e1 pure science;chemistry teacher;GREEN CLUB incharge teacher.
sorry bout tat incident.sorry sorry sorry sorry.
dun angry le.angry will get old easily wor.=)anyway.u are a good teacher.know tat the attitude u have in lesson time and green club time is totally different ppl.=))
in lesson time u will always put on a very fierce face while in green club a smiling face tat will for sure brighten green club members day!=))
so Green Club members can't live without ur smile neh.as we are the green plants.=)
green plants need sunlight to grow!

Mr Tamil, 3e1 PE teacher.
love goin to ur PE lesson as ur PE lesson will always be very exciting and enjoyable!!as u always like to let us playing one big group games but not indivual.
if im not wrong.u are trying to let us have a better relationship within our own classmates.=)and u always teaches us a lot of mature lessons.=)
i really appreciated it alot!!thx Mr Tamil.=)**felt happy to have u as our PE teacher**
today on the stage u are so cute!!!

Mdm Khoo, 3e1 POA teacher.
thanks for introducing this very foreign subject to us in a simple way.like mind-maps and more.
thanks!!!=)really appreciated it loads.
u are a real good teacher who will always be thinkin for ur students.
why do i said so?as tat time u were ill and were hospitalise for bout 2weeks when u are back,u continue teaching even u are in pain.Jolie and i saw it clearly!
thanks for it!!but have to take care of ur own health no matter wat as u just recovered from ur illness.

Ms Neo/Mrs Chua, 3e1 Emaths teacher.
yesterday was the last lesson u will be having wid us.wish tat u do like the vaga sheet card tat we given to u!=)
wish tat u will be always sucessing in every part of ur life.no matter in jobs.marriage!!and more.
lols.next year goin to get marry right?haha.wish u all the best and have to be very XIN FU!!!=))

Ms Haziba, 3e1 current english teacher.
have to apologize to u for wat our classmates do to upset u.and me myself did say bad stuffs bout u before at first.even now i still do it.lols.
therefore i wanna say sorry to u.really sorry!!!
but i can really felt tat u are someone who is hard outside but real soft inside.
u don't wanna let the students to see it as u scare tat u wouldn't be able to handle it but u have to be confindent in urself!!!u can do it de!!!open ur heart for us ba.dun be so hard le.

Mr Lim Dayang, 3e1 ex-english teacher.
thanks for teaching this very naughty and unobedience class!
even though u always did shout suddenly for no reason but still have to thank u for wat u have done for us!xiexie.=)

Mrs Raj, 2e1'o5 english teacher.
really miss u so much!!!miss ur lesson!!!the music lessons u own our class i havent forget bout it.lols.anyway wish tat u will be still very cheerful as before or even better!!all the best to u le.=))i won't forget u.as u did a good job in teaching us!!!

Ms Lim, 2e1'o5 class form teacher;geography teacher.
don't really know how u have been but u are in deep a good and reliable teacher!!!=)
miss u very very much.didn't see u online for bout goin to 1year?lols.
wish tat u are good as before and very cheerful having tat smile on u!!!=))

Mrs Guhni, Green club incharge teacher.
thanks for guiding us in the past few months in Green club.u and Mrs Lau are both sun of the green club.=)
really love u both alot as u both have to support the green club midwhile still have to look for students to join in green club!=)

and lastly.

Mr Javen Gwee, 3e1 combine humanities;ex-physic teacher.
haha,no matter wat.~sotong~ u for sure is my best teacher and friend!
friend who i can talk to!!!=)thanks for being there for me whenever i need someone to talk to!!anyway.remember tml our meeting wor!=)

of course closing speech for all the teachers above and all the teachers from sembawang secondary school and wellington primary school!!!

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!may all of u enjoy the day and relax urself a day.=))
thanks for all u guys have done to us.xiexie!!=))
like not giving us no matter wat!will always come help us no matter wat!!
always be the willing one to be listening.=)
and hereby wish tat u guys can accept our apologise and forgives us!!
for wat we have done!!!thanks.=))

*.CarrotOrange.*

***happiness***

ello!!!
Today was a wonderful day!!!!

in the morning.we did our ester day workout in the hall as the weather turns bad in the early morning.
even though inside the hall will be kind of small and hard to move about.BUT!
we still can do it!!**proud**of our class ppl.cuz most of us doing it!!!=)

well.while i was doing one of the action in the workout.suddenly i heard my dearest nu er said this:
Jasmine.see~!so cute neh.
lols.kelly ong!!!wo de nu er ar.wat did i do?
not only kelly jasmine saw it.even jiaqi saw it.and she said this:
Da jie.u very de funny leh.lols.
wat did i do?im jus doing the workout ar.lols.

Erm.in the morning assembly didn't manage to see my *him.
even when im having chemistry lessson and he having his POA lesson.
i didn't manage to see him goin inside the classroom.lols.

i said tat i wanna forget bout *him but yet i didn't do it.i knew tat u guys will be thinking this:
if really like him den dun anyhow say forget him le ar.
made us worried so much.lols
but can't really blame me as i couldn't understand who my heart really love/like?lols.

have been reading a korea story book[wat i meant was translate into chinese].it was a real nice story to read!

After recess,we have our teachers' day concert!!lols.a real nice one as alot of performances goin on.=)
alot of our sembawang secondary school ex-students came back.
saw 'bingxiang' lols.really don't wish to see him but why?hais.

i loves Hakim n his partner performance~!his partner's singing is real good!!
wondering why he don't go to singapore idol?how i wish tat he's a chinese.as chinese have alot of contest to go and take part in.
Hakim's guitar skill was real good!!!the music played out is real nice!=)
made me fall in love wid guitar.

After everything ended.
didn't really dare to look at any teachers who teaches me as i didn't get anything for them.lols.

Jiaqi Jolie and I at first decided to go to sun plaza to have our lunch but end up we didn't go instead Jiaqi and i went back to Wellington Primary school!=))

So we decided to call Abigail to go along but didn't manage to look for her.lols.
when Jiaqi and i was lookin for her.tat's one part when i was looking up to the second floor infront of the hall.i saw my *him and his friends.at first i stared at *him for a few moments before i continue asking Yuling and Theresa whether they saw Abigail.

After a few minutes Yuling and Theresa left.i looked up to the area where *he is.
he was looking down too.at me!lols.so we do have at least 5seconds of **eye contact** lols.
still can't forget *his tat pair of eyes looking at me.seems like wants to say 'hi' me something or wat.lols.
but end up it didn't sucess as i turned away.from *his eyes.

on the way back to Wellington Pri Sch,we wrote something on 2 cards and pass it to both Mr Siva and Mr Wee.
thanks them for guiding us in the past.=)

back in Wellington Pri Sch.we went to look for this two teachers and went to have a walk in school as after all i haven't been there for 2 and a half years.
a loads of memories in side my mind suddenly came out one event after one.
really miss Primary school life.

Now.it's hard to contact a primary school friend.
maybe it was because everyone is changing in this age.lols.
see loads of changes in those who went back to Wellington.

think i will update till here.quite a long update.
ohya!jus now when i was on the bus there's another guy whose's name is similar to *his.lols.
seems like *his name is really very popular wor!lols

*.CarrotOrange.*

Today,almost the whole afternoon raining.
a very cooling day.but thurder were really loud~lols.

Erm.
P.E lesson.we had the ester day workout again~but today most of the steps already change.lols.
after P.E. it was emaths lesson.
today we will be having the last lesson wid ms neo as she will ge goin back to study for the job teaching.=)GAMBETA WOR!!!MS NEO.NONO IS MRS CHUA!!=)

During CLD lesson, we called Ms Neo to come to our class as we have done one big card for her*.=)
really wish tat she will like it!

After school.A RAINING DAY AGAIN.
today wasn't that lucky as i didn't bring my *yu shan* lols.
So sukma.jiaqi and i sat down in the canteen and have our lunch.
when sukma and i have out lunch till half way throught suddenly someone called us.asking this:
"will u kindly move to the tables behind?"
lols.guess who?MR TAMIL.
wat we did was MOVE!lols.

a few minutes later we were ask to move again.lols.
but luckily tat we doesn't have to move again.

After 30minutes-1hour time.
the rain gets smaller a little.so sukma.jiaqi.jinfeng and i went to sunplaza to have a walk.lols.
we got to see alex.so we walked along wid him.after tat we set off to our home sweet* home.lols.

brought U weekly?lols.goong's front page!!!
haha.so happy.=))

gonna end here.
really hope to see tml's concert wish tat it will be really FUN & EXCITING.lalala.lols.

*.CarrotOrange.*

An amazing Love Story

He met her on a party.
She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him.

At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised.
They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please let me go home....

Suddenly he asked the waiter.
"Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee."
Everybody stared at him, so strange!
His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.

She asked him curiously; "Why do you have this hobby?"
He replied:
"When I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee.
Now everytime I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there".
While saying that tears filled his eyes.
She was deeply touched.
That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart.
A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home.

Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.
They continued to date.

She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands;
he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful.
He was such a good person but she almost missed him!
Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life...
And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee e, as she knew that's the way he liked it.

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After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said:
"My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything. Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee again".

Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday, someone asked her:
what's the taste of salty coffee?
It's sweet. She replied.

Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear,but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!
Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says,
"That's her."

Isn't it a touching love story?
i found it meaningful and touching therefore i decided to post.lols.
Wish tat u guys do enjoy and love the story.=)
most importantly learn from it.

*.CarrotOrange.*

**good news**

Argh!!!!
I passed my e-maths paper.lols.
even though it's around jus passed.but im happy enough le.
as at first.i knew how much i will be scoring.
but end up.i got 17/30.really surprised wid the mark.

Erm.today after school.we had our maths supplementry as per-normal.lols.
but today was conducted by Ms.Neo. as she wanted to go through the test paper.
im really hungry in tat supplementry.

After tat went down to canteen to look for Jiaqi.
today.they did stay back to play soccer.lols.

After having our lunch.we went to the hall which was having the teachers' day rehearse performances.lols.
i really have to say this.everyone who were performing really did a GOOD job!!!
exp Hakim and his partner.really nice!!!love guitar's sound.=))

This make me feels for excited for the day to come.lols.which is TEACHERS' DAY.lols.
wondering wat should i get?and who should i get for?lols.

Erm.today.everythings were goin on quite good.if im not wrong.at least smiling face is back again.=))
TAT'S KAREN.smiling everyday.=))and of course feeling tired everyday.

*.CarrotOrange.*

***tired***

aloha

finally today morning finish watch goong~heex.
ending was a happy one.=)and of course a fair ending.

well.later goin to SC to go and study wid my cousin.
i supposed this few days/weeks/months have to stay at home more often.
or stay with my housemates more.
like tis at least i won't made my friends around me to be hurt.or should i say.
gettin myself being hurt.
well.jus a very selfish thinkin right?lols.

anyway.BA?hahas.i will just keep u in the very bottom of my heart from now on.
single love~to some people.they thinks tat it will not be tat hurt.
but if.u knew who he loves and even have to encourage him to do the things.it wil be different.lols.

now im just someone who needs time n a place where i can quiet down my heart.
a place where i can pause the problems im facing and difficulties.really feeling tired and stress up.lols.

[ 爸, 妈。谢谢你们在我的身边。=)]

*.CarrotOrange.*

***Sadness***

don't really know what to say.im just having the feeling of~
*sadness
*tiring
*sleepy
*confessing
*stressful

don't really know how to express my own feeling.
well.im really very tiring.tired of it.
wat happened jus now after the movie at sembawang.i supposed only a few peoples knew bout it.so jus keep it as a forever secret ba.

i really needs time.time to reconsider bout the friendship between the both of us.
im really felt kind of tired and maybe sick?not too sure bout it too.
hais.im really don't understand wat are my friends around me thinking.
i really need time to cool myself down.

maybe was becuz in the past i put too much feeling in it.so i got hurt so deeply.lols.it's okay.btw.hereby im not trying to shoot anyone.so please do not have the mindset tat im saying bad bout someone.
jus saying out wat i really wanna say.

hereby i have to apologize to Steven for wat happened jus now.
i didn't mean wat i scolded out.whenever im mad.i lose the control of my mouth.
is a habit*.
i promised Xinhui tat i will change and i promised myself tat i also have to change!
i really want to change.no more vulgar lang~ for me.and anger really have to control well!

this few days really need times for my own self.have to slow down my speed in life.
stop rushing le.have to slow down and take a look at the people around u at the back.

just now called my parents in cambodia.told them tat i miss them loads.
after talking to my parents' sweet and polite voice.i felt more release.i really have to strike a good results for them!no matter wat!
jiayou karen chhun!!!u can do it.have more confidents in urself.=)

really wish tat the whole family members will be together soon!!!
think ends here le.

before ending.hereby have to thx the following people:
*Jolie
*Mitchal
*Xiangyong
*Xinhui
*Yixiang
*lastly.the auntie who gave me tissue and asked me to church.lols

tata`

*.CarrotOrange.*

***picture***

Update of pictures again.lols.

enlarge it to see ba.all these are kind of meaningful neh!!!

took it when Ms Low wasn't in school tat time.lols.=)
*last friday*180806

lols.stupid faces.=Xme and ah ling very de zi lian.lolsfinally done wid all my pictures uploading.lols.=))enjoy it wor.
*.CarrotOrange.*

***lazy and tiring***

nowadays seem to be real tiring and lazy.
maybe im lazy and tired of the things happenin around me.
or there might be more reasons.tat i,myself don't even understand.

remembered last wednesday.mdm pang?told us tat if we felt tat school life is bored! actually is u,urself are boring.
i do agreed wid wat she said.it's truth.
whenever u feels tat life are boring.actually is urself who is boring.
well.let's not talk bout this matter.

got back two papers today
english-17/30
truly saying.after today Ms Haziba left quite a better impression on her was not like the other day.as i knew my own standard.i won't be able to get a pass.as i was really writing stupid craps all over the place.

amaths-31/40
happy and surprised wid it.cuz it's kind of rare to see me passing my amaths wid over 30marks.i supposed Mdm Sem did get really surprised tat i would get tat kind of marks.

this reminds me bout today morning when i met Ms Tan[chinese teacher],she told me my mark was 70plus and my reaction was:
'wow.im so happy.'
and she told me tat.why she couldn't sense the happiness in me.well,im not sure bout it too.lols.maybe is i still haven't woke up fully yet.=))

today wasn't a good day for me,as it seems like in the early morning.Jiaqi and i made Mrs Lau get really mad with us.sorry Mrs Lau.we didn't do it on purpose.wish tat u will forgive us.

later around 6 goin to caught a movie at yishun cinema complex.=))wid Xinhui.still not yet confirm with the show and the timing.lols.
lols.erm.later my *him goin to BBQ neh.**sad sad sad**jus now he came online.but was set as 'busy' so i dare not to go and disturb him.lols.

well.end here.=))

*.CarrotOrange.*

***pictures***

2nd entry for the day.however.

im jus here to upload pictures.=))

120806.Sat

tinguan's hair on national day.080806.

i know it was quite a long time ago the pictures le.but i didn't upload.so uploading now.=X

erm.think i will upload another one next time ba.lols.programe got problem again~.lols

**an entry tat filled up wid BA**lols**

amigo~lols.

this reminds me bout BA.lols.
cuz he asked me what it means when i was chatting with him.
so i told him bout it.and he told me the language it is as i dunno wat lang at first.lols.
erm.
today finally our tests all ended!!!=))

we had our emaths test today.on chap9 and 10.
the paper was so hard tat everyone were complain or gone mad after the test ended.
lols.sukma and i screamed.but of course im so angry with myself tat i scream like hell.scolding alot of vulgar lang~.lols.=Xopsh.wish tat Xinhui didnt read till this.lols.
cuz vulgar lang~reminded me bout the promise we made last time.=))

nth really happened this two days.
jus tat i have been wondering.
why in school.BA don't say 'hi' to me?or at least SMILE at me ma.but he didn't.=((
whenever i looked at *him.he will never dare to look back at me.or whenever he turn and faced me.i will be blushing red.lols.so wat i did was also turning away.lols.

have been chatting wid *him for so long le!but yet.nth seems to be happening.
wat i meant was like.say 'hi' or even smile at me.but he didn't~hais.
well.can't blame *him too.me also don't dare to face *him directly.it's my fault too.
lols.tat's wat my Ja Luan told me when i asked her the qns.lols.
hais.but i have been improving myself nowadays.auto look at *him wish tat he will turn and say 'hi' to me but..hais.
this few months we been chatting so happily whenever we were online.
but.................................hais.no comment.really wish wish wish wish wish wish.
wishing like hell.lols.=))

but i got back 3 CA2 papers le.=))
Science(physic)-manage to get 13.5/25
Science(chemistry)-manage to get a jus pass 12.5/25[am i lucky?lols.jkd jkd]
the last one.HONG XINHUI U GONNA KEEP UR PROMISE WOR!!!=))ONE MEAL!
Combine Humanities(History)-14/25[muahaha]i passed!!!=))

there's also Class test.
we did got back one subject's result back too.
Chinese-39/50
erm.think i got to run le.lols[gonna run-always said by *him.=))]

btw now im updated my blog entry wid large font cuz my cousins all complaining bout the font is TOO SMALL le.lols.
so now I CHANGED!=))thanks for the commands wor.

*.CarrotOrange.*

amigo.

im finally back to update my blog.
well.i have been busy preparing my CA2 for the past few days.=))
sounds very obedience right?lols.
therefore now im goin to update each day.from last friday.on the date of 180806.

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FRIDAY
erm.a day which i don't dare to face *his class as i heard something from Xuewen.
lols.well.have to thank Boss for telling me bout it neh.if not i will be suffering in this kind *blur life everyday.not knowing bout there's a rumours spreading around in *his class.
after school.my *him having his o'level oral.saw him the moment i step inside the canteen.lols.
didn't manage to have my lunch.as i was overjoy to see him.lols.
so i went home to have my lunch instead.which INSTANT NOODLES.lols.
after having my lunch.i went to sun plaza to meet Jolie as she needs my help in the internet n laptop stuffs.
while we wait for the time to go pass as we having PTM(parents teachers meeting)during evening.
erm.a totally boring talk.not only boring but also hot.lols.
met Jiaqi's parents.Abigail's parents and Eewen's mum.lols.
those are all my primary school friends' parent.long time didn't meet them le.=))
after the PTM.Meizi and i went to long john silver to eat our dinner.lols.im really broke.

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SATURDAY
went to sun plaza mac to study wid Jiaqi at first.
end up having more ppl joined in.it's okay.the more the better.=))
but it seems to be opposit way.
managed to study my amaths.=))
but others.lols.no words to say.
at night.Ja Luan slept with me as Jenny went to her sis's house to sleep.

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SUNDAY
went to sembawang shop to have my lunch wid Ja Luan at the food court and went down BK to study.
i studies-history while Ja Luan-pure physic.lols.
but end up studying till 3pm as i noticed tat i can't concentrate my own mind.=((
if im not wrong.i saw *his sister.lols.

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MONDAY
have our first CA2 test paper.took it in history room.quite weird as i didn't take any exams in Combine humanities room before.lols.***cooling***
after school have amaths tuition lesson.went through quite a no. of qns.=))
went home shower and rush out of the class as met Azmil out to study together.
but end up he stuying in mac and me studying in kfc.lols.
have to thx Xinhui for accompanying me to study yesterday.=))
managed to study my amaths again.=))but not science.
science.i would only read and understands.lols.

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TUESDAY
lent the 'GOONG' vcd from Xuewen.(later gonna 'chong' ar.)
amaths.and science paper.hais..dunno wat to say bout it.lols.
erm.during recess.was real angry wid Steven Ng as he beat me for no reason.lols.
so in the hall.i scolded so loudly.lols.
today Ms.Low didn't come to school as we stayed outside of her class and started wid our craps and more.there's a part whereby i laughed till my tears coming out and many stuffs.
after school.manage to saw *him.Sukma said tat *he's watching at me.lol..
erm.tat's all for today.HAVE TO GO CHONG 'GOONG'.=))

**thursday**

alo.
erm.today.nth much really happened ba.
jus tat the whole day seems to be very tired and stress.
as every subjects' teacher seems to be rushing for a train.
they were rushing throught all the chapters as CA2 coming le!!!
lols.gonna jiayou neh.
nowadays getting more and more tired and easy to pised off.
so pls try not to say something tat will pised me off very easily wor.lols
after school actually we have e maths supplementary lesson.
but sukma and i didn't went for it.lols.cuz we were real lazy.
suddenly have the feeling of walking backgate.but end up.still walk front gate.lols.
getting used to it.
went to sun plaza mac to wait for the time past.around 1445 went off mac and set off back home.lols.
when i reached the bus stop near my house the rain gets very big!!!and i today forgotten to bring along my yu shang.lols.
so waited there for half an hour den decided to call Ah Ta to bring it for me.
by the time she reached.almost no more rain le.lols.
jus change my blog song.pls give me comments about it.thx.=))
think i will end here le.tired.ZzZzZzZ
*.CarrotOrange.*