Australian Day~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUSTRALIA~

Just finished showering not long ago~ *feeling much more cooling* Anyway, today, its 37degrees~ (x.x)'''''''''' so hot!!! and boring~~~~ today aint any different from normal day to me~ even though today is public holiday but there ain't many ppl in cabramatta too.. i think its due to the celebration in CITY and also..HOT WEATHER~ people would rather stay at home and have their air-con on and relax..lols..

Today.. was so quiet and...CRAP! there're people walking into our store..but those are people who just LOOK and TRY~ (=.=) or even worst..just here for AIR-CONDITIONAL~ which made us really pissed off~

Well, today I cooked a pot of SOUP~ lols..instead of purchasing Pork, I got Beef... (-.=) I really want to cry~~!!!! but at least.. my brother helped me and asked me to cook it for one more hour~ lols.. and it turned out to be GOOD~ beside..a little salty~ =P I will definitely keep improving!!!=D

Erm~ this made me wonder~ Am I actually having information system or cooking exams in 2 weeks time? hahas.. I haven't been touching Info system eversince last wednesday~ but been in the kitchen since that day~hahas.. Tsk tsk..i think i really need to start doing something for INFO system~=)

Stir-Fried Beef and Veggie today~

Just finished cleaning up the kitchen~ =) felt satisfied! As today... FIRST time in my life tat..i actually prepared everything and stir-fried a dish ON MY OWN... =) IM PROUD OF MYSELF! Hahas..

Recently been developing in the interest in cooking~ I think it might be due to my brother forcing me to cook by taking nap by the time I finished preparing all the necessary ingredients~ (=.-) * alright~ I must admit that I do take a LONG TIME cutting and washing all those ingredients... lols.. BUT i will definitely improve in it!=)

Well, today...initially, I wanted to wait for my brother to wake up from his nap to start stir-frying~ but in the end, I came online and search on "Google" for the recipe~ lols... So I was ready to start cooking~ but half way through..I discovered that there ain't any onion or garlic in the house...(=.-) So I just continue frying WITHOUT any onion or garlic~ However... the outcome was not too bad!=D it taste alright~ As i believe tat its main flavourings are Oyster and Soy sause~ lols...

Anyway..better stop my excitment with the ONE dish tat I had cooked...=)

MY BABY COUSINS ARE BACK!!! =) Jason and his younger sister Jennie... I must say tat..Jennie is getting more and more "HUGE"..lols.. but its a good thing though~ I believe tat she will be real TALL when she gets older!=D wow..then i will have a MODEL cousin~=D i dun mind! lols..

By the way, business are getting more and more quiet~ well...like today... In cabramatta~ you can hardly see much people walking around.. (Em..Though I believe that the other area around Cabramatta will be much more quiet~ but still..) So I have been spending the WHOLE day playing SUDOKU~ lols.. initially..I was playing at the level of "novoice"..lols..BUT I JUST COULDN'T GET IT~ the whole morning + additional 3 hours of noon~ STILL CAN'T SOLVE..(=.-) well~ I must say that I am getting more and more dumb~ (-.+) Hopefully~I will be able to improve after many practice! lols..

Also...The weather in Sydney is starting to heat up again~ (-.-) can't imagine what it will be like tomorrow~ =(

LOVE MARRIAGE!!!

Fishes from my uncle's house~ hais~~~~ Now I have one birthday wish~hahas.getting a whole series of LOVE MARRIAGE~ =( been trying the whole night to get access to the net to watch the other espoides that i dun have~ but...unsuccessful~=(

hais~~~~ nothing much to update today~ just~the weather in Australia is so inconsistent~ yesterday was at the top of 41...today drops to 22 degrees~ hais~ hopefully it will stays around twenties throughout the whole week..but i know..it's almost impossible~ =(

2PM and Yoon Eun Hye’s CF

Wow!!! Yoon Eun Hye looks so attractive in here~ lols.. anyway, the korean drama that just came out not long ago, regarding to " My fair lady".. she looks so attractive and hot!!! Anyway, the house that was filmed in the drama is actually the same as the other drama "Boys Over Flower"...

2PM iS HOT TOO!!!:D

HOT DAY~

*sign* I had been sleeping for almost the whole day in the store..but..still feeling sleepy now~lols.. im really transforming into a Pig soon~ (Z.z) anyway..today is A HOT HOT day~ and is SATURDAY~ normally, on this day~ you will see Cabramatta's John street will be crowded by lots of people.. but today~ almost dead quiet~ (x.Z) only the Drink stores was having lots of costumers~

Today nth much to update..just have a mixture of feelings I have developed a few hours ago~ well~ its also equivalent to no feeling to update~ end here..

anyway..today is HEAD of Sotong's birthday~hahas..getting more and more old~ still single..tsk tsk~ wish tat he will get one mrs sotong for me soon!XD

tiring day...

Today is a tiring and boring day~ Well~ its due to the WEATHER~ 38 degrees~~~ i wonder how can i survive in such a weather!! but tml..it an't gonna be any better!!! 41 DEGREES~ (-.+)""

anyway, tat's THOA~~~ my "JI"= elder sister in vietnamese~ =) was quite boring in the store~ as who would want to shop in a weather like this!!! if i can..i would just prefer to stay at home and switch on the air-con for the whole day long~~~ (*.*)

Been watching " Love Marriage" for the past few weeks..actually..i had finished it for quite a long period..just that the drama is just too good and i really like it lots! hence, the repetition of watching it~=)

It's a korean drama, not shown recently..But it should be pulished in a few years before~ It's real good~ though both actor and actress ain't attractive when you first see them..but the storyline is real good..more realistic than most of the "unrealistic" dramas~

by the way, my Information System exam timetable is out~ 8th of Feb... at Randwick Racecourse, derby room~ WOW!!! i love Derby room~ the washroom is so attractive and clean~~~ there even have sofa in there too!!!! (^.^) *i must be crazy to actually introduce Derby Room like tat...

but it will be 8.45 am~~~ (Z.z) i need to wake up at 4.30 am again~~~

Got to end here~ (Z.z)

Finally FREE~

FINALLY FREE~ Today is the FINAL day of submission of my Information System report.. lols.. tat's a benefit for doing Summer course.. giving u extended time for submission of assignment..

Do you believe that..they're only 42 people doing this course this term~ lols.. And..everyone was relief after submitting the 30% report~ now everyone has to get ready for our FINAL exam~ which is....in....unknown days time~ hahas.. To be honest, our university is ain't as good as its reputation stands..hahas.. its just as greedy and lazy as it can be~ hahas..

Anyway, I am really happy and feel relief after soooo MANY weeks/ months of rushing/ editing this stupid report~ Off course through out this period, i do feel really sick and tired of doing it... I did attempt to give up LOTS of times..but still..i hold back and finished it up till now~ hahas.. Well, I have to thanks my team members for their effort and patience they have in me~ =) Similarly, want to take this opportunity to apologize for throwing my temper on you guys~:D Off course, i always apologise straight after that!:D but still feel grateful to join GROOVE and being part of the workshop group~=) hopefully our friendship will last~

Been reading the past entries that I had posted in the blog. To be honest, I dare not read the first few months or years of entries as..I noticed that my English was totally crap! lols.. Hopefully my English have improved lots since then~ =)

By the way, from the past entries I found memories that I never remember happening in my life and discovered that I was totally a childish and foolish~ hahas.. those're the two words tat I can describe myself as.. (^.*) But those are best and unforgetable part of my life~=)

Feeling Empty

Isn't tat car look attractive? It's HUMMER~ gosh.. expensive.. i saw 3 of it..there's another one tat i really like it..it looks more "charismatic"... just wish tat i can just sit once on car like this.. =)

p.s. took it infront of my store.. (>.<)

Anyway, it been a boring and tiring day for me. Even though I haven't done anything much.. that is staying in the store and wondering around..talk talk talk..lols.. But it's really boring..as Cabramatta seems to be a "Dead" suburb for the past few days.. I think it might be due to the WEATHER~ been changing..i.e. it can be extreme HOT and a sudden BIG fall in temperature.. (-.-) Now i know understand why in the early morning, there's always a long line infront of the clinic..

Well.. been feeling empty.. even though i know that i have numerous works to do..but i am just too lazy to start or complete it.. (z_Z)

P.s. to be honest, I feel hurt from the bottom of my heart.. (wonder why...)

People's life is so unpredictable. U'll never know what'll happen next.

Today I experienced a car accident..the first and I hope that this will be the last.. To be honest, I feel really bless that neither my brother and I got hurt from this.. However, I felt cheated and pissed off...

I am too lazy to go into detail. To sum up everything, it's just an unlucky day for us.. We ran into a PRO, who want to collect insurance compensation..

From this, I finally accept the fact that Aussie are really racist towards ASIAN.. They just play nice in the surface but deep down in their blood, they hate us.. Off course..I ain't refering to all..but MAJORITY are~ This really disappointed me......

Anyway, this is the photo of HIS car... Ain't tat serious right???



This is OUR car.. we can't even drive it... (-.-)''''

According to the AUSTRALIA law, no matters what... The parties who hit from the back, always at fault~ So... We received a ticket and a deduct of 3 Points..but the other guy ain't any better.. He also got a Ticket + (unknown points deducted)...

Sometimes, I wonder, is all the laws set are good/ benefical to everyone? If there's people who came out with this policy, there's definitly someone out there who will misuse the policy and use it as a way to earn extra benefit...So..Is it still right to blindly follow the laws?

For every Failure, it's the beginning of Success

Finally...after 3 years of not cooking a proper dish, this is the first dish i cooked~~~ (=.=) it's bitter melon soup!!! heex..does it look good? this is totally done by myself!:D

well..to me it's look ALL RIGHT...at least make me wanna eat it..just tat..when u taste the soup..it's tasteless~~~~(=.=) well..it's just tat i forget to put seasoning~~~ lols.. dumb me yeah? lols..

anyway...after facing so many failures in the past few weeks, i learned to face the failures and work on it~ treating it as a learning outcome and try to turn it into success! (Even though, I don't really think tat i had achieved any high achievement till now~).. However, having a high aim..it's always benefical..=) motivate you to work harder and try to achieve higher!!!:D

Year 2010

Happy New year everyone!!!:D may all of you be bless in this year.=)
- Single being able to find an ideal partner.
- Couple will get to know each other more and the chemistry will improve~:D
- Family being as united as posible~:D
- Friends will be more understanding and shows more concern to each other.
- Studies... achieving the score that is set.
- Career.. success and get promotion.
- Business.. earning lots!

cherish whoever and whatever you have now~:D

best wishes to all of you~:D

Wondering who's the cute boy? He ain't my child (-.-) hahas.. he's my cousin~ currently in AMERICA~ hahas.. missing him lots.~~~

Anyway..i must be crazy to update my rotten blog at this time.. (12 midnight, high weighting assignment due on wednesday and work starts at 9 am tomorrow).

Just to say it's BURNING HOT nowadays in Australia.. today gonna be 39 degree~ my god..i will definitely turning into a cooked carrot~ cooked mountain pig~ cooked siew mian~..

Missing all those days I have in singapore..the memories that I have over there..Friends that i made there...=) I feel so good tat there're people who really understand and know me well~:D I FEEL BLESS now~:D

Still...I GOT TO GO AND COMPLETE MY ASSIGNMENT NOW~

Everyone seems to be moving on...but I am left behind..

Tears been falling from my eyes onto my cheeks.....
whenever I am alone..
I know why and I know I shouldn't...
I do know that I must not and can not cry infront of anyone..especially infront of my family...
So...I choose to drop tears when I am alone..

I know no one would read my blog anymore... only those who care for me would..or even those who just happened to be bored..

I am really suffering....but I know...my dad is suffering more.. so I shouldn't be complaining and shouldn't show it out to him nor my family... this will make him and them more stress and tired...
Whenever tears came rolling down my face..I would wish someone would be there to help me, give me a hug or at least listen to me.. but...none... I know there're people who really are caring and worrying for me... but... sometimes... I just don't want to trouble them too much..even I know that they are not only my friends but CLOSEST friends.. but I still can't.. As..whenever I turn to someone... I am either rejected or ignored... I know they are busy..especially when we are all university students now..having lots of assignments and group works due soon..

Really feel that everyone is moving on..but I had been standing at the same spot for a long long time...

I am really tired and............upset.....but I can't really do anything.. but I know I have to try..but I am afraid that I don't have the energy to even try...

Back to reply all tag~=)

Firstly, I would need to apologize to everyone who had leave a message on my tagboard and I would not be able to reply them on the tagboard itself...As it would be difficult for everyone to go down my tagboard and look for my reply right?hahas....So I had decided to reply it here~=)


To Huy: hahas...sorry about it...but really~no money~=( if you don't mind, you can sponser me one~hahas.=) anyway...your english really improved lots~ hahas...is that suppose to a break for you? i thought it should a study weeks/month? hahas...but hope that your prelim results are good and also all the best for your o'level! Must score well,yeah?=) my school life? read the later post~you would know~ hais...

To Jolie: hahas..why do you think that i replied to the wrong person?hahas...is it becus i kept replying other's messages to your moblie?hahas..(>.<) sorry..but maybe i had replied the wrong person..=) but now..i wouldn't be able to reply as my credit is back to ZERO! hahas.. erm..im not too sure i would be able to go online again~actually i do go online~but whenever i went online~no one is there~=)


To Jenny: hahas~SEE THIS! is this better off?hahas..=) really miss you gals alot!and also not forgetting~ah huy~hahas.=) erm...you guys really make me smile and laugh alot~ i felt im not worthwhile here~ =(


To Xiao shi (Yongxin): CHEN XIAO SHI!!!!!=) really miss calling out your name like that..hais... hahas...=) thanks for your support~really!!!! =)i will really jiayou over here!=) really miss you gals...missing 4e1'o7... all those memories we had in singapore and also not forgetting SEM MAMA!=) hahas..


To Xinglin: Zhuzhuling ar~hahas....i also wish to go back~but main thing is now...no time and no money~ hais...if i want to go anywhere i would need to saveup the money on my own~my brothers would be asking me to SAVE! and tell me that..all his money had spent on my~now he have nothing much~hahas!=) but when im goin back to singapore...i would inform you!!! don't worry~=)


Secondly, i think that only my truth friends from Singapore and Cambodia would treasure reading those entries that i had updated....hais.~ Maybe im too sensitive and i shouldn't be asking too much from all friends im having now in Australia... But im really feeling very lost~ no sense of secure~ hais~=(


Thirdly, I might be going back to cambodia for a short period...as my family is applying for visa and the Australia immigration want me to leave Australia in order to give me, my visa~ hais...which also mean that i might need to give up my Foundation Studies- semester2 and go back. Thus, I might need to come back and join the other steam semester2....


when i received this news, i still dropped tears for them* but now i think it does not really worth while to some people~ hais... anyway...i think im thinking too much~ ignore what i said earlier~ just looking for somewhere to "vomit" out all my unhappiness...suddenly found out that i don't really have any one to "vomit" all my unhappiness out now~ really miss all bestfriends i have in singapore~ all those memories~ =( if i were to choose family, no friends...choose friends, no family~ hais... hope you guys understand what i mean~


Lastly, it seems like...BC5'o8 is going to break up soon~hahas...seems like..everyone is leaving~ Like yesterday, Jason had left Australia for China to visit his grandfather~ hais... though i know that he would be coming back in 10days time but...i have feeling that i might be leaving before he came back~ he's really a very good friend that i do not want to lose~=(


I think that all i want to update on~ really tired...headaches are coming back~


Once again~really thanks alot to my friends in singapore to be so supportive!=) i don't regret having you guys as my bestest FRIENDs in singapore~=)


Karenn*

Back to update~

Hey everyone~ Finally I am back to update this ROTTEN BLOG~ WHICH SEEMS TO BE A FOREST NOW~hahas.. but now im trying to cut down all those branches that's are round this blog~hahas..(if u understand what i mean, if not, it's alright.=))

Anyway~i know that if i upload this image~JENNY SOK will DEFINITELY KILL ME!hahas~ but it's a very good memory for me to remember right?hahas (right? JENNY~) really missing those friends i have in singapore~ hope that they had not forgotten me yet... these few days have been reading a lot~ *i believed that many people would be damn surprise to see that~i manage to read a almost 5cm thick english book~hahas~ it's totally impossible for me in the past but now~i manage to~which seems to be miracle~hahas.

I had just finished my Semester1 examinations and I had received my results~not as good as I had aimed for~ though teachers and friends have been very encouraging~my brother~(=.=) have been kind *discouraging* but i know that he's doing all these for my own good~hais... This is my very first time feeling of "giving up hope" in my studies...though I do not mean every subjects but there's one subject that I totally feel like giving up on... BUT it stands the most credit in my total GPA. hais~ *having the feeling to burst out into tears*.=(

However, I can't give up because now I do not have time to feel depress~Time seems to be out for me~Semester2 days seem to be running fast(just like a maraton). Hais~=( Semester2 examinations are round the corner~it's an examination that would determine whether I can get into Uni~I do not want to stay in this foundation building anymore! I want to move to the main Uni buliding~ The Business Building~!

Do wish my all the best yeah?=) All the best to everyone too~ Friends in singapore~ not too sure whether u have gotten back your results but still wishing the best of luck to all of you too~=) O'level students and N'level students~ STUDY HARD do not go out too often! all those hard work u give now~would really worthwhile in future!=)

Karenn*CarrotOrange

Talented children!!

Autumn in Australia

Please don't mind the picture. That are just some pictures that taken by my Er Ge, Kevin, when we have nothing much to do when my Da Ge, Steven, wasn't around at home. (*.*)

That's my beloved boots, that I DARE NOT WEAR IT OUT. This is because of...it looks totally like a COW-skin. (o.o) NEW TOP! TBY- to be young- japan brand.

It's been a week ever since the last entry that I had posted. In just one week time, many things had happened....
*Si Chuan-China- got earthquakes.
-> many people die during the natural disaster. "(

First attack was on 12th May 2oo8 and the second attack was on 17th May 2oo8 (if I am not wrong). What we should do now, not to feel upset but to start donating money to China! (>.<) Also, to pray hard that there would be more and more survivors being save!
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Back to Karenn's world....

For the last week, many things happened... Off course both bad and good... But I would only post my happiness.=) Friday was the day... The first lunch I went out for our class lunch activity!!!(>.<) Lunch at a Chinese restaurant-Yum Cha! Vivian, Sherie, Karen & Stacey

Allen, Skip, Jason, Jin & Vincent

It was in deep a very meaningful trip!!(*.*) Though, Allen, Stacey and I reached late and were the last few who start eating!! (o.o) Off course, we wouldn't dare to eat too long as........ the restaurant is going to close at that point of time. (They would only open during morning time and night time.) That night, Stacey went to stay over at my house for one night! (X.X) SURPRISE?!!! Actually..she wanted to buy some clothes from my Dad's Shop in Cabramatta, but it's already quite late if she's going to buy those clothes. That night, was the day our friendship grows. (>.<)

I got to stop typing till here.... as..... I HAVE NOT COMPLETE THE ASSIGNMENTS THAT HAVE TO BE HAND IN TOMORROW! Wish me good luck..... as there are a Essay writing test tomorrow too and I totally have not prepare...=.=

WASHING CLOTHES!!*

Karenn*

Depressing?

It's currently autumn now in Australia, Sydney. However, I seems to be in Winter instead. (>.<) Actually it's the coat that is with the fur that makes it look thick, but it's not thick at all. (-.+) Anyway, this is a picture i took in my family's Australia shop with the MOST popular/attractive swan behind me. (^^.) **GROWING FAT**

Feeling Depress..............
I am not too sure whether am I thinking too much again or it's the fact... This few days, I keep having the feeling/thought that I am really ignoring, in the sense of kept bothering friends around me. (>.<) Or should I say that I feel that they thinks/feels that I am ignoring. Sometimes I might feel that I am really extra. Like..when I treat a person as my closest friend but she doesn't, instead, she treats me totally as a NORMAL friend. I really dislike/scare of this feeling. I do not want to have history repeating again in my life. Especially unhappy memory. A memory that I had never talk about in my own life. ( No offense to anyone. *Peace*)

Sometimes, these problems would causes me to think "why do we, humans have to make friends in our life?" and "why do I need to treat her so good when she treats me like a friend that can easily forgotten?"

Trying to stop thinking so much.............................

Missing those days we were once together.....
Really misses those days I had in Singapore with both my house mates and schoolmates. How I wish that there would be a time machine that would be able to bring me back to the days that I miss most........

( There are some people giving comments that my font are too small, thus, I am using LARGEST font. )

Karenn*CarrotOrange

Survey test-Get To know yourself better.

Actually, I had done this survey test a year ago but once again, I am trying this to see whether there's any change and there's really some little changes. hahas. =) This proved that people would change easily. (-.+)

However, I still thinks that the first attempt is more likely to be truth for myself. (>.<)

Try this on this website:

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Karen*CarrotOrange

Trip to Guang Zhou XIANGJING

School life*

Green apple was what I had just finished eating.=) I found out that the green apple in Australia does not taste sour but SWEET*!=) Surprising yeah?hahas.

It's lucky that the green apple here tastes sweet not sour, as from now on, I have to eat green apple often because of my gastric pain.(>.<) That's what I heard from my Cousin Brother-In-Law.=) Ever since the day I went to my grandparents' tomb/grave, I suffer this sickness. I do take medicines but off course, not too often as it would turn into a habit.

Actually I think that I had already adapted to my lifestyle in Australia. [ I am really someone who is very feasible.=)] I am enjoying my student life beside all those scolding I got from lecturers.(>.<) Enjoying in the sense of love being with my classmates ( bonding class ) and attending those lectures and tutorials ( Most importantly is adapting to having 3 different teachers for each Academic English tutorials. ) that I'm finally understood. (-.+) [ Arrived on earth.(>.<) ]

Formal

Informal

This is my BC5 family photo!=) Finally out! We took it last Wednesday during one of our mathematics tutorial! It were taken by our maths teacher, Jim, which is MIA in the photo.hahas. (>.<)

Love my classmates lot!=)

Karen*CarrotOrange