Sunday 24 June 2007

Oversea studying

It is midnight now and I am here to update my blog once again after one whole week staying back in Cambodia.:) Last night I arrived in Singapore, load of things happened on the way back.hahas. Well, I feeling 'home sick'.:( Missing my dad's cook.
This trip back to Cambodia was like: WOW. As my dad would buy durian home almost everyday!:) Cambodia durian are delicious!:) I was not able to bring it back as it was not allowed.:( However, if you happened to visit Cambodia, do not forget to try the durian there. ( I sound like promoting Cambodia durian. lols)
My dad's cooking skill is getting more and more nicer!:) And due to this, my dad cooked me prawns when I was back there. Those friends around me would know that, I do have a little of allergic to seafood. lols. Therefore, now my skin would have a lot of red spots nor pimples.lols.:(:(:( Even though I do feel a little sad of my skin but THIS WORTH IT!:D:D:D
Not forgetting my beloved sister, she would always help to find the things that I would like to have.:):):) She is in deep a good sister to me!!!!:)
Really miss them a lot!!!!:):) Even though, I did not say this to them before in their faces but I believe that they understand!!!:):):)
Anyway, my mum is coming over to Singapore on Monday!!!!:):):) I have not been able to meet her.(-.-) Please do not misunderstand.lols. My mum went to Australia to visit my two elder brothers.:)
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Truly saying, this time round I did not really have any regret for going back to my own country as I really miss my dad and sis a lot. Maybe to some the friends out there reading this post would feel that it would be cool to stay oversea study without any family members around you and would say that there is nothing for u to miss them or even home sick now as you would be having a lot of freedom. However, all these are UNTRUTH! You will feel it when you were really to leave your own family and went oversea to study. It would be very tough to do. Maybe at the start, some of you would felt happy and have a lot of freedom when you were oversea, but after a while, you would start missing home and suffer home sick, calling home that you want to go back. Not only this, but the gap between you and your family members would be getting bigger and bigger. ( Anyway, there is no offence towards anyone in this post.)
I just want to say this to those parent that are considering sending your son/daughter oversea study that only send your child there, when you really think that they would be able to cope well there.
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I felt kind of 'stupid' to update those words above, but that is just what I felt like to type when I finally decided to update this 'rotting-blog'. Well, really hope that everything would go real good in the rest of the few months leave in Secondary School life.:) Some things, I would say when the time is up.:)
Updating some posts not just for the heart to update, but there would always be reasons behind it.:)
CarrotOrange

Wednesday 13 June 2007

Have to be more realistic.

Good Evening to everyone, I am here to update once again. Friends around me have been asking me to update.lols. Well, I will update the day before I leave Singapore going back to Cambodia.

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I have not been truthful to myself till today. Hahas. Stupid me and idiotic me~ To agree it from the start and kept doing things hurting both parties. Well, mindset made means made. I could not just think bout now~ Pain now will be short, Karen. Everything will recover when the the school reopen. Trip back to Cambodia will be fine~ After all, I would be back next friday. Nothing much to scare and worry bout.

Maybe this entry I updated is kinda of stupid and confusing, but this is what my idiotic mind been making me to think non-stop. hahas. Ah bu n Meizi, why do u both guess the same thing as wat i think? The both of u really understand me well~ Karen Chhun Seav Mey!!! Stop thinking!!

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Sorry for the above entry, it's nothing~:)

Hereby hope tat my belove classmates would be enjoying and get excited for the upcoming class chalet~:) Have to take load of pictures okay? Show me when I am back. okay?!:) Even I am not there, my spirit will still be around during the chalet!:):)

I supposed I would not be updating till I am back. But if I have not recover from the self-devil that's in me. I won't be coming to update. I must have the right mood and attitude to update my belove blog!:):) Gambatte KAREN!

Thanks Meizi, Jolie and Ah bu. Love ya alot!:) My belove darlings. Cambodia, I am heading towards u.:):)

CarrotOrange

Thursday 7 June 2007

Heading towards different path of life.

Readers, have u ever thought of this? Life is just like a path of you walking home from school or work. Everyday, there would be friends accompany you when you were on the way home as they were walking at that direction home too. However when u reached a point of place, you and your friend would end up walking in different direction as they are heading toward back to their own house which is in a different way.


From this point, don't u think that at the point of place where u and your friend separate for the heading of home, seems to be like... When you graduate from your primary or secondary school or even poly and JC, you and your friends would head towards a different place from yours. As different people have different path to go on their journey of LIFE*.


Whenever I see my friends and I on the way back home and at the point they left, it seems like. The rest of the way home would be lonely but it is still a must to be home as that would always be the heading place u have to go.


Anyway, later I am going to meet my I-Fahrenheit SFC friends~Kinda of looking forward to it.:):):) Got to end here.


Carrot*Orange

Monday 4 June 2007

Xie Xie Ni De Wen Rou

Good morning to readers.:) Is this picture of fahrenheit nice? This is the clothes they wore in S.H.E,谢谢你的温柔 MV.:) It's nice~ this is the link:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=FrBwpp82DEA

This weekend, I had been dreaming alot.lols. I mean dream during my sleep.>.<.lols. In the early morning, received 3messages regarding the postponed of the English supplementary. Hope tat the message had already been sent to every sec4E1 and 5A2 students.")

Actually ,I wanted to go back to Cambodia on 12Th June. However, because of the postponed of English supplementary, I have to also postponed my date of going back.=.= (Sianzation) Truly saying, I have the choice to stick to the same old day and skip those lessons. But I choose to stay and finish the supplementary first.:)

I am leaving Singapore on the 14Th June instead now.lols. Got to miss class chalet for sure, hereby, got to apologize to my fellow classmates. Sorry, but I really need to get back to Cambodia to get some stuffs done. Hope that all of u would understand.:)

I felt kind of guilty too yesterday for not able to go to MEIZI's church. Sorry gal~ I was really sick yesterday.:( Yesterday, I did something special for myself.lols. It's a book that content Fahrenheit's and some other's news.:) Really love it.:)Got to end here.:) Meeting i-Fahrenheit SFC pupils soon!:) Excited.

CarrotOrange