***life***

aloha.
back again.during midnight!!!lolx.
jus nth better to do.lolx.
well.this entry jus treated tat im jus saying stupid stuffs.

jus using this entry to update wat my mind thinking ba.

btw i will update another later when im back from my traditional stuffs at the temples.

well.i gonna start.let me think one by one ba.

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FRIENDSHIP.
well.school~
everythings goin fine ba.
but maybe sometimes the four of us will break into two by two.
however.everything still the same.nth bad or worst.
erm.me and jolie~very good!!!better than the past few years ba.haha.
jiaqi~sometimes maybe will have misunderstanding but still very good.goin to her house seems like goin back to my own house.=)very relax de.
sukma~maybe sometimes will have communication problems but STILL GOOD!!
haha.so everythings seem to be goin very well ar.=)jus tat i everyday in my stupid idiot ~lala land~.
erm.got to be back to real-life nowadays.stop my day-dreaming so much le.=)
got to be more better than before~~!!!!
however.some friends around me seems to be very de scary!!!dunno how to say.
well.outside~
problems seem to be alot ba.
the two guys!haix.jus really dunno wat to do.believing which party.seems to be very confused!!
makin me stress.but now im not goin to think bout the problems le.
btw.gonna apologize to u both as.i might not be able to have the same attitude towards the both of u le.
now the attitude or should i say is the kind of "feeling" i giving u both will be more strange le ba.
erm.cuz of "her" i quarrel wid the two guys.
nowadays.met her on the way to school.but sometime we said 'hi' to each other.but i felt so unwilling to do it.cuz i really.stress!cuz of 'her'.
the quarreling.made me so stress.so pissed off.=(
ah bu.very good ar.jus called her today.chat wid her on the phone.=)
den other.erm.only contact XY ba.not more le.
but today online.alot of unknown suddenly chat wid me.scared me!!=(
overall~getting more and more better!!!
home~
nth ba.everything good! but we were like divided to four and two.
haix.dunno wat to say.but overall good!!!still good!!!
dun request too much from ppl around me
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FAMILY.
everything goin well!!!real well.jus missing them.cuz very long never see them le.
so im very happy tat my dad came.=)
missing my two brothers!!!very long never met them online nor they called me.=(
they were all so busy!!!made me so sad.however.im also feeling happy for them as they can't called becuz the business in australia is real good!so they won't have time to call me.=)
erm.however!!!my cousin over in france!!!
gonna wake up neh!!till now u still haven't wake up.u really upset ur family members alot.gonna get well soon.
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BRG.
haix.dunno wat to say.BA.giving up?***confusing***knowing who he likes le.is there any chances for me?lolx.thinking so far.
another guy.haix.can't expected tat u can fond of me for so long.i rejected u so many times neh!!!
really felt very surprise and a little of touching la.cuz so long le.but i still wanna say:
give up ba.me will only hurt u.in alot of ways.im someone who will leave this country de.soon~
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SCHOOL WORK.
goin not tat well.
dun really understand the lessons.
haix.have to blame myself.as i have to admit myself for the lazyness in me.and tiredness in me!=)
getting more and more lazy.
lazy in: doin homework and more.
can't really cope!test more worst!!
really gettin more and more lousy!=(
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CCA.
sometime really lazy to go.but nowadays i supposed i will have to go le ba.
i have learn my lesson!lolx.erm.somemore.green club now have to face a big problem which is the competition for the fashion.haix.
we gonna make out the clothes by nov.and get the models by sep.and the models have to go for AT LEAST 10 sessions of modeling lesson.so anyone interested??
btw.i supposed mrs lau is gonna ask students of sec1-3 to go and take part ba in the modeling contest.wish tat there will be someone there!!!=)at least 4 wor.[lolx.i supposed to say wat im thinkin but now asking request.]
well.ppl pls go wor.audition!!!mrs lau really very stress bout it neh.she even think of getting out of the contest.ppl pls!!!try wor!!!=)not only her.we as green club members also see le.stress!!
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don't think there's anymore le ba.not too sure too.my life not having alot of stuffs ar.
erm.later i will be uploading pictures ba.=)

***pictures***

i will be uploading pictures now

3e1`o6 on mr lim last day.

3e1 wid Mr.Lim Dayang Band fiesta[dunno spell correctly.]me and Boss[xuewen.]edited by jennykevin's birthday.120706

do we looks like daddy and mummy of the child we carrying?lolx.

i supposed i will upload more next time.
the idiot programe kei siao again.=)sorry.
*.CarrotOrange.*

***Sian***

hi.
finally back.
well.today.not feeling really not tat good ar.
not only today.but is this few days ba.
seems like im not having any aims.
jus looking around and looking for something.
even i seems to be very high sometimes.but actually im not feeling any high at all.
jus very sianx.
cuz wat i feels now is tat.everyday doing the same old things.
early in the morning wake up.go shower.go school taking bus859 or 856.
den reached school do wat was.go and buy something to eat and drink.
den sit at one coner to eat my stuffs.
after tat.go locker take de lessons books tat i will be having before recess.
life really seems to be very sian.=((
haix.
ohya.my dad came to singapore on last friday night.
why is he here?
cuz i have to go to temple and do some stuffs.jus cambodian traditional way of stuffs.
in fact singaporeans also do thats too ba.lolx.
haix.
nowadays alway have the feeling tat.wat i said was like.talking rubbish.
made-no-sense out of it.
haix.also dunno why.
well.xinhui said tat it might be the startin of depression.
but wat am i depressed of now???
well.i only thinks tat life seems to be very boring and kept talking rubbish.
and also.nowadays.very hard to control my emotionals.
haix.sian.
everyday kept thinkin and thinking.
thinking of wat?
well.jus stuffs tat im not supposed to think.haix.
oh my gosh.jus now dosed off.while updating.lolx.
really very tired ba.
well.wat's really goin on wid me?
jus now i was listening to music when im sleeping.
when the song stopped at S.H.E's new album the "Goodbye my Love".
den my mind seems to leading me to somewhere tat will make me feels very upset.
seems like someone have left me.
wat really happening?i hate this kind of feelling.
haix.
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well.now i supposed i will jus say out wat really happened the past few days ba.
erm.last week saturday the party was fun!!!real fun!!!=)
haha.mei mei's birthday party.my cousins and i helped out in the BBQ at first and we were all like.oh my gosh!!!why is everyone eating non-stop den us???have to keep helpping them!!!
but in the end.we gets to used the whole KTV for the whole night!till 12mid-night neh!!!=))
erm.den wednesday went for appointment.have to thx jolie for accompanying.xiexie nie wor.=))
and also on tat the same day, received the assignment of doin the cans.as a punishment ba.by mrs gani for not goin to green club last week!lolx.
erm.friday night.dad reached singapore.
but i only get to meet him yesterday.erm.he brought for me alot of clothes.=))so happy!
erm.today.went around chong pang area jus to look for tat temple.as tml i have to go and do the traditional stuffs ma.=))
erm.think like tat le ba.things tat i can remember.
tata`

*.CarrotOrange.*

~lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala~
im back again.
well.today kinda of high.
but of course also a very unlucky day for me too.
cuzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
erm.lazy to update blog le.
so tml den come update ba.lolx.
tata`

**photos**

aLoha.
today jus to come and upload the pictures tat i said i wanna upload de.
and giving some stupid words tat i think im so disappointed at.=(
haix.
love seems to be very stressful.
well.why am i saying this?
wait.not BGR la.is family love.friends love.the relationship wid elder.
haix.it seems to be a very tough job neh.
why am i always de one to say hi.
i felt so............................i also dunno neh.lolx.
well.somemore im still sick!!!kanasai.
today xiaoyi is having a BBQ party to celebrate mei mei's birthday.
i wonder wat can i eat?
wat i can do is to pass my virus to them ba.lolx.
okay.stupid words end.
now upload pictures on racial harmony le.

me and sukma.hall.during PE lesson.wat we do for the whole period was chit-chatting and taking photos.lolx.
blue + pink = prefect!

father and daughters.=)mr tamil.mr tamil and ain
ain.sukma and ain.hall.

mr tamil.lolx.we really nth to do.

jolie and jason.during recess.

me and jason.during recess.two picture wid the same smile.=)

sukma and jiaqi.during recess.

me and sukma.during recess.

me and jiaqi at mos burger.

seniors and me.
ah huy's birthday.at KTV.

think today i will upload till here le ba.=)cuz some of the pictures i still haven't received.=)

***sian***

yox.
here to update le.finally right?lolx.
erm.let me start the topic on wednesday de ba.
alot of us got into different kind of races.
our class.erm.i supposed only 1/4 of the pupils wear ba.lolx.
while his class.only 1 person didn't wear.
i wear a pink malay costom which i have lend if from ain.=)
while he wear a black colour malay de.sian diaox,
erm.i supposed i wouldn't say much about it ba.cuz too tired le.
but on that day our class3e1 take our very own first class photo!!!=)
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.so happy.have to thx sam for helping us to take.
tat day didnt went to cca cuz lazy.sian diaox.
at night kanna fever.=(
okay thursday.
went to see a doctor cuz really not feeling well.the whole day.body seems to be aching alot!!!=(
somemore on that day i still have to take 2 subjects de test.-->Amaths and chinese.=(
but really made me felt happy de is i get to chat wid BA.lolx.
well.chat for quite long.but during 7 tat time.really heart broken.=(
nvm.let it go ba.
nono.have to man man lai.see first ba.
if we have fate for sure we will be able to be together or even be good friends.
tat's enough for me le.
today.after school almost kanna soccer ball on my head.
but it was quite lucky as BA save me!!!however.the ball was kicked by him!!!lolx.
erm.after lunch.jolie.jiaqi and i went to CWP to get my idiot head-pierce.cuz my one spoilt again!!!sian diao.the 3rd one le neh!!=(
erm.think like tat le ba.
ohya.today is LIM DAYANG's last day in sembawang sec.so the whole class brought him a nike t-shirt!!=)and today we took class photo again but is wid MR LIM DAYANG.lolx.
fun!!!
here is the song for u again!!!
~WE SAY THANK YOU~
~WE SAY THANK YOU~
~WE SAY THANK YOU~WE SAY THANK YOU~
~WE SAY THANK YOU~WE SAY THANK YOU~
~WE SAY THANK YOU~
~WE SAY THANK YOU~
and at the later part.it change to:
~WE SAY GOOD BYE~
~WE SAY GOOD BYE~
~WE SAY GOOD BYE~WE SAY GOOD BYE~
~WE SAY GOOD BUY~WE SAY GOOD BYE~
~WE SAY GOOD BUY~
~WE SAY GOOD BUY~
okay.gonna end here le.but before i left i will upload pics!!=)
i supposed i will upload next time ba.de blog got problem again!!=(

***sickness***

ARGH!!!
kanasai la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sickness passed back to myself!!!!
WTF!!!
i hate sickness one lor.sickness so suck!!!
kanasai neh!!!!!!!!karen csm fallen sick.den de idiot msn also got problem liao le lor.
kanasai la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wao lao!!!!!!!!!
well.currently.having FEVER: 38.2
but tml still goin to school why neh?
cuz tml got the idiot tests!!!
and also i love thursday alot ar!!!!!!!lolx.
wao lao!!!now sudden cold den sudden hot.
WTF!!!!!!***Stress***
me now so sian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haix.lazy to update more le.well.jus tat today very de fun!!!!!!!!!=))
but afternoon sick liao le!!!!!!!!!!!
wao lao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!go and die la!!!!!!!!kill u this idiot virus!!!!!!!!!!!!

LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA~~~
yox!!!!im back again wor.
lolx.me now really kei siao liao le!!!!
today de whole day really very the HIGH!!!
lolx.so almost whole day in the class down there shouting!!!lolx.
well.wat i shouted was:OI!!!KEEP QUIET LEI!!!!
lolx.haha.but today also in the class totally HIGH till siao!!~!~!~!~!~!
also dunno why............................................lolx.
well.today is a VERY TIRING day to me!!!!or should i say this two days ba.why do i said so?!!!
haha.was becuz!!!yesterday after school the sec4 and sec5[weeeee]having o'level listening compre while our class HAVING test.lolx.
erm.after the emaths test.i went to look for jiaqi and jolie at ~Qing Chong~'s de listen which is at the room beside to mrs chew[chinese teacher].
erm.after tat went to sembawang shop to eat pizza!!!
lolx.well.the three of us each called a set to eat den we also called a pizza to share.well.we should have jus buy one smaller one!
as all of us was like OH MY GOSH!!!IM SO FULL YET STILL NEED TO CONTINUE TO EAT THE PIZZA!!!lolx.
erm.after tat we went home.but jolie came to my condo last night at 7 we went to have a swim.lolx.
SO LATE!!!lolx.
so we swim till 7plus goin to 8 and jolie went to shower while i wait for her wid my body still having the smell of swimming pool~
well.it was becuz i have to acc her to shower finish ma.lolx.
erm.today.well.i also dunno wat to say bout today.
today jus VERY DE KEI SIAO ba.lolx.
whole day shout till my voice now.got voice den later no voice.
well.gtg le!!
ohya!!before i go.wish tat uncle henry will RECOVER soon!!!
take care!!!

*.CarrotOrange.*

today i wanna share with u guys another touching story or should i say is a good lesson.
this is wat i had receive from my friend.

Title: We all know or knew someone like this!!
One day, when I was a freshman in high school. I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school.
His name was Kyle.
It looked like he was carrying all of his books.
I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He mu! st really be a nerd."
I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.
As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him.
They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt.
His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him.
He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes.
My heart went out to him.
So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around looking for his glasses and I saw a tear in his eye.
As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives."
He looked at me and said, "Hey thanks!"
There was a big smile on his face.
It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude.
I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived.
As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen him before.
He said he had gone to private school before now.
I would have never hung out with a private school kid before.
We talked all the way home, and I carried some of his books.
He turned out to be a pretty cool kid.
I asked him if he wanted to play a little football with my friends.
He said yes.
We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked him, and my friends thought the same of him.
Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books again.
I stopped him and said, "Boy, you are gonna really build some serious muscles with this pile of books everyday!"
He just laughed and handed me half the books.
Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best friends.
When we were seniors, we began to thinkabout college.
Kyle decided on Georgetown, and Iwas going to Duke.
I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a problem.
He was going to be a doctor, and I was going for business on a football scholarship.
Kyle was valedictorian of our class.
I teased him all the time about being a nerd.
He had to prepare a speech for graduation.
I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak Graduation day, I saw Kyle.
He looked great.
He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school.
He filled out and actually looked good in glasses.
He had more dates than I had and all the girls loved him.
Boy, sometimes I was jealous.!
Today was one of those days.
I could see that he was nervous about his speech.
So, I smacked him on the back and said, "Hey, big guy, you'll be great!"
He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and smiled.
"! Thanks," he said.
As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began "Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through those tough years. Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach...but mostly your friends... I am here to tell all of you that being afriend to someone is the best gift you can give them. I am going to tell you a story."
I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the story of the first day we met.
He had planned to kill himself over the weekend.
He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to do it later and was carrying his stuff home.
He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile.
"Thankfully, I was saved. My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable."
I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told us all about his weakest moment.
I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile.
Not until that moment did I realize it's depth.
Never underestimate the power of your actions.
With one small gesture you can change a person's life.
For better or for worse.

it teaches me tat.
do everything at the real time and real way.
whenever u start to say a thing.think bout the other's feelings and their thoughts.
ALWAYS made urself into their shoes.if u were him/her wat will u feels?if she said such a thing to u?
u will be upset and disappointed too.so why not.jus take things all clearly!!!!
i love saying this phrase:
i give a damn care to say all this is becuz i treated u as my real friend and sister.if i don't treat u as one i won't be down there talking bout it or telling u about it.i would have jus let u go down there and embarrass urself out there.
if only u are my real friends i would say all this.if u are not i won't even give a damn care bout it.
so wish tat u two will understand!
okay ba.i will end here le.tata`

*.CarrotOrange.*

aLoha.
im back again today!
today is LIM XIANG YONG's 15th birthday and today was also the Band Fiesta!
so i will be goin later!!!
wid alex and ah bu!!!
okay now i have to give XY de birthday speech:
yox.my shu shu or is my sister?lolx.
today's ur birthday!so wish u a HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY FIRST!!!
wanna apologize of not giving u birthday present but next year for sure will have the!cuz next year me last year in singapore le ma.so have to give de!
paisa for this year wor.heex.
may all ur dreams come truth okay?and also u said tat u will quite smoking de ar.so really have to do so!!!lolx.
and also!!!!don't think too much le.u will get a new one soon!!!=))
think tat's all.
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well.i will be saying wat happened yesterday?
i met ah bu out!!!to go and catch the show: the Pirates Of The Carribean: Dean Man's Chest.
quite a nice show!!!=))
yesterday night i reached home at 12plus,midnight so also equal to today very early morning.lolx.
we went to celebrate XY's birthday.at first we thought of givin him a surprise but end up.dots.
i have no comments.well.we went to buy "tiger beer" to drink.
i don't really like to drink "tiger beer" as i thinks tat it's very de bitter.
so wat i did was to drink it a little and the rest let the both of them to finish it.lolx.i know im real bad.hahax. [de both was=ah bu and xy]
well.the both of them was like real drunk!!!esp XY was drunk till he can't even stand up and walk a distance!!!lolx.
starting their face was real red and a little while later.their eyes were real red too.lolx.
erm.around 12.steven came.but it's the time for ah bu and i to get back home.
so when ah bu reached her block.we say bye-bye to her.lolx.
and me?hahax.the two guys accompany me to wait for the taxi as i wanna take cab home.
it cost me around 5dollars plus.erm.the taxi fare really goes up.this time round goes up by 1dollars plus!!lolx.
well.i got to end here le.cuz im real hungry!!!and now i wanna go and eat my instant noodle le!!=))
tata`

*.CarrotOrange.*

aloha.im back again to update after the entry of yesterday's Sand and Stone.lolx.
well.i did really wish tat the entry really will brighten some of u.in anyways like how the teachers made up de affort to prepare worksheets for us and even continue teaching while the whole class about to get chao~!
lolx.maybe i decribe to a very far way.but it was the fact right?[tat's wat mr gwee said.in my tagboard.lolx]
well.today a full of expression day!!
why do i decribe today as a full of expression day?
lolx.the answer will be:
today i have gone angry and ignore!
i have gone really disappointed and upset.
i have gone totally feeling being betray![this should go under yesterday night.=X]
i felt so happy and gone mad instant!!!
lolx.well.later i will update wat had happened.
today morning.
erm.went pass Sembawang MRT and met Geraldine and accompany her to wait for her beloved boyfriend-->Nicholas.
when he's finally here.i felt so "xian mu" cuz the both of them were real close~!~!
but i can consider myself quite lucky as i was able to met Sihui and boss[Xuewen] at mac!!lolx.
so i said bye to Geraldine and Nicholas and ran towards mac happily!!=))
erm.have a talk with Sihui and Xuewen while waiting for Xuewen's junior-->well.sorry.i forgotten her name.STM~!can't blame.
at 0709am Boss's junior finally here!!and we leave mac.said bye to Sihui and walk towards school.
after reaching school.de first thing i do was to run inside the toliet as my short was real long and it can be seems even with my skirst covering it.
after goin to toliet.i went back to my seat at parade square.
however the moment my bottom touches the floor of the parade square.i found out tat i haven't go and get my stuffs-->which is my books for the periods before recess.
so my first reaction was.standing up quitely and ran towards the locker!!lolx.
ohya.one thing tat i really have to say was:
THIS WAS THE FIRST DAY IM HAVING FRIDAY LESSON SINCE THE SCHOOL REOPEN~!~!lolx.haha.
well.it was becuz the first week-->in camp.second week-->fallen sick.=))
so today is the third week!!!and finally i can have my friday lesson.
well.friday lessons seem to be quite boring as i can't met BA at all~!~!~!lolx.
when im having the first lesson which is Combine Humanities-->history at Mr.Trevor class.
i received an sms which says tat:
Da jie!!! BA was late for school~!~!
lolx.i supposed u guys will know who was de one who sms me le ba.haha.
erm.after recess.he very poor thing.but i would say too much wat happened as i wasn't there.
lolx.today.Miss Low wasn't in school.so after recess our class 3e1 Combine Sci-->physic stays in the hall.and also 5a2.
and the teacher who relieving our class seems to be very fierce or should i say is dislike us as we were real noise and bad.ohya.i exchange bag with Jiaqi after recess.so means tat she took my bag to her next lesson which is maths.
after school.i exchange Jiaqi's bag with erzi and he was really looks like a Sissy Boy!!!lolx.
erm.after lunch.Jiaqi.Sukma and i went to SP to shop while waiting for the time to go past as we were having Science Club after tat.which we have to go to zhang de pri school.
erm. ZHANG DE PRI SCHOOL.
when we were on the way there.we was kind of get lost with the ways.lolx.but at last we got there.
ohya.only girls went to the green club thingket as OUR CLUB NO BOYS!!!lolx.
we went there and see the gardens they have.it was real beautiful!!as there's alot of different plants and flowers.
and even their toliets were real nice and beautiful.
eg.the boys toliet!-->it was decorated with pictures of the animals while the girls toliet!-->was decorated with the pictures of fairy tales!!!and i like it alot!!!it was real adorable!!!i love it!!!
i didn't take the pictures of the toliets!!!wasted!!!
lolx.but i do have other pictures.so i might update later or maybe the other day as i have to do somethings on it first.see whether i have the time.lolx.
erm.over there i seem alot of very ~cUtE~ boys and girls!!!i felt like pitching them on the face!!!!argh!!!lolx.
erm.i do really learn something which is-->bird nest ferns cannot be grown under strong sunlight.
~LamE~i know.but wat to do.haha.tat's all i have remembered!!STM ma.lolx.
ohya.in ZhangDe Pri School there's a conner where is the ~StomP~it was real cool neh~!~!~!lolx.
before we leave!Sukma.Miss Carol and i did a interview.oh my gosh!!i don't know why am i talking so much!!!and the teacher over there almost asked me to do a even longger interview.lolx.but of course it was a joke.cuz i won't want it!!it was so scary and very de "malu"!!!
ohya.i really wanna say something!!!
i had already open the door for and waitin for u to take one step in.
but u don't wanna come in and even take revenge on me.wat do u think u doing?!!!
do u find it fun?!!!i can tell u this is tat! it's not fun!!!
this is to two person!
i have already tried my very best.and u two jus don't wanna to take it.
im already pushin myself towards u both but yet u both pushing me backwards again.
nevermind i don't give it a darm!!!if u wan.jus fuck off my life!!
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ohya.im so happy!!!!!!and gone crazy jus now!!!lolx.
i got his blog add le!!!!!!!finally!!!!!!if like tat i would be able to understand him more!!!
lolx.well.i will end here.really hungry.so IM HEADING TOWARDS MY DINNER!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
do enjoy ur meals.ohya.tml im meeting jolie for a swim in the morning in my condo!!!
really look forwards to it!!!weeeeeeeeeee.~JOLIE~do u look forwards too.lolx.later WK kill me ar.lolx
tata`
*.CarrotOrange.*

PICTURES!!!in Zhang De Primary School!!!quite alot!!!

.heal forest of the elves.

erm.i will upload pictures till here ba.tml or the next time when im back to update the come and upload de other few more.=))

*.CarrotOrange.*

***sand and stone***

yox.
actually now im goin for a swim and now im in my swimming costom!
but yet i still wanted to update this entry first as i found tat it's a very meaningful thing to share with the friends around me.
so i decided to update it on my blog as i knew tat not everyone will read this kind of forwards message.so why not i jus update it.so ppl who came into my blog can see it.
here it goes!

Sand and Stone
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT.
DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY THEY HAD ANARGUMENT AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONEIN THE FACE.
THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND:
TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.
THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS,WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH.
THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.
AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING,HE WROTE ON A STONE:
TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.

THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIENDASKED HIM,
"AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW,YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?"
THE OTHER FRIEND REPLIED,
"WHEN SOMEONE HURTS USWE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY.BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US,WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT."

LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.
THEY SAY IT TAKES A MINUTE TO FIND A SPECIAL PERSON, AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM, A DAY TO LOVE THEM, BUT THEN AN ENTIRE LIFE TO FORGET THEM.

so why not everyone of us start to appreciate the friends/family members we have now?

*.CarrotOrange.*

yox.
back to update le.=))
tis few days didn't really have any much happened.
jus tat he's not been online lor.
in ****** can only secretly see him.don't dare to face him.
not don't dare la.is not change!lolx.
well.maybe i might give up soon.
i also not too sure.[jus tat.the kind of feeling is back again.]
how!!!haix.
well.me really tired le!!!tired!!!
sianx.erm.my sickness!!!haven't recover yet!!!
still headache whenever it reaches at night time.not too sure too.
my cousin asked me to go and see doctor.but i no $$$~
lolx.
erm.okay la.don't say this kind of idiot stuffs le.
let's say bout sometime meaningful!!!
well.i don't think i have neh!!
lolx.erm.today!!!
jiaqi didn't come to school as she'll ill cuz kanna my virus!!!lolx.
so she met us out after school in sun plaze.
sukma went off first as she is really very hungry!!!
so it turned out to be me mysefl and jolie eating!!!
after lunch.me and jiaqi went for shopping at aries!!!
lolx.both 0f us brought de same star ring while i get rubber band.one more mood ring and safty-pin!!!lolx.
alot hor~~~haha.
i still remember there's an incidents whereby jiaqi took a ring and put onto her finger and it can't be remove.
poor jiaqi have to remove it on her own.
after tat also nth big happened.
thinks end here lei!!!

*.CarrotOrange.*

***goin to be a hard day for me***

ello.
back to update again.=))
early in the morning come and update le.
i know very de weird.as i haven't get to enjoy the day.
hahax.but im here to update about the show: ~RE-CYCLE~
erm.it's a nice show.
the main actness is name Tin-Yin and the little who join her in the journey of getting back to the real world is called Tin-Ru.[it actually tin-yin's child.]
erm.i dun say much le.
kinda of scary at the middle part.i was been scared till i jump up from moi seat.=X
haha.tat's de truth.[tat's what xinhui also says bout after the show.]
erm.ohya.still till xinhui.really sorry neh.
for bringin her along.den like made u very de piss off?[dunno how to spell.sorry for it as moi english is really poor.]
ohya.back to the movie. ~RE-CYCLE~
starting part very sian.as per-normal[as all the movie is like tat de ma.]
around ending part.very touching.as tin-ru told tin-yin tat she's her child.
the one she had aborted.=(([jenny and i cried.]
but ending part which is the very last part.very lame.***hard to understand***
erm.think tat's all le ba.
ohya.end up only jenny.xinhui and me went to watch the ~RE-CYCLE~
tata`
do go and caught the movie wor.
kinda of nice!~!~!~!

*.CarrotOrange.*

it seems to be a long day to me.

aloha.
im back again.to update moi entry.=))
erm.today early in the morning wake up at 7plus.
0720 ba.hahax.
why so early neh?
cuz have to accomonay jenny to go and do her student pass.
as she lost it on de air-plane ba.not too sure.
yesterday afternoon accompany her to go to police station.
don't worry i didn't do anything wrong!nor her!
we went there to report that she had lost her student pass and wanted to make a new one.
erm.today morning at the time of 9a.m.we got into the shutter bus of our condo.
and set off to yishun mrt to get to lavander as we need to get to ICA building.
erm.went there before le.remember that time janette and i accompany jianhui go there to get something for his mum.
we went up to level 4 and my first reaction is: WOW!!!
do u know why?
well.it was becuz the Q was really long!!!
it was longger than what i expected!!!the Q was from the first of the area till goin inside the area where is the toliet then the Q continue to the lift?dunno neh.haha.
it was real long lor!!!but it was kind of lucky as the Q was quite fast.
after passing the stuffs to the staff there.we set off to bugis.
we went to shop at the so call"market"whereby everything sold will be cheaper than outside.
actually it solds all the fake stuffs.=X
i brought 3 pairs of angle socks.for 10dollars
while jenny brought a pair of style socks ar?cost her 12dollars.
[i think don't worth it neh.cuz it look so simple!!]
erm.after that went inside the bugis street.
over there i got moi new bag!!!
it was the square brand.then it was white in colour.
i got it for 30sin'dollars.actual price is 35sin'dollar.
so is discount 5 dollars la.quite good le ba.
after tat we went to have our lunch at the bugis street's food court?not too sure.
after having our lunch we went on our shopping.
erm.i brought ear sticks ear-rings too.
3ear-rings for 5dollars.quite cheap ma.=))
while jenny got a pump short which is 18dollars[also not worth it]
and one sunglasses not tat bad.which is 10dollars.
i think so le ba.
voice still a little awful la.but hai hao.btw.now den i knoe why am i so drowsy after eating medicine le.cuz of de idiot cough-mixture!!!
ohya.later might be goin to watch re-cycle.
wid ah bubu.jenny.yong?dunno.hahax.
at 5.30.

ohya.i really need to explain one thing.
which is.BA and me.
erm.both of us not have "FATE" is jus tat.
it jus happened at the same period.
he's also sick ar.tat's all i know.den this few days he didn't come online means tat he is poison=X
touch wood ar!!!
hahax.cuz he drank 16 or 18cups of water neh!!!alot right?
and scientist said tat if one person drink 4bottle of water in one hour the person will be poison.
so he might have.=X
touch wood.wish so it will not.
erm.even though i really also wish tat it's a "FATE" la.but don't dare to think too much.
later think too much de chances of getting upset is also high.hahax.
well.me towards him?no feeling ba.jus say say only ba?dunno.
***heart no one***but only moi family members***and moi cousin***
wake up soon!!!
end here.

*.CarrotOrange.*

***Sick***

aloha.
im back again today.
lolx.
today didn't go school cuz.
im sick.den i also dun wanna spread moi virus to the other friends of my.
so wat to do.keep myself away from moi friends.
didn't go to school.
i supposed i miss out alot of things ba.
exp for a maths.i dunno wat has mdm sem taught today.
sian diao.
erm.me after school went to look for jiaqi they all.take taxi.cuz me tat time very dizzy.=((
erm.today BA also didn't go to school.
he's having cough.flu and slight fever.=))
how did i know bout it.hahax.
cuz mi yesterday night chat wid him.
this time quite long wor.=))***happy***
hahax.dots.
jus being lame.
well.wish tat he will get well soon.
and also wanna wish myself to get well soon.
cuz i hate getting sick!!!
today after eating medicine for sure wanna slp de.
but i notice something.
tat's after i have eaten medicine my hand will shake.
also dunno why.
haix.dun tell me im really old.lolx!!!!!
erm.last night 10 only i dose off.into moi ~lala~land~.
hahax.
so today morning 5 plus woke up.
not really tat early.is jus tat i started to open my eyes.and sms ppl.
lolx!!!!
hahax.erm.think like tat only le ba.=))
wish tat moi sickness will get better.and moi hand so shaking!!de mor u shake how am i goin to do moi homework??!!!

aloha.
im back again.
currently sick~~~
headache.jus now after school went to see doctor.
it cost me 36dollars neh!
oh moi gosh.
tml i dun think im goin to school not neh.not too sure wor.
wanna go but still have de feelinf of dun wanna go.
haix.sianx.
but now i supposed i would choose not to go cuz later past the virus to all moi classmate not i die le ma.
so dun go better.=))
erm.yesterday night.wanna help linmin to do his blog de.but end up.
making a mess out of it.
so have to redo everything.help him change his blogskin.
have to thx LIRONG* helping to find de skin wor.=))
sianzation.
well.today not tat bad too.cuz i in total i saw BA for bout 3 times le~!~!
***happy***
ohya.really wanna say.this thing!
i dun have stead and moi stead is not de milk tea la~~!!!!!!
end here.

yox.
back to update le.
hahax.
said tat tml will come update de.but end up didn't cuz yesterday after school was kinda of busy wid lots of things.
like.calling jolie to acc me to go to sembawang shop to buy fruits.
after tat went to chong pang to meet jenny to acc her to cut her hair.
den later went to have a swim wid jenny n janice.
erm.wat fruits did i get yesterday?
*bananna.
*apple
*starfruits.
think like tat only ba.
cost me 3dollars plus.=))
jenny went to cut her hair at chong pang.dun really know the price of it.
quite weird looking la but to de teenages.it's called "cool" or even "style".
after tat went to have a swim.
yesterday.jarren also have his swimming lesson.
while denyzl and mei mei went down to play the swimming pool water.
xiao yi was there too.
[btw.monday wasn't xiao yi's birthday.we all made de wrong guess.but it's still nice la.cuz we brought her a cake and gave her a surprise!!]
we took mei mei into de swimming pool to play too.
den later jaren joined in.
but he doesn't bear to leave the swimming pool so he cried LOUDLY!!!
after tat we have a swim for bout 10 more minutes.
fun part begin:me and janice push jenny back into the pool.hahax.[when we have came up la.=P]
erm.have lots of fun.after tat we went home and have our bath.
after bath felt so refresh but headache.
last night almost gonna fever but end up didn't.=))

erm.today.
haix.lazy to say la.nth much to say.
jus wanna say tat.today during P.E[physical education]we had alot of fun.
as we play street-soccer.=))den everyone was like running after one ball.=))
***fun***some of us even say de camp song while playing soccer.lolx.
after school.me acc jiaqi to go and see doctor.cuz of her hand-ache.
later on.we went around de block at chong pang to look for tuition centre.
erm.quite a lot.but seems to be that it had been close up long ago.=X
ohya.next monday.sembawang sec every class will start at 9am.=))
think i will end here le.

to someone:
wei.if u really dislike me jus say hao ma?
come towards me.
dun need to keep giving me attitude.
and seems to be very kind to me when u need me.
and STOP ACTING INNOCENT.
u don't fit to do so okay?!!!
really angry lor.kept giving attitude.

*.CarrotOrange.*
cousin.wake.up.soon.

*lalala*

aloha.
back to update again.=)
well.today wanna say one HAPPY BRITHDAY to moi aunt first.
hahax.wow.time pasts so fast.
later on 12th is moi cousin de birthday liao le.
tsk tsk.
time runs away is real fast neh!=)
hahax.lol.
okay.let's say bout the past two days plus today ba.

erm.saturday.
stay at home de whole day.even though many friends asked me out.
like go suntac.orchard.see SYF and watch movie.
but all i also rejected.
cuz JUS LAZY TO GO OUT!!!
hahax.

lolx.well.wat bout yesterday?sunday!
erm.met jolie out to complete the school homework.
well.i did complete it all.but jolie she didn't.
we met out at 1 plus and started to have our lunch first.
we have our lunch while we sat down and chit chat.=)
half way through.we met guixin and amanda.
so they sat down next to us.and started to talk too.erm.they were waitin for their friends.
when lirong reached.they left.
after tat around 4plus.jolie left.infact i left too.but with ah bu and daddy.
they came to look for me to talk bout some stuffs.
but end up don't seem to telling me anything.
but instant they made me confused!
real confused!!=)
erm.after tat.we met out yan rong and shu shu.
well.ah bu.de qns u asked me right!
really made me more confuse.de feelings seem to be back le.
ah bu!all ur fault hahax.jkd jkd!
after tat around 10.30pm.we sent ah bu home first.den later shu shu and i sent daddy.den later shu shu acc me wait for bus.
and when i got on the bus.he real good de!
still call me.but anyway.he call me also no need money de.=X
so it made no different.lolx.

hahax.today!
today is xiao yi de birthday.
so wanna wish her a HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
and today also ah bu de first day of working at raffles.de dunno where.
hahax.
so wish tat everything is going smoothly.=)
erm.today only went to chong pang and have moi lunch wid janette.cheryl.jenny and kevin.
had source chicken rice.[is it like tat?.not too sure neh.]
erm.today im jus a little high~
den ppl say im very happy.say i got stead.
diaox.
no la!!later me high say i got stead den me very down say i weird.
like tat how?!!!
okay la.end here le.tata`

*.CarrotOrange.*

hi.
i know tat it's kinda of stupid to come online and update two times a day.
but really.feels really bad.

haix.
suddenly feels that people around me don't really seems to be full-up by happiness.
haix.
like my cousin in france.
till now.he's still in coma.
really wish tat he will wake up one day.soon!!
as his family members are really worry for him.

Cousin Fran?ois.faster wake up.
ur family members are really worry for u.
u have slept for a long long long long time.
pls.jus wake up for a while.open ur eyes and take a look at them.
ur parents won't bear to see u always closing ur eyes sleeping down there.
PLS.JUS WAKE UP.
everyone is waiting for u.
u have already sleep for a few years le.
why can't u jus wake up!

haix.really wish tat u will wake up soon.
even though i have already forget how u looks like.
as the last time i get to see u was in the photo of u and ur family members when u are in a small age.
haix.
really wish tat u will get well soon.
and also.
since i have came back from cambodia.
i kept hearing friends around me.somethings like this:
"i broke up wid....." haix.really felt sad.but i now can only send u a few phrase tat's it.
it wasn't a bad idea to stop the relationship now as.the longger the both of u being together.
the deeper the hurt will be.so why not stop it now and forget bout him or her.
start a fresh.=))

i also heard people telling me:
"i have a stead now.and he's/she's...." im really felt happy for u guys.=))
so to all the people out there.who having stead now.
have to take good care of them okay.=))lurve each other.as it's hard to be couple.understand?apprecicate each other.
boys have to always be de one letting the gals wor.=))

i supposed i will end here ba.
but before i end.i will upload pictures.
me look so idiot here.but tat's my mum.=)my sister and my dad.=))my younger sister.

well.it's seems like my laptop de blogger got problems agian.=X
so i will upload the others agian ba.

***school reopen cum pictures***

hihi.

finally im back again.

today is 1st day of july.=))

school also reopen le.

met BA le.but he's still de same.

made no different.still very de ai shuai.=X

hahax.im so bad.

jus came back from sec3 outdoor adventure & health education camp at MOE Changi coast adventure centre.[by camelot]

http://www.camelotsg.com

here's de webbie.

erm.den let me start with the two days in school first ba.

first day.

get to meet jiaqi and sukma le.

den i started to talk talk talk talk.and had a sudden feels tat im really very talkative neh.

hahax.

second day.

same ba.jus tat.haix.

stupid things have been happening.

me dun wanna get into de things le.=((

stupid of her thinking tat kind of stupid things.nvm.forget bout it.

later me dunno why den get another enermy.[is it spell like tat?]

after school.sukma and me went to buy stuffs for camp next day.

around 6plus went to meet jolie at northpoint.

on the way there.met jian hui.

i met out jolie was to ask her to acc me to go and get one shoe bag.=))

$26.25 dollars.nike.purple-pink?

third day!camp started!

firstly.we went to de hall and met POLAR.

and also some more instructors.like:

*huifen[grp6.our group instructor!**Clap**]

*din[grp7 instructor.and also grp6-11 de IC]

*wan thai.[grp1-3.dunno which grp de instructor.but he's also.the grp1-5 IC]

*egg[grp8 instructor]

still got many more.but i dun remember who are they[i mean de name belong to who.]but i can name out de instructors name.

*boy[grp7 instructor]

*diana[not too sure which grp.]

*azie

*azmi

*shafiq

*faizal

*zul

*zee

*lena

*salman

*taufik

these are de other instructors' name.i suppose tat there will be even more but i dunno their names.

okay.im in grp6 and my grp instructor is hui fen!**Clap**

she's a instructor tat like to crap lame jokes.hahax

and also very fun.nice to be with.

im also same grp wid boss[xuewen].yuan kai.weide and simin.

of course there's more ppl.but lazy to list it out.

erm.so our first event will be ice breaking activities.[have lot of fun.]

after tat is recess time.after tat we went to change into PE shirt.

and had flag design(group banner making)/goal setting.

we gals do de group banner making and the boys do the goal setting.

our group banner was real colourful!lolx

after tat we were transfer to changi coast adventure centre!

my bunk is in bunkC.

after tat we have our lunch.quite nice.=)

ohya.our buddy grp was with yuling's grp which is group 7!=))instructor din and boy.

after having lunch we have our first event which is Challenge Ropes Course.

wow.really very scary!!!it's high neh.

after tat was de Knots & Lashing/Raft Building.

it's was fun and our group was been praise by our school teacher as they says tat it was hard to see a group to get together and started to do the things together.at the same thing and knowing wat to do.=))im so happy to hear bout it neh!!!=))and de event was real nice neh.

when we can get inside the sea.=))

after the event we went to shower.

and after showering.we have our dinner.it was not tat bad too neh.=))

after tat we have the sing-a-long session.we have learnt alot of different kinds of clap and the instructors was really jokers!

after tat we have our night trust walk.quite fun too.=))

grp6-11 gets to shower first and after tat we had our group debrief first den have our supper.

wow.it's real cooling over there.even though there will always an aircraft every 15minutes.

during night time the sky was real nice.and u can see lots of stars.

really!=))

but when it came to sleeping haha.kinda of hard le.cuz u will be distrubed by the aircraft.

hahax.but to me hai hao neh.jus tat first night real hot.hahax.

and early in de morning at 4.30am there's ppl shouting.

SEMBAWANG OI!

oh moi gosh!!so early le!!idiot lor.

second day in camp.we had morning exercise at 7am.haha.quite fun neh.

after tat we have our breakfast.if im not wrong.our grp were supposed to do de cleaning.=)

after tat we have our sea kayaking!!!cool~~

nice neh.but half way through.my partner.kristen almost got her ashma attract.so i have to get back to de shore wid her.truthly saying!

i really never regreted tat i have to get back too neh.

cuz i think it worth le.

after all a life is more important than other things ma.=)we can do it de other time ar.

wat for have to regret of it neh.=)

after tat we went to shower.after tat we have de campfire preparation.

hahax.quite stupid neh.

we kept dancing chicken things.but FUN!!=))

after that we have out lunch.and have the rock wall climbing.i didn't do it.as my stomach pain.

after tat we have out general stations!!quite fun neh!!=))we as a whole group have to be together.=))

after tat we have abseiling and zip line.our group gals get to do the zip line first.

it was real nice neh!!=))after tat is abseiling.okay.when it was my turn.i cried like hell neh!!!

den de instructor very de ke lian cuz he needs to console me and also mid time have to help to wide off moi tears.

quite fun too.it wasn't tat scary at all.=))

after tat we have our dinner and after tat it was our final campfire preparation.

and after tat is our GRAND CAMPFIRE!!!=))

but de weather was like.wanna rain dun wanna rain.but in the end we still have our camp fire!!!=))

we get to perform all our stuffs!quite fun!!=))

after tat we have out group debrief first den we have our supper and after tat shower.

hai.shower room really suck.cuz hai.dun wanna say le.after tat we have to slp wid our hair wet.

and been forced to.as de instructors told us tat we do our things at first but quietly but end up we didn't so they have to force us lor.de second night.

well.de second night was more cooling and i slept till 5.45am.

quite late too la.=))

so again we have our morning exercise but we have some kind of "fighting"things and after tat we have our breakfast.den pack up after tat is area cleaning.

our group have to clean up de bunkA.C and D.

after tat we have our camp debrief again.after tat we went home.

really very sad neh.

me and yuling cried out le.

cuz will miss them de ma.=((

haix.

wish tat can have another camp again with them.=))

okay end de camp stuffs.

uploading de pictures.=X

3e1'o6[combined humanities teacher last day.]

erzi and me.happy 15th birthday.
this one clearer ba.=))
er zi and mr gwee.[~sotong~]
didi and er zi.
jason.tinguan.vincent
me and yuling.

me in cambodia.[first day]

daddy.taken by me.=))

erm.i think next time den continue ba.
tata`