***Sian***

hi.
finally back.
well.today.not feeling really not tat good ar.
not only today.but is this few days ba.
seems like im not having any aims.
jus looking around and looking for something.
even i seems to be very high sometimes.but actually im not feeling any high at all.
jus very sianx.
cuz wat i feels now is tat.everyday doing the same old things.
early in the morning wake up.go shower.go school taking bus859 or 856.
den reached school do wat was.go and buy something to eat and drink.
den sit at one coner to eat my stuffs.
after tat.go locker take de lessons books tat i will be having before recess.
life really seems to be very sian.=((
haix.
ohya.my dad came to singapore on last friday night.
why is he here?
cuz i have to go to temple and do some stuffs.jus cambodian traditional way of stuffs.
in fact singaporeans also do thats too ba.lolx.
haix.
nowadays alway have the feeling tat.wat i said was like.talking rubbish.
made-no-sense out of it.
haix.also dunno why.
well.xinhui said tat it might be the startin of depression.
but wat am i depressed of now???
well.i only thinks tat life seems to be very boring and kept talking rubbish.
and also.nowadays.very hard to control my emotionals.
haix.sian.
everyday kept thinkin and thinking.
thinking of wat?
well.jus stuffs tat im not supposed to think.haix.
oh my gosh.jus now dosed off.while updating.lolx.
really very tired ba.
well.wat's really goin on wid me?
jus now i was listening to music when im sleeping.
when the song stopped at S.H.E's new album the "Goodbye my Love".
den my mind seems to leading me to somewhere tat will make me feels very upset.
seems like someone have left me.
wat really happening?i hate this kind of feelling.
haix.
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well.now i supposed i will jus say out wat really happened the past few days ba.
erm.last week saturday the party was fun!!!real fun!!!=)
haha.mei mei's birthday party.my cousins and i helped out in the BBQ at first and we were all like.oh my gosh!!!why is everyone eating non-stop den us???have to keep helpping them!!!
but in the end.we gets to used the whole KTV for the whole night!till 12mid-night neh!!!=))
erm.den wednesday went for appointment.have to thx jolie for accompanying.xiexie nie wor.=))
and also on tat the same day, received the assignment of doin the cans.as a punishment ba.by mrs gani for not goin to green club last week!lolx.
erm.friday night.dad reached singapore.
but i only get to meet him yesterday.erm.he brought for me alot of clothes.=))so happy!
erm.today.went around chong pang area jus to look for tat temple.as tml i have to go and do the traditional stuffs ma.=))
erm.think like tat le ba.things tat i can remember.
tata`

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