Day 3 & 4

Lols... the promised made to post daily failed on day 3. Anyway, will post it together instead.

Business
Was arranging and clearing the business folders, found the plans that was made initially before the store opens. However, looking at it... What was planned before was totally different from what the store is doing now. Thinking of it.... the past...before looking into the costs and expenditures for those production, etc... Those plans were made too ambitiousness...

Personal
It is the raining period in Cambodia now. Many heavy rains, strong wind and bad flood causing many troubles and problems to everyone living in this country. The city, Phnom Penh consider better than many villages, though many trees fall last week due to the strong wind and heavy rain on the very first day of this rainy season.

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Day 2

Business 
Went back to Mum's clothing store to help out today... While mum comes with the renovator to discuss on the installment of the metal bar, etc for hanging of LARGE lighting fixtures. However, every solution seems rather not relevant nor convenient to be done.

Anyway, I realised... as you grew older, the more less likely the people around you will be willing to teach you nor guide you in everything you do in life. Another word, maybe "self-fish"..

Life
"Thankful mind" and "respect" that might be really what i am lacked of.

Day 1

Its been awhile since the last time this blog is being updated. I should totally start to set myself to blog daily.. on all the things and feelings I had been through for each day of my life.

Business
The Lighting store have been open for almost half a year. To be honest, it is doing average... or.. just a low average. I know I shouldn't expect too much..since we just open.. having today result should consider good for a newly born company in the homogeneous product industry. However, thinking of the importation, all those utility cost, wages.... etc..... let me come to a conclusion.... "As a kid, 100 Dollars is a lot.... many can be purchased or spend at.... However, as you grow older... facing all those bills... wages... expenses.... 100 dollar seems rather TOO little to be seen."
*complex mind on the pricing on those products.

MONEY... MONEY... MONEY.... @.@

Personal
I have been listening to YES 933 lately in the store. Felt like back to my last few years of life in Singapore. To be honest, all these emotions came from the musics that FM YES 933 been playing lately. All those beautiful musics.... mostly those from my years.... (p.s. sounds old)... do bring back many memories..... both good and bad... :)

Msg to de Special u*
18 days past... no contact no nth... I think I know how much I worth in ur life... Anyway, saw this video yesterday on youtube. wanna share to you... but.... still betting how long will you take to contact me instead... (p.s. I know I am dumb)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0nPloAGfn_A

Being the invisible

A sudden feel of... not belonging anywhere... not in de family.. not among my friends... wishing to be invisible.. no mistake will be made. No worries to worry bout.. nth... to be upset of. Just be myself. In my own world. Still around everyone but be de silent one... b3 there yet no one can see.. as I knew. I had always been de invisible one. So. Being a official one. At least I wouldnt feel upset or disappointed. As I know... I wouldnt have or will expect any returns or anything...... life sucks....