going back cambodia.

Lols. I supposed this picture was taken for th watson's drink. (>.<)

This Thursday, I am going back to Cambodia. If I am not wrong, I would not be coming back to Singapore for my further studies. lols.

I had got to chalet.(a boring one) lols. 1st day, Jolie, Weilun and I went to watch Movie; the Game Plan. It's really a funny movie. hahas. :) Strongly recommand u to watch!!!

2nd day, boss and Jianhui came to accompany me because Jolie have to work.(-.-) Chalet still need to work. POWER. Boss, Jianhui and I had no where to go,thus rot at chalet. Actually plan to have steamboat but later found out that we didn't prepare the necessary things. (-.-) Therefore, cancelled the whole steamboat thing(Sorry Boss, for letting you to bring so heavy the steamboat pot but end up didn't have one.) and planned a surprise birthday for Jolie. Bought cake, lots of tibits(we can eat till late) and wine(having the thought that Jolie, Jianhui and I could drink it). Ended up, everything was the opposite. Jolie came back from work late and Jianhui wanted to go home.(-.-) MOOD DESTROY.tsk tsk.(>.<) However, tat night Jolie, Boss and I stayed overnight, we played uno and jackpot. In toally, it's bored.(+.-)

3rd day, went home.

However, during noon. I went out for Fahrenheit fansclub things at cityhall. After tat, went to Dougby Gout to take my 'The X-family' and 'Romantic Princess' book. WOW. NICE!!!!

I think I am too lazy to continue to tag. (>.*)

CarrotOrange

YOYOYOYO!!!!IM BACK.

It has been a LONG LONG LONG LONG time ever since the last time I came to post. :) hahas.

Sorry for it. I have been busy with my O'levels and also Fahrenheit's drama.:) hahas.

I am goin to complete my O'level paper soon, JUST NEED ONE MORE PAPER!!! hahas. Which is NEXT WEEK.(-.-) This reminds me about one conference with Jie Luang(my housemate);

Jie Luang: Oh my gosh, I need to travel for 2hours just to take one paper.(-.-)

Karen: Lols, you just need to travel 2hours for one paper. What about me? I need to wait for 6 days for one paper. Isn't this worst than urs?hahas.

Actually, after this two whole weeks of examinations, I felt more relax and carefree. During O'level, I dare to admit that I am stress up but not as stress up when I am taking my Prelims. You must be feeling very weird right?(>.<) Let's don't say about Examinations, let's talk about Fahrenheit.:)

I have been crazy over them for a LONG LONG LONG time. I believed that those who knows me would be very SURPRISE that I would support them for SO such a LONG period. Truly speaking, Fahrenheit is the FIRST group or should I say, the First idol that could make me going crazy over them. Not for a short period of time but a LONG period. :) However, I do say their BADs. I am not those who cannot accept their BADs. hahas.:) Truly saying, being any idol fan, we should accept his/her/their GOODs and BADs. That's what I think of, no offend to anyone.:)**PEACE**

Lols. Yesterday I just went to quene up for Show Luo Zhi Xiang's concert autograph session. However I didn't buy his concert ticket, but I had pre-order his album. Thus, I went to quene up. At first, I just wanted to accompany my friend. But end up, I went to pre-order Luo Zhi Xiang's album.(>.<)

I went Bugis at 7plus, but P.M. but is A.M. (WOW!!! KAREN, U MUST BE CRAZY)hahas. I believe all of you would react like this. If I didn't go there early, I would not be able to get into the first row quene in the line!!!!WOW.:) AND GET TO SHAKE SHOW'S HAND FIRST!!!!AND SEE HIS CHARMING SMILE!!!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HE IS JUST TOO CHARMING!!!!!!!!:):):):) I did not regret to line up for TWENLE AND A HALF HOURS!!!!:)hahas. IT'S WORTH.

Actually, during the autograph session, there are many unhappiness things happened too. Those who were in the first cried, I cried too. This was because the organizine last minute said that only those 500 people who have the poster(brought the tickets from BUGIS JUNCTION) will go first. OH MY GOSH!!!!!FUCKER neh~ =X

However, after crying. We are LUCKY as those friends who were infront of us earlier,(White gang-Because they were wearing in WHITE.:) They are a mini-SHOW fansclub.) asked us just get into the quene, they would not care so much.:):):) They are so good!!!!Not like those Fansclub behind us.(-.-) Still dare to claim that they have been waiting for Show eversince the day before. (-.-) WOW!!!! We came at 6plus on the actual day but yet we were infront of you. Erm....It's a little weird to claim yourself coming the previous day. (>.<) Nevermind, I get to shake Luo Zhi Xiang hands at the first ten, I am already very happy.(>.<) BLESSED.hahas.

OH MY GOSH! What about my Fahrenheit? hahas. Erm, let's wait till they comes.Hahas. KIDDING!!!! I still do support Fahrenheit, but CAN THE FOUR OF YOU FASTER COME!!!!(>.<) lols. Please choose the right timing wor!!! Don't choose those days we having something on or when I am not in Singapore.(>.<) hahas.

If next year I am still in Singapore, I would join the White gang.hahas. OPSH. What about Fahrenheit?hahas. Share my love.hahas. (>.<) This is what my LAOPOs said yesterday.hahas. The 3 of us are joining. WOW!!!hahas.

CarrotOrange

这不是一个神话故事，而是为了使你领悟一个道理

　 从前，有一座圆音寺，每天都有许多人上香拜佛，香火很旺。

在圆音寺庙前的横梁上有个蜘蛛结了张网，由于每天都受到香火和虔诚的祭拜的熏

托，蛛蛛便有了佛性。

经过了一千多年的修炼，蛛蛛佛性增加了不少。


　　忽然有一天，佛主光临了圆音寺，看见这里香火甚旺，十分高兴。

离开寺庙的时候，不轻易间地抬头，看见了横梁上的蛛蛛。

佛主停下来，问这只蜘蛛：

“你我相见总算是有缘，我来问你个问题，看你修炼了这一千多年来，有什么真知拙

见。 怎么样？”蜘蛛遇见佛主很是高兴，连忙答应了。

佛主问到：“世间什么才是最珍贵的？”

蜘蛛想了想，回答到：“世间最珍贵的是‘得不到’和‘已失去’。”

佛主点了点头，离开了。


　　就这样又过了一千年的光景，蜘蛛依旧在圆音寺的横梁上修炼，它的佛性大增。

一日，佛主又来到寺前，对蜘蛛说道：

“你可还好，一千年前的那个问题，你可有什么更深的认识吗？”

蜘蛛说：“我觉得世间最珍贵的是‘得不到’和‘已失去’。”

佛主说：“你再好好想想，我会再来找你的。”


　　又过了一千年，有一天，刮起了大风，风将一滴甘露吹到了蜘蛛网上。

蜘蛛望着甘露，见它晶莹透亮，很漂亮，顿生喜爱之意。

蜘蛛每天看着甘露很开心，它觉得这是三千年来最开心的几天。

突然， 又刮起了一阵大风，将甘露吹走了。

蜘蛛一下子觉得失去了什么，感到很寂寞和难过。

这时佛主又来了，问蜘蛛：

“蜘蛛这一千年，你可好好想过这个问题：世间什么才是最珍贵的？”

蜘蛛想到了甘露，对佛主说：“世间最珍贵的是‘得不到’和‘已失去’。”

佛主说：“好，既然你有这样的认识，我让你到人间走一朝吧。”


　　就这样，蜘蛛投胎到了一个官宦家庭，成了一个富家小姐，

父母为她取了个名字叫蛛儿。

一晃，蛛儿到了十六岁了，已经成了个婀娜多姿的少女，长的十分漂亮，楚楚动人。


　　这一日，新科状元郎甘鹿中士，皇帝决定在后花园为他举行庆功宴席。

来了许多妙龄少女，包括蛛儿，还有皇帝的小公主长风公主。

状元郎在席间表演诗词歌赋，大献才艺，在场的少女无一不被他折倒。

但蛛儿一点也不紧张和吃醋，因为她知道，这是佛主赐予她的姻缘。


　　过了些日子，说来很巧，蛛儿陪同母亲上香拜佛的时候，

正好甘鹿也陪同母亲而来。

上完香拜过佛，二位长者在一边说上了话。

蛛儿和甘鹿便来到走廊上聊天，蛛儿很开心，终于可以和喜欢的人在一起了，

但是甘鹿并没有表现出对她的喜爱。

蛛儿对甘鹿说：“你难道不曾记得十六年前，圆音寺的蜘蛛网上的事情了吗？”

甘鹿很诧异，说：“蛛儿姑娘，你漂亮，也很讨人喜欢，

但你想象力未免丰富了一点吧。”说罢，和母亲离开了。


　　蛛儿回到家，心想，佛主既然安排了这场姻缘，

为何不让他记得那件事，甘鹿为何对我没有一点的感觉？


　　几天后，皇帝下召，命新科状元甘鹿和长风公主完婚；蛛儿和太子芝草完婚。

这一消息对蛛儿如同晴空霹雳，她怎么也想不同，佛主竟然这样对她。

几日来，她不吃不喝，穷究急思，灵魂就将出壳，生命危在旦夕。

太子芝草知道了，急忙赶来，扑倒在床边，对奄奄一息的蛛儿说道：

“那日，在后花园众姑娘中，我对你一见钟情，我苦求父皇，他才答应。

如果你死了，那么我也就不活了。”说着就拿起了宝剑准备自刎。


　　就在这时，佛主来了，他对快要出壳的蛛儿灵魂说：

“蜘蛛，你可曾想过，甘露（甘鹿）是由谁带到你这里来的呢？

是风（长风公主）带来的，最后也是风将它带走的。

甘鹿是属于长风公主的，他对你不过是生命中的一段插曲。

而太子芝草是当年圆音寺门前的一棵小草，他看了你三千年，爱慕了你三千年，

但你却从没有低下头看过它。蜘蛛，我再来问你，世间什么才是最珍贵的？”

蜘蛛听了这些真相之后，好象一下子大彻大悟了，她对佛主说：

“世间最珍贵的不是‘得不到’和‘已失去’，而是现在能把握的幸福。”

刚说完，佛主就离开了，蛛儿的灵魂也回位了，睁开眼睛，

看到正要自刎的太子芝草，她马上打落宝剑，和太子深深的抱着……


　　故事结束了，你能领会蛛儿最后一刻的所说的话吗？

“世间最珍贵的不是‘得不到’和‘已失去’，而是现在能把握的幸福。”


A very lovely story right? The most precious thing in the world is not 'could not receive what you want' and 'things that you had been lost', but instead, is holding on to the happiness around you now.:)

Teachers' day Celebration Pictures at Sem Mama's condo Fuction Room

Love SMS.

这是一个真实的故事……

一天一个男孩送给他的女朋友一台汉显传呼机，温柔的对她说：“我以后再也不怕找不到你了。”

女孩调皮的说：“如果我离开这座城市，你就呼不到我了。”

男孩得意的摇摇头：“我可是办了漫游的，无论你走到哪里我都会呼到你”

女孩问他的传呼号是什么，男孩说：“这是爱情专线，号码不公开。”


从此女孩每天都把它带在身边，一刻也不离开。


在一个 阳光明媚，让人有一份好的不得了的心情的周末，女孩只留了一张字条给父母，坐上汽车奔向邻近的县城游玩，但是没有人知道女孩正走向一场灾难。

女孩县城玩了一天，拖着沉沉的脚步找到一间带淋浴的小旅馆。一走进房间，女孩迫不及待的走进浴室，想洗去一身的疲惫。


当女孩正准备脱衣服的时候，脚下一阵晃动，她急忙扶住一根铁管，心想错觉吗？但是当第二次晃动，女孩知道这不是错觉。

跟随第二次的晃动中还带有急促和沉闷的断裂声，女孩的全身开始颤栗，她知道可怕的地震来了，随着第三第四次的更加猛烈的震动，无边的黑暗和无边的恐惧把女孩紧紧的包裹起来女孩象一只受伤的野兽，拼命的放声号叫，拼命的拍打、撕咬浴室的门板。

然而一切都是徒劳，女孩无力的蜷缩在阴凉冷漠的地上。


不知过了多久，忽然腰间一阵颤动，是呼机。女孩匆匆的摘下它，在黑暗中摸索着按到了键子，即看到了绿色的光芒：“林先生请你七点钟到老地方见面。”


读着这句话，女孩的泪水又一次涌出来，滑过嘴角。咸咸涩涩的。

想着电话那边的他，女孩又再一次尝试着走出困境，但是是再一次的徒劳与绝望。女孩跌坐在地上，把自己缩成一团，眼睛盯着呼机的屏幕。

不知过了多久，女孩睡着了，又不知过了多久，呼机再一次在女孩的手中颤动了：“林先生问你在哪里，请速回电话。”


女孩再一次的流下眼泪，我想告诉你我在哪里，但是我办不到啊。

渐渐的女孩平静了下来，面对无法挽回的死亡，女孩不知道自己还能做什么。

呼机第三次震动：“去了你家，看到你留下的字条，请火速回家。”


女孩的心又开始躁动。

呼机第四震动：“我听到广播，知道你那里发生了什么，相信你此时正拿着呼机读我的话，我们很快会见面的。”似乎有一缕曙光在女孩的眼前闪过。

女孩期待呼机第五次的震动 ，此时的呼机成了他生命唯一的寄托。


时间一分一秒的过去了，呼机象一个疲惫的孩子一样睡着了。

终于第五次的震动来了：“我去找你，车不通，想尽各种办法，还是无功而返。我相信你不会出问题的，你是一个聪明又好运的女孩。我等待你的归来！”

第六次，第七次。。。。女孩在男孩一次又一次的传呼中度过了一个又一个恐惧与绝望的时刻，不知不觉已经两天两夜了。


死亡的阴影越来越紧的箍住女孩的全身，仿佛看到自己体内的鲜血和肌肉正被一条黑色的巨蛇一口一口贪婪的吞噬。

女孩觉得自己快不行了，连哭泣的力量都没有了，她的思想开始混乱，感觉自己正在往下沉，就在沉到底的时候，呼机第三十八次，也许第四十八次，五十八次震动起来，那震动象磁铁一样，牢牢的吸住了女孩体内残余的所有能量：“我们什么时候结婚？举行哪些仪式？从现在开始我们分别设想一下，日后评出最佳方案。”


结婚，婚礼，实在是太诱人了，女孩陷入了遐想之中。

海底婚礼，象鱼一样自由自在穿梭在海洋世界；跳伞婚礼，与白云并肩飞在空中……女孩再一次振作起来，是啊，人生那么美好，又有多少美好的人生的等着我呢。第六十次，第六十一次。 ……


男孩一次又一次的向女孩传呼，一次又一次的给女孩注入生命的活力；一次又一次的把女孩的生存信念从崩溃的边缘拉回来……


度过了漫长的四个昼夜，女孩获救了。当他看到男孩惨白的脸，火一样的眼睛，一下子明白了世间最为珍贵的就是爱。

女孩在担架上轻轻的拉着男孩的手，柔柔的说：

“我是你今生的新娘”。 活着让你好好爱我！！！

Do hope that you enjoy this story~:)

Karen is Back!

Karen is back to update this rotten blog~:) Sorry people.(>.<) However, I also changed my blogskin~:) Even though I changed it last night, but I just start updating today. Sorry~:) Hope that reader would like this blogskin. It took me an hour to find this blogskin as the previous blogskins are not those that suits me.:) By the way, I still would not get use to the blogskin I currently use.:)

The week that had just past, was an exciting one. It was because on Thursday(30082007), my class had organised 'Teachers' day celebration' for all Teachers that have taught 4E1'2oo7.:) We had the celebration at Madam Sem's ( Sem Mama ) house! Her house is damn beautiful! Her house also likes to put a lot of mirrors here and there, just like Xiaoyi's(my guardian).:) Those who had went to the party, we went up to Sem Mama's house and we saw the ten years ago Sem Mama, she is so gorgeous.:) The party went out quite good~ We were taking alot of pictures~ I supposed I would upload the pictures later or tomorrow as there are too many pictures.:)

Last Friday(31082007), was our school 'Cross-Country' and 'Teachers' day concert'. This year was the first time in my 4years of life in Sembawang Secondary School, I ran during 'Cross-country' non-stop.:) This was also the first time that our class went up to perform for Teachers' day!:) The song sang was nice! We had quite a few times of rehearsal before performing~ From this event, our class's bonding is growing better and better!:) Really love CLASS 4E1 and SEM MAMA!:) Really hope that she would enjoy and never forget the performance we had presented to her. Off course, this also goes out to all those teachers who teaches 4E1 Students!:) This year was also the first time in my 4years of life in Sembawang Secondary School to give present to teachers!:) Hope that they would like it!:)

After a long day in school. Jiaqi, Zhengmin, Qiaohan and I went to buy something for Mrs Tan as teachers' day present! Which is a cloth for her unborn son.:] Do hope that she would like it.:) After tuition, I went to meet up Jolie to go and watch the movie, ' Hairspray' whereby Zac Elfon is damn HOT inside!:):) Off course, not forgeting what Jolie said:"I dare not to watch movie with Karen anymore." While this was because I scolded 'Bitch' and 'Jian' and she ended up kept repeating these words. JOLIE! DO YOU KNOW THAT THE WORDS U SAID, HURTS ME A LOT?MY HEART IS BROKEN.lols. Anyway, tomorrow 2.oop.m. I would be able to watch 'HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2' because my guardian's sister's child have the disc, thus, he is coming over tomorrow to watch with us!:) So nice of him!:) Really looking forward to watch it!:)

Today was another exciting day for me~ I went to Woodlands' party world~ Wow, it was the first time I went there. I went there with --Kelly(birthday gal), Wenny, Yongxin, Deziree and Xinglin-- to celebrate Kelly's advance 16th birthday.:) It was so cool~ Yongxin and Wenny sang very nice!!! Anyway, it was fun as this was the first time I am singing with my classmates but not my housemates.(>.<)

Anyway, today entry is a long one~:) Hope that reader would not mind.:) Sorry for the long-winded.:) Enjoy your holiday!:)

CarrotOrange

一個感人的愛情故事

有一個年輕人喜歡上了在便利商店打工的女孩,他每天都會到女孩工作的店裡面買一包香煙,

漸漸的兩人開始互相熟悉,當女孩工作感到無聊乏味的時候,

年輕人就會出現,他會陪女孩說說話 ,或是逗女孩開心.

女孩也知道年輕人似乎喜歡上自己了,可是自己已經有很要好的男友.



有商店夾公仔機...女孩很喜歡裡面的娃娃,

年輕人知道以後,當天他終於對她表白,希望女孩能接受他,

不知如何是好的女孩,只能殘忍的告訴年輕人,她和他是不可能的,

因為她已經有深愛的男友了,年輕人聽了之後默然的點點頭,

他不死心的問女孩,自己真的沒有機會了嗎?



善良的女孩不忍心....

於是她手指著娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃說,

除非你夾滿100個娃娃,而且一天只能夾一個.

原來女孩希望用時間來沖淡年輕人對自己的感情 ,

她心想,一天夾1個娃娃, 最快也要三個多月之後才有100個,

而且年輕人應該不會真的有耐心夾滿100個娃娃吧



這三個月的時間,她會盡量與男孩保持距離,

年輕人還是每天到商店來,可是女孩開始變得冷淡,

他總是試著聊一些女孩有興趣的話題,不過女孩依然愛理不理.



因為她知道唯有這樣做,才不會讓年輕人越陷越深.

年輕人或許是感覺到女孩的用意,

於是他每天夾娃娃,有時運氣好夾一兩次就中了,

有時運氣差,零用錢花光了也夾不到,只好跟朋友借錢繼續夾,一直到夾中為止.

無論花多少錢花多少時間,他每天一定會夾一個娃娃,

只是他無法與女孩分享夾到娃娃的喜悅,

因為他知道女孩有意要避開他,

為了怕引響到女孩的情緒,他只能在櫥窗外頭微笑的對女孩點點頭.



好幾次,看到年輕人因為夾到娃娃興高采烈的樣子,

女孩都想要衝出去對他說,

我是騙你的,你不要再夾了,就算你真的夾到100個娃娃,我跟你也是不可能的!

但是一想到年輕人希望破滅的樣子,女孩就於心不忍,她只能不斷猶豫.

就這樣1 天,2天,3天..,年輕人的娃娃數量不斷的累積,而女孩刻意與年輕人保持距離的結果,

則是讓自己在工作的時後更顯孤單.不知道是哪一天,女孩子因為在外地工作的男友無法回來陪她過18歲的生日,

與男友吵了一架,而那天年輕人仍一如往常的來到便利商店,

不同的是那天年輕人竟走進了店裡,他對女孩說,

可不可以破例讓他在今天夾兩個娃娃回去,

可是因為和男友吵架而心情不佳的女孩,很生氣的當場拒絕了他.

就這樣,年輕人走到娃娃機旁,默默的夾了一個娃娃回去,

在年輕人離開的時後,他對櫥窗裡的女孩看了一眼.

隔天以後,年輕人再也沒來夾娃娃了.剛開始女孩雖然覺得奇怪,但是仍然慶幸自己終於放下了心中的大石頭.

可是漸漸的,她突然覺得不習慣,

因為那個每天都會為了她來夾娃娃的熟悉背影,

好像空氣一樣就消失不見了,這時女孩才發現到,

原來她心中的失落感遠遠超過年輕人所帶給她的負擔.

只是一切都...女孩開始想念以前年輕人來店裡陪她聊天的點點滴滴.

哪怕他只是站在櫥窗外頭沉默不語的夾娃娃,

似乎都會帶給她莫名的安全感.

所以女孩每天上班時,總是不斷的抬頭張望,

那個熟悉的身影來了嗎?







可惜的是,年輕人始終沒出現, 只剩下那台沒人使用的娃娃機.

有一天,女孩下班後,在店門口遇到了以前常和年輕人一起來的朋友,

她焦急的問他年輕人的下落,可是年輕人的朋友則是一臉黯然,

他帶女孩來到年輕人的家,

當他開啟年輕人的房間的門時,映入女孩眼簾的是

一群娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃,以及躺在床上動也不動的年輕人.

原來年輕人的脊椎有病,必須要開刀才能保住生命,

可是開刀有一半的機率會失敗而導致全身癱瘓,

年輕人在開刀的前一天晚上,也就是女孩和男友大吵一架的那天,

希望女孩給他機會夾2個娃娃,因為他已經累積有98個了,

然而卻遭到女孩的回絕,隔天之後年輕人手術不幸失敗變成植物人,

年輕人的母親拿了一封信給女孩,那是年輕人在手術之前寫好的:

其實我早就知道,就算夾到了100個娃娃,

妳也不可能會喜歡我,我之所以這麼做並不是故意要造成妳的困擾,

而是希望在我有限的時間裡,

證明我曾經很用心的去愛一個人,

這樣就足夠了,如果妳看到了這封信,

那表示我再也無法為你夾娃娃了,對不起,或許我的努力還不夠吧,

沒能夾到100個娃娃親手送給你..

女孩看著床邊的99個絨毛娃娃,那是99顆無法承受的真心,

眼眶裡的淚水早已決堤而出...

隔天女孩來到年輕人的家,

她將第100個絨毛娃娃放到年輕人的手中,

這時已經變成植物人的他,

眼睛流下了淚水...

hope that you would like the story.:)

CarrotOrange

Just something I have been thinking[my own opinion, no offend to anyone.]

Hi to readers.:) It had been a long time ever since the last time I came to update my blog. Well, I have to apologize to it as I have no idea of what to update or what should I update? Today I feel like updating on one issue, but I would start with some good news.


Today, my school was celebrating National Day and we,4E1 won! Frankly speaking, it was surprising upon knowing that we won. lols. I would not forget this year celebration, it was so memorable!:) As each girl in the class got ORCHID on our head!:) It was so cool~ We got balloons which have the messages we want to send to Singapore 42Th birthday and DIY Singapore flags by PREYA!:) Thanks girl.:) And also YOU GOTTA WATCH 'RUSH HOUR 3'! It's damn funny!hahas.
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NO OFFEND TO ANYONE.


The issue that I want to bring up today; Ladies out there, do you have any good friend that who eventually start flirting your boyfriend or your ex(who you just broke up not long ago?) Can you stands it?


Well for me, I would not be able to stand it and I would dislike(in a nicer way to say)/hate(in a harsh way) those 'good friend' a lot. As for me, I would have the mind-set of 'if we are able to be good friends, it means that we would not get too close the guy that one of our good friend fond of or even their ex.' I really would not stand those kind of girls and I would name them as 'bitches'. While maybe readers' reaction would be; when love comes, how hard we try to stop, it's still impossible to stop it.' Okay, I agreed. However if the 'good friend' of yours did not start to flirt or getting close to the guy, would the chemistry begin?:) Agree?:) If you have any 'good friend' like these, I think you should consider should the friendship continue.:)


It was just something I have been thinking for the past few days. As some of my close friends told me some of these stories of them. Being betray and back stab by their friends. No offend to anyone but just giving my own opinion.:)


CarrotOrange

MEMORABLE*

Karen is back to update after the receiving so receiving many complains from some of my friends. lols. Especially Jenny,yeah?hahas. :) Got to wish Cozette Mei Mei, HAPPY 4Th BRITHDAY too.:)

Last night was a fun night~ My guardian held a Birthday Party- BBQ session. Overall, it was fun! However, we did not really eat the food of BBQ but were home cooked food as we could not heat up the fire. (>.<) Which was due to the rain~(-.-) But this did not affect the young kids' mood~:) Eventually, we played more~hahas.:) Some of the games we played were throwing ice at each other; putting ice in their clothes(which I got bullied the most); puting creams of the cake left onto each others' face.hahas.:D OVERALL~IT WAS A MEMORABLE EVENT!:) The most important part was; I was able to meet my ex-housemates!:)MISS THEM LOTS~:)

On wednesday, my school had celebrated Racial Harmony Day.:) Freakly speaking, it should be: my school had been celebrating Racial Harmony for the past 1week.(>.<) However, on Wednesday, it was much more different as to compare to the other 4 days. This was because on Wednesday, we are encouraged to dress in opposite traditional custume~ What makes me really felt delighted was that MY CLASS GOT FIRST!:) Our class cheered loudly!!!:) HOORAY~:D We also took a lot of class photos and even 4e1 cum 4e2, Express Level photographs!!:)

Anyway, I would put up more pictures next entry as I have not receive all pictures taken on Wednesday and some of the pictures not yet edit.(>.<) lols.:) Sorry about it.:)

However, I would update some pictures taken last week~:) Another unforgetable week.hahas.:)
Kevin's 15Th birthday! I would upload more when I have the time.:)
Jenny's creation.:) This is also her creation.lols.:)
Got to end here.:)

CarrotOrange

Felt that I am Fortunate*

It's Sunday again~:) Since Thursday till today, I had A LOT of fun*:) I really love my housemates cum buddies a lot!!!!:D:D:D:D They rock!!!:) They brought me out from the Emo state and gave me warm feeling of beloved when I needed them!:) I really appreciate them a lot!:) I have to Thanks* God for sending such a good bunch of buddies by my side!:) Even though, we might quarrel over small things sometime, but our relationship just get closer when we have an outing or event!:)

Thursday- It was Kevin's 15Th birthday!:) It was enjoyable and unforgettable~:) We took plenty of pictures here and there in the house.:) Surprisingly, even Denyzl who is the youngest child of our guardian and dislike people(beside his parents and 'Kaka')to go near him, was willing to take pictures with us. However, this was under the condition of wanting the cake!:D lols.

Friday- Jiaqi and I went to have our 1st English tuition lesson!:) She's a very good teacher!!!:D:D:D:D
Saturday- At night, went to East Coast Park to have night cycling with my housemates and Vincent(who is also a Cambodian). We stay overnight there.:( Despite of being tired, but it was really fun and memorable!:)

Even though for the past one week, I was feeling kind of down cause of something. My housemates really ROCK!:) LOVE YAs always.:)

Lastly, to the person who came to my blog to spam;
If you have any misunderstanding about me, could you kindly come to me in school or somewhere else to talk face to face to me. What you dislike about me or feel that I need to change and stuffs. However, in this world, no one is perfect. If you dislike me so much, there are more people out there who appreciate me a lot.:) To conclude, I still need to 'thanks' you because you let me know how much my LAOPOs, Xiaoshi, housemates and others care for me!:)

CarrotOrange

Tired of life.

Everything just seems very prefect around, but truly saying. Is there anyone would slow down the speed in their journey of life and start looking back to what had happened in the past that you had gone through? I believed no one really did, but even we really did and learn from the lesson that had been taught. It wouldn't last for long. If you do not believe, why don't you try slowing down the speed in your journey of life and spend sometime looking around and observe some friends around you? After that you would understand what I really mean.:)

In this entry I really want to ask, is there someone you would be able to lean onto when you face problems in your life?

Honestly speaking, buddies and friends that I used to be able to share my unhappiness with. Now, no longger. They changed to someone that I could not understand what they are thinking. In the past, we would play around and stuffs but now, it seems impossible. I am scared that I might say something wrong and end up quarreling or even when I start saying about the things that upset me, they would somehow ignore me. Maybe that I am too sensitive as some of my friend always say.

For the past few days, my moodswing was very serious. Not only for the past few days, but also these few days. Therefore, I would like to apologise to friends around me who I threw my temper on the past few days. Not forgeting for the rest of these few days, people who I might throw my temper on.

I hated myself so much to have these kind of feeling again~

CarrotOrange

World affair

It seems like I have been updating on every Sunday.:) This was due to do not know wat to update and the laziness in me.:)

Nowadays, there are increasing of natural diseaster and war terrorism. Whenever I watch the news and I see news-reporter reporting on both of these. Therefore, I would always like to question myself; "Why do people still wan to have war when the world is meeting so many diseaster? Now, isn't it the time that we are suppose to work together to save the earth by reduce, reuse and recycle? Why can't war stop? Even both the external and internal war have start. (external-natural diseaster, internal-terrorist attack) Since we could not stop the natural diseaster but at least, we still be able to stop the terrorist attack right?"

I just do not understand why do people wants to go into war? Attacking here and there. Okay, maybe when u, readers, reading this post would think that; Hey, it's because of their religion. But still, it could not convince me.:) lols.

Anyway, it's kind of weird to talk bout world affair in my blog but I am just giving the opinion of what I really think. :)

In conclusion, I do like people to help me but please DO NOT touch my things without permission. As this would not cut down on my burden but ADD on to it. Thanks:) I have my own ways of packing my things and arranging it.:) Thanks for ur kind understand~

CarrotOrange

Things* around me seems to be the opposite of what I really wanted.

Life is so unpredicted.:( Things you THOUGHT that it would happen, it would turn out to be another way of what you THOUGHT it might happen.:(

Upon knowing my Family* problems, my heart really hurt. It seems to be a thousand of knifes going through me. I have no idea what have been happening for the past 2years over there. What happened to them? They does not seem be the old them* who I knew.:( They seemed to be strangers to me. It really hurts when I heard those words describing them.:( I could feel my heart tearing into pieces.

My beloved housemates are getting lesser and lesser. One by one, they leave to somewhere else. Is this one of the example of 'everyone have different path to go in life, there is always a point whereby friends would seperate.'? If this is it, I does not want this to happen so fast. But hereby I still wanted to say these to them;

Even we were no longger housemates, we still can meet up and have dinner or lunch together.:) Whenever there is a birthday celebration, we still celebrate together!!:) OKAY? It would be a promise to everyone.:)

Why is this entry sounds like everyone is leaving Singapore and would be seperate forever.(-.-)

I supposed I would stop here.

(>.<) When I am updating this entry, my eyes kept going watery.:(

CarrotOrange

Oversea studying

It is midnight now and I am here to update my blog once again after one whole week staying back in Cambodia.:) Last night I arrived in Singapore, load of things happened on the way back.hahas. Well, I feeling 'home sick'.:( Missing my dad's cook.

This trip back to Cambodia was like: WOW. As my dad would buy durian home almost everyday!:) Cambodia durian are delicious!:) I was not able to bring it back as it was not allowed.:( However, if you happened to visit Cambodia, do not forget to try the durian there. ( I sound like promoting Cambodia durian. lols)

My dad's cooking skill is getting more and more nicer!:) And due to this, my dad cooked me prawns when I was back there. Those friends around me would know that, I do have a little of allergic to seafood. lols. Therefore, now my skin would have a lot of red spots nor pimples.lols.:(:(:( Even though I do feel a little sad of my skin but THIS WORTH IT!:D:D:D

Not forgetting my beloved sister, she would always help to find the things that I would like to have.:):):) She is in deep a good sister to me!!!!:)

Really miss them a lot!!!!:):) Even though, I did not say this to them before in their faces but I believe that they understand!!!:):):)

Anyway, my mum is coming over to Singapore on Monday!!!!:):):) I have not been able to meet her.(-.-) Please do not misunderstand.lols. My mum went to Australia to visit my two elder brothers.:)

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Truly saying, this time round I did not really have any regret for going back to my own country as I really miss my dad and sis a lot. Maybe to some the friends out there reading this post would feel that it would be cool to stay oversea study without any family members around you and would say that there is nothing for u to miss them or even home sick now as you would be having a lot of freedom. However, all these are UNTRUTH! You will feel it when you were really to leave your own family and went oversea to study. It would be very tough to do. Maybe at the start, some of you would felt happy and have a lot of freedom when you were oversea, but after a while, you would start missing home and suffer home sick, calling home that you want to go back. Not only this, but the gap between you and your family members would be getting bigger and bigger. ( Anyway, there is no offence towards anyone in this post.)

I just want to say this to those parent that are considering sending your son/daughter oversea study that only send your child there, when you really think that they would be able to cope well there.

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I felt kind of 'stupid' to update those words above, but that is just what I felt like to type when I finally decided to update this 'rotting-blog'. Well, really hope that everything would go real good in the rest of the few months leave in Secondary School life.:) Some things, I would say when the time is up.:)

Updating some posts not just for the heart to update, but there would always be reasons behind it.:)

CarrotOrange

Have to be more realistic.

Good Evening to everyone, I am here to update once again. Friends around me have been asking me to update.lols. Well, I will update the day before I leave Singapore going back to Cambodia.

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I have not been truthful to myself till today. Hahas. Stupid me and idiotic me~ To agree it from the start and kept doing things hurting both parties. Well, mindset made means made. I could not just think bout now~ Pain now will be short, Karen. Everything will recover when the the school reopen. Trip back to Cambodia will be fine~ After all, I would be back next friday. Nothing much to scare and worry bout.

Maybe this entry I updated is kinda of stupid and confusing, but this is what my idiotic mind been making me to think non-stop. hahas. Ah bu n Meizi, why do u both guess the same thing as wat i think? The both of u really understand me well~ Karen Chhun Seav Mey!!! Stop thinking!!

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Sorry for the above entry, it's nothing~:)

Hereby hope tat my belove classmates would be enjoying and get excited for the upcoming class chalet~:) Have to take load of pictures okay? Show me when I am back. okay?!:) Even I am not there, my spirit will still be around during the chalet!:):)

I supposed I would not be updating till I am back. But if I have not recover from the self-devil that's in me. I won't be coming to update. I must have the right mood and attitude to update my belove blog!:):) Gambatte KAREN!

Thanks Meizi, Jolie and Ah bu. Love ya alot!:) My belove darlings. Cambodia, I am heading towards u.:):)

CarrotOrange

Heading towards different path of life.

Readers, have u ever thought of this? Life is just like a path of you walking home from school or work. Everyday, there would be friends accompany you when you were on the way home as they were walking at that direction home too. However when u reached a point of place, you and your friend would end up walking in different direction as they are heading toward back to their own house which is in a different way.


From this point, don't u think that at the point of place where u and your friend separate for the heading of home, seems to be like... When you graduate from your primary or secondary school or even poly and JC, you and your friends would head towards a different place from yours. As different people have different path to go on their journey of LIFE*.


Whenever I see my friends and I on the way back home and at the point they left, it seems like. The rest of the way home would be lonely but it is still a must to be home as that would always be the heading place u have to go.


Anyway, later I am going to meet my I-Fahrenheit SFC friends~Kinda of looking forward to it.:):):) Got to end here.


Carrot*Orange

Xie Xie Ni De Wen Rou

Good morning to readers.:) Is this picture of fahrenheit nice? This is the clothes they wore in S.H.E,谢谢你的温柔 MV.:) It's nice~ this is the link:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=FrBwpp82DEA

This weekend, I had been dreaming alot.lols. I mean dream during my sleep.>.<.lols. In the early morning, received 3messages regarding the postponed of the English supplementary. Hope tat the message had already been sent to every sec4E1 and 5A2 students.")

Actually ,I wanted to go back to Cambodia on 12Th June. However, because of the postponed of English supplementary, I have to also postponed my date of going back.=.= (Sianzation) Truly saying, I have the choice to stick to the same old day and skip those lessons. But I choose to stay and finish the supplementary first.:)

I am leaving Singapore on the 14Th June instead now.lols. Got to miss class chalet for sure, hereby, got to apologize to my fellow classmates. Sorry, but I really need to get back to Cambodia to get some stuffs done. Hope that all of u would understand.:)

I felt kind of guilty too yesterday for not able to go to MEIZI's church. Sorry gal~ I was really sick yesterday.:( Yesterday, I did something special for myself.lols. It's a book that content Fahrenheit's and some other's news.:) Really love it.:)Got to end here.:) Meeting i-Fahrenheit SFC pupils soon!:) Excited.

CarrotOrange

The PAST*

Good morning to readers out there.:) Karen is here to update her belong blog again!:)


I have feeling very sleepy and suffering from headache for the past few days. Most of the students in secondary and primary school should be enjoying their holidays now, while for those people who are taking O and N'level this year, suffering. As all of us would be studying, attending extended study programes conducted by our school teachers.:( Tiring.


Well, this few months I would always have the kind of thinking tat, people who used to be close to you but now they are not. The memorise of what he/she/u like and dislike, it would still be in their/your mind. I used to thought tat no one understands me, but actually there is. It is just that I have not been notising.:(


Anyway, I think I got to end here as I need to go and try doing my holiday assignments.:) Fahrenheit Fansclub meeting out soon!:) Looking forward to it.


Karen*Zun

Tiring days*

Good Afternoon to everyone~! Today was my O'level Chinese paper1 and 2.-.- I was quite disappointed in it...Don't talk bout it. Moody~

Thanks MEI*ZI for treating me Lunch jus now.:) It is really a blessing from u!:) Thanks!!! And also really need someone who around me control my expenses, if not I would kept spending money without thinking.:( Things around me jus kept temptation to me~ But it's okay, CONTROL!:) Have to thanks MEI*ZI again as she jus now STOP me from renting VCDs and also top-up my ez-link card for 5dollars instead of 10dollars!!!:) I am lucky to have her,such a good MEI*ZI by my side!!:)

Truly saying, I think tat on earth everything cost alot~ In this world if u do not have money is kind of painful~Not only painful but also miserable.hahas. But all these only stands a little as to compare to other kind of happiness. As everything cost $$$, food and etc. The most tough thing is when someone in the family got some health problems, money again involve~ Teachers asked us not to think bout all these but how could we stop thinking? It's hard to stop thinking...:( Comparing my problems and the others, mine is jus like...TINY thing~hahas. Anyway, got to take a rest and start with my holiday assignment.:) Sec4 is a tough year!!!:(

Karen*Zun

下午好，今天突然想要用华文。希望你们不会建议。
不知道今天发生了什么事，从早到晚运气不是很好。一早就不小心烫到自己的手指。
在去学校的途中，我既然打瞌睡。（请不要见怪，因为我从不在地铁上打瞌睡。〕

今天小姨到学校来，她见了我的班导主任和英文老师。没什么大问题，就是要看好她，然她可以在O水准里获得好的成绩。这次的成绩不是很理想担我不会轻易放弃。加油吧！

你们知道'没钱'的感受吗？我今天终于知道了。'没钱'的感觉真是不好受。我想如果有人要和我一起出去，现在有一点点难了。因为这几个星期直到我妈妈来的那天，我的口袋会有一点点紧。希望你们不会建议。要体量我。

我想我应该在此停笔。

Karen*Zun

CHINESE o'level GAMBATTE!!=D

It have been a few days ever since the last entry i posted.:) 3more days and I would be having O'level chinese examination in the school hall~>.<

Argh!!!! MY ENTRY GONE~-.- Nevermind.

I was feeling kind of disappointed in my own Mid-year results. :( I failed my English and Science, all i need for these 2subjects to pass was jus 5marks.=( It's alot anyway.hahas. Since I failed my English, therefore, there is a need of my guardian to go down to my school to meet teacher. At first, she was supposed to meet Mrs Azwiza, my english teacher. However, she will be out for course that time. Therefore, my guardian would be meeting Mdm Sem, my class form teacher instead.:( Sad Sad.

Anyway, got to GAMBATTE IN MY chinese!!!:D Good luck to readers out there who are taking the paper next monday too!!:D I should end here.:)


Karen*Zun

Pictures with meaningful and encourage WORDS.=)

Just now was chatting with one of my schoolmate and went to look for pictures that I saved long ago and think that it is still very meaningful and encouraging.")Therefore, I decided to upload here.:)

Specially for some friends around me. :) Who feel upset over results and problems around them.:)

Karen*Zun

Change blogskin

This picture is nice right?:) Just found it not long ago.:) Damn nice!!:)
Finally I had completed changing my blogskin.:) Is it nice? But it seems like no enough space for me.lols.:) Do give some comments yeah?:) Anyway. I got back all my results and I bet that my report slip will be very 'BEAUTIFUL'.=.- lols.

Really have to work hard for my CHINESE!:) O'level chinese coming soon~In 1 week 1 day.")

Karen*Zun

Finally here to update.=D

Not too sure whether I had upload this picture before yeah? hahas. This have been a long time eversince the last time I came to update this "rotting blog" yeah?hahas. Dear blog~ Have to understand me, as I was having examintions.:) lols. Got to stop all these craps..-.-

Finally Mid Year Examinations had came to an end, however, it is also equal to Chinese O'level Paper1 n 2 is coming soon~:( 1 week and 3days later, I would be sitting in Sembawang Secondary School hall doing my FIRST O'level paper. WOW, time flies real fast yeah?lols. :)

For the past few weeks, what I have been doing was STUDY. STUDY AND STUDY. However, eversince the last paper which I took, I started to be slack in my work by renting VCDs home to watch and goin out to movies and window shopping.:) Sounds like non-O'level student right?hahas. These were just something to pamper myself from the past few weeks been STUDY STUDY AND STUDYING non-stop.:) I believe from here, readers out there should know how I much I love myself right? After a long event past, I would stop down and take a little break by rewarding myself with something that I like to do!:D And I also wish that readers out there, should try this too, like rewarding urself something special after a long event u had took part in.:) You will feel much better!!!:D

I had my last paper on Tuesday. Therefore, after my paper, I went to rent 2different VCDs to watch at home. 1 horror and 1 lovely movies to let myself relax.:D I watch "Final Call" when I reached home. After finishing that, I went out to meet my Ah bu(Xinhui) and we went to caught the movie, "200 pounds beauty". It was the 2nd time I am watching it.lols. After watching that movie, I rushed home and had my dinner. And rush out of the house again. To meet Jolie out to have a drink.lols. It was quite fun!:) as there was a lot of events happened that night.hahas. And at night, after bathing, I watch another VCD, which i borrowed earlier. "My Girl", a thai movie. It's damn lovely.:)

Yesterday, went to orchard to watch Spider man 3 and also window shopping. Meet Jolie, Linmin and Yurong out. It was damn funny day.lols. For farther informations, please go to Jolie's blog.lols. I had a unforgetble day.hahas. Especially during the play of Spider Man 3. I had been scared by 'SOMEONE' quite a few times.yeah?hahas.

Anyway, today's post was quite long. Therefore, I think I should end soon.:) Readers out there, got to take good care of ur health yeah? Do not follow my footsteps.:( I have been suffering for the past one week.:( NOT YET RECOVER. Therefore, please do drink more water and eat more fruits.:)Take care.

Please do not think too much. Everything will be fine soon~ Take all those troubles easily, no point getting stress over it. Stress would cause alot of other illness. Therefore, do not be stress over things, take it slowly. SLOW AND STANDY make PERFECT right?hahas:)

Karen*Zun

Tired of life.:(

Examinations are round the corner. Everyone including me are trying to rush through the last minutes of study. However, everyone around me seems to be able to get into the mood of studying while for me, I am still wondering around. To be honest, I think that I could be a very actress. Infront of ppl, I am laughing but what is really bothering me in my heart. No one knows. Out of a sudden, I started to miss friends who I have not been contacting. They are all staying close to my school but yet, I did not make up the affect to go and ask them out.

Last night, I started to miss this two didi who I knew them for JUST one day during the CIP in Zoo. They are adorable!!!:) I even set their pictures as my handphone background!:) From this, could really infer that I'm in deep of missing them.:)

I supposed I have to end here.:) Wish that Ahbu would be enjoying her calet and Jieluang enjoying her 3days 2nights camp now.:) All the best to everyone!

Karen*Zun

1st entry in bishan house.:)

Good morning to readers out there.:) Currently blogging this entry at my new house in Bishan.:) I really like this house as the decoration is almost the same as my ex-ex-house in Sembawang. I love my room alot as this room, I am using it all by my own.") Even thought it is a little small but good enough to be my cockroach-room.=.= NONO. Should be my tini-windni room!:)

Yesterday was totally an UNLUCKY day for me.('.') Firstly, yesterday was the first time I went to school from my new house and guess what happened? I AM LATE!!lols. [I felt kind of guilty towards him*, because he waited to me yesterday. Therefore, we were late together. -.-]

Secondly, during mathematic lesson, I was drinking my water from my waterbottle and I accidently poured the whole water from the waterbottle out causing whole skirt of mine to get wet.:(

Thirdly, stomach was damn pain!!!:( Please do not tell me that, I am someone who first thing in the morning, I am unlucky, I would be very unlucky for the whole day?:( If this is the truth, I do not want this to happen!!!!(#.@)

Well, before I go off I would be uploading pictures of my house as what I have promised friends to do so.") However, I would not be uploading the picture of my room yet as kind of messy.:) Dare not to show it online yet.lols.

The area infront of my room. Look like a library right?hahas. Actually is a area for the kids to play and also a area to put books.:)
A mini computer area, isn't it cute?:)

The living room!:) Still not yet put the dining table as the preious one was unable to come in the house as the door was not big enough.:( That was a very pretty one as it would suit this house alot!:(
Another part of the living room. Did u see a big mirror beside the sofa?hahas.") I miss it alot as to those who have been to Sembawang house before, should know that there's a big mirror too when step into the house.")
Is this cocktail beautiful? It taste nice too!:) I had 2 cup of this mixing with coke. It was damn nice. If I am not wrong, I am the first time dring cocktail neh!:) Because of this, I could feel that something weird inside my stomach or maybe, I am feeling hungry. hahas.(-.-)

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I am damn tired today as I had just packed my stuffs!=D Tomorrow I am moving to Bishan.=.= Feeling kind of scared as I might walked back to this condo instead.hahas.

Quarreling.=.= The cause of angry.hahas. Z.Z I got 5boxes plus 1plastic bag plus 1big bag.hahas. Tiring.=.= ZzzzZzzzZzzzZ Rubbish increased!! hahas.=D

I found 20dollars just now when I was packing my stuffs.hahas. It is inside my ang bao.=.= Chinese new year past so long!!!hahas.=D But still felt happy as there is $$ for me to buy present.=D

Hate moving house=.= Moving further and further!!!=D Backaching is causing me 'ARGH'!!!!

Karen*Zun

tiring and sleepy day

Oh my gosh.=.= Nowadays the time I took to choose the picture I want to post is longger than the time I used to update post as I do not know which picture I had already used before. hahas.=D

Today is a very tiring day for me!=D Preya and I was like totally sleepy during Physic lesson. We thought that we were listening to what Ms Low was talking but eventually we had already closed our eyes.=.= hahas. From here, readers should know how tired the both of us are, right?hahas.

Yesterday read a article in newspaper on Fahrenheit. It really made me felt like writing a letter to the person and start to use my words to shoot him like hell!!!!>.<>

Overall, today was a tiring day for me again, backbone breaking soon.=.= Therefore, I asked my tutor to cancel today tuition.

Karen*Zun