!!!!!arh!!!!!

arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
getting mad le!!!!
really mad!!!!
really need to get to de hougang le!!!!

now i knoe wat i hate most le!!!!
is to been left out...
n also...always have to be de last one to go...but never be de first one!!!!
hate it!!!!

why u always have to be first one to left but not me???
everytime like tat...
on de phone also like tat...
online also like tat...
even go out also like tat...
or also after school also like tat...

do u knoe de feeling is very de bad lor...
everytime i heard tat:
"sorry...i have to go off/put down de phone/get back home/i have to go offline at bla bla bla time"
do u knoe tat...
de feeling is really very bad...
in my heart it was jus like...
a pen knife or a sharp thing...
jus pop it in...
it's really very de hurt!!!!

since u wanna always be de first to tell me tis...
den why not u jus go off forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
do u knoe me really very de xing gu!!!!
very hurting one lor...!!!

ok la..getting really headache...
wanna slp le..
gd nite...
bye...