***sianzation***

yox.
finally back to update le.=))

erm.felt tat im so powerful.
cuz from each day come update den three days later then come update.
den back to each day update.
den now bout 10 days didn't come update le.
hahax.lolx.
i knew it's kinda of cold.but try getting used wid it.=))
haha.cuz karen not lame enough not karen le.=X
hahax.lolx.

and btw.seems like de blogger got changes neh.
hahax.paisa.really didn't come update for a LONG LONG TIME.
say till this 'long long time'reminds me bout de singapore idol.
'NONG NONG AGO'.lolx.

erm.have to get normal back first.
okay.let me think.
last paper for me was on 15may.
den dunno wat le.
nvm.jus continue wid moi crap ba.=X
wish u guys dun mind.=))

erm.it's seems like lots of things really got chaotic le.
i mean moi life.
i can't really go and understand wat's goin on.
it's seems like.a war had been occur around me.
[dun get de wrong meaning, is relationship war.]
haix.i also dunno how to say.

chaos.chaos.chaos.
tat's de only word i could say now.=((
but somehow in moi heart.
there's loads of unhappiness.
but there's is loads of happiness too.
hahax.dun get wat im trying to say right?
well.i dun really understand too.
haha.lolx.

unhappiness.i dun really wanna say out la.
cuz somehow.these unhappiness.i rather keep it at somewhere is very hard to search for ba.=X
erm.u guys can say tat this is an act of running away from the matter.
but i rather not to say out.
cuz i felt tat if i said out.it will bring harm to me and also tat person.

erm.from all these incident.i really dunno who to believe.
who is de rights and who is de wrongs.
but now i also have changes in moi attitude to ppl.
or should i say is.attitudes toward to moi friends around me ba.
when u have difficulties the time.and u need someone.u can come find me.
but i neither go towards u and ask u loads of qns nor console u.
now i would only staying at one side and jus silently support u.
give u all moi trust.**wish tat u won't break moi simple mindset and drive me crazy**
[i supposed tat no one wanna see de way i got real crazy ba.]

and also.wanna tell someone.
i ready gave u loads of chances.dun said tat i didn't.
but for each chance i gave to u.
u hurt me once.and tat's wasn't a bad thing.
but something worst.
is tat.u took it for grant.
which really made me felt more hurt.=((
nvm.

let's say bout.
tat guy ba.still haven't even talk to **** ******.
haix.dunno how to.
dun have de gut to go towards.haix.
only giving up moi steps.
nvm.it's seems so impossible.

and also wanna thx someone.
thx for being there for me.
even though u are always de first to go back home/away.
but yet im happy and glad.
tat u are there for me.=))supporting me.
i felt so happy!!!
xiexie ni.=))really appreciate u.
now i would let u go le.i dun wanna force u to do things u wouldn't wanna do.=))

wow.it's really a very long entire.=X
hahax.okay la.i supposed i will end here.
nono.
wait!!!

this coming monday.O LEVEL CHINESE le.
even though can retake.
but i still wanna wish ja loung.lirong.**** ***** n his friends good luck!!!
all de best.=))

and also.june holidays start le!!!
so wanna wish everyone happy june holidays.except for hahax.
**** ***** and his friends le.got to jiayou!!
o level lei!!

okay.end here le.tata`

*__kaiRen