Saturday, 19 May 2012

Picky of Food= Picky of Friends

Do you guys have food that you disliked the most or not willing to eat it, where you did promised not to eat/ touch it ever again in your life time? Well, for me, I do!

It is lamb that I used to dislike most. That’s when I first tasted lamb soup in Singapore; I will never forget that awful taste. (No offence to lamb lovers!) I believe that people who tried Lamb would know that if the meat is not marinated properly, it will result in an awful smell. I wasn’t sure if it was actually the problem during the marination of lamb or it might due to the uncomfortableness caused by my sickness at the point. Anyway, after tasting it, I immediately turned it away and let my eldest brother to help me to finish it. To be honest, at that time, I really thought that it was due to my illness, as… both my dad and eldest bro were enjoying it. Well… from this first experience of tasting Lamb, I told myself that… I will never ever taste lamb again!!

Until, I moved to my Australia home stay house. They are Chinese, Indonesian, speaking the same dialog as mine, Teochew.  The lady doesn’t know how to cook many dishes or in other words, she could only cook one dish, that is, the lamb hotpot. Oh! Also, fried eggs, as I remembered that is for her baby boys’ breakfast. Back to the topic, freakily speaking, her lamb hotpot tasted really nice! That was the first time I actually stop disliking this meat. Till then, I knew that there are goat and sheep meat. Either one of it tastes better than the other (where at this point, I totally forgotten is which, mine apologise). 

What I really want to say is that, wouldn’t this “pickiest” of food actually similar to “pickiest” of friends/ a person? Take for example, you met someone for the first time, however the first impression that she/he gave you make you really dislike her/him. To some point, might even have the thought that this person is someone who you shouldn’t be friend with. Conversely, if you are willing to give her/him (just like the food you disliked most) a second chance (try), you might discover something amazing about her/him (it).

Tuesday, 15 May 2012

Mother's Day 2012


My beloved mummy and me!


11 Red Roses for MUM*
11 Red roses = "
you are my treasured one, the one I love most in my life".




Presents for MUM*


The first Mother's day celebration I had with my Mummy! Wasn't able to celebrate this special day with her for the past twenty-one years. Felt really guilty... However, its good that at least now... we could celebrate this day with her every year! I could see tears in her eyes when she saw our presents and especially the card we had presented to her! Her first impression was, "wow, how much is this card?".. lols.. Is it that good that it looks like purchased? Anyway, glad that you do love it~


Message to Mummy,

Just want to let you know, MUMMY, I love you... And I will always do... Despite all those nagging and scolding you given me, I will still love you!~* Thank you so much for what you had done for me... Its the time now for us, being your children to repay you!:))

Love you always, My beloved MAMA!~*


P.S. Hopefully you had spend some times celebrating this special day of the year with your Mum!

Saturday, 5 May 2012

新的发型,新的心情,新的生命。

前几天,在五月二日我终于把我不知流了多久的长发剪短了。虽说这个长度还可以挷马尾,可对我来说这以是短了。

Also, due to this, I was upset for a while... lols... However, after cutting it.... I felt more freshing, even more easy to handle.... lols... drops lesser hair too!:)) hahas... Especially in this sort of weather.... that kept hanging around 35/36 degrees c.

People always say, having a new hairstyle, it means a new life ahead!:)) Hopefully, I would be able to abandon all my bad habits and unhappinesses in the past... and... being able to start a new life a fresh~:))


P.S. Maybe its time to have a new hair cut, change a bit.... As you will never know or discover the beauty after that!:))

Tuesday, 24 April 2012

Times passes so fast.. time is clicking...

Was looking down the posts I had made for the past few years on facebook... From the day that I actually started it (Nov 2008) till...... now... LOLS!

That was the last month I am doing Foundation in Sydney, Australia. It was also the first year I got to Australia after the completion of my Secondary school o'level in Singapore... lols...


NOW...I had graduated from UNIVERSITY...holding onto a bachelor degree... and...back in Cambodia... Staying at home, gainning experiences and pretty much..doing nothing much..beside peak period and stocking days.. hais...

21 years old to graduate from uni.... is it a bit too early? I felt like... the past few years really went so quickly!!! Those people who knew me since I am young, would know that... HOW COULD SHE MADE IT? lols...


Remembering that I used to be performing real bad in Primary school, almost going out everyday after school... Lottering around Sembawang with Schoolmates/ Classmates... doing..nth... or Playing playground... Friends actually addresses me as "Da Jie", which I have no idea why....

Don't even mention about my grades back then... It was horrible... To be honest, if it haven't been my tutor who taught and guided me since Primary five... I wouldn't have been able to make it to Express, Sembawang Sec School. Lol! Does this sound like..I do owe a Big deal to him? lols... Well, I could say that he's really a good man!:) Hais... wonder why... still yet to have a partner... or maybe he's just too good... being too filial! Anyway... back to my topic...

Looking back, I wondered... How did I really live my life for the past 20 years?! lols... What I could only say that..... Im really gladful to those who had help me for those years! and ...especially...My parents and Family members who been supporting me!:) both Phsically and Financially! lols..


P.S. Flower Received from my Bro and Future-Sis-Law on my Graduation'2012 day.

Tuesday, 17 April 2012

梦里

天啊!我为何会梦到他?

请不要告诉我,我这次天所梦到的都是他?(因我哥说听到我说梦话。)

不知为何,我只记得他和我在火车站,他像是要拿什么东西。但是,一张照片却掉了下来。那是一张他和她的清热照。当时,我只有一种不知明的心痛感触,但不足以让我伤心落泪。可这种感觉有一点像是我的一次在梦里哭泣但当我从梦醒来时,发现我真的落泪了。

但他发现我看到了那张,他也因此冲忙和我解释说这是一段不可能发生任何关系的往事。

但为何呢?我对他根本不太认识啊!我为何有那种感觉呢?

不解。

曾听说,每个人的梦境是自己能操动的。所以我想这一切使我自己想太多~

无语了。

Monday, 13 February 2012

last pulished... 5 feb 2011... lols..... today is also feb...but...wats different is that..today is 13th feb, the year 2012!! lols...

anyway, i just felt like releasing some anger on this blog..... as i felt like..i have no one to talk to regarding to this..since....i felt that this blog already rotten..and believed that no one would read it... so mind as well, just vomit out all my anger!>.
i wonder...whats on earth is wrong with my mum??? she's like..totally..... into herself!!!!! only think and work FOR HERSELF... wat a selfish mum!!!!!!! she thinks that ALL SHE SAID IS RIGHT...WHAT SO EVER!!!! wat do u think u are???? u having no friends..doesn't mean that we doesn't have the right to make friends and go out with MY FRIENDS!! so what u are my mum...i know u had us for 10months in ur stomach and u suffered alot to bring us to the world..but..we ain't ur Dummies!!!! that u can make us work and say according to u!!!! stupid idiot!!!!!

i really wanna be ur good daughter...but...serious?!!!!! =.=

every morning..scold scold scold... its like..if u don't scold, u will dead!!!!!!
even hit me too!!!! DUH U!!!!!

can't even go out... hey! after one month of sticking with u...can't i even go out with my close friends..... FOR ONCE....=.= not as if, im going for dating...
stupid!!!!!=,= duh...

what do u think u are?!!!=,= so wat is u're my mum!!!! not that u can force us to do everything we dont want!?!!!!!! fucku!

i have been bearing with ur idiotic temper for long!!!!!! now..even i wanna go back for grad...i can't even do watever iw anna... and..... EVEN MY BDAY..U ALSO..DON'T LET ME STAY WITH MY FRIENDS TO CELEBRATE..WAT KIND OF MUM IS THIS...~~~~~~ pissed me off!!!!!! damn u!

Saturday, 5 February 2011

1st day of work in Lycamobile~

Firstly, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL OF U~:)) hope u all have been enjoying ur chinese new year holiday well~:)) heex...



Today is the 3rd day of cny... I went to report for working in Lycamobile~~ It is basically sending sim cards.. But what so special bout this mobile line is that... it is just a flagrate of 19cents plus another 1/2 cents/minute to call to Cambodia + Mobile/ China + Moblie/ Colombia/ Thailand +Mobile/ India + Moblie/ etc... so its like.. half an hour to call is only 34 cents!!!!! and one hour is only 49CENTS!!! how cheap is that?!!!:)) Also, if you call to Europe countries, they would only charge u for 29cents flagrate and the another 30 minutes FOR FREE!!!>.< is this very cheap?!!! its even cheaper to call locally! Wats even better, now they are having a promotion, if you pay $10, u will be getting FREE sim card and $10 value of mytime to call... :)) is it the best?! its also cheap to call local, it charges 15cents/min.. and..if you calls lycamobile, there is no flagrate..and.. topping up $10, will get 250 min free to call to another lycamboile user... $20 top up have 600minutes (if i didn't remember wrongly) and $30 for 1000 minutes free!!!:)) best deal ever! lols.. anyway, any one interested, do contract me.. ( Only available for Australia).


anyway, today was tiring and HOT!! The temperature in my area reaches 41degrees!!! So damn hot! what even worst is that, I went to the main office this morning and waited for very long.. But wats good is that, despite the long hours of waiting, they still pay me from the time I start waiting there till i finish.. Today was my FIRST DAY... initially..i thought that i will be having training today but.. my team leader, EMMA, told me that, u will start working today.. and gave me their uniform... wats even weird is that, she allows me to go ashfield on my own to sell those sim... well..its pretty cool~ but... why am I working alone for the first day? lols.. Nevermind... So I went to the place assigned by her, Ashfield... It was so hot..but the shop worker is nice.. he help me alot and even treat me drink free drinks~:)) ohya, even help me to promote the sim..hahas..nice nice nice~~!!!:)) btw, I was supposed to set up the Lycam table outside of the store..but.. somehow..i have no idea how to set it up!!! hahas... >.<>

Thursday, 23 December 2010

Janette's birthday celebration

Yesterday was an exciting and enjoyable day..:)) Met out with Kristen, Solong, Cheryl, Janette, Tiffany, Cheryl's brother and Calvin at Sorya (a Shopping Centre in Phnom Penh).

As you, readers would know, yesterday was 冬季,where every family would either make or buy 汤圆 to eat together. For my family, we received some from my uncle and we made some. It was an unforgettable experience for my brother (Kevin) and I. It was fun~:)) Even though most of it turned out to be very BIG ( or should I say "too" big..)~ :)) However, its always a good sign to have BIG ones~:))

Yesterday our "loveable 5" less 1 met out at Sorya to celebrate Meiyu's (Janette) belated birthday party. It was a memorable event for all of us. Well, initially we weren't able to get a meeting time and spot. However, after many hours, we finally met up. We went to the game place to play some "basketball" than we all went to sing karaoke~ (Not for Cheryl's brother and Huy). Wow... It seems like the time turned back to when we were still staying together in Singapore. :)) Well, ever since we graduated from our respective secondary school and leave Singapore, it is really difficult to meet up again. As everyone are busy with their own stuffs. All those good times that we had together have now turned into beautiful memories that are hard to be reached nowadays.

Like everyone says, after losing something that they once did not treasure, the person would start to appreciate it. This sentence fits very well in our case. In the past, when we were able to meet each other everyday, we do not treasure those time but instead, take advantage of it.. but now.. To be able to meet again is a blissful thing to us, so lets treasure it before its too late~:))

After so many years apart, everyone had grown up, each turned into different people and status. However, when we meet again after these numerous years, our attitude and feeling towards each other is still the same. These are things that I can and will never find when I am in Australia. The friendship, the trusting, the relying, the love, the fun, the joy, the jokes, the beliefs, the habits, the understanding, everything more.. Definitely cannot be found anywhere else, as we know each other too well... Growing up together, living together, eating together, going out together, sharing each others' troubles together, gossip together... everything seems to be very natural to all of us... I miss all of you~ and I love all of you.. Thanks for coming into my life, thanks for making my life so joyful and meaningful~ I will never forget and abandon any of you~! I will always keep contract with you all as you're my best friends cum buddies forever.... those that will make me smile widely... those that influence me to be crazy and want to be the joker of the group~~:))

Friday, 3 December 2010

Currently at Singapore airport T3

Now is 5.50a.m. (SIN)... Regret not bringing a jacket with me.. Felt so cold just now when I was sleeping... It was so quiet at T3... What I can see is... lots of workers sleeping around.. lols.. Well, this is my first experience spending a night in airport... (>.<) an eight hours flight from Sydney to Singapore and another eight more hours of waiting for the next flight back to Cambodia... (=.=) AND.... another two more hours of flying...

Felt so sleepy now!!! Hopefully I wouldn't catch a cold from all these... >.< Anyway, got back my results on Wednesday night via zmail... I was kinda of surprised with my MGMT marks.. lols.. but if only I have another 3 more marks then I wouldn't have to get a PASS again...!!! (=.=) Was disappointed in my accounting marks though..:((( anyway.. the other two..were kinda of expected.. overall... alright.. but not satisfied... lols..

Tuesday, 30 November 2010

Last day of November

In less than half an hour time, its gonna be the end of November... Wow, time flew past so FAST! If I remember correctly, when October almost came to an end, I was updating regarding to the upcoming final examination.. but now... MY RESULTS are coming out soon! on the 2nd of Dec... wow.. SCARY~ =X hopefully the results are pleasant~ :'(

Anyway, just got home not long ago~ Was decorating the store for the upcoming Christmas Special~ Wow.. To be honest, it is really a tiring job? (=.=)||| actually I did nothing much but just felt real tired after doing all those stuffs~ Its look really GOOD!~ very different from the previous 2 years Christmas that I had... (><) Well, I think all these have to go the credit of MINH~ lols... if she had not suggested, I think that it will be impossible for us to have the decoration in our store this year~ lols.. Well, I really like Minh... I wouldn't mind having her as my eldest sister-in-law.. =X Really~ I really don't mind... She is really a very nice and pleasant girl.. I believed that she will definitely be able to become a successful and caring wife~:)) hahas.. but off course.. these stuffs can 't be force..have to see the both of them~:))

Today, my brother actually agreed to employ that girl~ Well, if he thinks that she has the potential, then why not? lols.. But hopefully she will not be a disappointment.. (Fingers Cross)

Currently having some problems with the air-tickets~=.= everyone just push the blame on me!!!! Wish that I will still have my seat tml!!!

Monday, 29 November 2010

要找到你这一身的另一半是很难的事,所以一定要好好珍惜。

Do you guys believe/ heard of.... when people came to this world, they are always in pair, whereby... your the another half will be your destiny/ fated person~ to be honest, its hard to find it or its really difficult to find your another half.. so.. people who have found it, do treasure it.. As in the same world, there are a lot of people unable to find the fated one yet~

I believed that you guys would be wondering why I would suddenly update about this topic now~ well, there're a lot of people getting marry soon or even been dating for quite a period of time.. I really think that its really hard to find the right person... when you are no in a relationship, you would be wondering/ kept thinking who will be the Mr/ Miss Right in your life.... even when you are in a relationship, you would be inquiring if he/she is the right person~ and nowadays, in this centuries~ its very popular of "divorce".. so even if you get married, you would still be scared that he/she might not be the another half of your life~ hais... =,= life is so tiring~ so it would be better to trust people and let your life flows on its own.. don't need to force/ give pressure to yourself~ ENJOY LIFE~ and TREASURE whoever is beside you now.. as you would not want to lose them for a STUPID reason~:))

Thanks for the night people~

Tonight Cynthia, Minh and KL came over to my house to watch horror movie and ate home-made pizza..hahas. though i know it does not taste good but hopefully the movie did pull it off.. well..it was "the eye 10"... Well, people who knows me would know that I actually watched it before.. and what worst is that I watched it for many times already~ (>.<)

But anyway, really enjoy their company~ and... Its always nice to have ur friends to come over to your house to do stuffs together!:)) really miss those days that I used to live with my buddies in singapore~ :((

Ohyea, before I forget. I met two girls today. They are in year 10.. However, they look like in their early twenties.. I don't really want to discuss this on my blog. But what I wanna say is that, one of the girl gave me a bad impression. And due to the "halo effect", if you leave a bad first impression, its gonna be hard to change it later on. Still hopefully, nothing would go wrong and hopefully she would not be so "proud" of herself~ :))

Well, I will blog till here today~ Good night people~

Sunday, 28 November 2010

老人阿,都是口是心非。

It's been a long time since I last update~ Been busy with examination, clearing the house, watching dramas and relaxing myself. hahas.. I felt like I been watching so many F4 dramas.. lols..
- 下一站, 幸福 Autumn's Concerto
- 就想賴著你 Down With Love
- 痞子英雄 Black and White

The first two was excellent!:)) lols.. vanness is so handsome~ lols.. Jerry so cute.. and im watching the last one now~ lols.. Episode one now~ lols.. currently home alone again. My brother was out to have some kind of "pre-wedding" dinner.. lols.. not his wedding but is his friend's sister's wedding~ wow..sound so far!!~~~ lols.. So... tonight I am having instant noodle for dinner again!~~~ This reminds me of ah bubu~ telling me.. stop eating noodle!!!! (>.<)!!! hais.. really miss her so much!~

anyway, as you guys know, now is the peak season for wedding ceremony. So, yesterday a lady and a young girl came in to buy a suit for their father. It was because, their relative is getting marry today and they came to buy a suit for their father. It was really very LAST MINUTE~ but as their father told them that he already had one, so they do not need to purchase one for him but.. he also continue saying that he like a suit in a store, so they came over to get for him. lols.. the old man is really funny. After they left with the suit, he came over and ask us if his children had came over to purchase the suit that he likes. lols.. :)) hais..

老人阿,都是口是心非。:))

Saturday, 16 October 2010

Final exam just in 2 weeks time

(-.-)ZzZzZ

Examination are just round the corner, but I still haven't have the motivation and spirit to really study! (>.<) Just wanna do my OWN stuffs..lols.

Was looking at the answer for the accounting quizzes that my lecturer-in-charge just posted up. (>.<)!! Was horrible.. did not know why did I get those qns wrong! (>.<)

Anyway, its so fast! This week gonna be the last week of my semester! Unbelievable.. Speaking of the quizzes, I still remembered the first accounting quiz took place on the next day straight after I arrived Australia. (arrived wednesday, had my 1st quiz on thursday- no been to any lectures!) lols.. Was kinda of surprised that I still managed to get 4 marks out of 5 or 6? I don't know.. was doing the multiple choice qns online.. (!-!) I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO IT! my gosh! im doom! (*_*)

anyway... its just like a blink of eye..and 13 weeks of a semester is coming to an end..(>.<) Am looking forward to it? not really..hahas.. I dunno..

kinda of too tired to further update this blog..

P.S. try to keep an eye out on those green field, garden, etc, when you catches a bus/train/on the way back home, and try to think of a positive scenario/ event happening there or even appreciate those that you get to see. You will noticed that this earth is actually very beautiful~ full of wonderful things!:))

Saturday, 18 September 2010

A dream that I wish that it will be true.

Currently 6.50 am in Australia.

Had the weirdest and beautiful dream ever! I dream of him*.

I was on a camp or something, I met him there. And I was so special about it. Thus asked him, wow! Im really glad that you are still around! Then he told me that... He is actually been followed by some assassin, thus he had that show to put everyone off... Then after that, his friend help him to escape... also, he asked me not to tell anyone, not even her*..

I know... I must have watched too many movies and stuffs.. even though i know its so unreal..but i rather it to be real... Its already one year since he's gone, but I still can't let go...

Friday, 17 September 2010

Business is so slow nowadays..

my gosh!!!!! its already 3pm.. yet.. john street is sooo quiet.. i can hardly see anyone carrying shopping bags! mostly only people just walking around.. >..<>.<) I can imagine how I would look like if I didn't see anything in the next few hours! *being like a PORK MINCE!*



My gosh!!!!! Anyway, just handed in my 45% terror and religious essay. And I am supposed to start doing my legal essay which is 20% due on this upcoming Monday~. I haven't even done anything for that yet! Horrible!



Now I feel so sleepy and tired! LIFE IS SO MISERABLE!



Hoping that there will be customers that will come in and buy! IF NOT.. i realy need to turn into a PORK MIN

Thursday, 9 September 2010

University of Sydney

Wwwwwaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh...

Today, I went to uSdy with Janice. It is sooooooo sooooo sooo pretty! Does have the feel of "Howard uni"~~~~ (>.<) I will upload the picture the other time~ I am so jealous of Janice being able to graduate from such a beautiful uni~ lols.. but at the same time, im happy for her!:)

Was doing my general education essay~ lols.. it worth 45%!!!!!! (>.<)!!!!! Just started with the first para.. but I believe that i will be able to finish it up~ * fingers crossing *

this week is the beginning of spring.. was hot a few days ago..but today..is so freezing... drizzling since noon time~(>..<) but... was with Janice the whole day~:)) feel so bless~=)) cheers~~~~

Sunday, 29 August 2010

351 post~

I am supposed to be in store now... helping out my brother and Cynthia (new workmate), however, I am still slacking at home~ =X Trying hard to do my management project~ but..... I am confused of what I am reading~ (>.<) "Forward with fairness"--> boring~~~!!!! feel like im having lots and lots to do~ but I just can't concentrate on anything~ >.<

**karen!!! got to focus~~~

Times really flew pass real fast! I am already nineteen years old! 6 mths later~ I will be stepping into my first Twenties age~ (!_!) *scary* anyway... i wonder why am i typing all these now!!!!

Sunday, 15 August 2010

being a fool of myself

well~ i wonder..when i will be able to fully wake up from the dreams that i had been having for the past few years?~ life is short, Karen.. have to accept the fact...don't always run away from it.. yes.. face the fact! life will be much more better!

i felt like i had made a total fool of myself...i know, friends, would say.. since when Karen don't make a fool/ joke out of herself.. tat's true.. i miss the "old" self.. i wanna the "old" self back... and i know..I'm almost achieving it..but some of the things..i wouldn't want it back~ its bad side of Karen... i don't like it..

I know, u guys would be wondering what the heck am i posting..to be honest, i have no idea what i had typed.. anyway, to the people out there, have to always be honest to yourself, face the reality, don't always..run away from it.. and also, if you know that things that don't belongs to you, it will never be yours. must learn to let go~but do remember to treasure those things that belongs to you.. as they will be the most precious of your life..u will never want to feel regarded after you lost them.

Karen

Thursday, 29 April 2010

I think I need to stop depending on others~ No one i can talk to.. no one listen to me~ then..just leave it..i will keep my mouth shut..

I should know..everyone is busy with their things.. eveyone have their own problem.. YES.. that true.. so...i shouldn't bother them.. I should be more understanding... but..who can be more undrestanding towards me? no one.. then..fine!~ i will left it too.. having family... = none.. having anything.. or anyone.. also = to nothing.. then.. im just nothing~