或许离开会好点。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。



你不能走出，我自己走。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

千言万语，也不知从何说起。

百感交集的感觉，是难以形容。

我想剪头发了。剃掉它吧

剃掉所有所有所有的一切

从新开始。

我从来不知我是那么爱哭的一个人。

现在怎么的几个月来一次，什么意思啊。

压力太多。 其实没人给过我 压力。

长大不好玩，好烦，好累。

我可以回去吗？ 我可以去找爸爸吗？ 我好想他。 他为何那么早走。
我还没认识你呢。你还没教我很多人生大道理。你还没给我你的知识，你还没教我怎么面对很多不同的东西。你怎么可以那么早走？

我说我不介意，我不介意。每次有人说起。我都会伤心。以前的我不太会，因为你从小就给我打过这种疫苗。以前至少我知道你总会过段时候出现。。可是，疫苗过期很久了。。我去哪里找你啊？

我不能和任何人说，不能 。 家里的人，我不要他们伤心。朋友，我不要造成他们的困扰，也不想成为以后他们对我和家人的不利。

我面对太多背叛了，我不能藏受了。

爸爸，我还没长大，你回来吧。。。。

我很想你。。。

Day 3 & 4

Lols... the promised made to post daily failed on day 3. Anyway, will post it together instead.

Business
Was arranging and clearing the business folders, found the plans that was made initially before the store opens. However, looking at it... What was planned before was totally different from what the store is doing now. Thinking of it.... the past...before looking into the costs and expenditures for those production, etc... Those plans were made too ambitiousness...

Personal
It is the raining period in Cambodia now. Many heavy rains, strong wind and bad flood causing many troubles and problems to everyone living in this country. The city, Phnom Penh consider better than many villages, though many trees fall last week due to the strong wind and heavy rain on the very first day of this rainy season.

CarrotOrangexxx

Day 2

Business 
Went back to Mum's clothing store to help out today... While mum comes with the renovator to discuss on the installment of the metal bar, etc for hanging of LARGE lighting fixtures. However, every solution seems rather not relevant nor convenient to be done.

Anyway, I realised... as you grew older, the more less likely the people around you will be willing to teach you nor guide you in everything you do in life. Another word, maybe "self-fish"..

Life
"Thankful mind" and "respect" that might be really what i am lacked of.

Day 1

Its been awhile since the last time this blog is being updated. I should totally start to set myself to blog daily.. on all the things and feelings I had been through for each day of my life.

Business
The Lighting store have been open for almost half a year. To be honest, it is doing average... or.. just a low average. I know I shouldn't expect too much..since we just open.. having today result should consider good for a newly born company in the homogeneous product industry. However, thinking of the importation, all those utility cost, wages.... etc..... let me come to a conclusion.... "As a kid, 100 Dollars is a lot.... many can be purchased or spend at.... However, as you grow older... facing all those bills... wages... expenses.... 100 dollar seems rather TOO little to be seen."
*complex mind on the pricing on those products.

MONEY... MONEY... MONEY.... @.@

Personal
I have been listening to YES 933 lately in the store. Felt like back to my last few years of life in Singapore. To be honest, all these emotions came from the musics that FM YES 933 been playing lately. All those beautiful musics.... mostly those from my years.... (p.s. sounds old)... do bring back many memories..... both good and bad... :)

Msg to de Special u*
18 days past... no contact no nth... I think I know how much I worth in ur life... Anyway, saw this video yesterday on youtube. wanna share to you... but.... still betting how long will you take to contact me instead... (p.s. I know I am dumb)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0nPloAGfn_A

Being the invisible

A sudden feel of... not belonging anywhere... not in de family.. not among my friends... wishing to be invisible.. no mistake will be made. No worries to worry bout.. nth... to be upset of. Just be myself. In my own world. Still around everyone but be de silent one... b3 there yet no one can see.. as I knew. I had always been de invisible one. So. Being a official one. At least I wouldnt feel upset or disappointed. As I know... I wouldnt have or will expect any returns or anything...... life sucks....

心都碎了。。。哈哈。。。

我一直在想。。。我觉得我出生是为了什么?
为了替别人着想? 我累了。。
有个算命师,算到我有克父命! 哈哈。。
以前的梅晓眉 =着说。。。 当我晓得事情,明白事理时,就会眉克 父 (梅)。
哈哈, 天大的笑话啊。。是啊, 18岁,那年,父亲就离我们而去。。。哈哈。。。真会算。。。。算吧,算吧。。那么爱算。。。哈哈。。

还有多一个。。。终身大事。。哈哈。。他也算了。。。 唉~~~懒得说。。。。
就到此一笔吧。。。
人生累。。。。 我还有我的妈妈呢。。。 不能自私的说离开就离开。。。
再累,也要为了妈妈而活。。。这是我对爸爸的承诺。。。

打勾勾咯。。。我要像爸爸那样爱着妈妈。。所然我知道我的爱不会比得上爸爸对妈妈的那种爱。。但,我会用我满满的爱,一辈子的爱去爱妈妈的。。。

最终,还是亲情可贵啊。。。。

别的什么都能背叛。。。哈哈。。友情一样,兄弟情一样。。。。 人生真可悲。。。。哈哈哈。。。

被遗弃已久的国家医院

这是我一群好朋友真实经历过的事。。。

他们有一天，一群人一起相约到一个早在第二世界大战以被遗弃的国家医院。说是想要试一试传说中的鬼医院是是否是真的。。。

当天就3男和1女一起同去，因为其中一位男友是开了天眼，所以就不陪同前去，只在医院外等候。。

据说，他们在里面什么也没看到。。直到十分种后，那位女友感到不适。。。和。。。一声巨大的声音响起。。大家便不约而同的头也不回地冲了出来。。。这时，那感到不适的女友还是没恢复，但她也顾不上了，只知道要尽快离开那里。。。

他们冲出来后，找了找另一位开了天眼的男友，便匆匆忙忙的离开了那医院。。。可是，离开时，只见那开天眼的男友在大家后面碎碎念了一会儿。。。他们越走越远，那女友不适的感觉也浅浅没了。。。当时，她也不多想。。而其他两位也就不以为然地以为什么事情也没发生。。。

直到。。。两个星期后，他们又再次相约。那开天眼的男友这次告诉了他们，其实那晚当他们从那医院冲出来时，有位年幼的小女孩一起出来了。。。她一直跟着那位女友，以为她就是她的遗失的母亲。如果当时不是他和那女孩说清楚，她还有可能还一直跟着那位女友回家。。。。。。。

Carrot*Orange

When a relationship goes more than 1 + 1 = 2

Recently been addicted to a Hongkie drama, 谈情说案 The Mysteries Of Love. It is basically a story about cops and relationship. To be honest, crime dramas been a favourite of mine eversince forever. Anyway, the main relationship in this drama is a guy, named KINGSLEY, who was born in a rich family, an professional graduate from Cambrige University. Whereas the girl, SI-LI-MUI is from an average family, yet to complete her degree, working as a CID. Intially, each of them will never choose either self to be their another half. However, after facing many octsacles together, they developed "chemistry".

However, things do not always flow well. As a relationship does not always "1 + 1 =  2". Although these two families already knew each other since a long time, where both families' great-grand parents worked together to remove a criminal. However, due to the belief that the poors are always greedy. Thus, Kingsley's family members do not agree with this relationship, leading to this couple faced many difficulties and pressures.

For SI-LI-MUI, as she grown up in a warm family, she is a warm and kind-hearted girl. Her family members had been supportive towards this couple relationship. However, as the equation does not stand. Hence, unhappiness were being developed among her family members after times. Thus, in order to resolve the problem, SI-LI-MUI, decided to give up her ideal job of being an CID officer, to an interpersonal department (i.e. a 9-5 white collar employee). Getting the knowledge of this, Kingsley was upset, believing that he will not be the one who is able to give SI-LI-MUI happiness. In addition to this, an accident faced by his mother, even further push Kingsley to make a decision. Hence, leading to the breakage of relationship between this couple.

P.S. If you were to be in this position, how would you resolve it? To be honest, I faced this before, and... The end result was the same.... However, this was faced at the young age. If I were to have this problem again, I wouldn't know what to do either. After all, family members' opinion are very important too. As a couple being together is "1 + 1 = 2", but it aint equal to 2 person, its 2 families. Therefore, it is normally hard to make decision when more than 2 person involved.

小資女孩經典語錄22-25集

第23集
保羅
Honesty is the best policy
現在除了誠懇道歉之外
沒有其他辦法了
小編按：保羅真的很中肯!!!!

子奇娃娃道歉法
沈杏仁
秦子奇要我告訴妳
說謊是他不對
他真的很對不起妳
但他真的很愛妳
請妳再給他一次機會
不要不理他嘛
(Yes No)
小編按：這樣的道歉法 想不原諒都很難


第24集

子奇
事業我可以靠自己的努力
但是感情不是努力
就一定有用的
沈杏仁談戀愛不像讀書或者運動
努力就一定會有回報
要遇到相愛的人
除了努力之外
還需要運氣
沒有妳我接班要幹嘛
小編按：子奇是真男人!!!


第25集最終回

杏仁給子奇的信
秦子奇
對不起
我考慮了很久
還是決定要跟你告別
你知道嗎
遇見你真的好像一場夢
很幸福的夢
跟你在一起的每一件事
我都會記得
不管是快樂的還是難過的
我都會好好留在心裡
我怕我自己不能守護你
會變成你的負擔
也許分開一段時間
對彼此都好
我們的世界真的不太一樣
你出國念過書
家裡又是開百貨行的
我只是私立大學畢業
除了工作什麼都不會
我還沒有準備好
去面對這一切
請你給我一點時間
等我知道該怎麼做了
我一定會回來
到那個時候
我們一定都會變成更好的人
到那個時候
我一定會變成
更配得上你的人
等到了那一天
換我來守護你
小編按：這封信真的是TAT
一起會變成更好的人 然後再一起的!

沈媽媽
有時候兩個很好的人在一起
並不見得
就是幸福快樂的保證

杏仁
不管這些城市有多漂亮
沒有你我一點都不快樂

子奇
我很好
除了沒有妳之外
一切都很好

子奇向杏仁求婚
妳有三件事情可以選擇
什麼選擇
第一
嫁給我
第二
我娶妳
第三
我們結婚吧
小編按：子奇求婚這個梗 大家可以學起來喔以備不時之需/////

杏仁
幸福是什麼
原來幸福不是看著對方
而是跟深愛的人手牽手
一直看著同一個方向
小編按：希望大家都能找到深愛的人看著同一個方向(淚目)

白羊座男：獨立的可愛女人­沒有女人味是很難吸引到白羊男的，除非你身材真的勁爆到一個至高點，長相又無可挑剔，他們喜歡有點嗲的女生但是他們又是最怕八婆的一群，如果在遇到性格拖遝又愛哭的女人，他們逃奔的速度絕對堪比劉翔跨欄，所以能拿捏好獨立和溫婉可愛的適中度，獨立卻不要強，可愛又懂事的女孩是他們心頭最愛。­

金牛座男：心思單純有氣質的賢內助­
金牛男最討厭的就是猜來猜去的猜心思，對於一些心思複雜的女人他們很是頭痛，努力的他們很容易成為某個專業領域的強人，而在專業以外的一些方面他們是遜到不行，務實的他們也清楚自己是多麼需要一個賢內助，同時，金牛座身為金星關照下的星座對審美也是有一定要求的，不漂亮可以忍，要再沒氣質？那在他心目中分數就低了。­

雙子座男：心思機敏的百變嬌娃­
基本上雙子男還是蠻喜歡追著女人跑的，他們喜歡不斷的接受新鮮挑戰，對於能夠他總是琢磨不透的女人他願意不斷的去鑽研。他們討厭一成不變，此外雖然超理性的女人會讓他們因為無從下手而頭大，但纏人的女人更加會讓他逃之夭夭。­

巨蟹座男：善解人意不盲目的溫婉女人­
巨蟹男具有相當的耐心愛心，也能表現出相當的包容心，所以看起來似乎他們對於女人的要求不會很苛刻，但事實正好相反，骨子裡保守重家庭並且情緒敏感的他們對於善解人意的賢妻良母非常依賴，另外對於花錢如流水的購物狂他們是避之不及的。­

獅子座男：漂亮粉絲­
獅子座男人其實是能算是好男人俱樂部的長期成員，他們能自發自動的努力奮鬥，雖然看起來大男人主義但是對於他女人提出的要求他也能儘量滿足，然而要想長期被他們寵在懷裡首先要學會的就是把他當偶像一樣捧在心頭，他們欣賞個性獨立的女生，不過僅欣賞而已，真正能拴住他的還是那個“沒了他就活不了”的溫順小女人。­

處女座男：自信的知性女人­
對於自信的知性女人，處女座男人完全是又愛又恨欲罷不能，對於挑剔而又優秀並帶著潔癖的處女座男人潛意識裡其實有那麼一點點的“犯賤”情節，不是說他們不好，而是太容易夠得著的東西不太能夠鈎得起他們的佔有欲，而他們的驕傲往往是他們知性理智的頭腦，當遇到讓他們有棋逢對手的感覺的女人是最讓他難以放手的。­

天秤座男：溫文爾雅的大眾情人­
中庸的天秤男其實喜好也很中庸，不管刹那間對方的曾經多麼吸引他，一旦你的形象被大眾否決，天秤男會立刻與你劃清界限，說他現實也罷說他虛榮也好，天秤男是社交動物，如果他的朋友他所處的社交圈子不認可你基本上你很快也會被他否定，反之，如果你是人人簇擁，口碑好的淑女，他自己會主動向你貼上來。­

天蠍座男：安靜乖乖女­
天蠍男對付女人很有一套，所以基本上要在他們面前耍什麼小聰明的手段只能是讓他們嗤之以鼻，他們佔有欲強，不喜歡女朋友到處亂跑甚至不喜歡他的女人被人看，所以他們也不喜歡女朋友不聽話，因此安靜的乖乖女會是他們最寶貝的選擇。­

射手座男：個性獨立的大女人­
生性大膽的射手男什麼都不怕，就怕兩件事：一怕女人哭；二怕女人纏。一遇到一哭二鬧三上吊型的小女子，他們唯一想做且能做的事情就是閃人、消失！而且神經大條的他們永遠不會知道自己是在什麼時候得罪了自己的女人，所以他們只有和個性獨立的女生呆在一起他們才覺得最省心。­

摩羯座男：有一定工作能力的賢妻良母­
摩羯男的選擇的偏好永遠是以務實為導向的，他們也愛美女，也喜歡身材勁爆的辣妹，但是要排序的話，他們還是更看重對方的能力，在他們看來女人也許不需要聰明過人，但是一定要有頭腦、識大體，顧大局。­

水瓶座男：有思想、有共鳴的才女­
水瓶男永遠都在尋找靈魂伴侶，有共鳴是關鍵點，同時他喜歡有個性、有見解，能表現自己意見的智慧型的女孩。只要滿足這兩點，什麼外形啦、家庭背景啦、穿著品味啦等等等等，他統統都不會在意。此外自以為是又沒什麼主見的女人是最招他反感的­

雙魚座男：現代版白雪公主­
他們個性隨意又敏感，通常雙魚男喜歡個性善良單純的女生，這種女生會讓他感到很溫和，很有安全感，至少能讓他們相信他們不會受傷，他們希望他們睜眼看到的每個人都是美好善良的，斤斤計較的現實女人和太有主見太強勢的女人都會讓他們覺得不自在。­

Picky of Food= Picky of Friends

Do you guys have food that you disliked the most or not willing to eat it, where you did promised not to eat/ touch it ever again in your life time? Well, for me, I do!

It is lamb that I used to dislike most. That’s when I first tasted lamb soup in Singapore; I will never forget that awful taste. (No offence to lamb lovers!) I believe that people who tried Lamb would know that if the meat is not marinated properly, it will result in an awful smell. I wasn’t sure if it was actually the problem during the marination of lamb or it might due to the uncomfortableness caused by my sickness at the point. Anyway, after tasting it, I immediately turned it away and let my eldest brother to help me to finish it. To be honest, at that time, I really thought that it was due to my illness, as… both my dad and eldest bro were enjoying it. Well… from this first experience of tasting Lamb, I told myself that… I will never ever taste lamb again!!

Until, I moved to my Australia home stay house. They are Chinese, Indonesian, speaking the same dialog as mine, Teochew.  The lady doesn’t know how to cook many dishes or in other words, she could only cook one dish, that is, the lamb hotpot. Oh! Also, fried eggs, as I remembered that is for her baby boys’ breakfast. Back to the topic, freakily speaking, her lamb hotpot tasted really nice! That was the first time I actually stop disliking this meat. Till then, I knew that there are goat and sheep meat. Either one of it tastes better than the other (where at this point, I totally forgotten is which, mine apologise). 

What I really want to say is that, wouldn’t this “pickiest” of food actually similar to “pickiest” of friends/ a person? Take for example, you met someone for the first time, however the first impression that she/he gave you make you really dislike her/him. To some point, might even have the thought that this person is someone who you shouldn’t be friend with. Conversely, if you are willing to give her/him (just like the food you disliked most) a second chance (try), you might discover something amazing about her/him (it).

Mother's Day 2012

My beloved mummy and me!

11 Red Roses for MUM*
11 Red roses = "you are my treasured one, the one I love most in my life".

Presents for MUM*

The first Mother's day celebration I had with my Mummy! Wasn't able to celebrate this special day with her for the past twenty-one years. Felt really guilty... However, its good that at least now... we could celebrate this day with her every year! I could see tears in her eyes when she saw our presents and especially the card we had presented to her! Her first impression was, "wow, how much is this card?".. lols.. Is it that good that it looks like purchased? Anyway, glad that you do love it~

Message to Mummy,

Just want to let you know, MUMMY, I love you... And I will always do... Despite all those nagging and scolding you given me, I will still love you!~* Thank you so much for what you had done for me... Its the time now for us, being your children to repay you!:))

Love you always, My beloved MAMA!~*

P.S. Hopefully you had spend some times celebrating this special day of the year with your Mum!

新的发型，新的心情，新的生命。

前几天，在五月二日我终于把我不知流了多久的长发剪短了。虽说这个长度还可以挷马尾，可对我来说这以是短了。

Also, due to this, I was upset for a while... lols... However, after cutting it.... I felt more freshing, even more easy to handle.... lols... drops lesser hair too!:)) hahas... Especially in this sort of weather.... that kept hanging around 35/36 degrees c.

People always say, having a new hairstyle, it means a new life ahead!:)) Hopefully, I would be able to abandon all my bad habits and unhappinesses in the past... and... being able to start a new life a fresh~:))


P.S. Maybe its time to have a new hair cut, change a bit.... As you will never know or discover the beauty after that!:))

Times passes so fast.. time is clicking...

Was looking down the posts I had made for the past few years on facebook... From the day that I actually started it (Nov 2008) till...... now... LOLS!

That was the last month I am doing Foundation in Sydney, Australia. It was also the first year I got to Australia after the completion of my Secondary school o'level in Singapore... lols...

NOW...I had graduated from UNIVERSITY...holding onto a bachelor degree... and...back in Cambodia... Staying at home, gainning experiences and pretty much..doing nothing much..beside peak period and stocking days.. hais...

21 years old to graduate from uni.... is it a bit too early? I felt like... the past few years really went so quickly!!! Those people who knew me since I am young, would know that... HOW COULD SHE MADE IT? lols...

Remembering that I used to be performing real bad in Primary school, almost going out everyday after school... Lottering around Sembawang with Schoolmates/ Classmates... doing..nth... or Playing playground... Friends actually addresses me as "Da Jie", which I have no idea why....

Don't even mention about my grades back then... It was horrible... To be honest, if it haven't been my tutor who taught and guided me since Primary five... I wouldn't have been able to make it to Express, Sembawang Sec School. Lol! Does this sound like..I do owe a Big deal to him? lols... Well, I could say that he's really a good man!:) Hais... wonder why... still yet to have a partner... or maybe he's just too good... being too filial! Anyway... back to my topic...

Looking back, I wondered... How did I really live my life for the past 20 years?! lols... What I could only say that..... Im really gladful to those who had help me for those years! and ...especially...My parents and Family members who been supporting me!:) both Phsically and Financially! lols..

P.S. Flower Received from my Bro and Future-Sis-Law on my Graduation'2012 day.

梦里

天啊！我为何会梦到他？

请不要告诉我，我这次天所梦到的都是他？（因我哥说听到我说梦话。）

不知为何，我只记得他和我在火车站，他像是要拿什么东西。但是，一张照片却掉了下来。那是一张他和她的清热照。当时，我只有一种不知明的心痛感触，但不足以让我伤心落泪。可这种感觉有一点像是我的一次在梦里哭泣但当我从梦醒来时，发现我真的落泪了。

但他发现我看到了那张，他也因此冲忙和我解释说这是一段不可能发生任何关系的往事。

但为何呢？我对他根本不太认识啊！我为何有那种感觉呢？

不解。

曾听说，每个人的梦境是自己能操动的。所以我想这一切使我自己想太多~

无语了。

last pulished... 5 feb 2011... lols..... today is also feb...but...wats different is that..today is 13th feb, the year 2012!! lols...

anyway, i just felt like releasing some anger on this blog..... as i felt like..i have no one to talk to regarding to this..since....i felt that this blog already rotten..and believed that no one would read it... so mind as well, just vomit out all my anger!>.
i wonder...whats on earth is wrong with my mum??? she's like..totally..... into herself!!!!! only think and work FOR HERSELF... wat a selfish mum!!!!!!! she thinks that ALL SHE SAID IS RIGHT...WHAT SO EVER!!!! wat do u think u are???? u having no friends..doesn't mean that we doesn't have the right to make friends and go out with MY FRIENDS!! so what u are my mum...i know u had us for 10months in ur stomach and u suffered alot to bring us to the world..but..we ain't ur Dummies!!!! that u can make us work and say according to u!!!! stupid idiot!!!!!

i really wanna be ur good daughter...but...serious?!!!!! =.=

every morning..scold scold scold... its like..if u don't scold, u will dead!!!!!!
even hit me too!!!! DUH U!!!!!

can't even go out... hey! after one month of sticking with u...can't i even go out with my close friends..... FOR ONCE....=.= not as if, im going for dating...
stupid!!!!!=,= duh...

what do u think u are?!!!=,= so wat is u're my mum!!!! not that u can force us to do everything we dont want!?!!!!!! fucku!

i have been bearing with ur idiotic temper for long!!!!!! now..even i wanna go back for grad...i can't even do watever iw anna... and..... EVEN MY BDAY..U ALSO..DON'T LET ME STAY WITH MY FRIENDS TO CELEBRATE..WAT KIND OF MUM IS THIS...~~~~~~ pissed me off!!!!!! damn u!

1st day of work in Lycamobile~

Firstly, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL OF U~:)) hope u all have been enjoying ur chinese new year holiday well~:)) heex...



Today is the 3rd day of cny... I went to report for working in Lycamobile~~ It is basically sending sim cards.. But what so special bout this mobile line is that... it is just a flagrate of 19cents plus another 1/2 cents/minute to call to Cambodia + Mobile/ China + Moblie/ Colombia/ Thailand +Mobile/ India + Moblie/ etc... so its like.. half an hour to call is only 34 cents!!!!! and one hour is only 49CENTS!!! how cheap is that?!!!:)) Also, if you call to Europe countries, they would only charge u for 29cents flagrate and the another 30 minutes FOR FREE!!!>.< is this very cheap?!!! its even cheaper to call locally! Wats even better, now they are having a promotion, if you pay $10, u will be getting FREE sim card and $10 value of mytime to call... :)) is it the best?! its also cheap to call local, it charges 15cents/min.. and..if you calls lycamobile, there is no flagrate..and.. topping up $10, will get 250 min free to call to another lycamboile user... $20 top up have 600minutes (if i didn't remember wrongly) and $30 for 1000 minutes free!!!:)) best deal ever! lols.. anyway, any one interested, do contract me.. ( Only available for Australia).


anyway, today was tiring and HOT!! The temperature in my area reaches 41degrees!!! So damn hot! what even worst is that, I went to the main office this morning and waited for very long.. But wats good is that, despite the long hours of waiting, they still pay me from the time I start waiting there till i finish.. Today was my FIRST DAY... initially..i thought that i will be having training today but.. my team leader, EMMA, told me that, u will start working today.. and gave me their uniform... wats even weird is that, she allows me to go ashfield on my own to sell those sim... well..its pretty cool~ but... why am I working alone for the first day? lols.. Nevermind... So I went to the place assigned by her, Ashfield... It was so hot..but the shop worker is nice.. he help me alot and even treat me drink free drinks~:)) ohya, even help me to promote the sim..hahas..nice nice nice~~!!!:)) btw, I was supposed to set up the Lycam table outside of the store..but.. somehow..i have no idea how to set it up!!! hahas... >.<>

Janette's birthday celebration

Yesterday was an exciting and enjoyable day..:)) Met out with Kristen, Solong, Cheryl, Janette, Tiffany, Cheryl's brother and Calvin at Sorya (a Shopping Centre in Phnom Penh).

As you, readers would know, yesterday was 冬季，where every family would either make or buy 汤圆 to eat together. For my family, we received some from my uncle and we made some. It was an unforgettable experience for my brother (Kevin) and I. It was fun~:)) Even though most of it turned out to be very BIG ( or should I say "too" big..)~ :)) However, its always a good sign to have BIG ones~:))

Yesterday our "loveable 5" less 1 met out at Sorya to celebrate Meiyu's (Janette) belated birthday party. It was a memorable event for all of us. Well, initially we weren't able to get a meeting time and spot. However, after many hours, we finally met up. We went to the game place to play some "basketball" than we all went to sing karaoke~ (Not for Cheryl's brother and Huy). Wow... It seems like the time turned back to when we were still staying together in Singapore. :)) Well, ever since we graduated from our respective secondary school and leave Singapore, it is really difficult to meet up again. As everyone are busy with their own stuffs. All those good times that we had together have now turned into beautiful memories that are hard to be reached nowadays.

Like everyone says, after losing something that they once did not treasure, the person would start to appreciate it. This sentence fits very well in our case. In the past, when we were able to meet each other everyday, we do not treasure those time but instead, take advantage of it.. but now.. To be able to meet again is a blissful thing to us, so lets treasure it before its too late~:))

After so many years apart, everyone had grown up, each turned into different people and status. However, when we meet again after these numerous years, our attitude and feeling towards each other is still the same. These are things that I can and will never find when I am in Australia. The friendship, the trusting, the relying, the love, the fun, the joy, the jokes, the beliefs, the habits, the understanding, everything more.. Definitely cannot be found anywhere else, as we know each other too well... Growing up together, living together, eating together, going out together, sharing each others' troubles together, gossip together... everything seems to be very natural to all of us... I miss all of you~ and I love all of you.. Thanks for coming into my life, thanks for making my life so joyful and meaningful~ I will never forget and abandon any of you~! I will always keep contract with you all as you're my best friends cum buddies forever.... those that will make me smile widely... those that influence me to be crazy and want to be the joker of the group~~:))

Currently at Singapore airport T3

Now is 5.50a.m. (SIN)... Regret not bringing a jacket with me.. Felt so cold just now when I was sleeping... It was so quiet at T3... What I can see is... lots of workers sleeping around.. lols.. Well, this is my first experience spending a night in airport... (>.<) an eight hours flight from Sydney to Singapore and another eight more hours of waiting for the next flight back to Cambodia... (=.=) AND.... another two more hours of flying...

Felt so sleepy now!!! Hopefully I wouldn't catch a cold from all these... >.< Anyway, got back my results on Wednesday night via zmail... I was kinda of surprised with my MGMT marks.. lols.. but if only I have another 3 more marks then I wouldn't have to get a PASS again...!!! (=.=) Was disappointed in my accounting marks though..:((( anyway.. the other two..were kinda of expected.. overall... alright.. but not satisfied... lols..