I think I need to stop depending on others~ No one i can talk to.. no one listen to me~ then..just leave it..i will keep my mouth shut..
I should know..everyone is busy with their things.. eveyone have their own problem.. YES.. that true.. so...i shouldn't bother them.. I should be more understanding... but..who can be more undrestanding towards me? no one.. then..fine!~ i will left it too.. having family... = none.. having anything.. or anyone.. also = to nothing.. then.. im just nothing~