a love story

tiS iS a tOuchinG lOvE stOry...

wisH taT u guYs wiLL likE iT...

Message: 3 yrs ago..

Kin n Angel were 2 lovely couple..

Kin was a full time SAF guy..

who works all day n didn't haf sufficient time 2 be wif Angel..

So Angel offen pick up quarrels wif him due 2 tis..

at e beginning of their relationship..

they promise each other they wil buy gifts for each other every weekends..

As they promise each other..

Angel went 2 buy Army designed action figures 4 Kin

coz Kin was in love wif tis kind of action figures..

N Kin..he wil always late for their date..

yet he onli went 2 buy a ring 4 her..

juz noting specially..

nt designed RIng..

but at 1st..

Angel loves tat ring althought it's simple..

but aft a yr..

Kin stil buys her e same ring..

n Angel started 2 get sick of e RIng..

but she dun wish 2 tell Kin bout tis..

2yrs ltr..

Kin called up Angel n wish 2 meet her for a tok..

n Kin sound serious..

Tat night..

Kin: dear..

Angel: Yes..

Kin: i'm goin off soon..

Angel: to Where?!

Kin: USA..

Angel: Y..watz That 4?

Kin: USA army ask our country 2 go there n haf a exchange of Knowledge..

Angel: but y muz b u?!!

Kin: i oso nt sure but..tml i'm leaving..take tis...

Angel: tis again!! y u kip giving me tis STUPID ring..

i dun wan tis(she pass back 2 kin)!!!

Kin:..(turn n walk away..)

juz like tat..

Kin leaves..

Angel went home n cried through out e nite..

juz hope Kin wil gif her a call..

but he didn't..

till e nxt day..

Kin called n told her he is goin off soon..

he at e airport..

but by e time Angel reach e airport..

Kin..

is no longer there..

6months ltr...

Angel was on her way back...

she saw Kin..

Kin approached her n pass her e RIng again..

Kin: dear..except it please..

Angel: ..(speechless n took e RIng..)

Kin: dear..pls...4get mi..

Angel: WHAT?!?!

Kin: .....(turned n walk off...)

Angel: Wait!!

Angel run towards where Kin goes off 2 chase for him but..

he disappeared..

Angel went home n called Kin's house but his parents say he's nt home yet..

she hang up n went 2 sleep..

the image of Kin saying "4get me..pls.."

kip on comin into Angel's mind..

suddenly...

her phone rings...

n she's being shocked 2 wake up..

???: Hello??

Angel: U r??

???: I'm callin from American UnivesityHospital..

Angel: who u lookin 4?

Nurse: i'm looking for miss Angel..

Angel: I'm am..

Nurse: Erm..do u noe e guy who's name is Kin?

Angel: Ya..(wondering..)

Nurse: erm..sumting happen 2 him..

he was on a trip n he met a accident..

a broken tree broke off n hits directly on him..

Angel: How is he now?!?!?(crying..)

Nurse: Miss..pls relax n cool down..

i'm sad 2 tell u tat....

He's DEAD..

Angel: No!..It can't be!!..i juz saw him!!..

can i noewat time is his death?

Nurse: 2 hrs ago..

Angel: No!!..it's imposible!!!(Angel hang up e phone..)

Angel cant believe it..

she cried n cried till her eyes sore n her tear from tears..

become bleeds..

she can't take tis news..

days pass..

she been not eating..

slpin..

or even rest..

but juz cry...

she lock herself up in her room..

n she went 2 took all those RIng that Kin bought 4 her..

her observe n looks around at all e ring..

suddenly..

she realise..

inside every diamond..

there's a words..

She took out all the ring den she realise she gt she gt 25 diamond ring..

look carefuly..

she realise..

all those ring forms up a sentence..

she reads out..

"Angel..I..Love..U..Pls..Be..Wif..Me..4eve"..

she felt strange..

it's nt complete..

suddenly..

she rmb e last ring tat Kin pass her..

she took out frm her pocket n..read..

"Angel..I..Love..U..Pls..Be..Wif..Me..4ever"..

she start 2 cry again..

Actually..

kin was late 4 their date is becoz he nid 2 rush aft his work n go n get tis designed RIng..

n Angel doesn't noe bout it..

kin is able 2 pass Angel e last ring..

it's nt him..

but his soul..

what de story wan to says bout is:

-appreciate everything u had recieved...

-love de people around u now...

-always listen to de ppl who is feeling sad...

i think that is it..liao la...end here...

wish that u enjoy reading this entire...

bye...

***sick!!!***sad***cry***happy!!***laugh***

aLoHa!!

mE bacK agaiN foR 2DaY de updatinG oF bLog...

tOdaY beTtEr dEn yEsterdaY lA...cuZ i nOe waT happEned lE...
sO kE liaN dEar dEar..hiS hanDphonE dE linE bEen cuT...
aLL mY fauLt evEn hE duN saY i aLsO nOe waT happEned...
haiZzZz~~~
tOday canT gO tO sErvicE... siaN diaOx...
tOdaY wEllingtOn primarY skOoL aLsO goT spoRt daY!!!
buT didnT gO..
hExhEx...
i onLi nOe taT oN mOndaY dE chEerinG onE...rEd hOusE gOt dE firsT!!!
yesH!!! praiSe gOd...
anD i aLso goT dE nEws taT rEd hOusE tiLL nOw iS lEadiNg dE firSt!!!
hAhA...
weLL 2daY nEvEr gO sErvicE cuZ haviN fEvEr...
dEn yEstErday weNt 2 hUiLi housE 4 carEgrP...dEn mE havinG fEveR...
anD mY tEmpEratuRe iS 38.1 dEgrEE... wow!!!hiGh fEveR!!!
haha...
dE i caN feeL taT aLL dE sistEr arOunD mE juS likE mY reaL sistA...
sO carE foR me!!! iM sO tOuch....heXheX...
dEn latEr On...mE haF tO gO tO skOoL cuZ haF spEecH daY...
buT bE4 taT i haF tO meT jiA qi n jaSminE cuZ i prOmisEd tO...
buT i waS latE meEtinG thEm...
hExhEx...
buT thEy didnT bLamE mE...hEhE...
sO gOoD oF thEm... hExhex...
hahA...
durinG dE paradE...
i dEn noE waT aLex saiD buT horse kick...
haha...cuZ i saW deaR deaR maTch tiLL vEry funnY...
haha...shhhhh...bettEr duN leT hiM sEE tiS...
laTer hE maLu...likE ms kOo...haha...jus kidding...jus kidding...
sOrry...a liTTlE maD lE...haXhaX...
dEn aT nighT deaR deaR usEd hiS muM dE handphonE smS mE...
dEn mE caLL hiM...anD lisTen 2 hiM expLaiN...
haXhaX..i noE aLex'S dE sEcRet lE... wAhaha...
buT i canT saY ouT...cuZ i prOmisEd deAr dEar lE...
hEhE...soOo sOrry...
buT noW i dunnO shOuld angrY oR thanks joliE n taT aLex le...aiyA dun carE lE la!!!
dEn yEstErday taLk oN dE phonE tiLL bouT 2a.m ba..dEn slp...
anD juS nOw gO guixiN's bLog!!!
dEn sEe taT's a "fcuk u" pErsOn dOwn thErE taLk cOck!!
anyhOw scOld peOpLe!!!
siaO!!!dUn daRe tO puT hiS/hEr Own namE...
cOwarD!!!
buT i tinK iS hE/shE dunNo hOw 2 speLL hiS/hEr oWn namE dEn puT "fcuk u"...
oR evEn borN wiF nO namE...haha...LoLx...
sTuPid siA!!!
hai~~~oK la...enD hErE... wisH taT mE wiLL recoVer soOn!!!

ThinGs 2 saY:

-+=aLwaYs tiNk tOwarDs dE posiTivE sidE buT noT nEgetivE sidE...=+-
-+=dO carE mOrE foR dE peOpleS arOund u...=+-
-+=aLwayS leT othErs haF a chancE tO exPlaiN...=+-
-+=aLwayS taLk tO suMonE whEneVer u feeLs saD...=+-
-+=aLwayS liStEn tO dE onE whO tEll u hiS/hEr feeLing...=+-

***sad***sian***stupid of me***

aLo...hapPy apriL fOoL daY!!!
quite a long time never cum update le...
so sorry...
this few days also quite hard to cum online...cuz laptop de internet got problem..
me now using my cousin's laptop...dun tell her that...
cuz i didn't ask whether i can use not...hehe...shhhhhhh
this is a secret between us...
hehe..ok la...
this few days or even weeks alot of things had happened to me...
firstly is happy things...
secondly is unhappy things...
thirdly is things that made me feel like killing myself lo..
haha...very foolish ba...
but cuz of him...i hurtx alot...
i even drop tears for him...in class...at home...
even jus now when i wake up...i can feel tat my face is really very wet...
did i cried?when i'm slping?
when i woke up and feels that my face is wet...
i ask myself those qns beside jus now de two qns...
why did i drop tears for him?
why didn't i drop tears for the other guys i love before?
is this a truth love?
does a man worth a women's tear?
does he?
if it doesn't..why alot of gals drop tears for their guy?
why?
as for yesterday in school during geography lesson dunnoe wat happened...
me and him started to quarrel...
den during music that time...
i onli can says that i can't bear with it anymore...
i have to drop de tears out...
alot of my friends asked me why...
i didn't answer cuz i dunno how to...
me now dunnoe is to hate u or love u...
u had already hurtx me alot...
and i noe that i also hurtx u alot...
as what my mian yang said...
if de both of us love till so hard...why not jus break le ba...
break is more better than continue...
like what most of us says...
de deeper we love...de deeper de hurt will be...
that's right...
if i didn't agree to start this relationship it might be more better...
that's right...
friendship will last longger than relationship...
haha..
do i know how to smile?
i dun think so....
why i always have fever or even high fever after i had quarrel with him?
i now onli knoe that i really hurtx alot...
heart been broken...
sms him...no reply...haha...
waited for so long for his reply..
frm yesterday afternoon...evening...night...midnight...morning till now!!!
does it worth?
does i have to continue to wait?
hai~~~whenever a message comes in i will think tat it is u de one who sms me...
but too bad it isn't...haha...so foolish of me...
de things u said can i still believe?
i dun think so le la...
de things that supposed to end earlier...will end soon ba...
end here...


-+=appreciate de people around u...=+-
---when u see de one u love is leaving u one step by one step...u will knoe de hurtx..---
no matter we break anot...we will still be friends...bye...

***happy?***Sad?***mad?***crazy?***miss?***

hai~~~tis few days lazy to cum online and update...
can says that i didn't really cum online la...
hai~~~tis few days had been happening alot of things..
on my birthday...
de day before n after...
till now...
well...i do have happy times...
but i feel like i'm telling myself i'm happy...instead that i feel that i'm happy...
oh my...wat am i talking about?
mad liao...
maybe i'm jus having no feelings...
or givin myself too much stress le!!!
='( now feeling like crying...
dunno why...
jus now gone to YX house and watch spirited away...
den i still lent de disc back...
cuz haven't watch finish...
hai~~~but how i know that...
i also have de disc le...!!!
aiyo...
den jus now cuz quiet late le ma...den YX send me home lo...
den when reached BLK 423a...
cuz have alot of things to say den i asked him to stay there and talk lo...
den we talk talk talk frm 8 plus till 9:40 like this...
hai~~~den we talk bout alot of things...
haha...
jus now i also go to his blog...and read his entires...
den now i know why he yesterday online said that he wanna cry...
hai~~~
dun wry la...
u will have once like this one la...
last time i also dun have den me also very de sad how i know that...
now i have liao...
jus wait....
when truth love cum u wan to stop it also can't...ok?
so dun think too much boy boy...

me wanna thx de ppl who had given me cards. presents. spend time with me.wishing me happy birthday.send me happy birthday sms.
and more...even celebrate moi birthday!!!
thanks alot...
i love this birthday alot!!!
haha...
ok la...me end here liao...

***happy***pain***enjoy***

wOw!!!tOdaY vEri dE haPPy!!!
cuZ moI carEgrP frEnZ gavE mI a biRtHdaY sUrpiSe!!!
praIsE gOd!!!
tOday i reaLLy bEri dE happY!!!
i waNNa praiSe gOd...
becuZ hE iS dE onE whO leT mE geT inTo taT carEgrP anD churCh!!!
iF nOt i wiLL nOt bE sO haPPy todaY!!!
prAisE hiM foR giviNg mE suCh a gOod caRinG caRegrP n aLso chUrcH!!!
hExhEx...
weLL...i reaLLy wannA thX dE pPls iN mOi carEgrP!!!
u r rEaLLy iN dEEp a gOod carEgrP!!!
a caRinG oNe!!! praiSe gOd...
hEhE...tOday i gOt twO birThdaY prEsEnts...
a fEw carDs...
n a fLoweR!!!
wOw!!!dE firSt timE recIeVed fLower!!!
i'm sO tOucH!!!
dE fLoweR iS givEn bY oLivinE's carEgrP!!! praiSe goD...
i dO aLso likE dE prEseNts!!!
aLL dE prEseNts iS madE oUt foR mE onE!!!
hM...hOw tO saY lEh...
likE onE oF dE preSent frM baby n hIm yI!!!
thEy brOuGht a cOntaiNeR n fOld aLot oF sTarS foR mE!!!
i knOw thaT u 2 haD spEnt a Lot oF uR timE tO do iT!!!
thX fOr senDing sOoOo mucH tiMe dOin dE prEseNt foR mE!!!
reaLLy thX aLot!!!i lovE iT aLot...
caRmEn...mOi shEphErd!!!
thX foR dE hM...stuDy harD thiNg foR mE!!!i luV it aLot!!!
i wiLL takE goOd carE oF iT!!!
n alSo...dE thinG...hm..i alSo dunnO waT iT callEd...taT donE bY ameLia, babY n viviaN!!!
thX alOt...haF tO trOubLe u thrEE tO gO dOwn 2 cAuSewaY pOinT n dO iT 4 mE!!!
thX aloT!!!
n aLso dE frEnZ whO haD wrOtEn mE carDs!!!i lovE iT alOt!!!
thX...
caN saY taT i luV cardS moSt cuZ vEry encOuraGe!!!
anD aLso thX mOi dE ppLs in dE carEgrP whO hElp tO givE mE a suRpiSe!!!
i thInk i thX moSt iS moi shEphErd!!!heHe...
oK la...mE end hErE...saYoonArA...

-+=//wisH mYsElf a happY birThday!!!\\=+-

***sad***

Ahhhh!!!!
baD nEws!!!
miSs Lim 2daY iS goIn 2 lEavE dE skOoL...='(
sOb soB...caNnOt liKe tiS laH...caNnOt!!!
whY misS liM haF 2 lEavE uS???
misS liM...duN woRry tOo mucH 4 ouR cLass!!!
wE wiLL prOve 2 u taT wE wiLL noT thrOw uR facE...
wE wiLL dO oUr bEst!!!
jia You!!!2e1!!!
='( ~~~AH~~~
miSs..i wiLL misS u onE!!! anD aLso..
i wiLL...nO i mEaN dE whOle cLasS oR evEn dE whOle skOoL wiLL nOt fOrgEt u oNe!!!
gOod lUck tO u iN dE nEw skOoL!!!
n dO cUm bacK n LoOk foR uS!!!
rEmEmbEr tO puT uS iN uR mEmoRisE iN seMbaWanG sEcOndaRy skOoL!!!
u wiLL aLwaYs dE bEst tEacHer whO tEachEs uS gEogRapHy...
evEn thOughT sUmtimE i diD gOt scOldEd bY u...cUz Of sUmthIngS taT i doNe wrOngLy...
buT i dIdnT bLamE u!!!iNsteAd i haF tO thX u!!!
miSs Lim u wiLL aLwaYs iN dE bEst teaCher LisT!!!nOt iN baD teaCheR LisT...
i dUn caRe whicH skOoL u gOin bUt i waNna wiSh u gOod LucK..taKe caRe...
aLL dE beSt tO u miSs Lim...
LovE u!!!

hai~~toDay mIss lIm leFt oUr skOoL...lEft ouR cLass...LeFt uS!!!='(
evEn thOughT i'm vEri saD bUt stiLL haF tO wiSh hEr gOod LucK iN eVeryThinG...=(
hAi~~yEstErdaY dUriNg hEr laSt pEriOd..wE gOt oUr tEst paPer bacK...
dEn wE taLk n jOke a whiLe...asK teAchEr qnS...
dEn wE yEstErdaY evEn gO n takE pIcTurEs...whOle cLass pHoTo wiTh miSs Lim!!!
wE gOt bOut fivE oR siX likE tiS...
OncE dE boIs n miSs Lim..
dEn twIcE gaLs dEn i juX saT beSidE hEr...='(
evEn thOugHt wE knEw taT yEstErdaY miGht bE dE lAst timE tO taKe pHoTowiTh hEr..bUt wE stiLL haF tO smiLe...nOnO stiLL haF chaNcE oNe!!!
haiZzZz~~~
iF i caN hElp miSs Lim tO chOoSe...i wiLL tEll dE MoE noT tO lEt hEr gO tO oThEr skOOl...
wE knEw bOut tiS neWs On weDnesdaY...duRing OuR CLD lesSon...='(
haiZzZ...
todAy iS dE laSt daY oF teRm 1...
dEn nOw iS hoLiday liaO lO...
buT i caN teLL u taT tiS hoLidaY iS nOt likE a hoLidaY aT aLL...
cuZ gOt aLoT oF homEwoRk!!!
siaN diaO...
anD aLsO...todAy dE TAF caMp staRt liaO!!!
quiEt aLot oF ppLs weNt tO dE caMp...nOt onLi taF mEmbErs La..stiLL haF otHers...
dE camP wiLL bE brEak tmL...
dEn yEstErdaY pEng YoU akA xiaO panG...
tOld mE taT toniGht thEy aLL canT sLp...
cuZ dE teacHer saId taT thEre wiLL bE fUn gaMes...waItinG foR thEm...
hahAxxx....haF tO wiSh thEm gOod LucK...
tOdaY i reCiEvEd twO birThdaY prEseNts...
evEn thOught mE birThdaY nO todaY buT iS oN mOnday..haHa...
onE iS frM jaS dE minE...hahAxx..is jaSminE...
dEn anOthEr onE is frM dEzIrEE yOng xIn jOliE n xUewEn...
thX foR u guYs birThday prEseNts...i lOve iT aLot...
weLL i thiNk i knOw wHy xuEweN thEy aLL gavE mE taT prEsEnt..
cuZ lOoK likE mE n aH huI...
dEn todAy wE gOt bacK oUr rEpOrt bOoK...
wOw...siaN diaO...
mE faiLeD thRee suBjeCt...Ok la...i dUn waN tO saY anY mOre...dE moRe i saYs dE mOre i wiLL crY oUt...
ohyA...yEstErday..aH hUi smSed mE...asK mE waT i waNna foR mOi birthdAy...
hOw woUld i nOe Wat i waNt???diaO...oK la..dUn saY liao...madE mE mOre......
hM...lIke nO fEeLingS lE..buT stiLL haF tO stOp!!!
cuZ i thiNk i tYpE toO muCh liaO..u gUys lOok liKe gOinG tO boRe tO dEatH..
sO i beTtEr stOp mY craP...
oK la...hOlidaY nOw...wiSh u guYs wiLL enJoy uR hOLiday...
iF goT anYthIng inTereStinG iNfoRm mE bOut iT whEn skOoL reOpEn!!!oR u caN taG it in De taGboarD..iF thErE iS enOugH spacE dEn i dUn minD...hahA...
enJoy uR hoLiday!!!byE byE...

-+=//dE deEpEr u luV..dE dEepEr u huRt\\=+-

***happy***mad***sian***tired***

yOzZz...
mE lOnG timE nEvEr cUm uPdaTe LiaO...
hAhA...
tOday PE mE liKe goNe maD liaO...
hahA...
duRing pE dE bOy gO foR naFa dEn wE gaLs pLay baDmintOn lO...
wOw...sO gD...haHa...
dE 4 oF uS jia Qi daPhnE mcS n mE pLay 2gEthEr..
haHa..
sO fUn...mE n mcS iN oNe grOup n jiA qi n daPhnE iN onE grOup..
hahA...wE diD haD aLot oF... PraisE gOd...
dEn wE haD ouR eNglisH sO gooD lEh..
wE gO aVa rOoM cuZ wE wEnt thErE 2 waTcH sTarWar..
haHa..wE dId enJoy oUrselvE aS vEry cOoLinG..buT a liTTle smeLLy cuZ juZ haD pE waT haHa...
oK la...dEn wE haD mUsiC...wOw...toDay wE heaR a SoNg caLL:
Juz The Two Of Us...
saNg bY:
wiLL smiTh...
sO niCe...hEhE...
dEn wE haD matHs LessOn...
hahA...
aLmoSt dE whOle pEriOd i dOwn thErE haLf awAkE...
haHa...sHhhhhhhhhhhhhh
dOn't teLL mRs liM n mS kOO hoH..
hahA...
tOo tiRed liaO ma...
canT bLaMe mE...
hEhE...
dEn gOt chinEsE!!!
oH my goSh...
wE haFinG a teSt todaY..
oH my...
mE dE wriTe dowN dE woRd i aLmoSt aLL wrOtE wrOngLy...
='(
oK la...nOw crY aLso nO uSe..
dEn aFtEr skOOl yOng xIn faiZ n i staY bacK n dO dE dNt dE "Flying Pig"
woW...todaY wE haD dOnE iT liaO.. A-mEn...
haha...
sO gD... pRaisE gOd...
Ok la...dEn On dE waY hOme...juZ oUt oF dE skOOl dE bacKgatE...
Yong xIn n xiNg Lin[miaN yanG] aT dE bacK..
dEn xiNg LIn caLLeD mE zhU rEn..bUt i hearD zhU rOu...haha...
dE jOkE staRteD hErE...
Ok lA...mE haF tO enD hErE...
bYe byE...

-+=//gO fOr dE thIngs u waN bUt iF u nOe taT thErE wiLL nOt haF noT hapPinEss...dEn jUz lEt gO...stOp gOinG fOr iT...\\=+-

don't let girl cry...

If ever a girl cries in front of you,

it means that she can't take it anymore.

If you take her hand,

she would stay with you fort he rest of your life.

If you let her go,

she could never go back to being herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily,

Except in front of the person whom she loves the most,

she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily,

only when she love you the most,

she put down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcos of you,

please hold her hands firmly,

she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you,

please dont give her up,

maybe bcoz of your decision,

you might ruin her life.

When she cries right infront of you,

When she cries bcoz of you,

Look into her eyes,

Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?

Think.

Which other girl will have cried wif pure sincerity,

Infront of you, and bcoz of you?

She cries not because she is weak,

She cries not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,

She cries,

Because crying silently is no longer possible,

the pain,hurt,n agony

have become too big aburden to be kept inside.

Guys,Think about it,

If a girl cries her heart out 2 you,

And all because of you,

Its time to look back on wat u have done,

Only you will know the answer to it.

Do consider it,

Coz one day,

It may be too late for regrets,

It may be too late to say "im sorry".

To my friends...

Ponder this message seriously.

Dont do dis to a girl,

You may regret for the rest of your life.

Maybe in your life,she's the onli one that truly loves YOU the most.

!!!Remember this lesson!!!

foOtprinTs oN dE sanD

hErE iS oNe Of a chRistIaN stOry...

wIsH taT u gUys wiLL liKe iT...

dE stOry gOeS lIkE thIs:

One night a man had a dream.

He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD.

Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.

For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand:

one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,

he looked back at the footprints in the sand.

He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.

He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it:

"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way.

But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life,

there is only one set of footprints.

I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."

The LORD replied:

"My son, my precious child,I love you and I would never leave you.

During your times of trial and suffering,

when you see only one set of footprints,

it was then that I carried you."

===the end===

weLL waT iT saiD iS taT...

gOd wiLL aLsO bE uR siDe...

dUriN uR timEs Of daNgEr...exAms..aT anYwHeRe..

jUs turN n loOk 4 hIm whEn u haF aNy prObLems...

So dUn thInk taT gOd iS nOt wiTh u..

REMEMBER:

gOd wiLL aLsO bE aT uR siDe

===maY gOd bLeSs aLL oF u===

LovE stOrY

yoZzZ..hErE iS a lOvE stOry[hOpE u wiLL likE iT:

He was not handsome..
But he had feelings..
One day, he felt in love with a woman..
A woman he really had a crush on..
But he realized that he was not handsome..
So he kept it deep inside his heart..
He was not handsome..
Knowing this, he still approached the girl he admired..
Upon approaching her, he asked her name and asked for her number..
They came into contact with each other..
The guy was happy and he felt nice talking to the lady..
He was not handsome..
He had to remember this all the time..
He knew he couldnt say out his wish to the lady..
However, one day, he took up the strength to call that lady..
When he was about to pick up the reciever, the phone rang..
It was her..
His crush...
His lady of his dreams..
She asked him out on that night..
There was no reason for him to say NO..
That night, they went to a restaurant..for dinner..
He was not handsome..
This was proven to him at that night..
When the lady told him that she had a crush on a guy..
He was crushed into pieces by his own crush..
but he didnt say a word..He knew it..
He was not handsome...
He was not handsome..
and he knew he wont get his girl of his dream..
So he intended to help the lady out..
He took the lady to the guy whom she had a crush on..
After a week, he saw the lady dating with the guy..
He knew that there is no more hope for him..
He was not handsome..and this made him loose his love..
He just kept his feelings deep inside his heart..
But it was okay for him..as his love was happy with the guy she loved..
He was not handsome..but maybe his powerful love brought his lady back to him..
One day, the lady came all the way crying to him..
She said to him that she lost her virginity and the guy dumped him..
She was all in tears and didnt know where to go..
He was not handsome..but he loved her..
He wiped the tears off the lady and gave a warmhug..
The lady felt the warm feel gush through her nerves and touch her heart deep inside..
She realized that this is her true love..
He was not handsome..but he found his love finally..and he was happy ...

whaT i rEaLLy wAnt 2 sAy:
looks are not really the most important thing in love..
Consider the feelings of the ppl around you..
You might just find that true love of yours..
He or she may not be handsome or pretty..
but he or she might love you more than anyone could ever love you..
and that is greater than some handsome idiots or pretty bitch who doesn't love u.

-+=//aPpErciAtE dE peOpLe arOunD u\\=+-

***happy***exciting***angry***sad***sian***miss***tired***

eLLo..mE bacK agaiN...
2daY bOut 9 likE tiS mY eaR suDdEnLy hEarD a sOng...n taT iS mY favOuritE onE la...
buT fuNNy onE is taT dE sOng iS pLayEd haLf waY whEn i sTartEd 2 hEard iT...
hAhA...fuNny riGhT???
dEn i caNt rEalLy gEt in2 mOi dReaM agaIn...
sO saD so Sad...haiZzZ...
dEn i jUz gOt oUt oF mY bEd thEn gO makE mOi bReaKfAsT hOw i nOe nTh muCh 2 eaT onE lE...:'( sOb soB...buT i stIll gEt 2 eaT mOi bReakFasT...hahA...
dEn i gEt ready 2 gO anD mEeT carMen fOr shEphErdiNg...
hOw wE noE tiLL haLf waY...carmEn rEciEved a MessaGe saiD taT:
tRy 2 rEacH chuRch aT 12:30 evEn iF u arE havinG shEphErdiNg tiLL haLf waY...
sO sad...
thEn wE goEs theRe fOr meEtinG...
dEn wE haF sErvicE n aLsO moI sEmbawanG sEc jUniOr cOnvEnteD...
iM so haPpY!!!
dEn wE haF nOrtH mEeTinG tO attEnd...aFtEr dE dinnEr timE...
carMen asKed mE a qnS...tAt im a laZy to type dowN...haha...sOrrY...
buT dE nOrtH meEting tiLL halF way i haF to gO hOmE...saD!!!
dEn whEn i rEaCheD homE gOt scOldEd...
haizZz...
vEry tirEd...
dEn xianG asKed mE ouT 2 gO n cElEbraTe hiS birThday...
oK lO...
aT firSt wE waN 2 gO tEnse oF thaiLanD...buT bY dE timE wE reacHed thEre...
thErE waS a bOarD taT saId...:
sOrrY..wE arE cLose
!!!!!oH my gOsh!!!!
aiYo...wE takE sO mucH timE to gO thEre 2 eaT taT dEn...nOw???
iT's cloSed!!!angRy!!!
nEveRminD...canT reAlly bLamE thEm...haF 2 blaMe yIxianG...
hAhA...
nO lA...juZ kiDdIng...laTer hE reaD tiS...hE dE neXt daY cuM anD kiLL mE!!!dEn i diE diE liaO...
hahA...LoLx...
iN dE enD wE staY thErE 2 eaT KFC...siaN...
haizZ~~~
xiN hUi anD ivY hAd brOughT a caKe fOr xIanG...
aiYa...dOnt sAy liaO...vEry anGry!!!!
hAhA...
dEn bOut 10:20p.m. likE wE lEft taT KfC...
aH bu[xiN hUi]saiD taT waNtS 2 sEnd mE n ivY bacK hOme...
dE thrEe of Us...tOok a tAxI...
firSt pUt ivY dOwn aT dE dOn't whErE den seNd mE hoMe...
then xin Hui...gO hOme bY leG...whEn shE senD mE homE...
thaNks..ah bU!!!fOr sEndIng mE homE...
hEhE...dEn i rEachEd hOme aT 10 pLus bOut 2 11....
dEn i OnLinE cHaT tiLL 11:30p.m. dEn gO sHoWer...
haHa...sO smeLLy...hAha...
aftEr taT i sTay oNlinE agaIn...
hEhE...
oK la...i haF tO enD...tOo tirEd...
gooD niTe...sEe Ya...

-+=//FRENZ cUm & frEnZ gO...buT a trUe fRenZ sTickS bY yOu liKe faMiLy...\\=+-

***sick***angry***sad***happy***mad***boring***

yO...
iM baCk 2dAy aGain
hEhE...
hOw iS uR daY??
haPPy???saD???tiReD???oR anYthinG elsE???
hAhA...fOr mE...2daY likE evEry fEeLinGs aLso haF...
fOr eXaMplE:
duRinG mOrNinG aSSembLy...fEeL vEry sLeePy...dEn dOwn thErE sLeePinG...fEeLs cOld..
sCiEncE lEssOn...fEeL likE fEvEr...vEry sIck..
maThS...canT taKe iT...sLepT thRoughT oUt dE whOle maThS lEssOn...
rEcEss...vEry dE hUngRy...hEhE...
chIneSe...angRy wiF jH...cuZ he diD sOmetHinG vEry baD n mAdE mE vEry angRy...
iM sO anGrY tAt i thrOw hiS tabLe..nOt rEalLy thrOw lA..hEhE..
thEn hE aSkeD mE:
u anGry hUh???
thEn i anSwer tiS:
shUt uP lA!!!
Oh my gOsh...sO likE wEirD...hAhA...
aFtEr taT is LiT thEn hE liKe vEry dE wEird..suDdeNly vEry quIet!!!
oK..fOrgEt bOut iT...
aFtEr skOOl whEn iM eaTinG i suDdEnLy reCieVed a mEssaGe fRom Jh...saId sOrrY 2 mE...
thEn i anSwerEd hiM taT i haD fOrgivEn hiM a LoT tiMe agO...
hAhA...
dEn whEn i gO n pUt baCk dE plaTe...
i saW xuEwEn thEy aLL...
thEn thEy tOld mE taT niChoLas jUz nOw tOld dEzirEE taT hE lOvE hEr!!!woW!!!
buT hE saiD tiLL likE aN indiAn taLkinG 2 hEr likE tiS...hOw shE unDerstAnd...thEn i dUn nOe liAo...
aFtEr tAt jIa qI waNtS mE 2 aCcOmpaNy hEr gO bUy yIxianG's bIrtHdaY prEseNt...
whEn wE wEnt waLkinG 2wArDs dE baCk gaTe...oUtsiDe dE H.O.D rOom i saW jH in hiS pE t-sHirt...
cUz laTer i haF to Go fOr carEgrOup sO i tOld jiA qI 2 waLk faSt...thEn i mEt caRmEn aT dE traFFic LigHt thErE...shE saId taT shE gO uP tO hIm Yi's hOusE fIrsT[caRe grOup aT hEr hOusE]
tHeN jIa Qi n i wEnt 2 gIftLanD thEn aftEr a lOng tiMe oF lOoKinG arOunD...wE dEciDe 2 bUy a........
dUn tEll cuZ scArE laTer taT tIng yI xiAng cUm n sEe...dEn nOt suRpisE liaO...hAhA...
whEn On dE waY dOwn sUn pLazA...i caLLed cArmEn...2 aSk whEthEr iS thEre anY1 2 mEeT Or anYthiNg 2 bUy...
sHe tOld mE 2 gO n meEt vErOnicA...n gEt hEr sOmetHing 2 eaT...
sO i gO n mEeT hEr lOh...iN mRt sTatIon...
oK...i waIt hEr OvEr thErE boUt 15 mInutEs...
thEn i mEt yU lOng firSt thEn hOpe oF gOd chuRch dE tHerEsa...
dUrinG dE carEgrOup...
wE haF aLot oF fUn!!!A-men..
hAhA...aFtEr dE carEgrOup...wE aLsO haF alOts Of fUn!!!
oHya..thE daY befOre yEsterdaY nigHt...mOi aunT!!!
haD gavE birTh tO a babY bOi!!!wow!!!
tOdaY saW hiM...sO cuTe...
hEhE...sO hapPy...
oK la...haF tO stOp liaO...cuZ tOmorroW i haF tO mEeT carMen fOr shEphErdiNg!!!
gOd bleSS...finaLLy...wE caN haF shEphErdiNg!!!A-men...
oK la...eNd!!!sEE yA...
wOw...hEarD taT dEzirEE gavE niCholaS a chAncE...tAts gOoD!!!

-+=//EvEn hOw haRd dE dAy u haD aLso haF tO ovErcUm...iF u faLL in Luv a pErsOn teLL hiM or hEr...u wiLL nOt nOe waT is gOing 2 hapPenEd tOmorrOw...\\=+-

nIchOlaS Jia You!!!

***happy***tired***angry***

ello...
i'm back again...haha...
today quite happy la...in school today...hehe..
ok la...dun wish to say too much...haha..
well...today very the tired le...then got history test...ohya...
thanks JH for helpin me to copy the hw...
thanks alot...
haha...the history test..all is MCQ one le...haha...so good...
haha...LOL...
well...today morning we sec2 got life run!!!
oh my gosh!!!
hate it le...
ok la...we 2E1 the last to run le...
then the jonathan xiao...so the talkative...then let the boys go first le...then want us to get back in 20 minutes time.. ok la...
i reached back there before 20 minutes time...
but hoh...the jimmy tong...mad liao...
say we took 22 minutes to run...idiot!!!
then want us to run the basketball court three rounds...
made me so the tired...almost vomit!!!
ok la...well...
the people who got punish from 2e1:
me...
Guixin...
Lirong...
Jianhui..
then i don't know liao...think is like this la...hehe...
hai~~now so the sian...
ohya...after school...
carmen...amelia and me...go to canberra sec to exaz...
haha...praise god!!!
i did exaz till three person!!!
that's good...
hehe...ok la...now doing bullenting..but i dunno the praise...worship...and the annocement...
ok la...i think i will end here...
see ya...

-+=//apPreCiaTe dE tinK u haF nOw..OncE u gOt a chaNcE duN lEt gO...rEmEmber\\=+-

***sad..sad..***

ello...today i went to school...
then during maths class...i really very the "fan"
then i did cry...but haha...no one saw it...that's good...
how i know...
when maths lesson end...
then we got art...as we have to go to the art room...
so i went out of the classroom then suddenly...
i told jia qi this:
jia qi can you tell me a joke...faster...faster...faster...
but she pause there...didn't do anything instead she asked me this:
xiao mei...what happened???
oh no...you want to cry liao huh...
-_-'''oh my gosh...
the more you ask me...the more you made me cry le...
oh my gosh...
haha...then i started crying loh...
haha...dun ask me why...
cuz i also dunno...or even i think i forgotten...haha...
haha...
ok la...i will end here...
the end...
see ya next time...bye bye...

-+=//dO knOw waT iS bEst fOr uRseLf...whEn goT prObLemS trY 2 sEttLe iT..dUn tiNk oF 2warDs dE baD sidE\\=+-

***exciting***angry***sad***disappointed***

hihi...me today go moi church!!!
HOPE OF GOD CHURCH!!!!
so exciting...
all the praise today are sssssoooooooo nice[cuz is moi favourite songs!!!]
and the worship today are really very good too!!!
keep up the good work!!!
well today...
in church we had alot of fun and also Vivian had joined us today!!!
praise god!!!
haha...
then today at in end of the service...
while we were having worship...
xuewen called me...
oh my gosh!!!what am i goin to do???
haha...so i jus hang up her phone...so sorry leh...xuewen...
sorry sorry...i really can't answer the phone call...
today jus now...before go and meet esther and jogina...
i called JH...
well his father said alot of things...that made me really very malu...hehe...
oh...ok...dun say liao...
jus now during dinner time...i received moi aunt sms me:
come home before 7p.m. today cuz we will be having streamboat tonight...
ok...then i reached home at bout 6:40p.m???
think so la...hehe...then we 6:50p.m. like this started eating...
hehe...
hai~~~
ohya...moi jie jie and cheryl went to their teacher's new year celebrating...then tonight the streamboat they didn't get to eat...
hehe...
hai~~~then mi jus now at 9plus or 8 plus like this sms JH...
you know what time he reply??
jus...whereby is 11:10...hai~~
ok la...dun blame him...
i now having a feeling that he is having something troubling him... but he choose not to tell me...
hai~~
ok la...maybe i really dunno him much...haha..nvm..
haha...now 2e1 students are having conversation together...then now they talking bout the couples in the class...-_-'''
lame le...
ohya...yesterday our school volley ball gals...vesus PHS volleyball gals...then we lost by onli 2 marks leh...
=( so sad so sad..
but nevermind...sembawang volleyball gals...you had did your best and you guys will always be the best...!!!! JIA YOU!!!
haha...ok la...i will end here..
wish that you guys will be happy foreva...smile always...


-+=//FriEnZsHiP iS dE onLi cEmEnT taT wiLL EvEr hoLd dE wOrLd 2gEthEr\\=+-

***a late wish: HAPPY VALENTINE DAY***

ello...sorry for the late wish of happy valentine day!!!
well...yesterday is valentine day...
as for me...like no different la...this is how is goes:
in the morning...when in the morning reading assembly...
xiao pang[vincert]walk to de back and throw the present that TJH wanna give me...
ok...the present is a necklace and you know what???
the most funny thing is that...
mi also brought a necklace for him le...
haha...really is xin lian xin...haha..jus say say only...take it easy hoh...
ok la...then yesterday morning very the malu le...haha...
i heard from jia qi that...
when TJH heard that i reject his valentine present...
his face from happiness to sadness
hai~~~
then i at last i jus accept it...
then during english...as miss chia nono is mrs raj and mr raj never come to school then no lesson
but got relieve teacher...
we were told to do homework..
haha...the news paper article...[ohya...say till news paper article, we have to cut the article out]
haha...he did the work soooo fast...
then i have to rush loh...
that time he gone to xiao pang the seat there and sleep
as i wanna go and throw moi rubbish..
so i walk towards him first then put the present down...but he like dunno like this...
so when i wanna walk back to moi seat...i went up to him,shake his head and said this:
"this is for you one lah...accept hoh..."
then i turn back and walk back to moi seat...
haha...so stupid of even idiot of me..
hehe...
then he accept liao..
later on...i walk towards nicholas seat as it is infront of xiao pang's seat...then i sat down and start to talk to jasmine...then i like turn back and tell TJH that...
mi the neck there got wound...so can't let him help me put on...hehe...[wow...luckily..hehe...]
jus kidding la...
then yesterday didn't go out with TJH[cuz he never ask]
since he never ask i dont go out loh...
i go home and sleep...haha...
this is how my year 2005 valentine day goes...
ohya...today is the seventh day of chinese new year whereby today is ren ri and this will be called as everybody's birthday..
so wanna wish you guys a happy birthday!!!
haha...ok la...today in school happened many things la...haha...
maybe i will tell you guys tomorrow...type so much liao... lazy to continue typing...hehe...sorry hoh...so malu...
bye bye...come and update the other day...

***sad sad sad***

hiya..today beri the sad..
cuz today CAREGROUP CAN'T GO!!!
hehe...not moi parents who dun allow moi to go...
is moi the stomach...idiot le...so the pain pain...
jus now almost can't walk home...hehe..so pain u know...i may take about 50 or more to reach home...so pro of me...hehe...
well...today caregroup never go,i think i really miss alot of fun!!!:'(
sad sad sad...
jus now on the way home..hm...quite near to school la...then moi stomach very very very very the pain le...
then i can't even carry moi bag...can't even walk!!!
oh my gosh!!!
but thanks god that...
jia qi and abigail is with mi...if not even i faint on the road there is also no one to care liao...
hehe...ok la...jus now beri the funny le...
simin and weilun walkin infront of us [when i'm in deep pain]
then the both of them very funny le...walk walk stop..walk then stop...walk then stop...
then later the both of them walk back le...then ask the three of us what happened to moi...
haha...then jia qi said that moi stomach pain pain...
then they say ok ma???
then i say ok la...nevermind one...can still go home...
haha...
then they dunno like walk back school then they said this...
"xiao mei, why never call jian hui?? tell him to carry you home la...!!!"
then jia qi abigail and moi never care la...continue to go home...
but the main thing is: I CAN'T EVEN WALK HOME...VERY THE PAIN!!!:'( :'( :'(sob sob sob..
then when we reached bout like under BLK 320??? think so la...then we sat down...then jia qi called jian hui...idiot le...called him to come and help moi...
but jian hui didn't come...didn't do anything...didn't ask anything...
nevermind...it's ok...it's very the ok...
haha...i can't wish to see anything more in him...:'(
then jia qi wanna go and buy Mc something...
as we are taking a long time abigail decided to go first...
then when jia qi and i under BLK 350 dunno what...then i seen moi jie jie!!!so good...got help liao...
then we take bout one hour to reach home...
haha...ohya...today got the injection letter...
you know when i have to go injection???:'( sob sob sob...
on moi birthday!!!so sad...
then today in school...chinese teacher[mrs chew] scolded us...hai~~~so sian le...still say mi!!!
but say mi is good...if never say it is not good liao le..hehe...
ok la...jus said that today beri the sian sian sian...
ok la...i will end here liao...end here..bye bye..

***love story***

hey...today i wanna share you guys a very touching love story...
the story goes like this...
He met her at a party.
She was so outstanding,many guys chasing after her,while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him.
At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised but due to being polite, she promised.
They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought to herself,
"Please, let me go home.."
Suddenly he asked the waiter, "Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee."
Everybody stared at him, so strange!
His face turned red but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.
She asked him curiously, "Why you have this hobby?"
He replied, "When I was a little boy, I lived near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, Icould feel the taste of the sea , just like the taste of the salty coffee.
Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there."
While saying that tears filled his eyes.
She was deeply touched.
That's his truefeeling, from the bottom of his heart.
A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home..
Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.
That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.
They continued to date.
She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful.
He was such a good person but she almost missed him!
Thanks to his salty coffee!
Then the story was just like everybeautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life...
And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said, "My dearest, please forgiveme, forgive my whole life's lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee.Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication!I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything..Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth, I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the saltycoffee for my whole life!Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee again."
Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday, someone asked her, "What's the taste of salty coffee?"She replied, "It's sweet."
i wanna put this in moi blog cuz love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 see but understand,not 2 hear but 2 listen, not 2 let go but HOLD ON !!!!
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.
do you guys like this story???
i love this story alot you know???
hehe...ok la...i will end here..

***happy new year***

hiya...wow...today is chinese new year eve...
and after bout three hours plus...
it will be the chinese rooster year!!!wow...
so i wanna wish you guys here...
a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
haha...well it been a very very very long time since the last time i came update moi blog...
haha...-_-'''
well...this few days in school happened alot of things...so special so exciting...haha...so funny too...
haha...but too bad i dun think i wanna type out...cuz really very the lazy to type so much loi...
hehe...so sorry la...if can when you meet me next time in school or on the street then ask me to tell you loi...hehe...
ok la...today the new year celebration in moi school[sembawang sec]is really really very the nice...better than last year...last year one...wao piang lei...very the suck leh...haha...
well i know alot of the things leh...this few days...but i dun think i wanna say out...cuz it is a secret between moi and moi frenz...haha...
hai~~~so the sian leh...now listening to music...and some of moi cousins are dancing...wow!!!
haha...ok la...dun say liao...
ohya..today moi school have a competition: wraping dunno what
it is for the old folk and we all have to wrap it till very the nice and we will have to compete between your own level...
and you know what???
moi class 2e1 got the top for the whole level two!!!so cool...so happy...
ok la...have to end liao...see ya next time...
ohya...my blogskin change liao...have to thanks xuewen!!!haha...thanks alot xuewen!!!
ok lah...end here...bye bye..
HAPPPY NEW YEAR!!! LETS WELCOME YEAR 2005 TOGETHER...
GOOD LUCK...GONG XI FA CAI...WAN SHI RU YI...XING XIANG SHI CHENG...
AND FOR THE STUDENTS XUE YUE JING BU...
ALL THE GIRLS IN THE WORLD... GET MORE AND MORE PRETTY
AND ALL THE BOIS IN THE WORLD...GET MORE AND MORE HANDSOME
HAHA...
AND ALL THE LOVING COUPLE WILL LOVE ONE ANOTHER MORE THAN EVER BEFORE AND ALSO HAPPY VALENTINE DAY...

***sad***

hi...mi again...one week ago come update...now one week later come online...quite good liao leh...
well...today is feeling sad again...
first...can't go out...
papa early in the morning called my aunt said what...don't let me go out today...or even this few days....
wa piang leh...i still wan my life to be meaningful...dun wan boring lifestyle...idiot sia...
but i know he is jus worried bout me...but i think this is over protected...
so like this...today can't go to my church service idiot sia...
then today...jus feeling kind of "fan"!!!
dun know why...
the feeling of dieing is back again...
hai~~~
well...i patch with jian hui liao...i dunno why yesterday jian hui suddenly told xuewen that we patch back liao...then xuewen started to say this...:
ah ma!!!!why never tell me?!?!?!

then i also gong gong...well...then yesterday i fall down on the floor of my classroom during lit...haha...then a few of the boys and girls who standing or sitting at the back saw me fallen down...haha...so funny leh that time...

then yesterday...steven in school said jian hui and yixiang become gay...funny leh...haha...
then last night sms him what...then he said that he will prove to me...that he is not a gay...
oh my...i think of sumthing...like a little prevent hoh...
oh my!!!!now then i think it is a little prevent leh...
ok lah...dun say liao...later more prevent...
then today...really very the "fan"
bout love again!!!!sian sian sian...
that's all i can say...:'(
hai~~~~ok lah...dun say liao...later i cry out...
bb...enjoy your weekend...

***sad....sad....sad...***

hiya....quite a number of days never come and update my blog liao...
this whole for me jus like very the unlucky...jus dun say liao lah...
trying to forget a person is really very hard...but fallen in love with someone is easy...
maybe at the very begining i shouldn't had agreed to stead with him...
it only make me feel more hurt...
if really there is someone else love him or he love...
i will totally let go...as what the who said....if you can't control a thing...you have to let go...
i really wish that i can let go...really!!!i don't want to be in this love thing!!!it can only hurt me...
the longer time i take to forget him....it means that i will get a longer pain...a very dip pain...in my heart...
now having the feeling of jumping down from my block...really a very stong feeling...
cuz living this world is worst than die...
maybe i live this world...more people will be happier...
really very happy...

***sian***

ello...aiyo...so sian leh...today...
hai~~~suddenly no one sms me...
every night no one to talk to on the phone that will make you fallen a sleep...
hai~~~
then today...in the class...whole day not feeling well...so bad leh...
hai~~~then i started to feel sad too...cuz last year when i not feeling well...JH will care for me...
but suddenly like i'm all alone...hai~~~
say what: i will know how to take care of myself...[dull shit men...]
who say i can!?!?! :'( so sad...
today English, Literature & History teacher no in school...they were with the Sec3 cuz today Sec3 is going for camping at the don't know what farm lah....
hehe...carmen not around...feel so funny leh...-_-''' oh no!!!start to miss carmen...hehe...
actually today got History test one...ya..we did have...but is open book one...haha...so good men...but the main problem is: I DIDN'T DO THE LAST QUESTION!!!
ohmy!!!!don't say liao lah....haha....
then during Literature lesson...a male malay teacher came in...then hai~~~i not feeling good then my TABLE HAD BEEN CHANGE AWAY!!!SO ANGRY...
then suddenly i scream to my classmate...sorry leh...wish that you guys will forgive me...
then after school jus now...we have to stay back cuz we had to take down notes for the next week Gepgraphy test...hehe...
then you know what...during the history test...jenny called leh...wao lao!!!!so angry...
asked me want to meet her anot...cuz she want to go sun plaza...then how i know that jia qi want to buy the hair bend.....then when we got to the second level...we met her!!!!sian liao!!!
then jus now leh...a sec 2 so called the 4th gangster...in level2...-_-'''like this also can leh....haha...
act gang only....-_-'''
the guy alway ask ask ask jenny where she stay...then i scolded him that stop asking lah....
then reached home...the siao siao...jenny tell me that that so called gangster...want to hit me up tomorrow...siao leh...
before met him...i met JH...but we jus walk pass each other...didn't say hi or anything...so sad leh...:'(
ok lah i will end here...go and sleep first...so tired...ok lah...enjoy your day leh...ok see ya....bb...

***happy new year***

Happy New Year!!!
the first day without him:
when i'm with friends...will not think a percent of him...
when i'm not with any friends...suddenly thought of him alot...do whatever things will think of him...
hey!!!if i suddenly flirt around don't blame me...jus like me go...i'm really having alot of stress...
maybe i doesn't really have stress at all...
if you guys mind...jus think that i'm really really change...change into a person you never know...
i said i doesn't want any reason...but i can lie to you all...but i can't lie to my own heart...
tell you what...i said that i will not drop a tear out...but i did!!!i can't believe that...i said that...but in the end i can't do it...how i wish that the princple of my school let me have one more month of holiday...
by the way do you guys agree this phrase??
being a human is worst than a dead person...
don't you think so...now then i know why shi ning chosen that choose...
as she don't want anymore sadness...no more stress...
hai~~~at first i really think that shi ning had made a bad choose...but now...i know it...it is a good choose...
hai~~~i think that life is really doesn't really mean to me...haha...
don't think that i can't take jian hui the break up...
haha...i'm not...really...is that i have too much other things to think...
LIFE ISN'T MEANINGFUL TO ME...
haha...think i'm really mad...
maybe...jus now i have taken beer...
haha...shhhhh don't tell the police or what...
hai~~~
there is really alot of question want to ask...like...
*why am i in sembawang sec???
*why didn't i choose canberra sec instead???
*how can i go into express???
*why i don't choose NA instead of Express???
*why am i in 1e1 then next year still be with the same classmate???
*why did i got into 1e1???why not 1e2???
and many more...
i had been thinking alot of question out of my brain...
ok lah...i will end here...
wish that i can forget about him as soon as possible...bye...

***dunno what is the feeling now***

hi...back to update liao...
now the time is 00:51a.m. and now is NEW YEAR EVE!!!
yeap!!!then what now...
YEAR 2005 i got a present liao!!!
you guys know what is it???
a break from jian hui!!!
haha...i want to say sorry to my shepherd that i had kept it from her for a long long time...really very sorry...carmen!!!
well...i want to tell all jian hui the god grand-daughter, god grand-son, god daughter and god son...whose who call me..."ah ma" or "ah bu" dun call me liao!!! as i no longer one... ok???
don't ask me why....what happened...or about the both of us ok???
i will not answer and don't worry that i cried...
i can say that i didn't cry!!!
really!!! hehe...=) see i still smiling leh...
hehe...=) believe me!!!;-)
i'm not angry with jian hui instead i want to thanks jian hui alot...for telling me that...ya...we will be frenz forever really...
and also i had a good news... i jus now sms my shepherd then she replied me... and she said that she had forgive me...thanks carmen!!! thanks for forgiving me!!!
really thanks alot!!!
ohya...there is also a news... it is a good news or a bad news i also dunno lah...hehe...
well...i will be going to australia this coming year....2005 may or the end loh...[not too sure lah]
my mum told me about it...not too sure leh...
hehe...hai...i can say that i had recieved a very good present from God for this coming year...[praise the lord!!!]
hehe...=) so happy!!!
so i want to wish that all of us will be lucky this coming year...
all my classmates will get a more better marks than this year...
don't be sad...
remember that sad things will go off one day so why not enjoy everyday!!!instead of remember the sad things!!!hehe...=)
ok lah... i will end here!!!;-) good nite!!! sweet dreams... frenz alway will be better than BGR!!!
issit it so???
haha... bye bye!!!

***haha***

hehe...it came liao... long timenever come and update the blogger liao...haha...
well...this few days around me had alot of things...
i did quarrel with JH... but then now ok liao... i think i know JH more better than last time... haha... ok lah...so happy...
ohya...christmas jus passed...haha...enjoy it alot...and also my cousins and i almost got take down our names by the policeman...
as that day is on christmas eve...then we all meet out steven they all... to go out and celebrate...
and also one more cousin of my...came to our house to stay overnight...haha...then she also almost got caught... haha...so cute leh...
do you guys know what???
i gone to about 3 to 4 celebration leh... so happy... so exicted... hehe...
i got alot of presents and i did gave away lot of presents...
haha... i love giving more than recieving... haha....
OH MY GOD!!!
alot of countries had recieved alot of natural disaster!!!![if i didn't spell wrongly]
alot of people still missing!!!
GOD!!!SAVE THEM!!!
thailand still have 1000 people missing till now!!!
OH MY!!!
so sad leh...
ok lah... i think i will end here... see ya...

***do u guys agree that...what is over is over?***

hi...
i'm back to singapore...
is jus that i'm a little lazy to come over to update...
sorry about it...
do you guys agree that...what is over is really over???
i agree...this time i came back...is jus like everything had change...
change!!!and change alot...
i don't know why do i think so...
is he de one who had change or i'm de one???
i can say that it was jus like the first time we met each other...
don't ask me why...as i also don't know why...
hai~~~as a feeling ba...
ok lah...bye bye...!!!
if not i really have to burst out of tears...

***excited***

hehe...long time never come update liao...hehe...
well...yesterday...alot of my brother's frenz yesterday bring me out to luna park...so cool men...so fun...but some of de games i can't play as i'm scare of high...hehe...then very very de happy...so fun...;)
ok lah...i think i got to stop liao...see ya...i will be going back soon;) hehe...bye bye...

***reach australia liao***

hihi...
it since a long time i came to update this blog...
hm... i think it is about one month???or three weeks???
ahya...not too sure lah...
well...so miss leh...i mean i miss the time i wrote this all!!!
as also that...
haha...jus kidding...jus kidding...
i do miss you all too...haha...ok lah...
well...today i jus reach australia...mm...now in australia it is 10.40p.m.
Oh!!!
but you know now singapore what time???
hm...is about 7.40p.m.
if i'm not wrong...hehe...
WOW!!!cool leh...
haha...ok lah...
well...today i about 12 like this reached here lah...
hehe...ok lah...then after i came to my brother house to put the thing...and other lah...
them we got to the shop... CHISHENG INTERNATIONAL CLOTHING SHOP
this is what it called...ok lah...then my big brother brought my to the library...
then i lent a book...a chinese book...
then i met my god sista...Lina...
hehe...then my brother told me to follow her as she will be bringing me back to the shop...
as my brother have to go and play basketball or don't know what lah... with his frenz...so i follow her back loh...
i chat not that much to her...but i think i know more about her lah...
ok lah...i will end here lah...see ya...i will be going back on 15 Dec 2004...
ok lah...bye bye...remember to miss me hoh...i will miss you guys one...