***heart broken***peace heart***

hai...mi back again...
well...
this is wan yan bo po...
this is how he look like when he tired into a vampire...
he is a green eye vampire...
this is when he is in de song dynasty...
think so is spell like tat...


ok la...
back to my bloging...
well...
now...
still hurt...
tat's why...
moi fever didn't come down ba...

is this love sick?
i don't think so la...
he claimed tat...
he wanna let me to have happiness...
but he doesn't knoe how hurt it is...

even de both of us ok le...
yuan fen...finish le...
means finish le...
no point wanting it de...

now don't even have much more things to talk bout...
doesn't we look like strangers?
onli stranger will not talk to each other de ar...

hai...
i really wanna give up...
but how???

i hated it lots...
am i happy?
when i smile???
i also dunno le...

am i putting a....
or can i said it as...
i'm smiling but hurting inside lots???
hai...

why is there?
love???
i wanna be myself back...
a love expert...
but not a love failure...

u wan me for a break...
unless u help mi to forget u...
den i will accept de break...
if not can u jus shut ur tat big fat mouth up!!!

hai....
do u like to say bout gals infront of me???
haha...

wat i wanna now is jus a peaceful heart...
but not a broken heart le...
last night de first time..
cried for de whole of two hours le...
haha...

am i foolish?
or idiot???
hai...

but anyway...
ever never break...
but yet...nth to say...
cuz out of things to say liao le...


ok la...
end of that...
jus now go eat lunch...

den go buy pears again!!!
heeshees...
buy pears wor...
hehe...
NICE AR!!!
BUY MORE AR...

haha...ok la...
den later walk back home la...
cuz u knoe la...
sembawang shop...
near moi house ma...^^

ok la...
den on de way home...
while talking to moi cousins...
den cross de road ma...
den one of moi cousin..at de back...very lonely...
so decided to wait la...

hhaha...
den de rest of us...
down thhere chit chat...

den u knoe wat happened next???
haha...

A BACK DOG AGAIN!!!
BARK SO TILL SO ANGRY!!!
ARH!!!!
***SCARE***SCARE***

haha...den this part...
de three gals also got +++me la..
scream...and moi tat boi cousin also...
haha...
den mi really scare of BACK DOGS LIAO LE!!!
haha...

den now still see another one...
arh!!!
scary le...

haha...
ok la...
gtg liao le...

***wat i wanna***

1. jus a peaceful heart...
2. not a broken heart...
3. not a hurt heart...
4. everyone will accept me...
5. everyone will not hurt me again...
6. he will not hurt mi le...
7. no more tears le...
8. STOP HURTING ME LE...U SAID U WANNA HELP ME...BUT U HURT ME ONCE AND AGAIN!!!WAT IS THIS???