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I am supposed to be in store now... helping out my brother and Cynthia (new workmate), however, I am still slacking at home~ =X Trying hard to do my management project~ but..... I am confused of what I am reading~ (>.<) "Forward with fairness"--> boring~~~!!!! feel like im having lots and lots to do~ but I just can't concentrate on anything~ >.<

**karen!!! got to focus~~~

Times really flew pass real fast! I am already nineteen years old! 6 mths later~ I will be stepping into my first Twenties age~ (!_!) *scary* anyway... i wonder why am i typing all these now!!!!

being a fool of myself

well~ i wonder..when i will be able to fully wake up from the dreams that i had been having for the past few years?~ life is short, Karen.. have to accept the fact...don't always run away from it.. yes.. face the fact! life will be much more better!

i felt like i had made a total fool of myself...i know, friends, would say.. since when Karen don't make a fool/ joke out of herself.. tat's true.. i miss the "old" self.. i wanna the "old" self back... and i know..I'm almost achieving it..but some of the things..i wouldn't want it back~ its bad side of Karen... i don't like it..

I know, u guys would be wondering what the heck am i posting..to be honest, i have no idea what i had typed.. anyway, to the people out there, have to always be honest to yourself, face the reality, don't always..run away from it.. and also, if you know that things that don't belongs to you, it will never be yours. must learn to let go~but do remember to treasure those things that belongs to you.. as they will be the most precious of your life..u will never want to feel regarded after you lost them.

Karen

I think I need to stop depending on others~ No one i can talk to.. no one listen to me~ then..just leave it..i will keep my mouth shut..

I should know..everyone is busy with their things.. eveyone have their own problem.. YES.. that true.. so...i shouldn't bother them.. I should be more understanding... but..who can be more undrestanding towards me? no one.. then..fine!~ i will left it too.. having family... = none.. having anything.. or anyone.. also = to nothing.. then.. im just nothing~

19th Birthday

These are the 3cakes that I received last friday~ Even though it wasn't the exact day (14 march) but still.. I got 3 birthday cakes..lols.. This is the first time I actually received 3 cakes on the same day! lols... The first cake is given by my brother, second by my brother+ his friends, and the pie made by Kim Song. =)) All of these taste delicious!=))

Anyway, celebrated my birthday last friday with my eldest brother's friends~ It was a unforgetable birthday party though.. Even though only 8 people (including myself) were there..But I am satisfied! =)) They actually specially planned, made a card and went to buy me, my first 'Yves Saint Laurent' Products..=)) lols.. really love it lots!=)) I am also glad that my God sister is back from Japan..and also...The REAL her that I used to know is back too~=))

Anyway, for this year my lunar b'day falls on the 8th of March..initially I thought that I wouldn't get any birthday wishing from my mum.. but..=)) she eventually did call and wish me!=)) heex.. but what's different this year is... he isn't here~ unable to call me~ BUT I swear that I did feel his present that day~ I must say that.. I really miss him lots!=((

OH! On that same day, I received my FIRST b'day wish and present! =)) I think the person who gave me the present didn't know that he actually didn't give me an early b'day present!=)) But still, I love the present I received! Its really useful~ It brings music back to my life!=))

This year, I received quite a lot of birthday wishes from friends from Singapore, both Primary and Secondary School!=)) I am really glad that they actually still remember me!!!=)) Its always nice to keep in contact with your friends..=))

Btw, Thoa (my sister) had gone back to Vietnam! =(( Monday was the last day I seen her~ We had dinner and went bowling together! =(( Missing those days we went out together..for movies, dinners, etc..=(( She's just like my ELDER sister and CLOSE friend who I can share my secrets with!=)) hais~~~~

On wednesday, I received a Cup for my b'day! This is NOT a normal cup! It is a cup that have my name and the meaning of it on! =)) Lols! IT looks really good! Till now, I don't bear to use it~! lols..=))

P.s. To some people, I am just too disappointed! (>.<)

Photographs

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Oh! just remembered that I did go to Manly beach during the holiday with my uncle's family~ it was fun!!! lols. which made me..developing a big different between my skin colours.. lols..

Winnie st..lols..

Confuse...Stubborn...Stupid...PURE dumb...

Lols.. i feel like i had reached the final stage...



beginning from..confusing stage--> stubborn stage --> Stupid --> PURE DUMB..



hais.. I know that sometimes it best that I wake up! I must! But stupid me... keep falling into it~ (z.Z)



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Haven't been updating ever since the Chinese new year celebration..



Actually many things happened.. Such as.. went out with my friends from info system to celebrate my Buddy's 20Th birthday.. Even though only the 3 of us and we did not much. but I believed that at least we did enjoy each other accompany! I must say that I feel really comfortable going out with them.. =))



Borrowed Korean, Japanese and Taiwanese dramas from my neighbour.. MY GOD.. She actually borrowed me a BIG bag of dramas..lols.. Till now, I only finished.. 3 or 4 dramas.. haven't been able to watch it ever since my uni starts....



Celebrated my eldest brother's b'day.. Lols.. We went to a Lousy Restaurant and gave him a surprise b'day party!=)) I believed that he loves it lot!=)) will post up those photographs soon~ =) (Photo speak louder than words.)



Goodbye Summer... Hello Autumn.... lols.. Yeap! This week, Australia welcome autumn and finally saying goodbye to the HOT summer~=))



This week is also my first week back to uni.. Seems like everyone changed.. From first year to second year.. Feels like.. I am getting older~ (>.<)'''.. Anyway, sold out most of my books--> buyer- TAING KEANG HUY (-.-).. but..at least i got to sell out most of my first year books~ but still I am lack of $$$.. due to quite a few reasons.. firstly--> uni fee went up.. almost 3grands! my god... I am so broke now!!! (>.<) UNI ARE RIPPING US OFF.. to build useless building!!! (>.<) Secondly, I got a wrong textbook for HRM.. my god.. this is totally not my fault!! it's the uni bookstore and the lecturer-in-charge of the subject to be at fault! (>.<) I can only say that I am just too "LUCKY".. (=.=)

Still, I get to meet a lot of friends after such a LONG holiday.. and Ah huy~.. talking to him, let me feel like I am finally getting my own life back/ back to earth!!!! Someone who I can talk to freely and would understand what I am actually talking about.. =)) Thanks ah huy!



Think that's more or less about it..



p.s. though we travel the world over to find the beautiful, we must carry it with us or we find it not. -

CHINESE new year and V-day

HAPPY LUNAR CUM VIETNAMESE NEW YEAR and HAPPY belated VALENTINE DAY!=)

Jason: My 4 Years old Cousin

My baby Gal Cousin~ and my aunt.=)

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TEMPLE:

On the first day of the Lunar New year, my brother and I with the company of my Uncle's family went to WOLLONGONG, Nan Tian Shi Temple. It is an 2Hours drive there from Sydney.

It was raining heavily, yet there're lots of people found in the temple. Same as the other temple, there're always dragon dances can be found, but I wasn't interested to join the squeezy crowd.

By the way, this temple is really big. This is only the upper part of the temple, so it is quite big. (They own a BIG land for themselves, in additional, a big land in front for the building of a NEW university.--They're REAL rich!).

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FOGGY~

As we are entering the long drive way back to Sydney.

When I was in the car, I feel like I had entered into a new world. It seems to be like heaven~

P.s. This post I had been attempting to finish it for 3 times, but only this time round can finish update. =) Been busy, lazy and tired to update. Apologize for it~=)

Tomorrow is Chinese Valentine day, so hereby wishes everyone a HAPPY VALENTINE DAY again~=)

Examination finished!

Hope that it does look delicious...=D Its the jelly that i had made the other day! lols..

Anyway.. I had officially finished my summer term for INFO system.... with the completed FINAL exam..=) now my holidays only have 3 more weeks left! hahas.. then~ my Semester 1 for year 2 uni starts~ =(

Now..I have to start prepare for lunar new year..which is on 14 of feb..erm...VALENTINE day too! lols.. Its a good opportunity for singles to be able to share time with your family members!=) its also a good chance for couples too..to celebrate with partner and family! lols..

This also meant tat I need to.. start washing...cleaning..the house and the store..lols..

Anyway, I am currently watching "the Illusionist".. erm..a good movie~ a prince can do anything to just be a KING! but the main character or the one who known as the "Illusionist" is really intelligent.. Uses all those scientific stuffs to be with his loved ones~ tricked everyone, made the prince dies, the chief policer loses his job! A good movie! Strongly recommend to watch!=D

Exam day is appoarching

It been almost a week since the last entry I had posted. Though its a week, but there ain't any much different. Been wasting time: talking, walking around Cabramatta, sleeping, and making desserts.

Desserts- Jelly and Yellow beans.

Jelly- considered as the successful one ( approved by quite a no. of people!=))
Yellow beans- Lack of sweetness.

Anyway..I will definitely improve on it when I next make it!=D
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There is a new Korean restaurant in Cabramatta, "Da Chang Jing" I know.. common name~ But the food inside is considered as "Above Average". Service- "Below Average".

Korean restaurant- not having Korean employee but Vietnamese (alright, reasonable. Since most of the population in Cabra are Vietnamese). Still, I do not really like it..as the service provided is..ain't good.. Some Vietnamese- too "UP" to themselves..( no offence) Still..in one week, I think I went there for 3 times..hahas... Their food are delicious~ tats something tat I cannot decline~

To be honest, this post is supposed to be uploaded on the 2nd of Feb, Tuesday, but..Internet was "CAP" so..yep! unable to finish it up and upload it...

Anyway, last night was watching "So you think you can dance, Australia". All those routine are real good! But the thing tat leave me unforgettable was when a Girl said this:

"One day, my dad came back and told us that he has Cancer. The day before, he was healthy. but the next day, I see him, slowly deteriorating."

Can you imagine tat? One day, your loves one came back and tell you this? Don't feel like writing anymore.

Information System exam on monday~ hopefully I will be able to get all the necessary stuffs inside my brain soon! ( haven't been studying much. )

Australian Day~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUSTRALIA~

Just finished showering not long ago~ *feeling much more cooling* Anyway, today, its 37degrees~ (x.x)'''''''''' so hot!!! and boring~~~~ today aint any different from normal day to me~ even though today is public holiday but there ain't many ppl in cabramatta too.. i think its due to the celebration in CITY and also..HOT WEATHER~ people would rather stay at home and have their air-con on and relax..lols..

Today.. was so quiet and...CRAP! there're people walking into our store..but those are people who just LOOK and TRY~ (=.=) or even worst..just here for AIR-CONDITIONAL~ which made us really pissed off~

Well, today I cooked a pot of SOUP~ lols..instead of purchasing Pork, I got Beef... (-.=) I really want to cry~~!!!! but at least.. my brother helped me and asked me to cook it for one more hour~ lols.. and it turned out to be GOOD~ beside..a little salty~ =P I will definitely keep improving!!!=D

Erm~ this made me wonder~ Am I actually having information system or cooking exams in 2 weeks time? hahas.. I haven't been touching Info system eversince last wednesday~ but been in the kitchen since that day~hahas.. Tsk tsk..i think i really need to start doing something for INFO system~=)