***sad***happy***stress**

aLoha...
sorry!! this few days didn't come online...
and also never come and update..
cuz laptop spoilt le.. haha...
now using cousin de laptop...
to update blog entires..
friendster profile..
check mails..
and more lo..
hehe...
tis few days really very stress...
ok la...start frm this monday

MONDAY 18/04/2005:
appointment day...
sian diaox..
yixiang..mitchel n jiaqi at first said tat they wanna go with me one..but in de end didn't..
mitchel i dunno why...
but yixiang told me tat he dun have the feeling to go le...
den jiaqi is tat she is not feeling well..
nevermind lo...
but happened tat...2:45 i have to go back for dnt de extra lesson...
i can't go too long la...i go there till 3:15 or 20 like this...
miss tan started her lesson at 3p.m.
aiyo..
but in de end god bless me that...
jolie is willing to go to novena with me to go for appointment..
after seeing de doctor..jolie said tat she also wanna come and see this doctor..for her face..

TUESDAY 19.04.2005:
skool lesson forgotten wat happened le...
but after school at first got maths olympic one but den change dun have...
den me jiaqi xuewen xinglin accompany xiao pang and jh to go and buy xiao pang mama de birthday present..
at first is go to causeway..
but then later xuewen n jiaqi said tat they dun wanna go to causeway..
so we went to sun plaza instead...
when we were on de way to giftland...
someone hit jh de head...
tat was his dad...
he was been catch red handed...
cuz he ly to his dad tat he is goin to YJC for sport day one la..
but now in sun plaza...
aiyo..
xiao pang in de end brought a pig for his mum...haha...
tat pig look alike with xiao pang...
so cute one le..haha..

WEDNESDAY 20.04.2005:
i found my geography workbook le..
u know what took it?
de puan qiang qiang!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i brought a new book le la!!!
nevermind..
english teacher go on course!!!yesh!!!
but got homewrk...
sian diao...
have to stay back do de dnt craftwork.. haha...no la..
me n jian hui have to stay back...
den jiaqi stay back with us too...
in de dnt craftroom...got yulong who help us...haha...
we had alot of fun le...

THURSDAY 21.04.05
english teacher never come again...yesh!!!
den got english lesson n also music lesson..
during music lesson we had alot of fun...
jonathan becum my lao po..
me becum his lao gong..haha..
we down there act alot le..haha..
den after school dun say le la...

FRIDAY 22.04.05
after school got to stay back again for de maths olympic...
this time is teach by mr raj..
sian diao...
hai~~~
den after school got 100 metre run...
den me n kelly n xuewen go back to classroom and stay there n play..
xuewen slept in de class while me is bout to sleep...s
kelly wake me up...haha..
den jh was playing with other gals..
de volleyball...jolie told me alot of things..
i'm thinking should i believe jolie or continue to trust jh?
i know tat my de trust in him..is geting smaller and smaller...
how long can i trust him?
hai~~~
stress!!!
den last night i heard tat we are going to change house le...
hai~~~i dun wan!!!
den last night talk to jh til 2 plus...den sleep..

TODAY:
nothing happened lo...hehe..
but today can't go to church..
aiya dun say la...
got to go le...
bb


things to say:
-+=dO try tO truSt somEonE...=+-

a love story

tiS iS a tOuchinG lOvE stOry...

wisH taT u guYs wiLL likE iT...

Message: 3 yrs ago..

Kin n Angel were 2 lovely couple..

Kin was a full time SAF guy..

who works all day n didn't haf sufficient time 2 be wif Angel..

So Angel offen pick up quarrels wif him due 2 tis..

at e beginning of their relationship..

they promise each other they wil buy gifts for each other every weekends..

As they promise each other..

Angel went 2 buy Army designed action figures 4 Kin

coz Kin was in love wif tis kind of action figures..

N Kin..he wil always late for their date..

yet he onli went 2 buy a ring 4 her..

juz noting specially..

nt designed RIng..

but at 1st..

Angel loves tat ring althought it's simple..

but aft a yr..

Kin stil buys her e same ring..

n Angel started 2 get sick of e RIng..

but she dun wish 2 tell Kin bout tis..

2yrs ltr..

Kin called up Angel n wish 2 meet her for a tok..

n Kin sound serious..

Tat night..

Kin: dear..

Angel: Yes..

Kin: i'm goin off soon..

Angel: to Where?!

Kin: USA..

Angel: Y..watz That 4?

Kin: USA army ask our country 2 go there n haf a exchange of Knowledge..

Angel: but y muz b u?!!

Kin: i oso nt sure but..tml i'm leaving..take tis...

Angel: tis again!! y u kip giving me tis STUPID ring..

i dun wan tis(she pass back 2 kin)!!!

Kin:..(turn n walk away..)

juz like tat..

Kin leaves..

Angel went home n cried through out e nite..

juz hope Kin wil gif her a call..

but he didn't..

till e nxt day..

Kin called n told her he is goin off soon..

he at e airport..

but by e time Angel reach e airport..

Kin..

is no longer there..

6months ltr...

Angel was on her way back...

she saw Kin..

Kin approached her n pass her e RIng again..

Kin: dear..except it please..

Angel: ..(speechless n took e RIng..)

Kin: dear..pls...4get mi..

Angel: WHAT?!?!

Kin: .....(turned n walk off...)

Angel: Wait!!

Angel run towards where Kin goes off 2 chase for him but..

he disappeared..

Angel went home n called Kin's house but his parents say he's nt home yet..

she hang up n went 2 sleep..

the image of Kin saying "4get me..pls.."

kip on comin into Angel's mind..

suddenly...

her phone rings...

n she's being shocked 2 wake up..

???: Hello??

Angel: U r??

???: I'm callin from American UnivesityHospital..

Angel: who u lookin 4?

Nurse: i'm looking for miss Angel..

Angel: I'm am..

Nurse: Erm..do u noe e guy who's name is Kin?

Angel: Ya..(wondering..)

Nurse: erm..sumting happen 2 him..

he was on a trip n he met a accident..

a broken tree broke off n hits directly on him..

Angel: How is he now?!?!?(crying..)

Nurse: Miss..pls relax n cool down..

i'm sad 2 tell u tat....

He's DEAD..

Angel: No!..It can't be!!..i juz saw him!!..

can i noewat time is his death?

Nurse: 2 hrs ago..

Angel: No!!..it's imposible!!!(Angel hang up e phone..)

Angel cant believe it..

she cried n cried till her eyes sore n her tear from tears..

become bleeds..

she can't take tis news..

days pass..

she been not eating..

slpin..

or even rest..

but juz cry...

she lock herself up in her room..

n she went 2 took all those RIng that Kin bought 4 her..

her observe n looks around at all e ring..

suddenly..

she realise..

inside every diamond..

there's a words..

She took out all the ring den she realise she gt she gt 25 diamond ring..

look carefuly..

she realise..

all those ring forms up a sentence..

she reads out..

"Angel..I..Love..U..Pls..Be..Wif..Me..4eve"..

she felt strange..

it's nt complete..

suddenly..

she rmb e last ring tat Kin pass her..

she took out frm her pocket n..read..

"Angel..I..Love..U..Pls..Be..Wif..Me..4ever"..

she start 2 cry again..

Actually..

kin was late 4 their date is becoz he nid 2 rush aft his work n go n get tis designed RIng..

n Angel doesn't noe bout it..

kin is able 2 pass Angel e last ring..

it's nt him..

but his soul..

what de story wan to says bout is:

-appreciate everything u had recieved...

-love de people around u now...

-always listen to de ppl who is feeling sad...

i think that is it..liao la...end here...

wish that u enjoy reading this entire...

bye...

***sick!!!***sad***cry***happy!!***laugh***

aLoHa!!

mE bacK agaiN foR 2DaY de updatinG oF bLog...

tOdaY beTtEr dEn yEsterdaY lA...cuZ i nOe waT happEned lE...
sO kE liaN dEar dEar..hiS hanDphonE dE linE bEen cuT...
aLL mY fauLt evEn hE duN saY i aLsO nOe waT happEned...
haiZzZz~~~
tOday canT gO tO sErvicE... siaN diaOx...
tOdaY wEllingtOn primarY skOoL aLsO goT spoRt daY!!!
buT didnT gO..
hExhEx...
i onLi nOe taT oN mOndaY dE chEerinG onE...rEd hOusE gOt dE firsT!!!
yesH!!! praiSe gOd...
anD i aLso goT dE nEws taT rEd hOusE tiLL nOw iS lEadiNg dE firSt!!!
hAhA...
weLL 2daY nEvEr gO sErvicE cuZ haviN fEvEr...
dEn yEstErday weNt 2 hUiLi housE 4 carEgrP...dEn mE havinG fEveR...
anD mY tEmpEratuRe iS 38.1 dEgrEE... wow!!!hiGh fEveR!!!
haha...
dE i caN feeL taT aLL dE sistEr arOunD mE juS likE mY reaL sistA...
sO carE foR me!!! iM sO tOuch....heXheX...
dEn latEr On...mE haF tO gO tO skOoL cuZ haF spEecH daY...
buT bE4 taT i haF tO meT jiA qi n jaSminE cuZ i prOmisEd tO...
buT i waS latE meEtinG thEm...
hExhEx...
buT thEy didnT bLamE mE...hEhE...
sO gOoD oF thEm... hExhex...
hahA...
durinG dE paradE...
i dEn noE waT aLex saiD buT horse kick...
haha...cuZ i saW deaR deaR maTch tiLL vEry funnY...
haha...shhhhh...bettEr duN leT hiM sEE tiS...
laTer hE maLu...likE ms kOo...haha...jus kidding...jus kidding...
sOrry...a liTTlE maD lE...haXhaX...
dEn aT nighT deaR deaR usEd hiS muM dE handphonE smS mE...
dEn mE caLL hiM...anD lisTen 2 hiM expLaiN...
haXhaX..i noE aLex'S dE sEcRet lE... wAhaha...
buT i canT saY ouT...cuZ i prOmisEd deAr dEar lE...
hEhE...soOo sOrry...
buT noW i dunnO shOuld angrY oR thanks joliE n taT aLex le...aiyA dun carE lE la!!!
dEn yEstErday taLk oN dE phonE tiLL bouT 2a.m ba..dEn slp...
anD juS nOw gO guixiN's bLog!!!
dEn sEe taT's a "fcuk u" pErsOn dOwn thErE taLk cOck!!
anyhOw scOld peOpLe!!!
siaO!!!dUn daRe tO puT hiS/hEr Own namE...
cOwarD!!!
buT i tinK iS hE/shE dunNo hOw 2 speLL hiS/hEr oWn namE dEn puT "fcuk u"...
oR evEn borN wiF nO namE...haha...LoLx...
sTuPid siA!!!
hai~~~oK la...enD hErE... wisH taT mE wiLL recoVer soOn!!!

ThinGs 2 saY:

-+=aLwaYs tiNk tOwarDs dE posiTivE sidE buT noT nEgetivE sidE...=+-
-+=dO carE mOrE foR dE peOpleS arOund u...=+-
-+=aLwayS leT othErs haF a chancE tO exPlaiN...=+-
-+=aLwayS taLk tO suMonE whEneVer u feeLs saD...=+-
-+=aLwayS liStEn tO dE onE whO tEll u hiS/hEr feeLing...=+-

***sad***sian***stupid of me***

aLo...hapPy apriL fOoL daY!!!
quite a long time never cum update le...
so sorry...
this few days also quite hard to cum online...cuz laptop de internet got problem..
me now using my cousin's laptop...dun tell her that...
cuz i didn't ask whether i can use not...hehe...shhhhhhh
this is a secret between us...
hehe..ok la...
this few days or even weeks alot of things had happened to me...
firstly is happy things...
secondly is unhappy things...
thirdly is things that made me feel like killing myself lo..
haha...very foolish ba...
but cuz of him...i hurtx alot...
i even drop tears for him...in class...at home...
even jus now when i wake up...i can feel tat my face is really very wet...
did i cried?when i'm slping?
when i woke up and feels that my face is wet...
i ask myself those qns beside jus now de two qns...
why did i drop tears for him?
why didn't i drop tears for the other guys i love before?
is this a truth love?
does a man worth a women's tear?
does he?
if it doesn't..why alot of gals drop tears for their guy?
why?
as for yesterday in school during geography lesson dunnoe wat happened...
me and him started to quarrel...
den during music that time...
i onli can says that i can't bear with it anymore...
i have to drop de tears out...
alot of my friends asked me why...
i didn't answer cuz i dunno how to...
me now dunnoe is to hate u or love u...
u had already hurtx me alot...
and i noe that i also hurtx u alot...
as what my mian yang said...
if de both of us love till so hard...why not jus break le ba...
break is more better than continue...
like what most of us says...
de deeper we love...de deeper de hurt will be...
that's right...
if i didn't agree to start this relationship it might be more better...
that's right...
friendship will last longger than relationship...
haha..
do i know how to smile?
i dun think so....
why i always have fever or even high fever after i had quarrel with him?
i now onli knoe that i really hurtx alot...
heart been broken...
sms him...no reply...haha...
waited for so long for his reply..
frm yesterday afternoon...evening...night...midnight...morning till now!!!
does it worth?
does i have to continue to wait?
hai~~~whenever a message comes in i will think tat it is u de one who sms me...
but too bad it isn't...haha...so foolish of me...
de things u said can i still believe?
i dun think so le la...
de things that supposed to end earlier...will end soon ba...
end here...


-+=appreciate de people around u...=+-
---when u see de one u love is leaving u one step by one step...u will knoe de hurtx..---
no matter we break anot...we will still be friends...bye...