***sianzation***

yox.
finally back to update le.=))

erm.felt tat im so powerful.
cuz from each day come update den three days later then come update.
den back to each day update.
den now bout 10 days didn't come update le.
hahax.lolx.
i knew it's kinda of cold.but try getting used wid it.=))
haha.cuz karen not lame enough not karen le.=X
hahax.lolx.

and btw.seems like de blogger got changes neh.
hahax.paisa.really didn't come update for a LONG LONG TIME.
say till this 'long long time'reminds me bout de singapore idol.
'NONG NONG AGO'.lolx.

erm.have to get normal back first.
okay.let me think.
last paper for me was on 15may.
den dunno wat le.
nvm.jus continue wid moi crap ba.=X
wish u guys dun mind.=))

erm.it's seems like lots of things really got chaotic le.
i mean moi life.
i can't really go and understand wat's goin on.
it's seems like.a war had been occur around me.
[dun get de wrong meaning, is relationship war.]
haix.i also dunno how to say.

chaos.chaos.chaos.
tat's de only word i could say now.=((
but somehow in moi heart.
there's loads of unhappiness.
but there's is loads of happiness too.
hahax.dun get wat im trying to say right?
well.i dun really understand too.
haha.lolx.

unhappiness.i dun really wanna say out la.
cuz somehow.these unhappiness.i rather keep it at somewhere is very hard to search for ba.=X
erm.u guys can say tat this is an act of running away from the matter.
but i rather not to say out.
cuz i felt tat if i said out.it will bring harm to me and also tat person.

erm.from all these incident.i really dunno who to believe.
who is de rights and who is de wrongs.
but now i also have changes in moi attitude to ppl.
or should i say is.attitudes toward to moi friends around me ba.
when u have difficulties the time.and u need someone.u can come find me.
but i neither go towards u and ask u loads of qns nor console u.
now i would only staying at one side and jus silently support u.
give u all moi trust.**wish tat u won't break moi simple mindset and drive me crazy**
[i supposed tat no one wanna see de way i got real crazy ba.]

and also.wanna tell someone.
i ready gave u loads of chances.dun said tat i didn't.
but for each chance i gave to u.
u hurt me once.and tat's wasn't a bad thing.
but something worst.
is tat.u took it for grant.
which really made me felt more hurt.=((
nvm.

let's say bout.
tat guy ba.still haven't even talk to **** ******.
haix.dunno how to.
dun have de gut to go towards.haix.
only giving up moi steps.
nvm.it's seems so impossible.

and also wanna thx someone.
thx for being there for me.
even though u are always de first to go back home/away.
but yet im happy and glad.
tat u are there for me.=))supporting me.
i felt so happy!!!
xiexie ni.=))really appreciate u.
now i would let u go le.i dun wanna force u to do things u wouldn't wanna do.=))

wow.it's really a very long entire.=X
hahax.okay la.i supposed i will end here.
nono.
wait!!!

this coming monday.O LEVEL CHINESE le.
even though can retake.
but i still wanna wish ja loung.lirong.**** ***** n his friends good luck!!!
all de best.=))

and also.june holidays start le!!!
so wanna wish everyone happy june holidays.except for hahax.
**** ***** and his friends le.got to jiayou!!
o level lei!!

okay.end here le.tata`

*__kaiRen

***happy***

yox.
iim back neh.hahax.
i supposed tat u guys goin to say me lame lei if i told u guy why ii came to update.
hahax.
de reson is tat.
me jus wanna upload de pictures and deleted them off moi laptop.
moi laptop like kanna virus!!!=((
de idiot norton antivirus 2005.like so lousy.
can detant till but CANNOT DELETED IT OFF.

wao lao.like tat also can.so lousy.
okay la.me will upload de pic le wor.=)) one very beautiful de flower.lolx.is qixin called xiangyong buy den he called us to help him buy.hai.long story.erm.it's for qixin mother la. idiot steven.hahax.very stupid right?take wid de flower.hahax.it's ah bubu and moi idea.=X he didn't know tat im posting online neh.=))this view of cake very nice right?hahax.wanna eat?lolx.erm.it's moi daddy yesterday de birthday cake.paisa.no $$$.=(( hahax.daddy wid his present tat me and ah bubu gave him de.i knoe it's kinda of girl-ly but yet it's kinda of cute ma.de bear looks like him.=XX[i said nth]hahax.lolx.erm.kinda of C.C neh.=XX hahax.cannot say like tat la.he's moi daddy!!

muhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.took tis pic when he's playing wid one can?dunno la.hahax.so bai chi de steven.=XX opsh.i said something??nopex.i didn't.

okay.i supposed i can end here lei=))

tata`

***sianzationg***

yox.da jia hor ar.
tell u guys one good new!!!!
I HAVE TAKEN ALL MOI MID-YEAR EXAMINATIONS LE!!!
SO HAPPY LE!!!=))

erm.jus reached home bout 1 hour ago.
hahax.
cuz after straight after skool.went to choose present for daddii.
haix.broke le!!!
wallet $$$$ fly away from miie!!!=((
erm.ah bubu also brought one cake for hiim.
no $$$ de both of us.so no choice but to buy one small cake which is enough for him de.=))

den later went to look for yiting.
to go and get daddii de biirthday present.

erm.after tat.stay at blk 319 de downside de chair there talk talk.
okay.today de FIRST time met MOI DIDI.XAVIER!!!
hahax.very de ke ai neh!!!=))

hahax.erm after tat went to yishun.okay.
didi went home first.den ask him to bring one t-shirt for me.
cuz can't wanna me to wear de SSS uniform at SO LATE time ba.
hahax.
erm.kinda of sian.cuz daddii kept playing wid in de arcade.
den me and ah bubu.down there sian sian de lor.-_-zZzZ

erm.den went to eat dinner.
yixiang came and join us.
erm.allover.the boys ate and went home together.
the 3boys went to daddii house.
cuz wanna help qi xin to do her report.

erm.i will end here le.tata`

-'kai-Ren'-

wait!!!upload pictures.=))
think next time den upload ba.de thing like siao le!
hahax.

an act stands a meaning.
*kiss on the ear---------------------"i'm horny"
*kiss on the cheek------------------"we're friends"
*kiss on the hand-------------------"i adore you"
*kiss on the neck--------------------"we belong together"
*kiss on the shoulder---------------"i want you"
*kiss on the lips----------------------"i love you" or "i want you"
*holding hands-----------------------"we can learn to love each other"
*a wink---------------------------------"Let's get it on"
*slap on the butt---------------------"thats mine"
*playing with the ear----------------"i can't live without you"
*holding on tight---------------------"don't let go"
*looking into each other's eyes---"let's get romantic"
*playing with hair on head---------"tell me you love me"
*arms around the waist ------------"i love you too much to let go"
*laughing while kissing--------------"i am completley comfortable w/you"
-=advice=-
***if you're kissing someone.close youreyes.it's not nice to stare.***
if you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in love...

hahax.i know it's lame la.
to post this kind of things.
but erm.jus post as an entry to let u guys know more ma.=X

yox.
finally im back after one week of examinations.
hahax.
well.erm.nth special really have happened.
erm.let me slowly say ba.
okay.

saturday.o6.o5.o6
erm.didn't really go out ba.
forget liao lei.

sunday.o7.o5.o6
erm.yea didn't go out also.=))

monday.o8.o5.o6
poa mid year paper.
oh my gosh.
it's real hard.
hahax.
den at 2plus met jolie and lirong out to study.
erm.kinda of weird at first.
cuz after all first time meetin him ma.hahax.
and even took a neoprint.a very stupid de.=XX

tuesday.09.05.06
social studies and e maths paper1.
oh my gosh.
making me nuts lei.
so hard!!!=((
for sure score badly for moi mid year de.=((

wednesday.10.05.06
erm.got science paper and a maths paper1.
oh my.
science wao lao.dont really know wat de heck they talking bout.hahax.
den a maths.
oh my.last qns so difficult lei!!
hai.die liao die liao.

thursday.11.05.06
erm.yesterday ar.
got history paper.
haiyo.de night before yesterday.
read history till going nuts lei!!!
den about 12 plus.
shu shu called and ask me to wanna go out not.
den me ask them to go watch movie lor.
cuz me also looking for ppl to watch movie ma.=))
then mi manage to find two person.which is steven and shushu.

erm.watch poseidon.hahax.very nice!!=))
erm.it's a 1 and 1/2 hour movie.
after call ah bu come meet us.=))
erm.den we went to one block downside to play soccer.
hahax.very lame i know.
well.erm.after tat go eat lor.after eating.
we went to one of de carpark which is near to my old house de.hahax.
cuz rainning ma.den later at 4B like tat.steven found something.den later he go throw onto someone's car.
oh my gosh!!!
directly dropped onto de car front le!!!
thinking whether de ppl inside okay ma.
erm.think end here lei.

tata`

pick the month (number) you were born
1----i shot a
2----i gave a lap dance to
3----i smacked
4----i sang to
5----i fell in love with
6----i murdered
7----i gave my number to
8----i humped
9----i choked on
10---i bitch slapped
11---i had sex with
12---i ate a

Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a homeless guy
2-------your mom
3-------a banana
4-------a fork
5-------a mexican
6-------a gangster
7-------a condom
8-------an ipod
9-------a stuffed animal
10-------a goat
11-------my dog
12-------my dad
13-------the computer
14-------my science teacher
15-------my neighbor
16-------myself
17-------a jones soda
18-------a llama
19-------a poser
20-------my best friends boyfriend
21-------a permenant marker
22-------a policeman
23-------a ninja
24-------a baseball bat
25-------my pshyciatrist
26-------my brother
27-------my sister
28-------a football player
29-------a dvd player
30-------a pickle
31-------my cell phone

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White------Because i was high.
Black-------Because I was drunk.
Pink--------Because im a homosexual.
Red---------Because the voices told me to.
Blue--------Because i cant control myself.
Green------Because I hate myself.
Purple------Because Im naked.
Gray--------Because thats how i roll.
Yellow------Because someone offered me1,000,000 dollars
Orange----Because i hate my family.
Other-------Because that's how I roll.
none------because im sexy and i do what i want

i know very de stupid.hahax.

" what happens when guys make girls jealous"
A boy and a girl, the best of friends.
From elementary to high school from beginning to end.
Through all those years their friendship grew.
They both felt the same, but neither knew.
Each waking moment since the day they met.
They both loved each other sunrise to sunset.
He was all she had in her terrible life.
He was the one who kept her from her knife.
She was his angel, she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while.
Then one day things went terribly wrong.
The nextf ew weeks were like a very sad song.
He made her jealous on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied.
He played with jealousy like it was a game.
Little did he know.
Things would never be the same.
His plan was working but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go, the damage he would do.
One night she broke down, feeling very alone.
Just her and the blade, no one else home.
She dialed his number, he answered,
"Hello"
She told him she loved him and hung up the phone.
He raced to her house just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood, her heart had no rate.
Beside her was anote, in it her confession.
Her love for this boy, her only obsession.
As he read the note, he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife, that night they both died.
She was found in his arms,both of them dead.
Under her note his handwriting said:
"I loved her so, she never knew. All this time I loved her too."
*________________*
a very touching story right?
haix.got to learn how to appreciate de one u loved around u.
do not think tat it would be a fun game to go and hurt someone who loved u.
let them jealous.
if u have any problems between each other.jus speak out.
don't keep it to urself.

***sad day***

yox.
here to update le wor.=))
well.yesterday got my first mid year exam paper.=))
which is english paper1 and also chinese paper2.
well.wat i can say bout the paper is.
sure die!!!
cuz so difficult!!
really rather go and beng the idiot door!!

today second day of mid year exam.
erm.got our chinese paper1 and english paper2.
well.de same remark for it ba.
sure die!!!
cuz real difficult.haha.sounds like repeating hor.=XX

after tat met ersao.went to eat at ah mei cafe.hahax.have a good talk wid her.know wat's her decision lei.erm.got to take care.i will be here for u de na.=))lurve ya always.after eatting,she came to my house and play com.maple.=))

erm.today also mr sotong gwee.the leader of the sotong family la.
hahax.
last day in sembawang secondary skool!!!
oh my!!!
will miss him lots one lor.cuz after all 2months been taught by him.
even though sometimes dun understands his explaination.
but still can say tat.he's good lor!!!
haix.sad.and SIANZATION IS STARTING SOON!!!!
cuz if mr gwee went off.then IS MS LOW TAKING US!!!
huh?then will be real boring one lor.
the way she taught.ZzZzZzZ.
no one can talk somemore!!!=((

erm.wat i can say is tat.all the best to u lei.mr gwee.
will miss u de.still remember i told u before tat u are the first teacher tat i dare to chat online freely lei.hahax.
got to take care in ur new school wor.=))
dun wry u will forever our leader sotong.=X
end this post wid some pictures.

sukma.jiaqi.mr gwee.jolie.

sukma.jiaqi.mr gwee.jolie.karen.sotong family.taken by miss fong.xiexie.=))

ersao.at my house.using my handphone take de.=))

**ZZZZ**

sorry for not updatiin my blog for so long.=))
so here to update.=))

Saturday.29.04.06
it's my er sao de birthday.so wish u happy belated birthday.=))
hm.went out wid my outside family to go and eat steamboat.=))
got one new gan didi.
very cute!lurve him lots.
okay.firstly.we went to marina sqare.
at there.my daddy and mummy played a trick on me.
haha.but really felt very surprise and happy.
thx daddy for the zhu zhuII!!!but i told u tat it's different from the preious zhu zhuI.
cuz this zhuzhuII is given by u and mummy.very touch.=))
at the marina square.ah ma[ivy] brought a Tshirt for her brother.which is my new gan didi.
then she also went shopping for her own clothes.and also ah gong de birthday present.
haha.erm.after tat went to eat steamboat at marina bay.with off course.my family members.
hahax.really had lots of fun.lets take one part.where ah ma wanna pass the continue to ah bu.
to go and get more hot water.ah ma forgotten tat it's made of metal and pass to ah bu lei.
then ah bu didn't get notice.haha.so the continue dropped as it hurt my ah bubu.
ke lian de ni.let me show u the pic.

haha.kinda of red right?meanwhile.they also break up one of the plate.=))very de li hai.

another one is the prawn.ah bubu took a box of prawn.and we took it out and wanting to cook it.

hm.supposed to throw in the middle which is the area of soup de.but i told ah bu one thing.let's put it on the bbq place.cuz to put on top to watch how it die.=))

haha.then she gave me a very funny look.but not only me agreed.almost all agreed.haha.

okay then the first prawn when came out is still alive!!!oh my gosh.and when we up it on the bbq place.it suddenly jump up.and scare all of us.erm.i supposed is only the gals.

then later we went home.on the w

then we all scream like hell sia.hahax.but yea.we still did have lots of fun and the food is delicious.

even though only gan didi.daddy mummy and me really go and eat la.ah ma and ah bu like dun have the feeling of eating.

ay home we accompany ivy and didi to the traffic light and then sent my mummy back home.=))then later daddy and ah bu send me home.tat's de end on sat lei ba.

Sunday.300406.

went out wid jie loung to study at sun plaza.at there met blueadidas and blacknike.=))sukma must be very jealous.haha.jkd only.relax.

Monday.010506.

it's labour day.hm.went to study at sun plaza again.but wid different person.which is with my ah bubu.haha.didn't really done wid any of my homework.cuz heart not there.=))

Tuesday.020506.

which is yesterday.erm.nth much really happened.but we got our physic test on chapter4.5 and 6.very hard lei!sotong still said tat if u study u will be able to score.but wat i think is tat.even how we study also can't score cuz real hard man.teacher we not pure sci la.

Wednesday.030506.

which is today.firstly wanna.wish blueadidas HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY lei!!=))unable to wish u face to face.haha.so jus wish u in my blog entire hao lei.hahax.well.may all ur dreams come truth, this year o'level will score well.=))erm.got chemistry test on chapter5 and 6.after skool got back physic test.hm.jus passed.hai hao.didn't fail.okay la.i will end here.bye.

all the best to all pupils who are having exams nowadays!!!all the best to ya na.=))got to relax urself na.dun later gone mad.=XXXtouch wood ar!!!hahax.jkd only.sayoonara.=))hahax.very stupid ba.she took me and i took her.i told her tat i deleted it.but sorry.aini.i didn't!hahax.=Xshhhh.dun tell her.=))later take copper come running after me.=XXX

took it from ah bubu de hp.=))

taken by ah bubu.=))nice hor?rainbow.my birthday cake given by my ah bubu.this year de.hm.kinda of long lei.but just received it not long ago.=)) my ah bubu.taken secretly.but end up she knows bout it.=))the condo tat i'm staying at.=))

sukma's bag keychain.=))the sunset i took from my cousin room.nice right?the shy is purple-red.can't take out the effect much.sky taken on today.in skool during school period.=))the sky and tree near to ex-laopa de house.taken when waiting for bus.at bus stop.sunset again.

is he cute?haha.look very blur.cuz when he smile i took then turn out he didn't smile!didi denzyl?is it spell like tat.not too sure.hahax.=))