***wishes***

yoxxx..me back lei...
heex...well..come here update also nth to do too...haha...
where got nth to do?!!!got lor!!!study!!!!
oh my!!!going mad lei!!!!
hai...
heart kept running away!!!haha...
what i mean was that i can't concentrate in moi study la...haha...
okay..sorry for being mad...
today is lirong de birthday!!!
today also michael de birthday!!!
but lirong is 15th while michael is 21!!!
last night can't say much...so now say!!!
okay...moi wishing to lirong la..
lirong!!!
tis year 15 years old le!!got to know how to take good care of urself lei!!!
got to be more obedient wor!!!towards ur parents...
teacher...all na...and more dong shi!!!
heex...wish that tis year all de wishes u wanna will be granted!!!
this year de result will be more better than last year!!!is much more wor!!!jiayou!!!
and off course!!!friends forever!!!
okay la...end the blessing me wanna give u..
well...michael...don't really thinks tat u can see it...but wish so lor...
haha...well...michael...how did i get to know u ar...haha...
remember le...through de first time i sell ice-cream!!!heex...
well...here to give moi blessing to u ar..
well...wish u tat in this year of 21years old...
u and ur gf will be more and more en ai!!!even u don't have one yet but at least...
find ur truth love na!!!heex...and this year ur results will be much more better than before!!!
good luck to u in everything!!!and also..happy to know u...heex...
all the best!!!end here...heex...
will...me down here also wanna wish that moi da ge..in australia!!!
u will get be more and more joyful in ur university life and FIND ONE DA SAO FOR ME LE LA!!!
haha...okok...well...all the best to u..in ur university life..and don't stress up urself too much wor..
cuz see u stress...ur beloved meimei also more stress!!!okay la...end here...

yoxxx..allo...
haha..me going to be doing english project siao liao..heex..
well...jus change this blog the skin ar!!!nice ma???
haha...well..while changin the skin..me down here watching vcd!!!
hai..sian ar..me now so sian ar!!!
ohya..me here to update moi blog lei!!!
didi!!!don't scold me le wor!!!
and happy birthday lirong!!!
haha..well..me really nth to say...but only...
happy!!!cuz me see so many happiness things happening around me!!
me also feel happy lei!!!heex...
okay la...me think mi stop here lei!!!
and common test jus tis coming monday...dunno whether ke yi pass ma...
sian diao!!!!
okay la...end here..bye bye..
and good luck to everyone!!!heex...
and LEMON TEA COOL FOREVER!!!!
LOVE YA!!!!HEEX..

***sick***

yoxxx...jus came back from sun plaza...
today didn't go to school...cuz sick...truly saying...not only me fallen sick...
even both my guardian.their children.ah huy and jenny also fallen sick lei...
jenny now having high fever...haiyo..
but yet today she went to school...
dunno why suddenly the whole house fallen a sick...
today morning actually get ready all stuffs..ready to go school...but how i know when i wake up...backbone there is real pain...and stomach too...then head feels very dizzy...
shower finish lei...actually want to tie hair de...but end up me fainted...and fall onto moi bed...
then no choose to stay at home...cuz really can't walk le...
like 8 plus go see doctor with moi guardian..wow..wait very long lei..mi down there really very de xing gu..the doctor said tat we all got stomach flu...
hai...sian diao...tml still have to go to school...cuz doctor only gave me one day mc...
today mdm sem also didnt go school..sian diao lor..haha...jus now met out jolie and jiaqi..then alex n nicholas came along..then later yixiang also came along lei..down there eat...really can't eat..cuz no wei kuo...ZzzZzz
today saw bernice..suddenly walk to me and say hi to me..wow scare me..haha..choi bu la de..heex..
met lots of ppl de lei..hai..sian ar..ohya..today morning actually met jin feng de..to go school copy but end up i didn't turn up..well..tat er ge also very de wei da la hor...6.45 den reached..so no one own anything lor...heex..end here..

***sianzation***

yoxxx
that's deziree pierce of work for moi...the class t-shirt..
nice ba???heex
xiie xiie nii wor..;-)
just change moi blogskin...
truthly saying..nth much to say lei..
me just nth to do...heex...
well then say bout last night ba...
hm...last night...watch tv...the channel u de..wow...
handsome guys and beautiful ladies...haha...
so loving lor...heex..^_^
while watching..didi called me..then talk to him lor..then later he got second call...
so i just hang up...and wait ba..while watching the show...
later me call jolie to talk...cuz too sian...then moi 'good' guardian..
go and switch off the lights of moi...then very dark...
so kinda of scary so me call jolie to talk...then how i know...
only a few minutes..moi didi call me to call the silver the phone..to conference...
really have lots of fun...cuz alots of ppl down there..about 6...then xy kept quarreling with jw..
haiyo...okay la...end here..bye..*_*

***sian***

me on the phone..with moi beloved didi..then the jenny come and take moi pic..
haiyo...
me now so lonely...
hai...feels tat everyone is having their own problems..
comparing moi problems and their..my is jus like a piece of shit...
then everyone is like...hard to share problems with...cuz scare they will think too much moi problems to their problems...
or scare they might get too worry for me...or scare that i will disturb till them...
hai...really dunno who to talk to when i'm sad..
i really don't want to be their sadness..
hai...really very the sad...
want to scream also cannot!!!!
hai...end here lei...bye...

***sadness***

this blogskin hao ma???
haha...
me now so sian lei...
yesterday night just went to watch 49days..very nice lei!!!heex...
must xiexie steven and yixiang wor...for treating me and jenny to watch na...
haha...not really very scary...cuz me and jenny kept closing our eyes ma...then when the scary things want to appear lei...the both of us scream like mad...haha...like if only we in the cinema...heex...
hai...every weekdays so good...but weekends sucks lor...
me like every saturday and sunday wake up at 7 plus..no matter waht..then will reminds me about that time...sian diao...
me don't wanna lai...
the feelings is suck lor...but who can i say to??
sian lei!!!!
okay lai...me think i will end lei lai...bye...

***heex***

yoXxx...me back again...heex
lazy to go and study..haha..so come update moi entire..heex...
today so sian lei...~sIaNzaTiOn~
haha...hm...got one part i can't forget...is during CLD lesson...
today..mdm sem gave us each a copy of an article about a guy called..Roger Kool...he's an radio host...i think some of u might know...but i bet is de people like 20plus like that then know him ba..heex...
he's blind...since the aged of 5...just because of eye cancer!!![so pity him lei]
this causes the kids in the school dislike him..as that time..his family is also facing money problems...so he doesn't have much pocket money...
very poor thing right???
after a few years...he comes across as someone who has never allowed his handicap to beat him down..he only tells himself one thing..and that's...
"know what you can do, what you want to do and go out and get it."
and this causes him to have the ambition of being the host of the radio!!!
i lean that we should do all the best we can give in something u wanna do most and never let go even u faces some difficulties...
okay la...i think i will end here...bye...

***v-day***

zZzZzZz...i wanna sleep la...really very tired...but yet can't go and slp cuz of moi wet hair..ZzZzZ..really very tired na...
after one whole day of selling flowers on the somerset road..ZzZzZz..really wanna sleep lai...
haiyo..sian ar...
firstly...wish everyone a HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!!!
today...sell roses to alot of ppl...different kinds of couples orh...haha...
eg. bois who are very romantic..bois who are very straight forward..bois who are very the IDIOT!!!!die die also don't want to buy for the gal..even thought the gal wanna!!!!haiyo...can't take it...
hard to sell roses lei..exp on valentine day..cuz roses very ex!!!but yet lots of ppl brought..cuz for the sake of his gf...they can spend lots of money de wor...haha...
felt so happy for the couples lei...heex...today i even saw couples quarrelling...and also...before goin to somerset...saw one gal cried lei...a guy ran very fast..jus to console the gal from stoppin crying..haiyo...valentine day..can see this kind of things happened..very sad lei...=(
ohya...wanna thx...snip3r[marcus] from buying one roses and gave it to me wor...and also wanna thx the guy who had make a flower out of the balloon...heex..xiexie wor...
and wanna thx moi two dears for giving the me presents wor..heex..love it lots!!!
before i leave..to moi gan di ar..[steven]boi ar..always be more zi dong wor..don't wait till the gal wanna reached home lei...then said that u wanna send her home la...haiyo..me wanna help him to say sorry to the gal ar..i think the gal will know who is the gal lei ba...haha...
okay la...really wanna sleep lei..end here..

just wanna wish couples to be together forever...
whose who are single...jus like me...will get one soon!!!heex

argh!!!!!!!!!u break the promise u given me!!!!!!!!!!
i hate u!!!!!!!!and this is forever!!!!!!!!!!
don't even want me to forgive u lei!!!!!!!!!!!!i really hate u!!!!!!!!!!
i hate u to the core!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!go and die ba!!!!!!!!!!die le me more happy!!!!!!!!!!

feel that there is no one there for me!!!!all moi bestfriends were like...
whenever i need u guys!!!!i can't contact till anyone!!!!!!!!!!!
really really really very tired...tired of everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is there any wall for me to go and knock on????
i'm really very tired lei....
what life am i havin now????
i don't want to get to another me.......i hate the other side of me...can anyone help me out????
out of the darkness...really don't know what myself really want!!!!!
tired and headache lei!!!!!
i don't want the other side of me coming out!!!!!
i don't want my own whole eyes is full of hatred!!!!i don't want...pls...help me to get out of this...
i really want to get to australia!!!!mama...i really very regret that time i rejected to get to australia...!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to forget everything...i really want!!!come on car...just any car...come and knock me down!!!!jiayou!!!come ba...i don't mind!!!!!!!!!!!
this is the only way i can feels much more better and the other side of me will not come out!!!i can ease all the bad memories that i don't want again!!!!!!!!!!!!!come ba...
car...come and knock me down!!!!

yoxxx...ni men hao...i'm back again lei..heex
today like going back to same place like that...
morning tuition...argh...today can only have english lesson while the a amaths lesson will be push back to this coming friday..as today the stuffs are helding a important meeting...for the o levels...
so me and jiaqi straight after the tuition.we went to go and have our breakfast...in fact is i'm the one who want to eat...cuz too hungry...
after a heavy breakfast..we got onto the bus167 to get to sun plaza as i wanted to go and lent some books from the library..[wow..out of the sudden.karen become so guai]
after the borrowing of books...we went to mac.as kaven is working there.so we as friends go and buy food to eat and sit there do nth..oh my..suai suai saw classmate..
then later we went to causeway..actually want to go and see which present we can get to our ****but in the end up.we down there shop for our things and buy the things we want...haha..then we decided to go and take neoprint when suddenly qi the mama called and ask to meet her at sun plaza..so we end up going back to sun plaza..after our lunch.jiaqi they all went off.so me end up so lonely.but yet manage to meet steven and his friend in sunplaza so went off together..wait for yixiang so long..
we went to watch memoirs of geisha..down there so noisy..end up been scolded by someone..shit him lor..we not that loud at all lor..but yet sorry..for disturbing the show..
after the show..look for toliet till mad..cuz level3.2.1 all the girl toliet all full up!!!oh my gosh!!!end up went to b1 de..haha..so empty!!!!cool!!!
think i will end here le...bye..

***v-day special***

yoxxx...back again lei...
firstly wanna congrate to winston that he got the first again for the o level the 5na...
well done!!!even thought ur language are not very strong but at least the other subjects are real good lor!!!keep up the good work wor!!!jiayou!!!wish u will get into the poly u like and also the course u want to get in!!!
secondly, want to thanks the POA trainers who were screaming to teach us...cuz we were to noise...haha...and also thanks for the great game u had introduce to us to play!!!really rox!!!
i feel that...the sec4 de trainer...is a good looking guy...cuz face look so ke ai!!!!argh!!!haha...but not my cup of tea...is much more elder than me...haha..
thirdly, i'm going to bandrupt lei...haha...cuz i have to buy valentine present for the two darlings...nono...is four darlings...haha...lolx...
forthly, no more milk tea lei!!!yeah!!!!!!!!!!cool!!!!!!!!!!!!
cool till i can't take it lei!!!!haha...heex..=D
i think like that lei...end here...bye...

---vaLentinE day---
'fLowEr pOwer [roses]'
*peach-----desire,appreciation,admiration
*pink--light-elegance,gracefulness,icy,perfect happiness--dard-thankfulness
*white-----innocence,purity,truth. can also signify happy love n friendship
*coral------enthusiasm,fascination
*yellow-----once used to convey jealousy. now symbolises joy and gladness,friendship and freedom
*red--------i love you
'nO. oF RosEs'
*1---devoted to you or love at first sight
*2---deeply in love
*3---i love you
*12--declaration of love
*24--thinking of you every hour of the day

***craps again***

yoxxx...me came back lei...
hai...xin si le...ren ye si le..
hai...what to do now???
should i consider thinking about going to australia again???
or should i continue to study in singapore till '0'level???
hai...sian...really very trouble...

if i divide my life into 3parts...first is family...friends and love...
i had already got 2/3 is full up...why do i still need to think about love relationship??haha...
being single i think i have more time to be with my friends..and family...
which is a good thing...haha..then somemore i can keep looking for shuai ge...and mei nu...don't get the wrong meaning of looking at mei nu wor...haha...i'm not a las...but i will tell someone that i'm a las...wish that the idiot will really believe lor...
hai..sian diao...tomorrow got poa test..dun really go and take out the book and study lei...cuz me don't really understand...haha...okay lai...mi have to get ready to fail it with colourful marks...haha...jkd only...
ohya...thx for saying that i'm attitude ar...i will attitude to u only...cuz i just...hai...don't know how to say...
hey...ppl out there...don't drink milk tea...as milk tea is sucks!!!and if u drink milk tea..u will get poison...remember!!!!
ohya...today moi gor went to enroll for university...don't know can go in ma...if cannot go in ar...me going to chop my head down and let him sit liao...so just wishing him a good luck and don't let me feels disappointed!!!
okay...end here...

suddenly have a feelings of loneliness...
really feels that i'm so lonely...
everyone is just like...hai...don't know how to say...
i'm just gettin real tired...
tired of everything around me...
everythings or everyone seems to dislike me alots...
oh my...i'm gettin more and more stress...
i can push it down in jan now...i really can't...what i felt...is gettin more and more stronger.
feels that no one is there for me le...
one month plus lei...why can't i just stop the emotion??i really want to forget about the past...
living in lala land...can only lie to everyone for the time being...but what in myself..i can't lie...

hai...now can't drink milo...cuz sick...but i wish that after my sickness...there's one cup of milo for me to drink...but i will know that...i can't take it...even there is...cuz my fate is not in ********* but in *********...tat's my life...i can't change it...***stress***

***short of time...***

yoxXx...today so tired!!!
5more minutes have to go lei...go to moi cousin the birthday...so update one very short one...
argh!!!!milo!!!coffee!!!ong eng!!!purple!!!
argh!!!gettin mad lei...hai...milo and coffee...stop day-dreaming lei..it can't be truth lei...
ong eng!!!and purple!!!come on...wake up la...only saw them one day only...haiyo...so untruthful!!!
argh!!!mi going mad lei la!!!!
mi die die also don't want MILK TEA!!!!
i'm now a ANTI-MILK TEA!!!
from today onwards i will not drink milk tea lei!!!!
argh!!!mama...so stress!!!
don't get the wrong idea...is about moi emaths test la!!!!
me going mad lei la!!!!
today got emaths test!!!me lost 9marks!!!cuz whole qns3 n qns4c didn't do!!!='(mama!!!!
can i drop emaths?!!?!!?!!argh!!!!
emaths sucks!!!today still have emaths homework!!!the whole worksheet!!!oh moi gosh!!!almost the half of qns 5 and 6 also didn't how to do!!!mama!!!!***Crying***tears droppin***
argh!!!me wanna drop science and emaths la!!!
today get back the chemistry test paper...wow..so heng lei...got 10/20...haha...just pass...okay la..gtg lei..end moi craps...bye..

***bai nian***

yoxXx...valentine day coming lei...haha..this year valentine will be lonely...but mi yet i will not free too...haha...cuz going to sell flowers for CIP period...haha...me put this picture cuz...
me wanna wish the ppl around me a HAPPY VALENTINE DAY...
to whose are couples...wish that u will last long!!!!
and to whose who are single...haha...don't wry...me wish u that...u will be ask out on valentine day...even no valentine but still got friends...
best pals are all around u!!!

okay la...me end the valentine day thinket lei...
ohya...today went to bai nian...went to jolie and alex house to bai nian...cuz me and er ge the house is not available today....so can't bai nian...
today met jin feng first at yishun mrt...me late again...but only 2minutes...haha...then went to meet alex...at sembawang mrt...met jolie...so we went to jolie house first lor...haha..
me down there siao siao de...and even take pictures...

da ge and er ge...smile till so ~SwEEt~

jolie on the phone...forget with who lei...[me just being bo liao]

after visiting jolie the house...we went to alex house...till today...then i know that...alex house is ah ben old house lei...oh my!!!look so nice!!!!at alex house...alex mama...cooked spagetii...don't know how to spell la...oh my!!!taste so nice!!!me wanna eat again!!!!but haven't eat till half plate..full lei...she even gave us desert to eat lei!!!oh my!!!xiexie ni ah yi...

at alex house so malu...unlike in jolie house...maybe is becux first time going to his house ma...then first time met his parents...kinda of bu xi guan...haha...after the delicious lunch...we went into alex's room...haha..down there kept searching...search what thing?haha don't know also...haha...just down there play and play lor...the 3of us...kept playing with the bed lei...haha..cuz when u sit on it...it got one kind of sound out...haha...quite fun...

after that...we went to sun plaza...actually wanna watch movie the...but jolie can't...alex...no $$$then we didn't go and watch lei...poor me and er ge...have to take bus back home...me reached home first...then er ge...i think now then he just reached ba...haha...cuz he is taking two bus...

okay...end moi crap...by updating moi pictures...just take de...

love this pic alot...also dunno why...

my beloved laptop!!!can't live without u!!!

home with chinese new year decoration...

argh!!!me really wanna watch...i bet..this show in cambodia had already play finish lei...me wanna see the ending la!!!but i came back liao lei!!!!sian...
today feeling much better lei...me just came back from tuition...argh!!!today so sian lei...cuz so early have to wake up...sianzation...ZzZzZ
me now so tired lei...but like just ate finish moi lunch can't go and slp right...later getting more and more fat...
today plainning to go and have a swim later...but have to see the weather okay ma...cuz..now look like going to rain soon....haha...so not too sure...***wishin that it will not rain!!!***
tml going to good pals house to bai nian...don't know will it be fun...cuz kinda of excited...haha...
tml after bai nian think going to watch movie ba..haha..heex...still not too sure wanna watch which show...cuz we might be going to watch the movie...zodia[if i didn't spell wrongly]or the momoise of ganzi...don't know how to spell!!!
today tuition...sianzation...cuz teacher kept saying...REMEMBER TO READ!!!
READ IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN ENGLISH!!!
ZzZzZzZ..
today during aMaths lesson!!!!actually got 2guys joining us..but only one came...argh!!!sad thing to say...his name is called...ong eng..if i'm not wrong with the spelling...but it sound like that...
he is so HANDSOME LEI!!!!me and jiaqi thinks so...!!!!
haha...one day have to take get his msn...haha...siao liao...
yea!!!think so ba...end lei...

yoxXx...ni men hao wor...
suddenly felt that...i'm so useless...someone who is very close me last time...now change...
why didn't i was with them when they were lost...now they had choosen the wrong path...all is my fault...now i felt so regret...regret that i didn't choose to accompany them...or to give the concern to them...i felt so regret...today...what i seen...really heart broken...almost burst out of tears...i'm just feeling too disappointed...to see it...a person who i most care or what i think is one of the closes to me the...change till someone who i don't know...someone that look like a stranger to me...i'm really sad...really...
sorry to the person for what i have done today at sun plaza...what i'm doing now is all for ur own good...even if u now hate me to the core...i also don't mind...cuz i'm just wanna let u good...please..wish that what u have promised me today...u mean it and will do it!!!don't let me disappointed in u lei...
i don't wanna give up hope on u...even i did onces...but now...i pick up the confidents to change u back...wish that u will not disappoint me...
really get hurts lots...why time flew away so fast...and ppl's attitudes also will change so fast...just like a strong wind had just blew across ur face...everyone started to change...some change to good...some change from bad to worst...or maybe i'm the one who had change...
i'm here to say sorry to the person who i have brought him bad at first...now i'm sorry...
u might blame me...i don't mind...but pls don't put what i have said aside and don't care about it...pls...do think about it...one second might cost one dollar...but u will never be able to use money to buy time...cuz...everyone is only have 24hours a day...
all the best to the person who i wanna rebuild what i had never done it before for him...
and also apologize..

wow...just only a little things...me say till like what...haha...okay la...
let me stay with what i had done...
truly saying...nth to say at all...but just...
wishing that...14feb will not come...
that will be a scary day...ZzZzZ...
but me looking forward for 1st april...haha...really!!!!
heex...okay la...really me gtg end lei...alot of them complain that...too much crap lei..very sian...okay la..end here...bye..

***sian***sickness***

yoxXx...da jia hao...
bear bear...ke ai ma????
to someone it is really very de ke ai wor...
so romantic lei!!!!!haha...
me today whole day so sian!!!!sianzation...ZzZzZzZ
cuz me SICK!!!!the idiot FLU!!!!go and die la!!!!when don't sick...just before chinese new year eve the day sick!!!!hai wo bu ke yi chi wo ai chi de shi wu!!!!!
haha...okay la...cannot blame the sickness...must blame myself for anyhow eat food...haha...so got sick...
well...today ar...don't really think got anything so special to say lei...cuz to me...school life everyday is the same...just sianzation everyday in the same class...ZzZzZzZ
tml got PE...dunno whether wanna PE not...sian lei...
i think nth to say also...just that...wish that everyone who fallen a sick..have to take care...wait till sickness finish...can start to eat foods that u like...sing the songs u love!!!!
and to whose who still haven't fall sick...DO TAKE CARE...WEATHER KEEP CHANGING THIS FEW DAYS...

***sian***

yoxXx...ni men hao wor...me back again...haha...don't know why this few days...in fact is this few weeks kept wanting to update what i'm doing everyday...cuz nth much to do ba...haha...
well...tonight...think going to sleep alone again...as me still sick...so not switching on air-con...then this leads to jenny can't sleep in the room...as me don't wanna spread the disease to her...haha...so me going to sleep alone tonight...truly saying...me had been sleeping alone for about 3days lei ba...today is the 3rd day...cool men..
today just went to see doctor...oh moi gosh!!!today really very unlucky...
sick lei...then early in the morning...me like talk to jiaqi or jolie ar...then mr raj...suddenly call moi name and said:
KAREN...FROM CLASS3E1...ARE U READY???
oh moi gosh!!!!so malu!!!!oh moi gosh!!!!then somemore...all the ppl from the front of 3express almost all turned back and look at me lei!!!!oh moi gosh!!!so malu!!!!
then today...history lesson...whole class been punish just becuz we are very noise...
at first is slow run at the level3 but end up no one running...only a few boys in front...
then later...been punish again to run one more round...but in the end...still the same...so teacher...called us all go down...to the parade square...
but me didn't do anything...in fact...not only me...but also...elizabeth n yuan kai also...cuz we all not feeling well...haha...***sick***
but after that period...yuan kai went home lei...cuz stomach too pain...
wish that he will get well soon...today in class...me like so noise...but really very sorry to everyone...for being so noise when u are having lessons...but can't blame me...me sick ma...sorry!!!!
then after school...actually wanna go and see doctor but got green club so end up...going to green club first...
during green club...moi grp have to redo what we had done last week...cuz too pain...then like shit!!!so mrs gani..called us to redo...so we redo lor...redo till so rush lei...cuz teacher wanna release us early...then when doing..another teacher in-charge of moi cca...started to ask why lim min didn't come...then later no one asking...then she suddenly call moi name and ask me...
oh moi gosh!!!me and him also no related...come and ask me for what?!?!!!!!
want also go and ask C*** S**...me is innocent...!!!!
then after cca...went to see doctor lor...
sad lei...doctor never give me MC!!!!
me wanna MC!!!!pls!!!!but end up giving me excuse from PE...
okay la...better than nth...but me will see first..whether mi still wanna PE not...if the game not fun...then don't play...heex...cuz me rather rest than playing games that mi don't like...heex...
ohya...have to xiexie jiaqi for accompany me to go see doctor and also...jolie to wait for us and also look after our bags!!!heex...
while waiting the time...jiaqi and me met kaven..and we started to talk...but only for a while...okay la...i think i will end here lei...too many crap will made u guys gong...end here...
bye and happy new year...do 'ENJOY' it!!!