Being the invisible

A sudden feel of... not belonging anywhere... not in de family.. not among my friends... wishing to be invisible.. no mistake will be made. No worries to worry bout.. nth... to be upset of. Just be myself. In my own world. Still around everyone but be de silent one... b3 there yet no one can see.. as I knew. I had always been de invisible one. So. Being a official one. At least I wouldnt feel upset or disappointed. As I know... I wouldnt have or will expect any returns or anything...... life sucks....