Last entry till the next time

this would be the last entry im goin to update till im back to singapore again in 29dec2006.
this Sat,181106.
i would be flying back to Cambodia.

at first i was quite excited to go back, however this few days don't bear to leave.
maybe it was because i would be missing Youtube and the love stories tat i would be able to borrow it from the library.lols.
it do sounds a little stupid sometimes,but it might really be the causes of making me unwilling to go back.lols.

today,my mum would be coming to singapore.
she will be arriving Singapore at 2110.
looking forward to fetch her from there.but anyway,more looking forward to my cousin,Janice would be willing to go with me.>.<
anyway today,Janice would be taking her LAST* o'level paper!

yesterday,went to watch The Grudge 2 with Xinhui~ah bu.
it was scary.this was the first time in life realising watching movie is quite tiring and noise.lols.
tiring-it was because through out the whole movie,from the start till the end.
i would be able to jump off from my seat as it's SCARY*!lols.
noise-there's loads of ppl wisphering,they might be trying to make themselve not to be so afraid.lols.

after the movie ends,ah bu and i decided to go to the basan-malam[if im not wrong.lols]
i went there and buy loads of things expecially,stickers.
i was thinking of buying it for my dearest younger sister.>.<
met Jolie there too but didn't really talk too much.lols.

after finish the walk in basan-malam,ah bu wanted to bring me to one playground.
but,it was kind of far.so we decided to go somewhere nearby.
we sat down a side in the playground and have our 'gals talk'.
lols.enjoy it.cuz 'gals talk' always the BEST* and POPULAR* among girls.lols.
as it's the time whereby,we girls share our own little secrets.>.<

i supposed i would ends here.
will be back on 29dec2006 to update.lols.

Gonna miss SINGAPORE* and friends lot!>.<
miss me too neh!=)
i'll come back and see at tagboard sometimes,as i would be coming online somedays to check my mails and stuffs.:]

*.CarrotOrange.*

Green Environmetal Fashion Design Competition

finally back to my normal holidays life le!
free from lessons and free from CCA.

today is the competition day.
early in the morning at 0715,everyone are expected to reach school by tat time.
when u see their eyes,u can find tiredness in them.lols.

been reading my storybook and listening to my mp3 all the way till expo.
the fashion competition is in expo2.
on the way there,as usual get scolded by Mrs Lau for being noisy when she's on the phone helpping us to order breakfast.>.<
Thanks for ordering it for us!:) we appreciate it loads!

been a real busy and tired day.
at 9,Caining and Cassandra went up to the stage as they will be the one who's representing our school.=)

at 1330,the real competition of modeling starts.
everyone were doing real well!
every schools design were real good!>.<

anyway,there's also alot more competition today held at expo.lols.
around 3plus or 4,finally it reaches the most nervious period.>.<
the PRIZE GIVING*.

but we didn't get any prize!=(
we losed!

but after all,all of us have done a very GOOD job!
praise urself!>.<
next year,u gals and boys gonna GAMBETA!
dun lose le.at least get one CONSOLATION* pize okay??=)

anyway,everyone during this period really work really hard!
so everyone finally it ends!
even we didn't win but WE DID OUR BEST!>.<
this period eveeryone have done a good job!
expecially the DESIGNERS and MODELS!=)
so hereby wanna say a THANKS* to everyone in green club!
holiday starts now!=)

end wid upload of a few videos and pictures.
took currently.green club and stuffs.>.<
it's real blur,so hereby wanna apologize to u guys.=)
expo expertition
Designers and Models-Designs by Sembawang Secondary School.

Okay, i supposed i will upload the video next time.
as my laptop now is real lag!!!
think is save too many things le..
esp the video!>.<
apologize for tat.


*.CarrotOrange.*

personal stuffs

went to a website and tried something out.
and thinks tat it's real cool.lols
try it too.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

*.CarrotOrange.*

Wonderful Day and Night!

aloha~
im finally back to update my blog entry.lols.

these few days really lazy and also kind of busy 'youtubing' shows.
finish watchin zhong ji yi ban and wei xiao pasta.=)
watching:tokyo juliet,lian ai nui wang and lao shu ai da mi.

fallin in love wid fahrenheir!=P
and also gonna miss WEI XIAO PASTA!=(
therefore,i wanna buy part2*!

have been busy wid the fashion design competition too.
there's picture taken on one of the rehersal not long ago.=)
everyone were so good!and the design are real nice and pretty!

anyway,even if our school didn't get any prize for our design but after all.
WE GAVE OUR BEST*!

competition will falls on this coming tuesday at expo.
not too sure which hall but wish tat ppl would be able to come and support us ba.=P

wednesday and thursday will be de expetition.
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yesterday was Xinhui's 19th birthday!>.<>.< asked Mailing and Ah bu whether they want to come over to my house and watch one show which is: HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL.
end up didn't watch finish it,even not yet reach disc2.lols.

went down to Seletaris's condo baby pool and chit-chat but end up splashing water at one another.lols.

have a wonderful night with the both of them!
GIRLS TALK* night!lols.

wonder if they tat did enjoy themself too?
becus of yesterday night,Mailing and me.
from not real known by each other till quite known of each other.lols

>.<>

btw!i have completed on my custom and jiaqi's too!
gonna thanks Caining for helping out.

*.CarrotOrange.*

quiz

Message: Can you name 11 people you can think of right off the top of your head?
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 11 people...
This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...
No Cheating!!

1. Dara
2. Diya
3. Jiaqi
4. Xinglin
5. Sukma
6. Xuewen
7. Jolie
8. Jasmine
9. Kelly
10. YongXin
11. Deziree

How did you meet 10?
-in the same class when i started my secondary school life.

What would you do if you had never met 6?
-life will be kind of BORING.

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
-yeah!

What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
-i would be quite happy but it seems to be very impossible.

Do you think 1 is pretty?
-PRETTY?can this used to descride a guy?=.=

Tell me something about number 11.
-she's getting more and more prettier.>.

How do you know 8?
-erm.in my secondary school life,same class.>.<>
What's 7's favorite color?
-blue.

What would you do if 2 confessed he liked you?
-it's can't be.unless is slibling love.=)[HE'S MY ELDER BROTHER.=.=]

Fact about 9.
-very cute girl.like to SMILE*,quite open minded.>.<>.<>Is 2 single?
-im not too sure.dun really talk to him often when my another elder brother called me.=.=

How much does 3 mean to you?
-erm,one of those who i would care for and also one of those who would be able to bear my ~COLD JOKES~

What do you think about 1?
-a very nice guy.the BEST* elder brother i ever have in this life.treat me the best.>.< What's the best thing about number 8?
-intro very GOOD and NICE jobs for me to do.^.^\/

What do you dislike about number 10?
-nth bah.she's jus too GOOD* le!>.<
11 people that I want them to do;
Lirong.
Xuewen.
Jianhui.
Xinglin.
Guixin.
Linmin.
Xinhui.
Geraldine.
Yongxin.
Preya.
Yixiang.

*.CarrotOrange.*

**Story** Story from a husband[to my married and unmarried friends]

To my married and unmarried friends:
This is a very touching story, please read it slowly, I've read it more than twice.

When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms.
On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms.
The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat.
My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms.
So I carried her into our home.

She was then plump and shy.
I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
This was the scene ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water:
we had a kid; I went into business and tried to make more money.
When the assets were steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb.

She was a civil servant.
Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time.
Our kid was studying in aboarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy.

But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes
Dew came into my life.
It was a sunny day.
I stood on a spacious balcony.

Dew hugged me from behind.
My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love.

This was the apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs.
Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife.
When we were just married, my wife said,Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.

Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife.
But I couldn't help doing so.
I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to?
select some furniture, O.K?

I've got something to do in the company.
Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised to do it together with her.
At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.

However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it.
No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.
Honestly, she was a good wife.
Every evening she was busy preparing dinner.
I was sitting in front of the TV.
The dinner was ready soon.

Then we watched TV together.
Or, I was lounging before the computer,visualizing Dew's body.
This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do?

She stared at me for a few seconds without a word.
Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her.
I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out.

Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking to her.
She seemed to have got some hint.
She gently smiled at my subordinates.
But I read some hurt in her eyes.

Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.?
Then we live together.
I nodded.
I knew I could not hesitate any more.

When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand.
I've got something to tell you, I said.
She sat down and ate quietly.
Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth.
But I had to let her know what I was thinking.
I want a divorce.
I raised the serious topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I'm serious.
I avoided her question.
This so-called answer made her angry.

She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!
That night, we didn't talk to each other.
She was weeping.
I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage.

But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces.
I felt a pain in my heart.

The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day.
But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see.
To me her cry was actually a kind of release.

The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my clients.
I saw her writing something at the table.
I fall asleep fast.

When I woke up, I found she was still there.
I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions:
she didn't want anything from me,but I was supposed to give her one month time before divorce.and in the month's time we must live as normal a life as possible.

Her reason was simple:
our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?
This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me.
I nodded and said, I remember.

You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce.
From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.

I accepted with a smile.
I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage romantically.
I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions.
She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd.

No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully.
Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed.
We even treated each other as a stranger.

So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy.
Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms.
His words brought me a sense of pain.
From the bedroom to the sitting room,then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms.

She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don't tell our son.
I nodded, feeling somewhat upset.
I put her down outside the door.
She went to wait for a bus, I drove to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily.
She leaned on my chest.
We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse.
I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time.

I found she was not young anymore.
There were some fine wrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is being demolished.
Be careful when you pass there.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms.
The visualization of Dew became vague.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking,etc.
I nodded.
The sense of intimacy was even stronger.

I didn't tell Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her.
Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.
She was picking her dresses.
I was waiting to carry her out.

She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one.
Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger.
I smiled.
But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger.

I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart.
Again, I felt a sense of pain.
Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.
Our son came in at the moment.

Dad, it's time to carry mum out.
He said.
To him,seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life.
She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly.

I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute.
I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sittingroom, to the hallway.
Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally.
I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step.
Our son had gone to school.
She said, actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.

I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice that our life lacked intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door.
I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision.
I walked upstairs.

Dew opened the door.
I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce.
I'm serious.
She looked at me, astonished.

The she touched my forehead.
You got no fever.
She said. I moved her hand off my head.
Sorry, Dew, I said,I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce.

My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more.
Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old.

So I have to say sorry to you.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up.
She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears.

I walked downstairs and drove to the office.
When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite.
The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card.
I smiled and wrote,I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.
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isn't this touching?
from now on appreciate the one u LOVEs* now!

*.CarrotOrange.*

***tired***

hi~
back to update again.=.=
this few days been quite tiring for me~and of course the next coming-up 2weeks as i would be busy with either school extented programs or Green club up-coming fashion competition.-.=

Friday271006
went to school for Amaths lesson.o.0
a very tiring day as the night before i didn't have a nice sleep.
after Amaths the timing was 11am and i would be meeting the Green Club members[Shanshan.Weiling.Caining & Shuying] at the 1350 at sembawang mrt.
oh my gosh~it's about 3hours of waiting.
therefore i called Jiaqi out to have our lunch together.
3e2 are so good~doesn't have to come back to school for lesson on friday.=.=
we had our lunch and went to library as we were planning to get some kind of ideas for Jiaqi's custom.lols.
but we ended up looking the the 10results in everything[there's a book].
and finally it reaches 1350,we went to sembawang mrt to wait for the girls.
however,only saw Caining standing there.
after a few minutes,they reached.So,we set off.
we went to the Environment Building and went up to the highest level which is 25.[btw we went there for the fashion models learning their state walk.=)]
we were the last group to be having the lesson,so we ended up waiting for 2 and 1/2 hours.BUT we were ask to go home and come earlier next week!oh my gosh!
btw.Jiaqi and i took some photos from the level25.+.+

Saturday281006
2years had gone passed,lols.
it's so fast~
sorry tat i won't be able to go to visit u for both 2years.
but i wanna u to know i still remember u in my very bottom of my heart.>.<
remember! U*will always be the one SHINING in the sky
stay at home for the whole day due to some physical problem.

Sunday291006
went to huogang point to work.>.<
lols.tiring day~been walking around the shopping centre level1 jus to give out the flyers and the ballons.thanks Jasmine for being there and intro tat job to me.=)
i did encounter a small amount of people who rejected me,however,there's a large amount of people who help me too.even though,i knew tat most of them where taking it was cause of the paster but it's okay.=)
at least they were still helping.
it's a tiring day but it still worth it,as i saw alot of kawaii kids running around and im happy to see them having the SMILE* on their face.>.<
today got 60$s actually Jasmine and i won't be getting more like 100$s but we finish giving out the flyers and balloons at 3pm.lols.
which is only 4hours and we were supposed to work for 8hours.lols.
it's really worth it as we got 15$s per hour.=)and Jasmine and i got to wear japanese kimono!
Jasmine nui er really looks very kawaii neh!in kimono!>.<
even though there's many pair of eyes looking at the both of us when we were goin for our lunch.lols.
ohya.the pay~now only left wid half of it.lols.took 20$s to go and buy WEIXIAO PASTA part1.=)and 10$s return to my Kaka as i borrow it from her this morning.o.O
back to bankrupt again.lols.>.<

think i gonna end here.quite a long post.>.<

*.CarrotOrange.*

***anger***

back to update.......

hereby gonna really say bout U*.=.=
U* as a very important person in our school but yet U* did this.
not helping students to get to the path they wanna~

do U* think tat it would be a good thing to do this LIKE THIS?o.O[ur head!]
talking to U* seems like~talking to a wall?just seems to be no link~
but at least U* did give a chance but make sure tat U* really think bout it as U* should be letting the students to choose their own future path,but of course in the situation tat they could be able to make it~

HEY!she already reached the requirment tat the school set for the students.(+.+)
today really made me felt so disappointed over it~didn't expected tat U* are like tat.

wish tat tml U* will really consider bout it~if not!i dun really know wat we gonna do.
really dunno~

*.CarrotOrange.*

***Sianzations***

xian jian qi qia zhuan picture again!li xiao yao and ling-er.very sweet right.=)lols.
jus borrowed the DVD from Abi[Abigail]!=)
get used to call her Abi during primary school life.lols.gonna thanks her for lending it to me.=)gonna watch it~yesterday came back home and finish the first disc which contain 6esp.lols.*watch like mad*spending hours watching one disc infront of the televison.lols

191006.Thursday.
it's a promotion day,i went back to school to continue the design of the fashion custom.lols.
we did change the custom.but now wat im scare was it will not go matching wid the topic we were doing.lols.
say him!=)lols.very happy~but he left the school kind of early.=(but a moment of seeing him is better than whole life not seeing him again right?lols.

201006.Friday.
went to school as per-normal but it seems like school getting smaller and smaller.i mean the no.of people.lols.
as the whole sec4 and sec5 wouldn't have to come for the morning assembly anymore.*sad*
during school,my heart and my mind jus can't stop being unpeaceful~kept...how should i say.it's a feeling tat hard to express out.even myself dun even know why's it behaving like tat.maybe is cuz of him* ba.lols
after school,actually have to continue the green club needling all and stuffs but it seems like in my group there's only Jiaqi and me.of course there's two more members who were in the meeting.
therefore,i came to a conclusion which is.cancel the meeting.
so Jiaqi,Tinguan,Jason and i went to sun plaza together.
Jiaqi and i went to have our lunch while Jason and Tinguan went home.and after our lunch i came to relise tat,my DRINK is still wid Jinfeng!lols.
there's load of stupid crap while smsing him.lols.

211006.Saturday.
last night,i slept alone in this lonely bedroom.lols.as Jenny have went back last night~.sian~
everyone is leaving~one by one.=(
today, don't think tat im going out anywhere as im already bankrupt~lols.
sorry Xinhui and Geraldine bout it.
no more money~waiting for my next allowance.today,i suppose that even im goin out.i would be goin to get present for ****************.lols.jus someone.=)

ohya.before i end off, introduce u guys one new online game tat i jus started playing yesterday.quite a nice one.
here's de link:
www.auditionsea.com
go and download the programe,register and u can start playing.=)
it's nice for girls but boys.maybe~lols.

End here.=)

*.CarrotOrange.*

***promotion day***

~amigo~
back to update again.=)
today is a promotion day,therefore sec1-3 won't have to go to school today.
however, sec4E and 5A need to go to school today as they would be having their o'level chemistry pratical.[hereby,wish them good luck.=)]

while later i still need to go back to school as have to rush up for the preparation of the upcoming competition which is the fashion thingket~lols.
and we are expected to finish the two custom by this friday which is tomorrow.which is unbelievable~
till now we only STARTED to do my designed custom.
hereby,gonna apologized to the other members in my group for sudden changes due to SOME problems causes by............lots of stuffs.

yesterday was the sec4 and 5 graduation ceremony,everyone in the school were to be present there to see the ceremony.
he* got the prize.i was quite surprise to see that scene.lols.
thanks 3e1 girls for letting me to sit the front row yesterday.lols.=)
a hundred of THANKS!=)
first person was Yeye[Deziree].lols.she wanna to see her 'mo mo mo' lols.and i sat at the second row.lols.

when the people were goin up to receive prizes.we thought back to our sec1 life till now.it seems like sec1 was jus yesterday.
time flies real fast!and now we were in sec3 and not only sec3 but is the ENDING year of sec3 life.lols.

next year will be us who's goin up to get the prizes,and that would be our graduation ceremony.
wow!sound quite far as there's one more year to go.
however,its not longger far to sec3 pupils as jus one more year and we would be sitting for our o'level papers.lols.

gonna end here.=)
*.CarrotOrange.*
当你的缘分来了，要阻挡都挡不了。

xian jian qi xia zhuan~
have the sudden feeling of putting this pic.lols

well.not too sure whether de feeling i have for u* is love or jus like~lols.
the both of us are from two different world,totally dunno each other.
only chat in msn.but not in real life~
maybe u* are jus someone to say to make myself feels better.

but on the other hand,
another u* maybe i had ready slowly fallen into u.lols.
maybe yes maybe no.im not too sure.

but any both ways i am supposed to let go~

all the best to the both of u and myself.
sayo~nara~=)

*.CarrotOrange.*
~currently living in my own world~

wish tat u will like it.=)

**examinations over**

woho~
im back again~
END OF YEAR EXAMINATIONS have came to an end.=)
but the preparation for O'level next year will start soon~lols.
which start from the beginning of next week.

anyway.i finally got the code of the song tat i wanna le!thanks to Xinhui.=)
satisfied wid my results.=)
really very satisfied.=)

Tuesday 101006
tat was the last day of EOY which is my POA paper1.lols.
tat day went to watch *ROB B HOOD wid Jiaqi~lols.
a very nice and funny show~
starting of the show u can laugh like hell.ending u will get touch like hell too~lols.
tat night~i really relax myself.
by:watching tv for the whole night non-stop till 11plus really can't stands it and head to bed.=)

Wednesday 111006
Marking day for our school~
didn't go to school tat day but went out wid Xinhui,Geraldine and Nicholas.
met them out at 11a.m. at Ang Mo Kio mrt station~
for seoul garden.lols.
we have our lunch there.=)lols.delicious~
tat's my first time!!!and im sure tat im goin again!
*for further imformation go to *Xinhui's blog.lols.[lazy to type out]
after having our lunch,we decided to play pool~
and we went to toa payoh jus to play pool.lols.
actually we were not allowed to go in but we manage to get in by saying:
we fogotten to bring our e-link card and no IC too.lols.
after playing 2hours of pool,we decided to head back home.
Xinhui accompany me back home.=)[xiexie ni ah bu~]
went home and have my dinner and rush downside as Xinhui's waiting for me.
sorry for letting u to wait for me so long.
had a talk for around 2hours plus wid Xinhui around my condo's swimming pool~

delication to U*
don't worry too much for ur grandma.=)
let the adults settle their own problems themselves ba.
take care.
for ur educations~man man lai ba.let ur fate decide.=)
smile always.=)remember:只要笑一笑没什么事情过不了

Thursday 121006
got my results back.=)
really satisfied wid my marks.
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Results:
Chinese - 62
POA - 83
English - 50
Humanities - 62 (s.s-29 & history-33)
Science - 55
Amaths - 76
Emaths - 70
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really feels proud of myself for my POA marks as i got second for the both classes.=)
first for POA: Azmil
third for POA: Jolie Yang Hui Fen
congrates to jolie wor!!!=)
**claps**claps**
emaths result is still not confirm yet.
as there's a few qns marked wrongly.
after school stayed back to help to prepare for today's maths fun day~
really felt very tired!
after everything were done Jinfeng.Tinguan.Jason.Vincent and i were actually heading back home but instead we walked towards the basketball and decided to play.lols.
and tat's when i hurt my little finger~lols.
now my finger is swollen and BLUE-BLACK.lols.
wanna learn how to play basketball and the rules.
i had already forget all those rules and how to play basketball.maybe is because i have been playing netball too much.lols.=)

Friday 131006
Maths Fun Day.
almost the whole day stayin inside the hall except for the first period which is Combine Humanities.
today many ppl didn't come to school,maybe is already after examinations everyone decided to relax a little esp for the Sec3 as next week,lessons gonna get back to the same again.*tough*[after next week,*they are gone~=(]
today received a bad news which is holiday assignment for humanities gonna be loads.
like:
history essay qns - 10
S.S essay qns - 10
source base qns - 10
there's more but i forgotten.lols. *TOUGH!
had a fun day today.but also a very TIRING day too.lols.
after school went to Mos and had lunch wid Jiaqi.
when we were done wid the meal,i was reading my chinese xiao shou.lols.while jiaqi was lying her head down on the table resting.
we really have a long today~lols.
just went to read some blog entries.
felt tat most of them are really trouble now.but wat can i do as a friend?
jus a console word and a listening ears to hear when they are willing to say.

delication to U*
don't worry bout ur science,decide on ur own.
but wat i can say is tat.dropping jus because of one of ur science is not good,doesn't worth it.trust me.
as if another science isn't good and u came to combine science,it will pull down ur overall both science marks too.
but every decision u make.i supposed everyone include ur family members will support u ba.=)
im willing to lend u my ears and arms whenever u wanna.=)
smile always.

today's blog entry is really a long and nagging one.lols.
*apologize for it.=)

*.CarrotOrange.*

~lulala~lu~lala~lula~lula~lei~lula~lula~lula~lei~

does it look like a pH scale?lols

ALOHA!=)
im finally back to update my beloved blog~
it been a very long, long time ago ever since the last time i came and update.
in the past whole week,alot of things happened~
birthday party and the hardship of studies~lols.

finally.one week of EOY examinations had gone pass~lols.
of course next week there'll be papers to sit for.
but only 3more papers to go~AND IM FREE~lols.

btw.the four pictures above,isn't it meaningful?
it was taken from one of the e-mail sent by my cousin~

ohya~i have got my new MP3!=)
it was a creative brand and is a mircophoto de~whereby it have the function of being able to see photographs but not video as it's not a mp4.
my housemate and i brought it at marina square last friday~
which means tat today is the one week anniversary for my mp3.lols.
it have 8GB and i got it at a price of 179s$ as it was at a promotion~
**worth it**

erm.seems like madness have poured all over me~lols.

last friday night my house had a birthday party and the birthday gal will be~
lols.sweet looking cute right?look very polite~lols.
better not let her see this if not~im in dead meat.o_O
we celebrated her birthday in the KTV louge of our condo.
there isn't any modern song den, however, we sang loads of oldies yet nice songs~lols.and booked pizza to eat.=)
the present gift tat we gave her~lols.
overall:we had lots of fun!=)**wuho**

examinations period are really hard and painful.=(
**looking forward to the end of EOY**
lols.

got to give special thanks to:
*Wu Su Luang~[don't say im bad.i didn't put ur english name wor.=)]
for teaching me emaths.science.amaths
*Winston
for spending ur useful time teaching me POA in a very patience way.=)

end here.

ending speech:
wish all the STUDENTS who are taking EOY.PSLE.N'level or other examinations.
all the best*=)
and O'level students got to work hard wor.=)
*GAMBETA!=)

a minute before my tv show~lols.

*.CarrotOrange.*
a smile can brighten up ur day

***wei xiao pasta***

wei xiao pasta is really a nice show!!!gonna watch!!!
a few minutes ago i jus watch esp11!oh my gosh!can't wait for esp12!=)
**sweet** here's small introduction bout the show.=)
if some of the words can't be seems and being replaced by ?,sorry bout it.i will try typing it when im free.which is AFTER EOY.lols.sorry bout it.
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何群
「FREEDOM」乐团主唱何群，是?人前人后差很多的偶像巨星，在媒?、歌迷面前，他冷酷少言，?上从不露出笑容，他不讨好歌迷、不巴结媒?，但大家?一??地追著他跑，让他不堪其?。终是冷?面?媒?跟大?的何群，是全?少女?狂迷恋的?象。

??
?柔美?、?柔浪漫、善解人意、?明?大?……？?不起，?些??通通都?有！她有的只是傻得可?的勇?、??可救的?持、??直撞的?莽、和一?老是?跌倒的扁平足。??作任何事情全?著一股勇??莫名其妙的天真，傻?傻?地朝自己的目?前?。真?是她的中心思想，他相信，只要真心?意，?有?法?成的目?！

Rita
漂亮、迷人的Rita，是鼎?大??最?尚美?的公主，Rita不只美?有?性，?是校?中的??人物，她是鼎大公主?的?袖，也是是?人追?、模仿的?象。?然Rita有著光彩?目的外表，但她?有著特殊的身分背景。Rita的母??年未婚?孕，?性?烈的母?在生下他之後，就因?被外婆斥?家族之?，?而?家出走。 Rita?然是外婆???大的，但???了???烈性格，加上?有父母，也?成了她?立自我的?性和行事作?，母?的?家是她心?的?憾，把未曾?面的??找回家，是Rita最大的?望。

阿哲
何群的弟弟，跟何群是年?年尾的兄弟，所以相差不到一?。阿哲??有型，神情?是充?了傲??自信，行事作??悍霸道，擅用???固??，在鼎大有鼎?少?之?！行事霸道但本性善良的他，其?是很照?鼎大的?生，他??鼎大?生既然??他?少?，他就有?任保?他?。如果有外?者故意??事，他一定第一?出面教?，?不允?有任何人欺?鼎大的?生。

筱柔
筱柔?性?柔??、善解人意，是?人?人?的好女孩，因?父母跟何家是世交，一次意外，父母?亡，筱柔?此成了孤?而被何家收?，?然如此，筱柔?不因自己缺乏?暖的家庭而感到自卑。因??有天生的好歌喉，因而加入何群、阿哲所?的???任主唱，同?她也和阿哲交往，阿哲?她至?，甚至?她?了「北?星的眼?」。可惜一次意外，?她?吊?上?入急湍的河水?，消失??，?此成了阿哲心?的最痛，更是阿哲?何群之??裂的??人物。

**one litre of tears**

One litre of tears.
why suddenly i put this photo up for today's entry?lols.
well.it was becuz jus now i was listening to my com's music and one of the song played was one litre of tears' song.lols.therefore it reminds me bout this show.=)

This noon time,we had our chinese oral.
it was bout 'complain'.
at least i was able to answer the qns.lols.but it wasn't answer in the good way.but in a real weak and terrible answer.lols.
now wat i really wish was be able to pass my oral.=)

anyway.today we also do have one english test.it was on the speech writing.
sukma and i did in the wrong way at first but end up i was able to hand in the right way piece.=)

tml morning will be having chinese tuition at 0930am at abigail's house and after tat Kelly and i will be meeting out the gals to go and buy present for....lols.=Xcan't say.
after buying presents i supposed tat we will be goin to study.=)

end here.=)

*.CarrotOrange.*

WEI XIAO PASTA~=)
it's a nice show to watch~therefore do remember to go and caught it in Youtube*.=)lols.

really have to apologize to everyone for not been updating my entries as nowadays im jus really lazy to update.

today i will be focusing on these two words:
Clumsy and Career.

this word 'clumsy' really made me feel so horrible~
thanks to yesterday morning in canteen incident.
i injured my right hand which i need it for next week examination!
***sianzations***

Career?
this was the topic tat we were talking bout for yesterday CLD.
i did asked quite a number of my classmates and friends what were their ambition.and most of them do have one.in fact is almost everyone who i asked have an answer~while for me?lols.whenever someone asked me 'wat is ur ambition?', my answer will be 'i dunno'.

really wish tat i can actually talk to my brother bout it.therefore im been waiting for him to call so i would be able to talk to him bout this issue.but i supposed waiting for the next call will be quite long.as he jus called me not long ago~which is last week?it means that the next call will be in a few weeks or even a few months time.can't blame them as they were all busy wid their jobs and school works.

end of year examination is getting more and more closer but yet i still havent start my revision.i supposed if i dun start my revision this few days i would be in dead meat soon~anyway.tml having chinese oral.kind of scary~wish tat everything will go smoothly~=)

anyway.n'level and o'level prelims jus over not long ago~therefore tml they won't be coming to school but at home having their 'E-learning'?not too sure bout it.=)

hereby.i gonna wish ppl who having EOYexams soon good luck and also these students who taking n'level and o'level this year GOOD LUCK!!!all the best.=)STUDY HARD!!!

*.CarrotOrange.*
i dare not to tell u wat i really feels as im afraid tat i might regret for the words coming out from my mouth.

***Sat***

Goong!!!which is also Princess Hour~
it's a nice korean show!got to caught in on Channel U soon!=)

The photographs tat i have not been uploading finally is uploaded!!=)
got to really apologize for not uploadin.

Well.today feeling is better than yesterday.
Thanks for the tagging my blog and console me~thanks lots.

Well.after blogging yesterday entry i felt more relax than before~

I gonna make full use of today and tml have enough sleep and stop myself from thinking so much~
Now wat i can really do was to let the FATE* decide.=)

Today went back to school for chinese lesson conducted by Ms. Tan.[陈老师]
around 12noon.her chinese lesson ends.so Meizi.Erzi and i went to MOS to have our lunch.Jianhui joined us a while later we start our meal~

when we were eating,Meizi start telling me tat she was the first time goin to Mos to eat and she said tat Mos's fish burger at Mos is nicer than the other fastfood res.=)well.really happy tat her first time goin to Mos have gaven to me.lols.

After completing our meals.Meizi,Erzi and Jianhui head towards to Yishun as they were meeting ppl out to get Sue's birthday present.[if im not wrong.]
While i stay in SunPlaza and wait for Sister[Jiaqi].

Meanwhile i went to Library as i wanted to find the book tat i been waiting for~which is '狼的诱惑'part II by 可爱淘.
if anyone found it in Library can u guys tell me.cuz i really wanna continue the story~
anyway.i ended up didn't found it but instead i borrowed another book which is'谁说我爱你'.

can introduce u another chinese love story which is'让我陪在你身边' by 咖啡灰.
it's quite a nice.=)
of course the best choice will be '狼的诱惑' by 可爱淘.=)

i will end here wid some chinese words:
缘分这种东西当你要它来时，它死都不要来。担是当你不要它来时，它死都要来。

*.CarrotOrange.*

***1st week of term4 has past~*****

School days are back~
examinations goin on and examinations coming up.
got to really buck up~

firstly,I got to apologize to everyone for not updating my blog entry for the whole week after school reopen.

therefore here i am to update~

truly saying i am kind of lazy to update everyday life to everyone of u as it seems like repeating the same old thing over and over again~[tat's my life,i supposed.]

A few days after school reopen i was quite happy and enjoying it.everyday having a SMILE* on my face.
but who will know wat my heart really thinks or feels?
lols.even myself couldn't understand what my heart really thinks or feels.

Today i told Janice this:
if everyone was given at least 5different kinds of hearts by God~den i would only left wid 2hearts.i supposed.
the other 3hearts had ready dead or got missing in action~can't be found anymore.

Nowadays im really sick and tired of my stupid idiot heart.it will suddenly beat real hard and fast whenever the last period of school bell rang~
wat happened to me?am i alright?am i scare to face the realistic?did i change?changed to someone who is much more difference from the past Karen Chhun Seav Mey?

Now!i dun even know who i am really.
a Cheerful Gal or a real irritating Gal or.......i dunno~lols.im not too sure bout this.

hais.well.let the time do it ba.let my heart really calm down and relax.
why i jus used the same kind of words tat i used to console ppl onto myself.
why can't i do it?**confuse**

sorry tat i can't continue updating le~im tired~

*.CarrotOrange.*

truly saying~i dunno who to talk to~ trust who?lols.i dunno. those ppl who i used to trust.i dunno whether i could trust them again.once bitten,twice shy.i have already got hurt for 3times,i scared~ BGR or even friendship.im really afraid.sorry to u.i am touch for wat u said.

**5th day school holiday**

The fifth day of school holiday.
went to Sentosa-Palawan Beach- and Marina South to eat Steamboat.

in the morning, i ate fried rice(taste horrible but feel warmth inside)made by someone...obviously was not me as i'm a good cook.haha..kidding kidding(please dont take it too seriously).then we set off......

however, we discovered that we forgot to bring many stuffs(party bec our parents are not around).
if our parents are around, they would remind us to bring all the neccessary stuffs.the saddest thing is that, we forgot to bring our hats and sunblock lotion, thus we thought that we would get sun burn like our friends who got there before.(so red and dark).

initially, i thought of withdrawing as i was afraid that BA would be unable to recognise me..haha..i would become as black as charcoal..

after we met with the other two friends, we proceeded into the fairprice to buy some tibits.
when we were there, we made a nuisance of ourselves by talking and laughing loudly..haha..
i think this is wat many teenagers would do when they are out in big group.
after 20 min have gone past, we came to the decision and bought some stuffs.

then we took mrt train to sentosa..
when we were in the train, we began to discuss how to get there but ended up having different idea.
the arousement started again..hais..

moreover, there were many curious eyes laid on us..quite embarrassing...
there were so many ppl on the train but no handsome guy at all..isn't a sad thing?
where r all the handsome guys?? died??
i was so disappointed then..
i think the prime minister is right to think of recruiting foreign talent bec then i'll be able to see more handsome guys around..dont u agree??

30 min later, we found out that we had already reached dobygout...
however, it was quite late as the door was about to close already, so we rushed out.
then one of us managed to pull the other 2 who were at the other corner out.
the latter were so shock at our swift move that they began to grumble in cambodian language.
everyone's attention turned on us--such an embarrass scene..
fortunately, all of us were out of the train..

we finally got into sentosa by bus.then we were led in by cheryl, the tour guide of the day.
she began to spout nonsense ,acting as if she were really the tour guide..haha..but it was quite fun.

the most unbearable moment was that we got to squeeze into the bus with hundreds of ppl.
furthermore, we happened to get a lousy bus driver who loved to swerve around, sending us flying around..
wish that there would be a handsome guy by my side, so that i could lean against him when the bus jercked..haha.jkd

finally we safely got to the beach..suddenly, the feeling of freedom suddenly spiked within me.
we played heart attack and at the same time observe some of the beach scene.there were many women wearing bikini regardless of whether they have the figure or not.

we were so bad that we woke the baby who was sleeping nearby..certainly, it must be our noises..hais..
it must be thinking that it's a din made by some kids suffering from mannered-deficiency.haha..kidding.

then we proceeded to our next game--taking picture..we began to wonder about the area and take as much photos as possible..
going into the water was so cooling in the hot weather.
we even played some of the cambodian traditional games.
it was so fun and enjoying.
a plum and funny looking guy was also fansinated by the games we played.
seem very authentic to them..haha..IMAGINE IT..

unfortunately, i got injured twice.once on my leg, the other on my arm..hais..was it just my luck or was it because i was too clumbsy(not sure)

at night, we went to marina south to have our dinner.
it was dark then and we were pestered by a lady who tried promoting the steamboat to us..
she gave us so much offers but we didnt buy her stories.

if her place is well-populated, does she have to promote it?
she doesnt have to..after consideration, we rejected her offer,i thought it was a good decision..

finally, we reached our destination.
it was really a crowded places..
we managed to eat a great variety of food this time but i got to sacrify my skin. when barbequeing, some oil splashed on me..it's so hurt.

when we were back, we met a guy with body odour.the smell coming from him was extremely terrible but my tea rescued me.[tea to stop my stomach from pain.]
for the whole journey i breathe in the air from the tea.that moment, i began to realise there was also fragrant in a tea.

i was the second one to surrender myself and stopped eating.haha..
now my stomach is so bloated and also missed my drama series..
luckily, there is a kind soul who has already helped me downloaded it.
and tat will be my SHU SHU!!!Mr. Lee Xiang Yong.Thanks alot!!

Pictures next time~when im free.this few days gonna rush my holiday assignments.=)

*.CarrotOrange.*