***happy new year***

Happy New Year!!!
the first day without him:
when i'm with friends...will not think a percent of him...
when i'm not with any friends...suddenly thought of him alot...do whatever things will think of him...
hey!!!if i suddenly flirt around don't blame me...jus like me go...i'm really having alot of stress...
maybe i doesn't really have stress at all...
if you guys mind...jus think that i'm really really change...change into a person you never know...
i said i doesn't want any reason...but i can lie to you all...but i can't lie to my own heart...
tell you what...i said that i will not drop a tear out...but i did!!!i can't believe that...i said that...but in the end i can't do it...how i wish that the princple of my school let me have one more month of holiday...
by the way do you guys agree this phrase??
being a human is worst than a dead person...
don't you think so...now then i know why shi ning chosen that choose...
as she don't want anymore sadness...no more stress...
hai~~~at first i really think that shi ning had made a bad choose...but now...i know it...it is a good choose...
hai~~~i think that life is really doesn't really mean to me...haha...
don't think that i can't take jian hui the break up...
haha...i'm not...really...is that i have too much other things to think...
LIFE ISN'T MEANINGFUL TO ME...
haha...think i'm really mad...
maybe...jus now i have taken beer...
haha...shhhhh don't tell the police or what...
hai~~~
there is really alot of question want to ask...like...
*why am i in sembawang sec???
*why didn't i choose canberra sec instead???
*how can i go into express???
*why i don't choose NA instead of Express???
*why am i in 1e1 then next year still be with the same classmate???
*why did i got into 1e1???why not 1e2???
and many more...
i had been thinking alot of question out of my brain...
ok lah...i will end here...
wish that i can forget about him as soon as possible...bye...