***crying de whole day***hurts***

hai....
really miss tat time...
hai...don't say le la...
now really very de sad...

tml jh is goin to malaysia le...
hai...
monday he not going to school...
kinda of miss him...
is not kinda la..
is alot na...

this few days feels really stress alot...
also dunno why...
so i sick ba...
haha...

today really feels really sick le...
hai...
not flu is sore thorat...
den if not is my back bone...
or if not is stomach pain...
sian diao...

today in class...
feels kinda of left out...
it's ok de la...
cuz "they" always like tat...
haha...

hai...
today dunno have to cry how many times le...

den today don't have de feeling of eatting...
i also dunno why...
when i eat...
i feels like vomitting..
hai...

yesterday...him n her came to school together...
hai...
i also dunno wat to say...
jus pretend tat i didn't see anything...

hai...
ok la...
tml got duty have to go n slp le...
very late le...
but i'm thinking whether i can slp not leh...
cuz too..................................................
hai...
really scare tat dream will come truth one day...

ok la...
nite...

if one day i'm gone...
wish tat u will not drop a tears for me...
cuz i'm a useless...helpless...stupid....